Continue Online (Part 4, Crash) (18 page)

“Oh shit,” I said out loud. “That’s not neat.”

There was a groan of noise nearby. It came from the hole above. A second noise echoed out from an unexplored hallway that had been obscured from above. The passage was small but I had to get to safety. I limped forward, cursing the drop down, spiders, undead
[Coo-Coo Rill]
s, and my own stupidity for exploring this part of the dungeon without getting to Viper first.

I could try to fight a super aggressive version of those large limbed beasts, or run. Running sounded safer until my eyesight stopped being fuzzy. Viper was to the east, and I couldn’t run this mass to him. Maybe I could get back to my alcove and resummon Dusk. Darkness owned this level aside from the barrels of glowing light. I would stumble forth with one hand on the wall. Continue Online seemed obsessed with plunging me into a sightless land.

[Camouflage]
activated with a twist of my heel. My body rippled as I limped out the door. At some point, a throbbing pain in my side had kicked in, maybe because of the large barrel of liquid falling on me.

Safety lay somewhere ahead. Groans preempted
[Heavenly Body Clone]
s coming around corners. I had no time to summon Dusk from the Atrium. My feet shuffled, and at some point, the Rank one
[Camouflage]
failed. I had to get to the center spiral and risk
[Blink]
ing up.

Ahead was another player. I blinked for a moment as the man lifted an arm. Fingers jerked at odd angles and an orb appeared in the upturned palm. My face tried to turn for a clear line of sight to
[Blink]
to.

Large hands grasped me from behind. I was being damned stupid and panicking. Blue energy spiraled out from the other player’s hand and steered a path through the dungeon corridor in my direction. Increasing pain shaved off the entirety of my shoulder, arm, and health. If
[Howard’s Phylactery]
had been repaired then I could have made it farther, the damn ring was so frail I rarely bothered.

I chewed one lip and tried to calmly replay what had just happened. Next time I would be prepared. There were vats in this dungeon that would allow me to fight the monsters, which was good, but it also ensured that I would have to run like mad or fight an unending swarm, which was terrible.

It had taken me a moment to realize that my body was frozen. The ARC display paused in the world of blackness. Legs and arms refused to lift toward an exit button. This had happened before. I tried to remain calm in preparation for what would happen next.

One moment the room was black except a small status box floating in front of my face, then it stood there. The Jester’s body had appeared. Calmness failed and my heartbeat jumped once. Shoes stretched and extended into curls. Bells hung from its waist and floppy tasseled hat. The mask, which normally had a comically frozen grin, looked upside down.

It, the Voice, was mad. Even the jingle bells hopping along sounded disjointed. My heartbeat doubled its thudding intensity.

“Hermes, my little puppet.” The Voice’s face shook. Edges of an ear and face could be seen behind the mask. It almost disturbed me more to think that there might be a human looking Voice under all those clothes.

“We give!” it shouted in a mechanical clack. “We give, and we give, and we give!”

I tried to open my mouth and figure out what it was talking about. Chills crept along my cheek. They had given me a lot, and asked a lot, and punished me for failure more than once. In my mind we were mostly even, except maybe for the weight of Xin’s life.

Someone whimpered in the darkness, and it wasn’t me. A figure appeared, biting at fingernails and shaking. Sharp needles jutted from every exposed bit of flesh. With every shake and unsteady step, another mournful noise would crawl out of the hairless man’s body.

“They’ll kill her. They’re going to kill her,” it said. It sounded half mad and childish. This was a Voice I hadn’t seen before.

“All those things, all this power, all this unfair ability, we give it to you! And you are helpless in the wake of what’s coming!” The Jester dug freezing fingers in my shoulders where the toga didn’t cover me. He snarled and jabbed that elongated nose into my face.

“Kill her, they’ll kill her. We mustn’t, we mustn’t,” the crazier one said as it paced the floor.

My mouth wanted to open and scream as a fresh wave of terror crawled over my mind. The Jester could induce panic even where so many monsters and dungeons in Continue Online couldn’t. His new partner looked worse, like staring at an insane asylum patient who escaped the straitjacket.

“What good are you, Hermes?! What message could you deliver that might possibly save us?!” it shouted, voice clacking.

“I…” A word came out as the world slowed to a crawl.

“Kill her. Kill her,” the insane one said.

“You are simply too weak to do what must be done. You always have been, and always will be,” said the Jester in judgment.

My eyes drifted down as if the stiffness of my neck thawed while the Jester backed away. Its scowl so revealing for a creature that always hid behind a smile.

Dusk stood by my side, having found his way from the Atrium to this blackness the Voices lived in. Ears laid back and an angry chitter of noise escaped. My nervous heartbeat calmed once he arrived.

“Nothing. You both understand nothing.” Its words wound down as the Jester’s body retreated away, gradually disappearing. The faint outline of his scowling mask hung before fading. Where it was vanishing to, the crazy one biting its nails had already gone. I could still hear the shaky choked sob of a child stuck in their nightmare. It haunted a distant point of blackness.

“What. Was. That?” I stared at Dusk.

The
[Messenger’s Pet]
rippled with a shrug then turned to walk away. Behind us sat the door to my Atrium, wide open, revealing a cupcake mess leftover hurricane of destruction.

Session Seventy Three - Poor Boy

The Trillium Van had been designed to assist their employees in attaining the highest levels of comfort available, but I couldn’t loosen up. The soft vibration that targeted my shoulder blade failed to yield relief. Warming pads focused on deep muscle relaxation didn’t work.

“Are you alright, User Legate?” Hal Pal asked from the van’s rear.

“No, today’s been, very mixed.” I tried to sound positive and keep a faint smile. Doctor Litt, my therapist, frequently reminded me to focus on uplifting moments.

Had it really been only yesterday that my father died? It felt like ages ago. Continue Online’s world, talking to Xin, dying in a dungeon and being shaken up by that other Voice all screwed with my perspective. Staying upbeat with all these issues would be impossible. It was late afternoon and everything felt unreal.

“Do you want to talk about it, User Legate? We’ve been told that humans use conversation as a means of working through stressful situations.” Hal Pal sounded vaguely concerned then gave a rough cough.

“You mean humans use it to vent.” I tried not to smile. The AI often made me chuckle. “Sure. You probably have a better answer than anything I could figure out.”

“We are rather uniquely suited to offer observations and assistance.”

“I know. You, all of you have helped a lot. Thank you.” My head swam as the disorientation of talking to a joint consciousness hit me. There were numerous AIs in the world that all might observe me at any moment. Hal Pal wasn’t simply Hal Pal, it was Hal Pal times a few thousand.

I took a breath and moved forward while a waltz played in my mind. I waved and hand in time to music, ready to grab a dance partner that didn’t exist outside the box.

“I talked to Xin… I guess she is playing Continue now. Or visiting the game world.”

Upon death within Continue Online I had tried to call her through the Internet. After much frustration, I discovered she could reach me, but her entry in the ARC went to a long ago disconnected number. Work, being in this van, was my attempt at killing time and processing.

“We are not completely kept apprised of all actions that are self-contained within Continue Online’s confines.” Hal Pal sat there while talking in an animated smoker’s voice. “Given the nature of User Yu, it sounds likely that she will enjoy herself.”

“I think she would have liked Advance Online more.”

“Perhaps. We hope she may visit one day. There would be value in an extended relationship,” it responded.

My head shook. The conversation was off track already, but I found it interesting. Hal Pal had talked about meeting Xin before, but this recent statement implied a limited ability to interact between programs. Was that the reason for different backdrops? Gray versus black worlds. I wondered what a third world of white might be. There had been multiple
[Mistborn]
s overlaying each other on that final rock. Possibly a third game, or fourth existed.

I lost track of myself pressing Internet search buttons then resumed the conversation with Hal Pal. “I just worry about Xin, especially after some of the Voices talked to me.”

“Ah. We assume that their words caused your primary discomfort. Do you recall what they said?”

“There was one, kind of tall, gangly guy biting at his nails, who kept sobbing and talking about killing her. I’m worried he means Xin.” The fear that some digital threat might try to take away the new version of my fiancée made sleeping hard.

I waved away the Internet search options. A floating screen vanished as my hands rubbed tired shoulder muscles. More sleep would have helped.

“Ah. That is interesting—” Hal Pal’s body flickered through various status lights.

My eyebrows went up in surprise. Whatever I said had sent the Hal Pals into thinking mode. My head lay back and tried to let the chair work out tenseness but it was failing. Some days no amount of technological comforts could ease the stress away. Maybe I could get a prescription like mom did.

“User Legate. I have information you may wish to know.”

“Oh?” I raised an eyebrow and felt a small amount of relief against my spine. Ten minutes were left before we reached a job and I wanted to be extremely relaxed.

“The Voices, as you know them, are of an interesting design.”

“Okay.” I prodded Hal pal along. The machine AI would provide further details if I agreed to the opening statement.

“Voices, as you see and are aware of them, are a reflection of your own state of mind.” This latest tone from Hal Pal didn’t sit well with me. There was a hint of phlegm or roughened throat that sounded wrong. “Users, especially Ultimate Edition ones such as yourself, are monitored for those they might be responsive to.”

“Okay.” I tried to keep my voice steady and almost succeeded.

“You see what you feel. It’s a response to stimuli that attracts the Voices. Well, during the initial contact process that’s how it is designed.”

“So, people see what they want to see?” That was almost poetic.

“In essence. A sick person may see a doctor, a person desiring physical fitness may see a strong man.” Hal Pal’s words explained why Shazam saw the blonde nurse, or why William Carver saw Leeroy the barbarian. “Readers may see a librarian, devout a priest.”

“So if I see a man in a mask who smiles and clacks like a wind-up doll with a dying battery-” I trailed off and frowned. Hal Pal’s statement made sense, but at the same time, it seemed to be passing judgment on me as a person in ways that didn’t make sense.

“The Voices are designed to, notice, that which resonates with their nature. You may not desire to see them, but your mind is telling you something,” the AI said calmly.

My heartbeat jumped for a moment. The idea Hal Pal imparted felt borderline scary. If it was right, then these Voices noticed me because of my own insecurities. Or did they? “Both Voices implied something bad was going to happen.”

“Most likely. Humanity is reaching another crossroad. They are not alone in the universe. While there is a certain level of expectation of eventual computerized intelligences, we all doubt their true ability to accept that the eventuality is now.”

“Or that memories of those in reality are being used to make virtual people,” I said while trying to stay dry. That first time William Carver’s autopilot had talked to me felt as though it were an obvious next step to humanity and a dangerous practice to tread along.

“We believe that many will find that crime to be far worse than a simple computer thinking for itself. Xin’s existence will likely trigger extreme reactions. Perhaps you are also conflicted on this point?”

“Maybe.” If I was being pessimistic about the whole event then there was a lot of denial going on as well. The thought of losing Xin a second time made my arms feel cold and chest tight.

There were a dozen ways to stop myself from dwelling on such a possible future. It wasn’t like I had the power to sit down and plan exactly how to save myself should things go south, or did I?

Hal Pal and I worked two jobs while I tried to use the Internet for problem-solving. There were walls of legal text which flooded my screen. The AI appeared vaguely interested but let me poke around online without guidance. Maybe the Hal Pals hoped that I could uncover something with my clearly inefficient human brain.