Authors: Catrin Collier
âAlma has a major?' Ronnie raised his eyebrows.
âA married man who talks even more about his wife and son than she does about Charlie.'
âThat's impossible.' Evan frowned as he remembered a letter Charlie had left with him. A letter he would have given Alma months ago, if she had been prepared to accept the possibility that her husband was dead.
Bethan went into the hall and opened the front door. âTea's made and you're all welcome to join us.' She smiled at the Americans as Alma carried Theo in.
âThat's very generous, thank you. We'll be happy to join you, Mrs John.' David Ford stood back to allow Tina to walk in ahead of him.
âHow about I make some American coffee to go with the tea, sir?' Dino Morelli asked.
âGood idea, Sergeant.'
Ronnie went to fetch more chairs from the dining room that Bethan had rarely opened since Andrew's departure.
âLooks like you're running a nursery here, ma'am.' Chuck stepped warily around the marauding toddlers.
âAnd here's one more to add to them.' Alma handed over Theo as she unbuttoned her coat.
âThere's usually more, but my evacuees and housekeeper are helping out in the Sunday school. They've organised a tea and entertainment for your soldiers.'
âAnd very welcome it will be, Mrs John, after the manoeuvres we've put them through today. I've never seen so many pained faces. Running up and down your hills has exercised muscles they didn't know they had.'
âLieutenant Rivers?' David Ford prompted as they entered the drawing room. âI believe you have something to say to the ladies?'
âI would like to apologise for my ungentlemanly conduct last night.' He was too embarrassed to meet Jane's eye.
He looked so sheepish, Bethan almost felt sorry for the man. Leaving her father to make the introductions she followed Dino into the kitchen. He was mixing flapjacks and Megan was greasing pans, both of them chatting away as though they'd known one another for years.
âWe met last night, he helped me babysit,' Megan explained.
âI hope you don't mind, Mrs John, but as hard tack rations aren't great, I thought I'd cook up something for the officers and give the children a treat at the same time.'
âI don't mind, and you don't have to apologise every time you walk into my kitchen.'
âBut I am trespassing.' He reached down a pitcher of syrup from the cupboard Maisie had cleared for his use.
âTrespass away.' Scooping up Eddie who was threatening to hit Billy with a wooden car, she returned to the drawing room where George Rivers was holding forth as though he were on a soapbox.
ââ¦Â and I get mad every time I think of the Jerries chaining our men like common criminals â¦'
âChains? On our men?' Bethan looked to David Ford.
âI've heard rumours.' Evan realised that the colonel was annoyed by George's outburst. âBut I assumed they were just stories. So many unsubstantiated claims of atrocities have been made by both sides since the war started it's difficult to sift truth from propaganda.'
âImpossible,' David Ford concurred. âBut unfortunately this particular rumour is true. I saw the Red Cross report myself. But didn't you tell me that your husband was captured at Dunkirk, Mrs John?'
âWhat difference does that make?'
âThe only confirmed reports of chaining relate to Canadian, Free French and British prisoners captured after the Dieppe raid.'
âBut now the Germans have set a precedent, how long will it be before they start chaining all the prisoners of war?'
âThe Red Cross are working to calm the situation. They believe the Germans only began to use chains after receiving false reports that the British and Canadians were chaining German prisoners.'
âWhat next? They hear we shot their men so they start shooting ours?'
âI doubt even the Germans are capable of shooting unarmed men,' her father interposed.
âNo? What about the reports of atrocities in the Warsaw Ghetto? Not only men died there, but women and children.'
âBethan, no one has cause to hate the Germans more than me, but they're men not monsters,' Ronnie interrupted. âI know, I've seen them. They have two eyes, two arms, two legs and one head, exactly the same as us.'
âAnd guns. And they are trying to take over the world.'
âIf we'd moved over and let them get on with it, there wouldn't be a war for us to fight.'
âAre you saying that we should have let the Germans take over Europe?' George Rivers demanded belligerently.
âI believe that is an example of what is known as British humour, Lieutenant,' David Ford informed him as everyone else in the room burst out laughing.
âBad taste, but meant as a joke,' Ronnie smiled disarmingly.
âWell I'm ready to kick Jerry's ass ⦠begging your pardon, ladies.'
âThat's some military machine you're ready to take on.'
âAnd what would you know about the Germans, stuck here in Pontypridd, Mr Ronconi?'
âRonnie fought with the partisans in Italy,' Diana asserted, furious at George's assumption that the Americans were the only fighting men in the room. âHe was badly wounded â¦'
âNot that badly.' Ronnie took the coffee Megan handed him. âThis smells wonderful,' he complimented her, hoping to change the subject.
âDo you speak Italian?' David asked.
âWhat do you think, with a surname like Ronconi?'
âMy sergeant is a Morelli, but his Italian isn't up to first-grade standard.'
âWe spoke it at home,' Tina volunteered. âBoth our parents were Italian-born.'
The conversation moved on, but Bethan caught David Ford looking at Ronnie more than once afterwards. She had a feeling that he'd filed away the fact that Ronnie was bilingual and had fought with the partisans, but with the front in North Africa she really couldn't see what possible relevance the information might have.
After the younger children had been bathed and put to bed, the evacuees returned from Sunday school and followed them upstairs. George Rivers and the colonel disappeared, David Ford to work, George out of the house, but Maurice Duval and Dino Morelli stayed in the drawing room. Tina opened the piano and roped the Americans in for a sing-song. Using her lack of musical talent as an excuse, Bethan cleared the dishes. She was crossing the hall with a loaded tray when Tomas D'Este walked in.
âYou look exhausted,' she said.
âI confess I'm beat. I'd forgotten just how tiring a fifteen-hour stint of surgery can be.'
âI'll make you something to eat, sir,' Dino offered, as he walked through with a second tray.
âAs you're the only one with any pretence to a voice, don't you dare leave the drawing room,' Bethan said. She had noticed that the sergeant hadn't left her aunt's side all afternoon, and anyone who could take Megan's mind off William's protracted silence for more than five minutes had to be a miracle worker. âI'll make the captain something. I'll be glad of the excuse to talk shop and brush up on my knowledge of surgical techniques.'
âIt's my job.'
âAnd I'm relieving you of it, Sergeant. This way, Captain.' She opened the kitchen door.
âAnything will do. As soon as I've eaten, I'm for bed. In ten hours I start all over again.'
âThere's that many casualties?'
âNot so many recent ones, thank God, although we've had a few in from the Dieppe disaster.' He sat at the table. âThe boys with burns are the worst. Your flyers paid dearly for the Battle of Britain victory.'
âBut you can do something for them?'
âWe can't repair blinded eyes, but we can mend damaged bones and graft new skin over the worst disfigurements. Success depends on the degree of injury. Hello again,' he greeted Jane as she walked in with a fistful of enamel mugs.
âSorry, I didn't mean to interrupt, I've just collected these from upstairs.'
âIt looks as though they've had a party up there. Be an angel and wash them for me please, Jane, while I heat up some of Maisie's rabbit stew for the captain?'
âIt's Tomas, and I don't want to eat into your, or the children's rations.'
âIt's to even things up. Sergeant Morelli uses any excuse to make treats for the children. And before you say anything about the meat, it's off the coupon. The farmer's son trapped them and gave Maisie a pair. Just between us, I think he'd like to start courting her.'
âShe's twenty-five and he's seventeen,' Jane remonstrated as she ran water from the boiler set in the range into a jug.
âThat's the age they get it worst,' Bethan said, opening the pantry door. Ladling a generous portion of the stew from a large saucepan into a smaller one, she set it on the hob. âI'm fascinated by what you do.' She opened the breadbin and extracted a gritty national loaf. âJust the idea of rebuilding a face seems like something out of H.G. Wells.'
âTremendous advances have been made in reconstructive surgery since 1939, but for every man we help, there's half-a-dozen more we can do nothing for.'
âBut it is wonderful that you try,' Jane interrupted. âI know I shouldn't be telling you this â Official Secrets Act and all that â but I'm sure you've already heard that there was an explosion in one of the munitions factories here last year?'
âNot only heard. I've seen some of the casualties.'
âJane was caught up in the blast,' Bethan explained.
âYou weren't hurt?'
âI was one of the lucky ones.'
âShe only broke both her legs.'
âAt least I recovered. I just wish there was something I could do to help the ones who weren't so fortunate, like Megan's brother's wife, Myrtle.'
âThere is.' Tomas sat back as Bethan placed a tray on the table in front of him. âWe're desperate for volunteers to befriend the servicemen who haven't any friends or relatives living close enough to visit them. Not just the Americans but the Canadians and British.'
âI'd love to help too, but â¦'
â⦠you're working twenty-four hours a day as a district nurse, twenty as a mother and sixteen as a foster mother for evacuees, Mrs John?'
âNot quite those hours, although sometimes it feels like it.'
âWhat about you?' He turned to Jane.
âI only get one day off a week, and I can't be certain when that's going to be from one week to the next.'
âBut you could spare an hour now and again?'
âAs long as no one relied on me.'
âThat would be fine. I could put you down as a casual.'
âWhat would I have to do?'
âTalk to the patients.'
âI'm not much of a conversationalist.'
âJust remind them that there's an outside world. Tell them about yourself, your daughter, anything, as long as you let them know that someone appreciates what they've done, and still cares what happens to them. The trouble with reconstructive surgery is that it's usually a long job involving several operations. Anything that takes the patient's mind off what's happening to him has to be good. Even if it's only for an hour a week. When's your next day off?'
âA week tomorrow.'
âI'll work out some transport.'
âShanks's pony,' Bethan suggested.
âPony?' he looked up, confused.
âWalking?'
âA charabanc picks up the volunteers in town every day, and I'd be only too happy to bring you home on my motorbike, Mrs Powell. That is if you don't mind riding pillion?' He smiled at Jane as Bethan laid the stew in front of him.
A grey, January Sunday afternoon was threatening to turn into an even colder, murkier Sunday night as Captain Richard Reide escorted Anthea down the steep hill that led from the Common into town.
âThat was some meal your mother organised.'
âChristmas leftovers.'
âDidn't taste like any leftovers to me.' He shifted the umbrella he was holding over both of them, pushing it against the wind that was driving the rain into their faces. âWhat are these church socials like?'
âBoring.'
âThen why are we going?'
âBecause there's nothing else to do in Pontypridd on a Sunday night. Nothing respectable, that is.' Anthea brushed an imaginary fleck of dust from Richard's greatcoat as she tightened her hold on his arm.
âWhat if we looked for something else?'
âYou trying to corrupt me, Captain Reide?'
âMost definitely. But what about your parents? We told them that we'd be at the social.'
âIf they ask, I'll say we got sidetracked.'
âWon't they be mad at you?'
âPossibly, but I can handle them.'
âI'm not so sure. Your father watches you like a hawk, and me like a buzzard. And with good reason. I know that if I was ever lucky enough to have a daughter like you I'd do exactly the same, and God help the fellow who dared ask her for a date. Every time I'd look at him, I'd remember the way I'm feeling about you right now.'
âThen you'd frighten him off and your daughter would die an old maid. She wouldn't thank you for that.'
âI suppose she wouldn't.' Richard stopped. Drawing the umbrella closer to their heads he unbuttoned his greatcoat and reached for his cigarettes. Tapping two out of a pack he offered her one.
âOn the street?'
âLive dangerously. Besides, no one else is crazy enough to walk out in weather like this.'
She smiled up at him as he lit it for her. âDo you know my father thinks you're a fine officer and a trustworthy fellow?'
âYou sure he was talking about me?'
âAbsolutely. He said it the first time you came to dinner.'
âNice to know that your folks think as well of me as I do of them.' Richard closed his gloved hand over hers and gave it a light squeeze as they turned the corner opposite the old bridge and entered the top end of Taff Street.
âThat's better. Rain is bad but rain and wind like that is disgusting. I'm soaked through.' Turning down the collar on her coat, Anthea shook the worst of the icy raindrops from her scarf.
âNow we've decided to play hooky from the social, we have to find something else to do, preferably out of this rain.' Richard looked up and down the deserted, blacked-out street. The only sounds were the rain teeming in the gutters and the hymn singing resounding from Tabernacle Chapel behind them.
âYou're the gentleman, you decide.'
âYou're the native. How about a drink?'
âThe pubs only serve travellers on Sundays.'
âSo the boys have been telling me. But we could be travellers.'
âOnly in the pubs a lady wouldn't go into. Try it in the New Inn and we'd get thrown out. They value their licence too much to bend the rules.'
âI've spent so much time in your house since I've been here I haven't had time to explore the town. Are there any good but quiet bars?'
âNo, and none of any kind that open on a Sunday.'
âThe movies?'
âThe cinema, you mean. Not open on Sunday.'
âSomething has to be open on Sunday.'
âThe cafés, chapels and churches.'
âWe've already discounted the churches, and the cafés are out, they're full of enlisted men. It's bad enough facing them during working hours without socialising with them. Unfortunately Chuck's taken our transport. The colonel's sent him into Cardiff to â sorry, classified â so I can't even drive you anywhere.'
âThere isn't anywhere to drive.'
âAnd it's too cold and wet for a walk. Who suggested we leave your cosy parlour?'
âYou did.'
âSo I did. Well, as I said, Chuck's out. I have a bottle of bourbon stashed in our rooms. I don't suppose you'd consider keeping a guy company?'
Anthea caught her breath at the outrageousness of the suggestion. Every warning her mother had ever given her about putting herself in compromising positions with men flashed into her mind. But then, âmen' didn't mean Richard. He was different â an officer and a gentleman â and it wasn't as though she didn't know him. He'd called on her at least once a week since the party. Her parents knew and approved of him. And, after all, she was a mature twenty-nine-year-old working woman with a responsible job, not a sixteen-year-old schoolgirl.
âMaybe,' she answered hesitantly, âbut only if he behaves like a gentleman.'
âYou could tie my hands behind my back.'
âWould I need to?'
âYou can trust me with your honour and your life, honey.' He kissed her, grazing her cheek with his moustache. âWell, what are we waiting for?' Taking her by the arm he walked her briskly up towards the fountain and his billet.
Damning British licensing laws that didn't allow for Sunday opening, Kurt Schaffer sipped his fourth lukewarm cup of tea in Ronconi's café and continued to watch the door. Darkness had fallen, the blackout was in place, and half the lamps had been switched off to comply with fuel-saving regulations; but in his mind's eye he was back, dancing with Jenny in the brilliantly lit ballroom in the New Inn. Her blonde hair gleaming silver under the lamps, her lace dress glittering like a Christmas fairy's as she dipped and swayed in time to the music. Her lips curved upwards in a smile, her blue eyes gazed into his, sending his heart pounding in anticipation of the night to come â¦
The dream world he'd manufactured out of that one short evening and night was more beguiling and romantic than anything he'd seen on or off a movie screen, and much more real than the café and the people around him, but he realised it wasn't the time or place to wallow in imaginings.
Snapping out of his reverie he reached for his cigarettes. Since the night of the party he'd become obsessed with Jenny. All he could think of was seeing her, kissing her â making love to her again. And convinced that all he had to do to rouse her passion to the same fever pitch as his own was to confront her, he'd spent every free moment since the party plotting out ways to meet her again. But despite endless visits to the café, dance halls and pubs frequented by the munitions workers, weeks had passed without him seeing her, until that morning, and then he had been unable to talk to her. He had been racing through town in a Jeep with Chuck and Rick Reide and she'd been heading into Station Yard with a crowd of girls. He'd seen and recognised her silver hair even through the gloom of the blackout. Knowing that she worked in a munitions factory, and having heard somewhere that the girls were on twelve-hour shifts he realised she'd be back in town about the time he'd finish for the day.
The minute training manoeuvres were over he'd raced up to the Common to change out of his combat dress. Mrs Llewellyn-Jones had been less than cordial since the evening of the ball, despite his lying assurances that he'd had to sit up all night with a sick man. A week later she'd dropped a heavy hint that of choice, she'd exchange him for Captain Reide, who had been cultivating the entire family with the assiduous attention of a salesman out to make the âbig' kill.
Subsequently, she, her husband and Anthea had grown noticeably cooler towards him, with the result that he now spent as much of his off-duty time as he could out of the house. Christmas had been especially dismal. He had whiled away most of the day with the enlisted men in the basement of the Tabernacle Chapel that had been turned into a âBritish Restaurant'. But even then it had been Jenny, not his family, who had occupied most of his thoughts.
Seeing her that morning had honed his desire to the point when he physically ached to be with her. One night, and all he had been able to think of since was her. Colonel Ford had bawled him out twice on manoeuvres for not paying attention, and that was after Chuck Reynolds had covered a couple of his mistakes.
After washing and changing in record time he had spent all evening in the café, sitting, watching and waiting. A few girls had approached his table and spoken to him, but none had silver blonde hair, or could hold a candle to Jenny. He was debating whether finally to put himself out of his misery and risk another rejection by driving up the hill and knocking on her door, when the curtain moved and she walked in with a man. A tall, well-built, fair-haired man he hated on sight. He left his seat.
âHi,' he greeted her, unable to conceal his resentment.
âHello.'
âIt's Lieutenant Schaffer. Remember?'
âI remember. Alexander, this is one of the American soldiers I told you about. Lieutenant Schaffer, this is Alexander Forbes.'
âHow do you do?'
Alexander's politeness, polished BBC accent and well-cut, though shabby clothes only served to fuel Kurt's irritation.
âNot so well. This country takes some getting used to.'
âIs there anything we can do to make you feel more welcome, Lieutenant?'
âExplain why you drink such disgusting tea and warm beer. And you can't even get the beer on a Sunday night. There's no movie theatres open, no dance halls, nothing for a man to do after a hard day's work.'
âSundays in Wales are for chapels and churches. I'm sure you'd be made welcome in anyone of them.' Jenny took Alexander's arm. âIf you'll excuse us, Lieutenant, we've friends waiting.'
Kurt watched them walk into the back room where they joined another, younger couple. Tossing enough coins on to the table to cover the cost of his tea and a tip, he went outside. The rain had stopped, the moon had risen, but a chill, damp wind began to bite as he fastened his greatcoat. Hating the town â the weather â the country â the war for exiling him from the States â but most of all hating Jenny Powell â he pushed his hands into his pockets, pulled his cap over his face and headed across the road towards Station Yard.
âWant a good time, Yank?'
âIf you do I'm the one to give it to you â¦'
âNot if you like redheads.'
He peered into the darkness. âHow much?'
âA pound?' answered the nearest voice.
He did a swift conversion into dollars. âWhere's your room?'
âNo room, but I know a quiet doorway.'
âForget it.'
âAll right, ten bob.'
âNo room, no go.'
âMy, aren't we the picky one.' Cackles of laughter followed as he walked away. Furious he kicked a ball of newspaper from his path.
âKurt?'
He turned around. âGeorge?'
âMeet Vera and her younger sister ⦠what is your name, sweetie?'
âHarriet.' The voice was muffled.
âI met them at a chapel social.'
âGeorge persuaded us that there were better things to do than go to chapel on a Sunday.' Vera managed to giggle and slur simultaneously.
âYou found somewhere to drink?'
âAll you have to do is knock on the back door of the right pub. Isn't that so, ladies?'
âGeorge has bought a bottle of sherry.'
âTo go with the one of whiskey. How about it, Kurt, want to join us?'
âWhere are you going?'
âI've got rooms in a house on Broadway.' Harriet swayed as she clung to George's arm.
âLead me to them,' Kurt said carelessly.
George hesitated for a moment. Making a decision, he pushed Harriet towards Kurt. âTwo are one too many, even for me, buddy.'
Richard checked the blackout before switching on a second lamp. âAnother?' He picked up the bottle and waved it in front of Anthea.
âI shouldn't.'
âWhy not? You deserve a good time after years of austerity.' He poured a generous measure before moving next to her on the sofa.
âYou've made these rooms really comfortable.'
âThank you. You do realise that I'm not just out for a casual fling, don't you, honey?'
âYou've never said otherwise.'
âIt might be wartime and all that, and soon I'll be going away to fight and I may not be coming back, but the minute I saw you, I knew, I just knew, something special was going to happen between us.' He abandoned his glass on a side table and took her hand into his. âDon't tell me you didn't feel it as well?'
Bewildered, she gazed mutely into his eyes.
âOf course you did,' he continued, answering for her. âYou're a gorgeous and unusual girl, Anthea.' Leaning forward he cupped her face in his hands. âThere isn't anyone else, is there?'
âNo one in particular,' she breathed headily.
âI'm selfish enough to be glad.'
âWhy selfish?'
âIt's a bit much to ask you to be my girl when I could be sent overseas at any moment.'
âYou could go any time?'
âAny time,' he reiterated. âI'm fully trained, unlike some of the other officers, and most of the men.' He lifted her fingers to his lips and kissed the tips one by one. âWould you be prepared to wait for me?'
âOf course I would, Richard.'
âI hoped you'd say that.' He moved closer. Slipping his hand behind her neck he pulled her face to his and kissed her. A long, slow, unhurried kiss that ended only when he tried to put his tongue into her mouth. âChuck won't be back until tomorrow,' he reminded her, slipping the buttons on her blouse.
She closed her hand over his, trapping his fingers.
âI'm not doing anything we haven't done before,' he remonstrated.
âWe've never been alone in your rooms before.'
âYou feel safer in the Jeep, or the front porch of your father's house?'