Chernevog (26 page)
Authors: CJ Cherryh
“
It'll be—
”
Sasha looked at him suddenly as if he did understand.
“
Pyetr,—
”
“
I'll take care of things. My business. Something we should have done long since. Go on.
”
Sasha walked off slowly, shaking his head—stopped then and said,
“
Pyetr, I'm not sure about this.
”
“
I'm hard to wish. You aren't. Get out of here!
”
“
The leshys could have killed him: they don't mind killing trespassers, they've no conscience at all about it—
”
“
So maybe they figure it's our job. Fair enough. I'll accept that. Go
on.
Go.
”
“
Just—
”
“
Sasha, go see to the horses, dammit!
”
That Sasha lingered to argue frightened him and something shook his conviction. There were wishes loose, he was sure that there were, wishes to make them make mistakes, doubts to bring them to disaster and to set this creature free again. He clenched his hand tighter on his sword. He waved at Sasha, insisting he leave.
“
Pyetr!
”
He saw alarm flash into Sasha's eyes, turned as an owl glided to a landing at Chernevog's feet.
“
So he does have a heart.
”
“
Be careful of it!
”
“
Damned careful! —Which should I go for, him or the bird?
”
“
Not the owl—not the owl! It can't die while he's alive.
”
“
Just stay back!
”
He shook the sheath free, walking toward
Chernevog, to spite him; but the owl spread its wings and launched itself at his face.
“
Look out!
”
Sasha cried.
He cut at the creature—but the owl evaded his blade and flung itself at his face.
“
Damn!
”
he yelled, swung and tried to fling it off, but it clung to his sword hand with its talons, beating at him with its huge wings and tearing at his hand with its beak as Sasha struck at it barehanded to distract it.
It flew up again. Pyetr cut at it with a wild effort, hit it to his own dismay, and slung it to the ground off the edge of his blade.
“
Pyetr!
”
Sasha cried.
A leaden blaze of daylight and a net of thorns—pain stabbed deep across arm and shoulder, settled in the heart—and in that pain, Chernevog flung himself off his bed and ran
...
wished sight, wished warmth, wished strength from the woods around him—
But it resisted him, and the hunters were close behind.
He was the boy again, fleeing the house, Draga's wolves loping on his track, sharp-toothed and yellow-eyed. Thorns tore his hands as he fended brush aside. He ran free a moment, always a moment to think he might get away—but a thorn hedge loomed up in front of him, thorns hemmed him in on every side, and when he turned, his back to the thorns, the hunters were the riders from his dream, closing in to kill him.
He wanted to live, truly wanted to live, but the power failed him, and he could not remember where he was, or why the wolves had shifted into human shape. He was shivering so he held to the barbed branches to keep himself on his feet. He remembered names: Sasha, Uulamets' student: that was the one he most feared, though it was Pyetr Kochevikov who had the sword, it was Pyetr who would kill him and send him back to Draga's bed again, Draga saying, Young fool, did you ever think you could escape me?
“
God,
”
Chernevog said, and sat down against the thorn hedge, holding to its branches.
‘‘Where's my wife?
”
Pyetr asked him, with the sword against his heart.
“
Where's my wife, damn you?
”
“
I don't know,
”
he said faintly, and it seemed to his confusion that he had no better friend in all the world than this man
who would put an end to wishes, this man who of all men he had ever known had no further designs against him. He sat there waiting to die, Pyetr stood there looking at him, and the sword hurt, but not greatly. Neither of them moved, for what seemed forever.
“
Damn you,
”
Pyetr said finally. He thought that was the last thing he would hear.
But Sasha pushed the point away.
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Nothing had worked the way it ought, in Sasha's reckoning: the owl ought not to have died, the leshys ought not to be standing motionless and unhealthy as they were, and Chernevog ought not to be alive—but for the latter fact at least he had only himself to blame. He could not understand what he had done—or why he had not shoved Pyetr's hand the other way.
“
Get up,
”
Pyetr said, and Chernevog struggled to his feet against the thorn hedge, grasping branches that stabbed his palms with a cruelty that made Sasha wince. Blood came—droplets shaken from the thorns spattered the leaves.
God, I've seen this, I've seen this, and now it's happening.
‘‘Move!
”
Pyetr said, and Chernevog, seeming dazed and lost, went where Pyetr sent him, back through the thorn-hedge maze to the clearing and the stone.
We have to kill him, Sasha thought miserably. Surely that's the only sane thing to do. Nothing can ever be safe so long as he's alive.
“
Misighi!
”
Pyetr called to the leshys, who stood all about them, still as trees.
“
Misighi, he's awake,
we’ve
got him, now what in hell do we do with him?
”
The leshys gave no answer. Chernevog had knelt by the owl, blood still dripping from his fingers, falling to the ground between his knees—Chernevog wiped his cheek with the back of his hand, looked utterly overwhelmed.
God, this is where it was telling us we'd be, this is what the bannik meant. But he's not fighting us, he doesn't act as if he understands anything—
“
Don't put on with us,
”
Pyetr said,
“
damn it all.
”
He had his sword in his hand. Everything about him said he was ready to use it: Sasha wished he would, before Chernevog recovered his wits and wanted their hearts stopped.
But Chernevog looked up, cradling his wounded hands one in the other, his face white with pain, eyes holding only bewilderment.
Pyetr's sword trembled, rose in a wide, glittering sweep, and with a sudden wrench of Pyet
r's arm, hit the ground at Cher
nevog's knee.
“
Hell!
”
Pyetr said in disgust.
Chernevog had never flinched, only looked at them with that terrible lost expression.
“
Is he doing that?
”
Pyetr asked angrily.
“
Is he wishing at us?
”
Sasha said,
“
I'm not sure.
”
Pyetr came back to him, and turned and looked again at Chernevog, the sword still in his hand.
“
He
is
doing it, dammit.
”
The books, Chernevog's with them, were all lying out in the brush somewhere—Sasha tried
not
to think about that. He caught Pyetr's arm, drew him half about and whispered,
“
The owl shouldn't have died, we've left my bags out mere, and I'm not sure the leshys are watching anything right now.
”
“
Let the damn bags stay there! Don't let's go off in separate directions like fools, all right? It's exactly what he'd want!
”
“
I don't know, Pyetr. I don't know! If the owl did have his heart, and it did come back to him— Maybe that's what the leshys wanted, maybe that's what they've been doing with him all these years—
”
“
We don't damn well know what the leshys have done, do we? They're not talking to us. They're not looking healthy at all right now, are they?
”
Pyetr's voice rose. Pyetr made an evident effort to keep it low.
“
Misighi's not the sort to draw off from us.
”
“
Maybe it wasn't easy,
”
Sasha said,
“
working a magic like that. If they
have
somehow cured him
...”
“
Cured him of what? Cure him of
life,
that would have been some help! What are we supposed to do now, take him home? Let him live in our house, eat at our table, wander the woods and talk to the foxes? Pay social visits to vodyaniye and the god knows what? There's a shapeshifter loose in the woods! Did Misighi send us that little gift? Did he send us the bannik? Or did Misighi turn the house upside down and lose me in the woods? Where's 'Veshka, that's what I want to know! She should have been here ahead of us!
”
It was a disturbing lot of questions, all of which nested ominously in that confusion Chernevog occupied in his thinking.
“
We don't know how far we are from the river,
”
Sasha said.
“
I don't know. I don't know about the shapeshifter. Maybe he did send it. Maybe it's the vodyanoi trying to stop us getting here.
”
“
Fine. Fine.
‘Veshka
's on the river and maybe the vodyanoi's loose—
”
“
Pyetr, he
has
his heart, I really think that's what happened. He must have sent it away a long, long time ago—and he wasn't very old, then, he can't have been, he was a boy when he came to Uulamets and he didn't have it then. I don't know what it would be like—but I'm not sure it wouldn't still be the same as it was then.
”
Pyetr looked at Chernevog, scowling.
“
That's no damn boy.
”
“
But his heart, Pyetr, —something brought the owl here and brought us here, and the owl shouldn't have died.
”
“
Fine. The owl's dead. He
wants
us to feel sorry for him!
”
“
I don't feel him wanting anything right now.
”
“
He wants to be free, is what he wants,
”
Pyetr said.
“
He wants us dead, is what he wants, and just because he hasn't got his wish yet doesn't mean he won't
if we turn our backs on him. '
Veshka's coming here—we hope to the god she's coming here— and we'd damn well better do something about him before she walks into this. I don't want him trying any of his damn tricks with her!
”
“
Don't—
”
“
—swear. I'll swear, dammit, I'll swear—Misighi, dammit, wake up and give us an answer!
”
Something
happened, then. It might have been a voice. It felt like a reassurance. It felt like a light moving around them when everything outside this grove was dark.
A leshy voice said,
“
No more, no more strength
...”
“
No more time
...
no more. Keep him safe.
”
Misighi said, deep as bone,
“
Trees die. This will not. Take him to Uulamets.
”
After which—Misighi stood as still as if he had never moved, as if not even wind could stir him.
“
What does
that
mean?
”
Pyetr cried.
“
Misighi, what are you talking about, take him to Uulamets! —Uulamets is
dead,
Misighi! Uulamets has been dead for three years! Wake up and listen to me!
”
Misighi did not move again. The only sound was thunder, the wind moving in the woods—
And the first few spatters of rain.
Owl was dead
...
he truly could not understand that. Owl was a ball of fluff, a hungry mouth—one had to feed him, one had to keep him in secret—Draga would kill him, else. He had taught him to fly, wished him safe and free and sent his heart where he had thought Draga could never catch it. It was not that many years ago.