Dark Desire (5 page)

“He’s watching, I’m going to kiss you now.”

My eyes widen as Joey swoops in and drags me into a pretty sizzling kiss. My cheeks swell and I know everyone’s watching. When he pulls back, I grin up at him.

“Who knew a gay man could kiss a woman better than a straight man?” I tease, still flustered.

“I’m known for my many talents, now g
et outta here and find that man’s cock and make it up to me by using it and sharing the images later!”

I laugh, “Thanks Joey.”

He chucks me under the chin, “Anytime.”

I stagger off to the bathroom in Jagger’s apartment. When I step in, I look around. Wow, it’s very flas
h. It’s all very modern inside; new kitchen, tiled floors, black fittings and nice furniture. I wobble down the hall, but I can’t find the bathroom.

“To the left…”

I spin around and see Jagger leaning against a door frame.

“Well hey there cowboy,” I grin.

“Hey yourself,”

“You look…very…ummm….”

He grins and God it makes him look so fucking perfect, “So what?”

“Hot…fuckable…w
hatever.”

He raises his brows. “Well, I could say the same.”

“You like?” I grin, doing a twirl.

“I like alri
ght, I’d like even more if you didn’t kiss other men in front of me.”

I wave a drunken hand. “Pffft, Joey’s gay.”

His eyes widen and it clicks. “You were trying to make me jealous?”

“Did it work?”

He smirks. “No.”

“Liar. I have to pee.”

I slip into the bathroom and close to door, grinning stupidly to myself. When I’m done, I slip out and Jagger is gone. I walk back outside and hear my favorite song come on, I squeal and clap my hands, jumping up and down. Ah to be drunk and free, it’s a great feeling.

“Get over here!” Ace yells.

Jenny takes my arm and I grin at her, then we rush over. We jump up on the back of Ace’s truck and begin wiggling our asses. The gang members begin singing loudly to the song. They’re voices fall in sync and it sounds hilarious.

“Country girl shake it for me girl, shake it for me girl, shake it for me….”

Jenny and I shake our asses in the most seductive manner. We wiggle our hips slowly, lowering our bodies and bringing them up again as we move seductively. Ace jumps up onto the truck and grips Jenny, and begins moving with her. Whoa, it just got hot in here. I turn and glance at Jagger, who’s staring at me with an expression so hungry I might as well be naked. I raise my hand and crook my finger at him.

He grins and puts his hand on his chest as if to say ‘who me?’ I nod and jump down, and I prowl over to him slowly. When he stands, I hook my fingers in his jeans and begin pulling him by them until we reach the truck. We climb on and begin moving to the music.

He takes my hips in his hands and begins grinding against me. His pelvis is pressing against my bottom and I whimper when I feel that he’s hard. His hands grip my hips, his fingers curl into my skin as he jerks my hips to the music, making me flow with him. His lips are near my neck and oh God, he feels amazing.

I lean my head back on his shoulder, and he grazes my neck with his lips. I hear his name being called
but we ignore it, our bodies continue their seductive dance. We might as well take our clothes off and fuck, we’re being that raunchy. His hands are sliding up under my dress and he’s pressed so close to my back I can feel every hard inch of him. His name gets called again, and he sighs, turning.

“I’ll be back,” he murmurs into my ear, and then jumps down and goes after Sharleen who is now rushing off as though she’s horribly hurt. Bitch didn’t care
when she was hurting me, so I don’t care about hurting her. Yes, yes two wrongs don’t make a right and all that bullshit.

I jump off the tray
and walk away, it’s getting late now so I slip around behind the complex and find an old flat tray truck. I climb onto the back and lay down, staring up at the stars. I cross my legs and tap my fingers against the floor. Damn Sharleen, she had to put on the water works when we were having a good moment. Bitch Troll. I feel my head swimming a little, and I close my eyes to steady it.

I lay like that for about ten minutes,
and then I hear boots crunching through the leaves. I don’t move, hopefully whoever it is won’t see me. When I feel some hands on my knees, I jerk up and see Jagger standing at the end of the truck. He grips my knees and spreads them wide, and I let my head fall back down. It swims a little and I clench my eyes shut again.

“Do you know how fuckin’ hard I am right now? Do you know how much I want to climb up there and slide my dick into your beautiful
cunt?”

Cunt? What a vulgar word.
I whimper, but don’t answer him. He trails a fingertip down the inside of my thigh until he finds my damp panties.

“Damp, I knew they would be. Admit
it; you want me inside you as much as I want to be there.”

“You know I do,” I mewl.

He slides his finger underneath my panties and finds my wet sex. He growls and pushes his finger inside me, while teasing my clit with his thumb. He’s forward, there’s no gentle caresses tonight. No, he just plunges in like he’ll never feel it again. Maybe he won’t.

“Jagger…” I whimper.

“You want me baby? You want me to fuck you right here?”

“Yes!” I cry,
“God yes.”

“How much?”

“More than anything,” I say in a hoarse, throaty voice.

He leans down, not moving his finger from inside my heat. He slides his tongue over my clit and I moan, arching my back.

“I’ve missed this sweet pussy, I’ve missed how it tastes, how it feels…”

I’m going to come embarrassingly hard, but I don’t care.

“Jagger, please, oh God…”

He thrusts his finger inside me and sucks my clit until I’m screaming and shu
ddering, when I come down from my high, he climbs onto the truck and pulls me up, nestling me in his lap. I can feel his hard cock pressing against my ass and I want him, I want every bit of him.

“Jagger, I want you to fuck me,
God I want you inside me…”

“Dirty girl,” h
e growls, nipping my ear.

“But…
Jagger, I don’t want you to play with me.”

He turns me around so I’m straddling
him; he takes my face in his hands.

“I’m not playing with you.”

“You went before…”

“I had to tell her what I was
doing; it wasn’t fair if I didn’t.”

“And now…”

“Now I want inside you, because if I don’t, I’ll fuckin’ explode.”

“Yes,” I whisper.

I reach down and grip his jeans, yanking the button open. Just as I’m pulling out his cock, I hear another favorite song come on. “Save a horse, ride a cowboy.” I grin and Jagger returns it with full force.

“How appropriate,” h
e smirks.

I grip his cock a
nd his smirk turns into a snarl. “Fuck, Willow.”

I grin and lean down, sliding my body back and taking him into my mouth. He growls and tangles his hands through my hair. I swirl my tongue around his
piercings, how I’ve missed them. He hisses between clenched teeth and raises me up.

“If you suck me off, I’ll come.”

I straddle him again, and raise myself up on my knees and begin singing lightly. “Save a horse ride a cowboy…”

He grins, wide and beautiful. I slide down onto him and his eyes roll slightly. He throws his head back and grips my hips, jerking his upwards to
impale me fully. It’s been a few weeks and I feel a little sting of pain.

“
God Willow, so fuckin’ perfect.”

“Jagger, I want you to fuck me, I want you to fuck me hard…”

His eyes open and he stares at me. I grind my hips and he tenses, swallowing rapidly. I do it again and again until we’re both moaning.

“If you want me to fuck you hard,
you better stop that,” he pants, “or I’ll come.”

I slide off him and he groans at the pressure release. I get on my hands and knees and look over my shoulder at him. His eyes grow hooded
and he takes his cock in hand and positions it behind me. He slides into me and I groan, yes, oh God, yes. He impales me fully and jerks his hips, titling them upwards to hit
that
spot.

“Jagger, oh
God,”

“Feels so fuckin’
good.”

He thrusts his hips so hard our skin slaps toge
ther. I grip the side of the truck and throw my head back, crying out as my second orgasm shudders through me. Jagger grunts his own release a moment later, and I feel him pulsing inside me. When it’s over, he slumps backwards and sighs. I turn and pull my dress down, watching him pull up his jeans and tuck his semi hard cock back inside them.

“Wow,” I whisper, crawling over to him.

“Wow alright.”

We’re both quiet a moment, and then I hear Jagger’s phone ringing.

“Who is it?” I ask.

He stares at the screen and sighs. “I need to finish this, are you coming?”

“Finish what?”

“Come on.”

We jump off the back of the truck, well, more like gracefully stumble. We walk back out the party and Sharleen comes storming over. She slaps me so hard I see stars, I stumble backwards and my head spins. When I manage to gather my bearings, I charge her but Jagger has me around the waist before I can drop a decent punch.

“Enough!” he roars,
“Sharleen, fuck, back off!”

“This li
ttle slut is ruining everything.”

“She’s
done nothing! If anyone is ruining things, it’s you!” Jagger yells.

“Wha
t do you honestly want with this little ‘I cut myself’ bitch? She’s got nothing on me Jagger, nothing.”

“What did you say?” I snarl.

“We all know about you and your mental issues. He’s too good for you, when will you get that through your thick head?”

I kick back and hit Jagger in the shins, causing him to let me go long enough to launch forward. I drive a solid fist into Sharleen’s face and she screams, falling backwards into the table. I leap on top of her, and throw another fist into her nose. She screams again and flails around. When Jagger manages to pull me off again, the whole place has gone quiet.

“I’m done!” I cry. “I’m done Jagger!”

“That’s enough, just calm down.”

“I won’t calm down; I can’t feel like this anymore. I didn’t ask for this. Make a choice Jagger, right now or I’m leaving.”

His eyes widen and Sharleen stands, wiping blood from her lip.

“Yeah Jagger, make a choice because I won’t stand around and be played.”

He closes his eyes a moment and then tilts his head to the side
as though he’s listening to something.

“I’ve made a choice; I made it the night you got back Sharleen, I just didn’t realize it until now. Listen to the song…the one that’s playing right now…it’s for you…it’s my choice.”

Sharleen smiles when she hears the song, it’s a beautiful sounding song and my heart turns to stone. He picked her, how could I be so stupid? How could I ever believe I was enough? Tears begin to thunder down my cheeks and I turn, but Jagger grips my arm.

“Let me go!”

“Listen…just listen…”

“
We have done a lot of growing up; we were never meant to be together. Coz’ something changed you’ve been actin’ so strange and it’s taking its toll on me. It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave….”

“It’s over Sharleen,” Jagger begins. “I loved you once, I did
, but I’m a different person now. I thought I was doing the right thing giving you a chance when you came back, but the feeling isn’t there anymore. I’ll always care about you, you changed a part of me but Willow is my life now.”

“Jagger, you don’t mean that!” Sharleen cries.

He steps forward and takes her face in his hands. “We had fun, but I thought you were dead and I fell in love again. I can’t turn my back on her; you wouldn’t want me to be with you when I don’t love you. I’m sorry, but my choice is made.”

I’m crying;
big, fat, ugly tears stream down my face. He loves me? Jagger loves me and he chose me? Sharleen’s face turns to steel as she grips her bag.

“This isn’t over, you w
ill regret that decision Jagger and so will she.”

Jagger
glares at her. “Did you just threaten me, Sharleen? Because I don’t take too kindly to be threatened…”

“It’s not a threat Jagger, it’s a promise. This isn’t over. You should watch her back!”

“I’m not afraid of you.” I snarl.

“It’s not me you should be afraid of, this isn’t over.”

Then she turns and storms out. I turn to Jagger and his eyes narrow. Ace and Rusty walk over and stop beside him.