Countdown City: The Last Policeman Book II (Last Policeman Trilogy) (12 page)

“We’re going to a utopian society, run by hyperintellectual teenagers. It’s July. You should have put on some shorts.”

“I’m fine,” I say again.

Nico gets a pace or two ahead of me and raises a hand in greeting to the two young women—girls, really—coming forward off the steps of Thompson to meet us. One is a light-skinned African American girl with short tightly braided hair, green capri pants, and a UNH T-shirt. The other is pale skinned, petite, in a sundress and a ponytail. As we get closer, past the flagpole, they both raise shotguns and point them at us.

I freeze.

“Hey,” says Nico, nice and easy. “Not with a bang.”

“But with a whimper,” says the white girl in the sundress, and the guns come down. Nico hits me with the smallest, sliest of winks—all the signs and shibboleths—and I exhale. This entire moment of peril has escaped the notice of my vigilant protector: Houdini is sniffing at the ground, digging up tufts of wild grass with his teeth.

“Oh, hey, I know you,” says the short white girl, and Nico grins.

“Yes, indeed. It’s Beau, right?”

“Yeah,” says Beau. “And you’re Nico. Jordan’s friend. You were here when we put up the greenhouse.”

“I was. How’s that going?”

“So-so. We got great dope, but the tomato vines will not take.”

The black girl and I look at each other during this exchange and smile awkwardly, like strangers at a cocktail party. We’re not alone, I’ve noticed: Hanging out on the stone wall that extends from the right side of the building are two kids, all in black, each with a bandana pulled up over the lower half of his face. They’re stretched out on the wall, relaxed but watchful, like panthers.

“You’re working perimeter now?” says Nico to Beau.

“I am,” she says. “Hey, this is my girlfriend, Sport.”

“Hi,” says the African American girl, and Nico smiles warmly. “This is Hank.”

We all shake hands, and then Beau says, “Listen, sorry,” and steps forward, and Nico goes “Totally okay,” and they frisk us, one at a time, quick perfunctory pat-downs. They open the heavy duffel bag that Nico took with her from India Garden, unzip it, peek inside, then zip it back up. I’m empty-handed, just a couple of blue notebooks in the inside pocket of my suit coat; the handgun, Nico strongly suggested I leave back at the restaurant.

“Why are you dressed like that?” Sport asks.

“Oh,” I say, looking down and then up. “I don’t know.”

I can feel Nico’s irritation rolling off her. “He’s in mourning,” says my sister. “For the world.”

“All right, you guys are clean,” says Beau brightly. “As you
know.”

“Oh my God,” says Sport, bending to pet the dog. “So cute. What kind of dog is she?”

“He,” I say. “He’s a bichon frisé.”

“So cute,” she says again, and it’s like we’re in one of those alternate dimensions, just some folks hanging out on the front steps of campus: green lawn, blue sky, white dog, a group of friends. Detective McGully has remarked on the gorgeous run of summer weather this year. He calls it nut-kicker weather, as in, “that’s just God, kicking us in the nuts.”

Good old McGully
, I think in passing.
Off and running
.

The boys on the wall are not introduced, but their aesthetic and affect are familiar; the kinds of young men one used to see on the evening news, rushing through city streets in clouds of tear gas, protesting the meetings of international financial organizations. These two seem confident and calm, long legs dangling over the stone walls of the university, passing a cigarette or joint back and forth, strips of ammunition pulled across their chests like seatbelts.

“So, hey,” says Nico. “Hank is coming in with me, just for the day. He’s looking for someone.”

“Oh,” says Sport. “Actually—” She stops, tenses up, and looks to Beau, who shakes her head.

“You’ve been here before, so you’re good,” says Beau to Nico. “But unfortunately your friend has to be quarantined.”

“Quarantined?” says Nico.

Quarantined. Terrific.

“It’s a new system,” Beau explains. She’s a small woman with a small voice, but she’s clearly not timid. It’s more like she’s insisting that the listener pay attention. “The idea came from Comfort, but there was a whole Big Group vote on it. In quarantine, newcomers are instructed in the function of our community. Divested of their old ideas about living in the self, and at the same time divested of their personal possessions.” She’s fallen into a rhythm, here, she’s reciting a set speech. “In quarantine a newcomer learns the way thing are handled at the Republic, and to prioritize the needs of the community over their needs as an individual.”

“There’ve been a lot of people just, like, wandering in,” Sport adds more casually, and Beau scowls. She liked her official explanation better.

“What people?” says Nico. “CIs?”

“Yeah,” says Sport, “But also just—you know. Whoever.”

“And so in quarantine,” says Beau, reclaiming the conversation, “we learn that the Republic is a system of responsibility, not just of privilege. That there is no such thing as a utopia for one—it must be a utopia for all.”

Sport nods solemnly, picks up the phrase and murmurs it in echo: “no such thing as a utopia for one …”

Okay
, I’m thinking.
Got it. Let’s cut to the chase here
. “How long is quarantine?”

“Five days,” says Beau. Sport winces apologetically.

Damn it. Julia Stone is in there somewhere, I’m sure of it, seated between the Doric columns of one or another collegiate hall, with
Brett Cavatone laying his heavy head in her lap. In five days, who knows? I take a look at Nico, who still looks relaxed, all smiles, but I can see the unease flashing in her eyes—this quarantine business is as much a surprise to her as it is to me.

“But it’s easy,” says Sport. “Seriously. It’s in Woodside Apartments, the big dorm on the other side of Wallace? And in terms of the divestment or whatever, you can keep super-personal items. Family pictures and stuff.”

“Actually, not anymore,” says Beau.

“Really?”

“Yeah. Comfort just decided.”

“When?”

“Yesterday.”

“I didn’t even know they were conferencing on it.”

“Yes,” says Beau. “No more personal or sentimental items. It’s rearview.”

She says the word “rearview” with a definite and meaningful emphasis, like it’s been lifted from the language and glossed with a shiny new meaning, one accessible only to those who’ve undergone five days of quarantine at the Woodside Apartments. I look up at the banner, the flapping bed sheet, the proud standard of asteroidland.

“Come on, guys,” says Nico. “Henry’s not trouble. Can we give him a pass?”

“Like a hand stamp?” says Sport, but her laugh is fleeting; Beau is quiet, stone-faced.

“No,” she says, and her hand drops back to the butt of her gun.
“The quarantine is a pretty firm rule.”

“Well, yesterday—” starts Sports, and Beau cuts her off. “Yeah, I know, and they got serious shit for it.”

“Right, right.”

Sport looks at Beau, and Beau looks over her shoulders at the Black Bloc guys, the crows watching us from the wall. Nice egalitarian utopian society, I’m thinking, everybody making sure everybody else is following the rules.

“Listen—” I start, and then Nico turns a quarter turn toward me and stares, just for an instant, all the time she needs to tell me very clearly with her eyes and eyebrows to shut up. I do so. This is why I brought her, and I might as well let her do her thing; this is Nico’s element, if ever she had one.

“Look, totally honest with you? This girl that Henry is looking for? Her mother is sick. She’s dying.”

Beau doesn’t say anything, but Sport whistles lightly. “Sucks.”

I follow Nico’s lead. “Yeah,” I say softly. “It’s cancer.”

“Brain cancer,” says Nico, and Sport’s eyes grow wider. Beau’s fingertips remain on the handle of her gun.

“Yeah, she’s got a tumor,” I say. “A chordoma it’s called, actually, at the base of her skull. And because the hospitals are all screwed up, so many doctors are gone, there isn’t much they can do.”

I’m picturing McGully, of course, big vaudeville hands:
six months to live … wakka-wakka
. It was Grandfather who had the chordoma, though; they’re mostly seen in geriatric patients, but no one here seems likely to know that.

Sport looks at me, then at Beau, who shakes her head.

“No,” she says. “We can’t.”

“All he’s got to do is find her,” says Nico softly, “let this kid know her mom is sick, in case she wants to say goodbye. That’s all. If it’s not possible, we understand.”

“It’s not possible,” says Beau, immediately.

Sport turns to her. “Don’t be a jerk.”

“I’m just following the rules.

“It’s not your mom.”

“Fine,” says Beau abruptly. “You know what? Fuck it.”

She stomps over to the steps and sits down sullenly while Sport walks over to the two on the wall and whispers something to the one with the cigarette, jokingly plucks it from his hands. Sport and the anarchists crack up—one lunges for his cigarette, the other shrugs and turns away—Beau sulks on the steps. They’re just a bunch of kids, these people: goofing around, flirting, fighting, smoking, running their principality.

At last Sport trots back over to us, flashing a small thumbs-up, and I exhale, see Nico smiling from the corner of my eye. We get four hours, Sport tells us, and not a second more.

“And come out through this exit. Okay? Only this exit.”

“Okay,” I say, and Nico says, “Thanks.”

“She uh—” she angles her head toward Beau. “She told her mom she was gay. Because of the asteroid. Radical-honesty time, right? Her mother told her she would burn in hell. So.” She sighs. “I don’t know.”

Beau is still sitting on the steps, glaring at the sky. There are times I think the world is better off in some ways—I do—I think in some ways it’s better off. One of the anarchists slides down from the wall and ambles over, skinny and sloe-eyed, black bandana draped loosely at his collarbone. “Hey, so, four hours, man,” he says. He smells like hand-rolled cigarettes and sweat.

“I told them,” says Sport.

“Cool. And in the meantime, we gotta hold on to your dog.”

The skinny kid reaches out his arms. Nico looks at me—I look at Houdini. I scoop him up, rub his neck, hold him for a long second. He looks into my eyes, then shakes his body and pulls for the ground. I put him back down, and he resumes chewing grass under the watchful eyes of his captors.

“Four hours,” I say, and Nico heaves her duffel bag onto her shoulder, and we’re ready to go.

Once, in high school, as part of a short-lived and ill-fated campaign to gain the attention of a “cool” girl named Alessandra Loomis, I accompanied some friends to a day-long popular-music festival hosted by the Manchester radio station Rock 101. This is like that, what I’m looking at now, standing at the rear exit of Thompson Hall gazing down the long slope toward the main quad. It’s like the rock-fest but to a factor of ten: brightly colored tents and sleeping bags stretch out in all directions, studded by what look like giant shipping cartons, overturned and transformed into baroquely decorated forts. Long snaking lines of drummers move through the crowds, dancing in rhythmic interlocking circles. At the center of the quad is a towering junk-shop sculpture painted in neons and pastels, built of car doors and computer monitors and children’s toys and aquarium parts. Puffs of cigarette and marijuana smoke float up, drifting over the
crowds like smoke signals. It’s like a concert with no stage, no bands, no electricity; a concert that’s all audience.

Nico was right. I should have worn shorts.

“So great,” murmurs my sister. She leans back, throws her arms open and closes her eyes, breathing it in—the marijuana smoke, certainly, but all of it, the whole thing. And I am surprised to be feeling how I do, confronted with the massive and chaotic scene—not at all how I felt driving the long hour back to Concord after a day at the Rock 101 festival, my ears ringing alternately with Alessandra Loomis’s kind but unequivocal demurrals and Soundgarden’s egregious cover of “Buckets of Rain.”

We make our way down the slope and into the crowd. I unknot my tie and take it off. Nico laughs. “There you go, Starsky,” she says. “Deep cover.”

“Shut up,” I say. “Where are we going?”

“We gotta find my man Jordan,” says Nico. “He’s got this place wired.”

“Okay,” I say. “And where’s Jordan?”

“In Dimond,” she says. “The library. If his committee is sitting. Follow me.”

I follow her down into the wonderland, trotting a few paces behind as she picks a route through the crowded tents and revelers. Nico pauses here and there to say hello to people she knows, ducking into one tent to hug a fine-boned girl in a miniskirt, jog bra, and elaborate Native American headdress.

At the far end of the main quad the crowd thins and we pick
up a narrow winding path and follow it into and out of a stand of thin sapling elms. After a few minutes of walking, the noises of the drums and the singing have faded, and we are wandering through the campus, passing nondescript low-slung brick academic buildings—Geology department, Kinesiology, Mathematics. After ten minutes or so we come out onto a plaza where there’s just a single drummer, tapping away all on his own, wearing sweatpants and a Brooklyn Dodgers jersey. The chiseled brick cornerstone says P
ERFORMING
A
RTS
, and a sandwich board is propped up at the base of the wide steps, between the columns, advertising a lecture: “The Asteroid as Metaphor: Collision, Chaos, and Perceptions of Doom.”

Nico peers at the sign.

“Is this where we’re going?” I ask.

“Nope.”

“Do you
know
where we’re going?”

“Yup,” she says, and we keep walking. I’m picturing Brett Cavatone making his way through the campus in his heavy policeman boots, looking for Julia Stone just as I am now. How did he circumvent the perimeter guards, I wonder? If I had to guess, his stratagem was more tactile than mine, more direct. He would have cased the campus, selected the least-defended of the various checkpoints, and employed overwhelming but nonlethal force to get past one of these skinny twenty-somethings playing tough guy.