Broken (32 page)

He moved so slow and sweet as he made love to me. It was like he knew what I needed. He covered me with kisses and kept repeating how much he loved me and how he couldn’t believe this wasn’t a dream.

I was lost in his lovemaking. I was completely and utterly lost in the love he was spilling into my body.

I opened my eyes and looked around the room. My whole body felt so relaxed. I felt the weight of Layton’s arm around me with the heat of his body up against mine. I could feel his hard-on pressed up against my ass, and I smiled, wondering what it would be like to try something different.

Can I? How bad would it hurt? What would Layton think if I told him I wanted to try anal sex? Would he think any less of me?

I reached down and felt myself.

Shit! I’m soaking wet. What in the hell is wrong with me? Oh God…the vibrator.

I’d seen Layton set it down on the bedside table. I gently lifted his arm off of me as I reached for the black drawstring bag. I opened it up and saw the vibrator and the small bottle of lube that Courtney had put in there when she had first given it to me.

I bit down on my lip and looked over at Layton. I’d never in my life done anything like this. Just the thought of it though was turning me on even more.

I took both items out of the bag and gently moved next to Layton. He moaned just a little. I chewed on my bottom lip for a little bit more before I got up the nerve.

“Layton?” I whispered.

“Hmm…”

“Layton, I’d like to try something. If you’re up for it?”

He put his arm across my stomach and moaned again. “Anything you want, baby.”

“I’d, um…I’d like to use the vibrator to maybe…you know…try something different.”

He smiled but didn’t open his eyes. “Can I watch you use it? I’ve always wanted to watch a girl use a vibrator on herself.”

I smiled and shook my head. “I can do that for you, but I kind of want you to play with me, using the vibrator a little differently. I want you to play with it in my, um…you know…the back door.” I cringed and held my breath.

His eyes snapped open, and he looked at me. “What?” He sat up straight.

I buried my face under my arms. “Oh God! I can’t even believe I said that. Never mind! Just forget I said a thing.”

Layton gently pulled my arms down and looked into my eyes with the sexiest smile I’d ever seen.

“Whitley, that was one of the hottest things anyone has ever said to me.”

I shook my head as he put his hand on the side of my face. He slowly leaned down and bit on my lower lip. He moved his hand down my neck, over my breasts, and then between my legs. I opened my legs to him and moaned as he placed two fingers inside me.

He put his head down into my neck and moaned. “Ah…Jesus, Whitley, you’re so wet.”

“Layton…” I could hardly talk. I pushed my hips into his hand.

He looked up at me and then down at my lips. I licked them right before he slammed his lips onto mine. He kissed me so passionately that it almost seemed like he couldn’t get enough of me. He moved his fingers in and out of me faster, and I felt that familiar build-up as his thumb kept rubbing against my clit.

When he pulled his hand away, I wanted to cry out.

He winked at me and smiled. “I’ve never done anything like this before, Whit,” he whispered.

“Neither have I. I’m so excited at the idea of you touching me there, but I’m so scared at the same time.”

“Please tell me if anything hurts, okay? Promise me, Whit,” he whispered as he kissed along my neck.

I began panting. Just the thought of what he was going to do to me had the desire building even more.

“I promise, Layton. I promise you.”

“Roll over and get up onto your hands and knees, baby.”

My heart started pounding harder as I did what he’d said. I was breathing so heavily that the sound of it was turning me on even more.

I watched as he reached for the vibrator and the lube. I jumped when I felt his fingers slowly enter me. He moved them in and out until he stopped and moved his finger back to my ass. The moment he touched me there, I gasped.

“Oh God…” The feeling of him touching me there was more than I could take.

“Fuck, Whitley.” He leaned down and kissed my back as he moved his hand around to the front of me and began playing with my clit.

I dropped to my elbows and wanted nothing more than for him to touch my ass again. I began pushing my ass back toward him.

“Layton…touch me…please.”

“Whitley, I’m not going to last two minutes.”

I turned and looked back at him with a smile. He sat up and never took his eyes from mine as he lubricated the vibrator. My breathing started picking up again.

I turned back around and closed my eyes. Then, I felt him slowly entering me, moving in and out, as his finger played with the outside of my ass.

“Oh God! Oh my God.”

I could feel the orgasm coming on already, and all he was doing was touching the outside of my ass.

“Layton, oh God.”

I felt his finger slowly enter my ass again as he started moving faster. Having sex from behind like this made his dick feel so damn big, and he was going so much deeper this way.

“Faster, Layton.”

I felt his finger moving in and out, and the feeling was amazing.

I want more. I need more.

“More, Layton.”

I pushed my ass back into him, and he moaned.

“Whit…I’m trying to hold on here, but fuck…”

“More, Layton…please…more.”

He must have either placed more fingers in or the vibrator because it began stinging. I let out a whimper, and he stopped.

“Whitley, do you want me to stop, baby? I don’t want this to hurt you.”

Oh my God…it feels so damn good.

“No, don’t stop, Layton!”

“Whitley…motherfucker…you look so damn good like this, baby.”

I put my head down and pushed back into him again. He slammed so hard and deep inside me, and I felt it building. I felt him moving the vibrator in and out of my ass. It burned so bad, but it felt so good at the same time. Then, I felt the vibrator turn on, and I about lost it.

“Layton!” I called out. “Oh God…I’m going to come!”

I yelled out as the orgasm took over my body, and Layton began going faster.

“Oh God…yes! Oh God, yes!” I couldn’t even form any other words. This was probably the longest, most intense orgasm of my life.

“Oh, baby…I can feel the vibrator…
fuck
…I’m going to come, Whit.”

I could feel him getting harder, and I swore I felt every ounce of him pouring into me. My orgasm was still going so strong that I could hardly stand it. I needed it to stop.

I was slowly coming down from my orgasm when I felt Layton pull out the vibrator. I let out a gasp. The next thing I knew, Layton collapsed next to me as we both desperately tried to get our breaths back.

Layton started to talk in between breaths, “Hottest. Fucking. Moment. Of. My. Life!”

I let out a giggle and rolled over onto my side. I watched as he tried to get his breathing back under control. My heart filled with so much love for him as I lay there and watched his chest moving up and down.

Is it even possible? We just met, and I feel like I’ve known him for so long. I don’t want him to ever leave my side.

Ever.

“Layton?” I ran my fingers up and down his chest and stomach.

He looked over and gave me that smile that just melted my heart.

“Yeah, baby?”

“I love you. I’ve never in my life felt this way or this comfortable with anyone. I’m almost scared because I love you so much, and we haven’t known each other very long.”

He rolled over and took me into his arms. He pulled me on top of him as he moved onto his back.

“Do you know what I dream about?”

I shook my head.

“I dream about you and me always—ever since the first time I saw you. I dream about riding along the fence lines with you, standing in the kitchen and making breakfast with you, you helping me birth a calf or run a horse. I dream about the look on your face when I ask you to marry me and the moment you become my wife. I dream about your stomach all swollen with our child. I’ve never in my life felt like this, Whitley. You are my entire life, and yes…that scares the hell out of me, but it also makes me so damn happy.”

I smiled as I felt tears rolling down my face. I could hardly talk. “Oh, Layton,” I whispered. I gently placed my lips onto his.

As I pulled back from his lips, he wiped the tears from my eyes.

“Thank you. Thank you for loving me, Layton.”

Layton placed his hands on my face and gently began kissing me. He rolled me onto my back as he continued to shower my body with sweet kisses.

He pulled the covers up and over our bodies as we settled in next to each other.

I began to drift off into sleep, but not before I barely heard Layton whisper, “I’m madly in love with you, and I want to marry you, Whitley.”

My heart started pounding as I listened to him fall asleep.

I closed my eyes and felt tears running down my face.

This has to be the most magical moment of my life.

“Yes,” I whispered.

It was the middle of October, and two months had passed since the night Whitley and I shared in Austin. I couldn’t believe how close we’d grown. She was always at my house, and when she wasn’t, I felt completely and utterly lost without her.

I smiled, thinking about this morning. Neither one of us had wanted to get up and leave each other.

I stood outside the jewelry store, just staring into the window. I couldn’t tell if my body was shaking from the idea of what I was about to do or from the cold that had moved through, making it chillier than normal. I was glad Whitley had talked me into bringing a light jacket even though I’d insisted it wasn’t that cold out.

I smiled to myself, thinking about how excited Whitley was to go to the high school football game tonight. I knew she was happy about spending time with Kate and even more excited that Kate was going to stay the night with us tonight. During their little conversation at dinner the other night with Jen, all I’d heard were words like
princess
,
tea party
,
dress-up
, and something about Uncle Layton being the king.

I glanced up and saw the saleslady grinning at me. She waved her hand for me to come in, so I smiled and took a deep breath.

This is it. I’m really going to do this.

As I stepped in, I noticed two other ladies. They all made a beeline right toward me.

Ah hell. Maybe this is a mistake, coming to a jewelry store right here in town.

I recognized one of the girls right away. Anna Macbeth was her name, and Reed had had the biggest crush on her in high school.

“Well, if it isn’t Layton Morris. My God, I haven’t seen you in years!” she said with a huge smile.

I noticed how the other two ladies backed off immediately once they realized Anna knew me.

I smiled as I reached my hand out to shake her extended hand.

“Anna, isn’t it?” I asked with a smile.

I was pretty sure I’d heard one of the other girls say, “Oh God,” when I’d smiled. I glanced over, and her face instantly turned red. I gave her a wink, which only caused her to giggle.

Anna snapped her head back and looked at the girl. “Sweetie, don’t you have some things to do in the back or something?”

The girl who giggled shot Anna a dirty look and nodded before turning and walking into the back. The other girl turned, grabbed some window cleaner, and began cleaning the glass on the display cases.

Anna turned back toward me and winked. “So, Layton, what brings you into my grandfather’s jewelry store?”

I let out a laugh. “Oh shit! I forgot your grandfather is Jim. I thought you moved to Dallas for college, and last I heard, you were fixin’ to marry some oil tycoon up there.”

Her smile faded just a bit before she grinned from ear to ear again. “I missed the country life along with my parents and my younger sister as well. It’s her senior year in high school, and I wanted to be here for her. Plus…the oil tycoon turned out to be a cheating bastard.”

“Damn, I’m sorry to hear that. How long have you been back in town?” I asked.