Everything to Gain and a Secret Affair (23 page)

“Oh,” he said, and his little face fell. “Any news of our baby, Mom? Have you made it yet?” he asked, fixing me with his bright blue eyes, a hopeful look flashing across his face.

“Not yet,” I answered, standing up. I glanced at Andrew and we exchanged amused looks, and he winked at me.

Lissa said, “Don't forget to feed Swellen, Mom, will you?”

“No, I won't, darling, I promise.” I hunkered down on my haunches and kissed her. She put her little arms around my neck and showered me with fluttery kisses on my cheek. “Butterfly kisses for you. Mommy, like Daddy gives me,” she said, then holding her head on one side in that old-fashioned way she had, she continued, “Did you tell Santa to bring me the big baby doll?”

“Yes. Well, at least Daddy told him.”

“Will Santa know where to come?” she asked, suddenly sounding anxious. Her expression grew worried when she added, “Will he find Nanna's house in Yorkshire?”

“Of course. Daddy gave Santa her address.”

She beamed at me, and I buttoned her coat and pulled on her blue woolen cap that exactly matched her eyes. “There! You look beautiful! You're my beautiful little girl, the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world. Now, put your gloves on. Both of you,” I said, glancing at Jamie. “And I don't want either of you running outside to play without your coats when you're in the country. It's far too cold. And don't give Trixy any tidbits from the table.”

“No, Mom,” they said in unison.

“Hear that, Trixy?” I said, glancing down at the puppy. Our little Bichon Frise looked up at me through her soulful black eyes and wagged her tail. I picked her up and cuddled her, kissed the top of her head, then put her back down on the floor.

I walked with them to the front door and stood in the outside foyer waiting for the elevator to come. Andrew hugged me and kissed me on the cheek, then asked, “Did you put the list in the canvas bag? The list of the things you want me to bring back tomorrow?”

“Yes, I did. And there's not much, really, just a few items for the twins and our shearling coats, yours and mine, to take with us to Yorkshire.”

“Okay, no problem, Puss.” He kissed me again and ushered the kids and the puppy into the elevator. “See you.”

“Drive carefully,” I said just as the elevator doors started to close.

“I will,” he called back. “And I'll ring you when we get there, Mal.”

It was quiet in the apartment now that they had left. I went to my desk in the bedroom, sat down, and carefully wrote the card to go with Alicia's gift.

Alicia Munroe was a good friend of Sarah's and mine and had been at Radcliffe with us. A fellow New Yorker, she had married Jonathan Munroe two years ago and moved to Boston with him. She had come to Manhattan for the weekend to see her parents and to attend the baby shower Sarah and I were giving in her honor at the apartment.

When he heard, three weeks ago, what we were planning, Andrew had exclaimed, “It's the country for me, Mal! In any case, I want to give Indian Meadows the once-over before we take off for Yorkshire for Christmas. I'll take the twins and Trixy with me, get them all out of your hair, and you can have a real girls' weekend with Sarah.”

When I had worried out loud how he would manage without Jenny, our former au pair, who had finally returned to live in London, he had grinned at me and said one word:
“Nora.”
And, of course, hearing her name had set my mind at ease at once. Nora loved the twins and enjoyed cooking for them, fussing over them. She would be in her element without me hovering around, as would Eric, who was devoted to Jamie and Lissa.

I glanced at the small calendar on my desk. Today was Saturday the tenth. In exactly eleven days we were flying
to London and then taking the train to Yorkshire the following morning.

Diana had invited Sarah to join us for Christmas, and she had been thrilled to accept, and we were all going to stay at Kilgram Chase until early January. Gwenny Reece-Jones and my father were going to be with us too; in fact my father had called me yesterday from London. He had wanted to tell me how much he was looking forward to spending the holidays with me, Andrew, and his grandchildren. He had also told me how glad he was I liked Gwendolyn.

There were still quite a lot of preparations to make for the trip, and tomorrow Sarah and I were going shopping for last-minute gifts. Now I began to make a list on a yellow pad and was stumped when I came to Gwenny's name. Last night, tongue in cheek, Andrew had suggested we buy her a scarf. And although he had been joking, it wasn't a bad idea after all, since she did seem to like them. Perhaps I would find something special and unusual at Bloomingdale's.

Once I had finished the list, I put the card in the shopping bag with the gift for Alicia, an antique silver christening cup. Then, carrying the bag, I went into the living room.

Josie, our housekeeper, a lovely, motherly woman from Chile, was already plumping up cushions on the two big traditional sofas and armchairs.

She glanced up as I came in and said, “I've dusted the dining room, and I'll get to the kitchen next, Mrs. Keswick.”

“Thanks, Josie, but perhaps you'd better make the beds and tidy the bedrooms first. Miss Thomas should be here any minute, and then we'll start preparing some of the food. I guess you ought to leave the kitchen until last.”

“You're right, and I can help with the sandwiches as soon as I've finished cleaning.”

“Thanks,” I said, and went into the adjoining dining room, where I put the shopping bag in a corner. I added, “I'm going to start setting the table for the tea.”

By the time Sarah arrived half an hour later, I had already put out cups, saucers, and plates, as well as crystal flutes, since we had called the shower a champagne tea, and we were going to serve Veuve Clicquot.

“You haven't left me very much to do,” Sarah said, as she surveyed my handiwork in the dining room.

“Don't kid yourself,” I shot back. “There's a lot to do yet. Roll your sleeves up, and let's go to the kitchen.”

But the first thing we did was to have a cup of coffee together. This we drank at the table in front of the window, chatting about the shower and Sarah's hectic week and gossiping in general.

Finally, fifteen minutes later we started to work on the food, cutting the slices of smoked salmon into small pieces, boiling eggs for the egg salad, slicing cucumbers and tomatoes, and mashing sardines. All of these things we would use for the tea sandwiches later in the afternoon, just before the guests were due. They had been invited for three o'clock and it was still far too soon to make the sandwiches.

At one moment Sarah said, “I'm glad we made it early, Mal. Everyone'll be gone by six, no later than six-thirty, and maybe we can go to a movie, have supper out somewhere.”

“Great idea. And how about a snack now? I don't know about you, but I'm starving.” I looked at the clock on the wall. “It's nearly one thirty-five.”

“I'm on a diet. In readiness for Christmas.”

I laughed. “But Sarah, you look fantastic. You are
svelte.
”

“I could still lose a few pounds. But okay, why not? I'll have a taste of the smoked salmon.”

“Coming up,” I said, reaching for a slice of bread. The phone rang, and I picked it up.

“Hello, Puss, it's me, and we're here,” Andrew said. “And guess what, it's snowing! Mal, it's gorgeous, just like a fairyland. All white. And the snow is glistening in the sun. I promised the kids a snowball fight later.”

“That's great, but make sure they wear their Wellies and are wrapped up well, honey, won't you?”

“I will, don't worry so, Puss.”

“Is Nora there, Andrew?”

“She certainly is, and so is Eric. He's got the fires going throughout the house, and Nora made a wonderful vegetable soup and baked a loaf. We're going to have lunch in a few minutes. And this soup! It smells delicious! So don't worry your little head about us, everything is fine at Indian Meadows.”

“Just goes to show how well you can manage without me,” I muttered.

“Oh, no I can't,” he asserted, his voice dropping. “There's
no way
I can manage without
you
, Mal.”

“Nor me you,” I responded. “I love you.”

“And I love you. Big kiss, darling. And a big kiss to Sarah. I'll see you both for supper tomorrow night. Tell her I'm looking forward to her spaghetti primavera.”

“I will, and have a nice time with the kids.”

I
t was snowing again, as it had yesterday. But tonight the snowflakes were light, and as I glanced out the window, I noticed that they were melting the moment they hit the pavement. So it couldn't be the weather which was making Andrew late getting home.

Putting my glass of white wine down on the coffee table, I left the den, crossed the entrance hall, and went into the kitchen.

Sarah swung around when she heard me come in. “I've turned off the water for the spaghetti. No point boiling it yet. I'll make everything at the last minute, once Andrew and the twins arrive.”

I nodded, and automatically my eyes went to the kitchen clock. It was ten past eight. “I can't imagine where he is, why he's not home yet, Sash,” I said.

“Anything could be holding him up,” Sarah answered, putting the lid on the pot of hot water. “Traffic. Snow.”

“It can't be the snow. I just looked out the den window, and it's not even settling on the ground.”

“Not on East Seventy-second Street, maybe, but if it's snowing in Connecticut, it could be slowing Andrew down, and everyone else who's coming back to the city on Sunday night. There's probably a backup of cars.”

“That's true, yes,” I said, seizing on this possibility, wanting to ease my worry. But the fact was, Andrew was rarely, if ever, late, and that was what troubled me now. Sarah knew it as well as I did, but neither of us was voicing this thought at the moment.

I said, “I'm going to try Anna again, maybe she's home by now.”

“Okay, call her,” Sarah agreed.

Lifting the receiver off the wall phone in front of me, I dialed the gardener's number at Indian Meadows. It rang and rang as it had earlier this evening. I was about to hang up when the phone was finally answered.

“Hello,” Anna said.

“It's me. Mal,” I said. “You must have been out, Anna, I've been trying your number for ages.”

“I was in Sharon. I went to visit my sister, and I—”

“Did you see Andrew before he left today?” I interrupted, wanting to get to the point.

“Yes, I did. Why?”

“What time was that?”

“About two, somewhere around there.”

“
Two
. But that's over six hours ago!” I cried, and looking across at Sarah, I couldn't help transmitting my anxiety to her. She came and stood next to me, her face suddenly as full of concern as mine was.

“You mean he's not arrived home yet?” Anna asked.

“No, he hasn't, and I'm starting to worry. It never takes more than three hours at the most, and Andrew does it in less time than that.”

“There's snow up here, Mal, and he may have hit more of it on the way down to the city. Oh, and there's another thing, he did say something about needing to do some Christmas shopping. That could've delayed him.”

“That's true, yes, and maybe he did stop off at a couple of shops on the way in. Everything's open at this time of year, and stays open late. I guess that's what happened, and thanks, Anna, you've made me feel less anxious.”

“Try not to worry, Mal, I'm sure he'll be there any second. And you'll call me before you leave for England, won't you?”

“Yes, during the week. Bye, Anna.”

“Bye, Mal.”

We hung up, and turning to Sarah, I said, “Andrew told Anna he needed to do some Christmas shopping. I'm sure that's the explanation. Don't you think?”

Sarah nodded, giving me a reassuring smile. “He loves all those little antique shops in the area. Also, the twins might have wanted to go to the bathroom, or wanted something to eat, and so he could've stopped several times. We often stop, if you think about it, for those very reasons.”

“But why hasn't he called me? It's not like him not to be in touch, you know that,” I muttered, biting my lip.

The doorbell rang several times.

Sarah and I looked at each other knowingly, and we both broke into happy smiles.

“There he is! And wouldn't you know he doesn't have his key!” I exclaimed, laughing with relief as I hurried into the entrance hall.

As I unlocked the front door and pulled it open, I cried, “And where have all of you be—” The rest of my sentence remained unsaid. It was not my husband and children who stood there, but two men in damp overcoats.

“Yes?” I stood staring at them blankly, and even before they told me who they were, I knew they were cops. As a New Yorker, I recognized them immediately, recognized that unmistakable look. They were plainclothes police officers from the N.Y.P.D. My chest tightened.

“Are you Mrs. Andrew Keswick?” the older of the two cops asked.

“Yes, I am. Is there—”

“I'm Detective Johnson, and this is Detective DeMarco,” he said. “We're from the Twenty-fifth Precinct. We need to talk to you, Mrs. Keswick.”

They both showed me their shields.

I swallowed several times. “Is there something wrong?”
I managed to say, my eyes flying nervously from him to his partner. I dreaded the answer; my heart began to clatter.

“Can we come in?” Detective Johnson said. “I think it would be better if we spoke inside.”

I nodded, opened the door wider, and stepped back to let them enter the apartment.

DeMarco closed the door.