Broken (24 page)

“
You do that,” I said
laughing as I walked out of the room.

I showered as quickly as possible. I
wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and curl up next to him.
For the first time in a long time, I actually didn’t even want to
have sex. I was so spent from work that just lying with him would
make me happy. I wrapped a towel around me and headed back into my
room. I found him on my bed in the same exact spot, but something
was different about him. He had a huge smile on his face. He looked
like a cat that just ate the canary.

“
What’s so funny?” I asked
him suspiciously.

“
Oh, nothing.”

“
Why don’t I believe
you?”

“
It’s nothing. I just
found something that belongs to you in the night stand.”

My face dropped. “No you
didn’t.”

He nodded his head and began to laugh.
“So why have you kept this from me? We could’ve been using
it.”

I felt my face turn bright red.
“Garrett, put it back please,” I begged.

From underneath the
blanket he pulled out my
Rabbit
Vibrator,
and he proceeded to turn it on.
“Oh look at that, it has three speeds,” he laughed
hysterically.

“
Garrett! Stop it! Put it
away!” I laughed. I could feel my face getting even redder than it
already was.

“
Hell no, Babe, I’m going
to try this out right now. Get over here and spread em. I wanna see
how this little bunny makes you squirm.”

I started walking toward him crossing
my arms. “What were you doing going through my drawers
anyway?”

“
I was looking for a
tissue. I just had a sneezing fit. What else do you have in your
drawers? Nipple clamps, ben wa balls or a butt plug?” He was
laughing so hard he was holding his stomach.

I charged at him to grab the vibrator,
but he was too quick for me. He caught me as I jumped on him and
pinned me to bed. I could feel myself getting angry. I knew he was
only joking, but I was truly mortified that he found it.

“
There is nothing to be
embarrassed about, relax,” he said softly.

He reached down and opened my towel
up. “Spread your legs.”

I shook my head. “No.” I said
angrily.

“
Come on. Don’t be like
that.” He began to lightly kiss my neck and chest.

I felt myself beginning to calm down
and my arousal starting to build. I was trying so desperately to
fight this feeling. I didn’t want to give in to him. I was still
mad.

He ran his tongue down my chest and
began teasing my nipples. I was fighting so hard to hold back a
moan. I heard the click of the vibrator and his hand move down my
body. I felt my body stiffen at his movement, even though I had
used it a million times on myself. I had never used it in the
company of someone else.

“
Relax nothing bad is
going to happen. Just relax and enjoy it,” he said calmly. “Now
open your legs.”

I reluctantly spread my legs, feeling
my body tense up again. He slowly inserted the vibrator into me and
turned up the speed again. I felt my body shudder involuntarily,
damn my body for defying me. He began to pull the vibrator slowly
out of me and then pushed it back in making sure my clit was being
touched by the little bunny. I bit my lip trying not to show him I
was enjoying it. I knew I was going to have to give in. I couldn’t
fight it much longer I was already feeling that buzz inside
me.

“
G,” I
whispered.

“
There’s my girl,” he
smiled. “Do you like that?”

I nodded my head.

“
Show me how you use it,”
he said brushing his lips against mine.

I closed my eyes in embarrassment and
shook my head again.

He ran his hand over my cheek. “I
wanna watch you get yourself off, please,” he begged.

I clenched my eyes closed
again hoping all of this would stop. Knowing Garrett and how
persistent he was, he wasn’t going to stop until I gave in. I
opened my eyes and gave him a defeated looked. Removing his hand
from the
Rabbit,
I took over. I immediately turned it onto the highest
setting, figuring the faster I got off the sooner this would all be
over.

“
Full power? I like it,”
he smiled.

I turned my face to him and gave him a
dirty look. “If you don’t stop picking on me, I’m going to sleep on
the couch.”

“
Will you stop it, I am
just teasing you.”

I laid my head back on the bed and
closed my eyes trying to pretend he wasn’t in the room. I began
moving the vibrator in and out with the little bunny rapidly
vibrating against my clit. A relaxed feeling started to come over
me, and I began to enjoy it. I heard Garrett moan, turning my head,
I looked over at him. He was rubbing himself on the outside of his
boxers.

“
Seriously, I’m going to
blow a load in my fucking underwear watching you,” he
groaned.

“
Come here,” I said
breathlessly. “I want to suck your dick.”

He crawled up the bed and knelt down
next to me pulling his boxers down. His erection was rock hard and
I licked my lips to wet them. I felt his breathing become jagged as
I put my lips around him slowly moving my tongue around his cock.
Letting go of the vibrator I pulled myself up onto my forearm to
give me better access.

I felt Garrett’s body lean down. “You
are not getting out of this,” he said reaching down and inserting
it back into me.

I must have lost my
concentration.

“
You okay?” I heard him
say.

The intensity of the full power
setting was almost too much, and I found it hard to focus. He
pulled the vibrator slowly out of me and quickly pushed it back
into me. I gasped. I could feel myself coming already. I began to
press my lips tightly down on his shaft pushing him deep into my
throat. He took a handful of my hair trying to quicken my speed. He
pushed a little too hard, and I gagged.

“
Oh, Babe, I’m sorry,” he
laughed “I got a little carried away. I thought you were actually
going to deep throat me.”

“
Do you want me to puke
all over you?” I said laughing.

He continuously pressed the bunny up
against my clit applying pressure. I could feel myself building. I
looked up at him. “I need you inside of me,” I moaned. I quickly
got on all fours and backed myself up to him. I could hear the
vibrator still buzzing in his hand as he pushed inside of me. He
handed the vibrator to me. “Here use this,” he moaned. I went down
on my forearms pressing the vibrator up against my clit. He took
hold of my hips and pulled me hard into him.

My breathing became labored, and I
felt my eyes roll back in my head. I had to drop the vibrator to
the bed. It was too intense, and I couldn’t take it anymore.
Garrett was still ramming himself into me, and I could feel his
balls bouncing up against my ass. Clenching the blanket on the bed
I was so close to coming, but I was trying to hold on until he
came. It felt so good when we came at the same time. Every part of
my body quivered, and I let myself go. I couldn’t hang on
anymore.

As I began to cry in pleasure he
slowed his pace down and pulled himself almost completely out of
me. He paused for a moment then plunged himself back in. He
repeated this a couple of times until I heard him moan loudly, and
I felt his explosion inside of me.

I dropped onto my stomach in utter
exhaustion breathing heavily. He lowered himself slowly on top of
me breathing in my ear. “I love you so much.” I sighed fighting to
keep my eyes open. “I love you too.”

Chapter 20

A
month before the wedding Garrett went away again for
training
. Nicole suggested we hit the mall
to find a wedding dress. After looking at what felt like a hundred
stores, I found the perfect dress. It wasn’t your typical wedding
dress, but it was perfect for me. It was an off white, empire
waist, kimono sleeved dress. It was very bohemian looking and
perfect for a summer wedding. For shoes, I picked out simple white
strappy sandals.

As we were standing in the dressing
room Nicole began to cry. “I can’t believe you are getting married
and leaving me,” she said sadly.

I took her hands. “Don’t cry, you are
going to make me cry and I think I’ve shed a lifetime of tears for
the both of us.” I was smiling, trying to hold back my own tears.
“I’m only a phone call away and we can Skype all the time.” With a
huge smile on my face I said, “Plus, now that I am moving to
paradise you can come visit me. How amazing would that be? Us on
the beach in Hawaii!” I squealed.

“
I’m not crying because I
am sad, I am crying because I am happy for you. I know how much you
love each other.” She got very serious and hung her head. “I never
told you this, but Garrett would call me every few months to check
on you. He wanted to make sure you were okay.”

I became very quiet and let out a sigh
of relief. “So, you were the one he was talking about.”

“
What?” She said looking
completely stunned by my words.

“
The night that Garrett
and I got back together he told me he always knew what I was doing
and just because he was away, didn’t mean he didn’t talk to people
around here.” I paused for a minute trying to decide if I wanted to
ask my next question. I took a deep breath, “Did you know about his
accident?

“
Leila, I swear I didn’t
know,” her voice began to rise. “I would’ve told you if I knew.
When we spoke, he never talked about himself. He would call, ask
how you were, make some small talk and then our conversation would
be over. Please don’t think I would have ever kept that from you,”
she pleaded.

I swallowed hard. “I believe you. I
just needed to know.”

“
Oh honey, I always
thought maybe both of you would move on and be happy on your own.
Obviously, I was wrong about that and I kick myself for not telling
you.” She grabbed me and hugged me tight. “I love you and I can’t
wait to see you become Mrs. Levine next month.”

Nicole and Hillary begged to plan a
Bachelorette Party for me. I was totally against the idea until I
spoke with Garrett. He encouraged me to go out and live it up one
last night with my friends. “Leila, it’s one night. You are going
to see me for the rest of your life. And don’t forget we are moving
away soon. Nicole and Hillary aren’t going to be sitting downstairs
waiting for you anymore,” Garrett said.

His words saddened me. The move hadn’t
really sunk in yet. I felt like I had been living in a dream world
for the past few months. Even though I was planning our wedding it
almost didn’t seem real.

Nicole and Hillary kept
everything very top secret about the Bachelorette Party. They
wouldn’t give me any sort of hint. The only thing they would tell
me was dress to kill. I couldn’t for the life of me figure out
where the hell we were going. As I looked through my closet for
something to wear I realized I had nothing that I would classify as
"dressed to kill
"
. I called my old college roommate, Amy. I asked her if she
would like to help me find a dress. She nearly blew my eardrum out
with the squeal she let off.

We made plans to meet up at the mall
around seven to find me a dress. Amy was coming to the Bachelorette
Party, so she knew exactly what kind of dress would work for where
we were going. We met outside of Macy’s. Amy was her typical bubbly
self. She gave me a huge hug and nearly picked me up off the floor.
“I can’t believe you are getting married,” she squealed
loudly.

As we made our way through Macy’s, Amy
grilled me about Garrett. Amy and Garrett had never met. When Amy
and I became roommates, Garrett had already left. I told her the
entire story, how we ran into each other at the wedding, then at
the Halloween party. Amy was pretty speechless through the story.
By the time I was done telling the story, we had been standing in
the dress department for ten minutes. Amy had a huge grin on her
face. She had one hand on each of my shoulders. “Leila, this is
fate, you were meant to be with him,” she said. “Now, let’s go find
you a kick ass dress.”

Amy pulled a few off the rack and sent
me into the dressing room. While I slipped the first dress on, she
was still out on the floor scouring for more dresses. When I came
out in the first dress she looked at me and shook her head. “I
think I found the perfect dress for you,” she said. She handed me a
simple black off the shoulder dress that cinched at the waist. I
went back into the dressing room to try it on. I slipped the dress
on and turned towards the mirror. The dress fit me like a glove. A
huge smile appeared on my face. I knew Amy was going to go crazy
for this dress. I was almost scared to come out of the dressing
room. “Alright, are you ready for this?” I called to
her.

“
Bring it on, Sister,” she
said back.

As I opened the door, I cringed a
little waiting for her reaction.

“
Oh . . . My . . . Gawd,”
she cried. She sounded like Janice from
Friends
.