Bound, Spanked and Loved: Fourteen Kinky Valentine's Day Stories (84 page)

He took a fistful of her hair and flipped her around, pressing her back to his chest. They swayed and rocked in time with the music. They fucked in front of hundreds of people. Her heated ass against his throbbing cock. She groaned when he gripped her hips tighter. Tracing his finger around the intricate henna patterns, he leaned in to bite her neck. She screamed. A lusty, low-throated shriek one could have heard a mile away.

The music wound to its final beats, and all he could hear was her heavy breathing against his chest for several seconds.

Papers flew wildly in the production booth, letting him know how pissed off his conservative uncle was for ruining their show and their comeback.

And then everything happened at once.

Every light on the tote board lit up, the backup operators suddenly called into frenzied action to take donations. The audience went wild. Everyone cheered, shouted, and clapped, creating a deafening roar.

It would seem their dance was a success. But only one person’s approval mattered to him at the moment. He had to yell in her ear to be heard. “Are you okay? That was quite a show you put on.”

She grabbed his hand, turning him to pull him against her bare tummy, and kissed him hard, bringing another round of louder applause. Raising their hands high in the air, she smiled and hugged him again. “
We
put on quite the show.”

“So do you like Valentine’s Day now?” He grinned and twirled her around for another set of bows.

“It’s on my list as one of my favorites.” She giggled. “Happy Valentine’s Day, sir.”

“Happy Valentine’s Day, little girl.”

*****

W
hen I went into the tryouts a few months ago, I had only one thing on my mind.
Negativity
. I resented my ex, I despised a holiday meant to share romance with the world, and, most importantly, I hated myself. It’s true. I didn’t realize it until now, but all my actions stemmed from my own insecurities and dislike. It took a few hard bare-assed spankings, mind-blowing sex, and the love of a man to show me the light.

I
was
lovable. And I saw my own love reflecting in his eyes every time we were together.

Valentine’s Day has been the worst and the best holiday for me.

My heart broke, but it mended. I experimented with new things: I performed in front of thousands of people and saved a television station, and I found real love.

All because I danced with a Dom.

About Katherine Deane

Katherine Deane is a multi-published, top 100 Romantic and BDSM author and romantic at heart. 

She loves cheese, red wine, chocolate, and snuggling up with her daughters’ kittens while reading a good book.

When not reading, or writing, you can find her knitting, sewing, crafting, or doing pretty much anything to keep her hands busy. She has taken over the dining room AKA craft room, much to her husband’s dismay. In one of her books, an energetic “craftaholic” would find herself over her husband’s knee for losing an important document in a pile of bi-cone crystals and mod podge. Her real life, and the people in them, give her plenty of ideas to work with.

Katherine has dubbed herself the queen of cheese. Not only is she a former Midwestern Cheese Head; she also loves to incorporate it into her books.

In her opinion, all romance deserves at least one cheesy scene that makes you cry.

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Acknowledgments

T
hank you, Kate Richards and Wizards in Publishing!

And thanks so much, Sue Lyndon, for the opportunity to be a part of this awesome set.

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Chapter One

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L
ukanos never really understood what made human females cry. He understood his own visceral—and very physical—reaction to it even less.

Why did the tears streaming down her smooth cheeks make her even more beautiful?

It wasn’t the first time he’d found her weeping, though it wasn’t any easier to bear witness to it.

Being a member of a
Yaanfahr
Survey Team meant excitement, but it also sometimes meant witnessing the sadness and heartbreak that so often was part and parcel of the human condition.

His comm unit buzzed at the base of his throat and he clicked over, moving away from Alisse’s house. Though such a gesture was completely unnecessary—his spoofing mechanism ensured he stayed quite invisible to human eyes—he felt a need to leave her alone with her pain.

“Report, Lieutenant,” the voice of Captain Maerata rang in his ear.

Though his comm unit was quite capable of transmitting unspoken thought, the Lieutenant spoke aloud, confident he was out of ear shot of Alisse’s open kitchen window.

“Situation normal, Captain. Subject is”—the Lieutenant winced—“upset.”

The Captain’s sigh was plainly audible over the channel, but his voice held a welcome note of understanding. “You watch her too much, you know.”

“What Command doesn’t know, won’t hurt them.” The Lieutenant looked back at Alisse’s compact two bedroom bungalow. “I haven’t exceeded parameters, nor violated The Directive.”

“Not yet, anyway.”

“Have reassignment orders come through yet?” Lukanos tried to keep the dread out of his voice. Like so many others before him, the prospect of leaving Terra—and a certain alluring human female—gnawed at him. Not for the first time, he fought against the sense of unfairness—and strange possessiveness—that rose within him at the thought of never seeing her again.

He knew it was stupid... but he’d be lying if he said he hadn’t contemplated it.

Options.

It had been done before.

The image of Alisse’s curvy, naked form, on her knees, gazing up at him, sprang unbidden into his mind. It should have disgusted him. The sudden tightness between his legs said otherwise.

You’ll be cashiered—if you’re lucky. You know the penalty for taking one of them.

“Maybe another week,” Maerata said. “But you know it will be soon. I’ve proposed as many mission extensions as I dare, Lieutenant. It’s time.”

His Captain was well-aware of Lukanos’... distraction. Though he never missed an opportunity to admonish his subordinate for his fixation on the human female, the Captain
did
do his best to have their time on Terra extended far past a typical Survey Team’s term of duty.

There was a reason Command rotated Survey Team members from Earth assignment within two Terran years. It wasn’t anything as concrete as danger, or the particular prestige of such a duty—Terra was little more than a backwater in the galactic scheme of things. The reason was a base emotion, one most
Yaanfahr
believed was but a vestigial urge they’d evolved beyond as an order eons ago.

Temptation.

And Lukanos knew intimately the power of such a thing, why they’d been warned. Knowing and doing were two different things though. He knew interference, fraternization, or even simply appearing before a human was strictly prohibited.

Now though? He understood quite well why he’d been sternly warned about duty on Terra. The beauty, the allure of them was something long whispered about in the academy, though never openly spoken of. The idea that anyone might actually find human females sexually attractive was an embarrassment at best, something never admitted to, and at worst, a taboo that might result in the early end to a career, a quick disciplinary hearing, and a long, lonely trip back to one’s home system.

None of that was stopping him from seriously contemplating the unthinkable though.

What might happen, if he took Alisse for his own?

Chapter Two

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T
he coffee burned her lips as she sipped it, the faded white fabric of the translucent curtains waving in the unusually warm evening breeze. With the heel of her hand she swiped away the sticky tracks of her tears. It was stupid—and futile—to cry about what could never be. About what she’d ensured
would
never be.

The first Valentine’s Day since she’d left Phillip didn’t make moving on any easier for her though.

She walked to the sink, and dumped the rest of the coffee down the drain. She stared out at the night, the breeze making her swollen eyes sting. The quiet nights were the double-edged sword of living that far out of the city. You weren’t disturbed, but on nights like this one, being disturbed by someone, anyone, would be a blessing.

Solitude focused the mind—and deepened the sorrow.

“At least today’s almost over, Alisse,” she muttered as she padded out of the kitchen, flicking off the light and plunging the space into moonlit shadow.

Phillip Brandeis, head astronomer on the OLA project, was someone who should have been her perfect match. Handsome, brilliant, and charming, he was—but inside she’d known all along that those qualities weren’t what she really needed. How long had she hidden that truth from even herself? Nobody knew, of course—there’d be scandal, gossip, a quiet closing of numerous doors in the scientific community.

Intellect and attractiveness should have made him ideal for her. Two scientists, two keen minds, both young, in the prime of life. Well, Phillip was young anyway; forty loomed much closer for Alisse than she wanted to think about.

Still, they had tried to make a go of it, and for a time, it had worked. Happiness, the possibility of something more, seemed within her grasp. But something was always missing, a piece that never quite fit right.

And that piece was Alisse, what she
really
needed.

For any other woman, Phillip’s gentle, attentive lovemaking might have been the stuff of dreams—but not her dreams.

She’d admonished herself countless times as selfish, shallow,
horrible
. But the fact remained that he left her cold. Gentle and attentive weren’t the constant stars in her fantasies.

Not by a long shot.

She slipped on the threadbare gown she still wore, the one that clung to her body in a way that made it impossible to ignore the curves and planes of her form. Though she didn’t particularly like her body—her hips were a little too broad, thighs a trifle heavier than she’d have liked—the gown
did
make her feel, if only in her mind, sexy. Feminine.

Phillip always desired you, Alisse—gown or no. Yet you rejected him, the man who adored you.

She couldn’t help but picture his deep brown eyes welling with tears, the snow falling in a swirling, chaotic storm all around them, as she’d broken it off. They’d been attending a conference at the Smithsonian in DC, and he’d suggested going over to the mall and walking up to the Lincoln memorial, a snowy Washington, something Phillip always found indescribably beautiful.

Right there alongside water as smooth as a mirror, she’d broken both their hearts. How the relief that it was over had flooded through her, even as she’d wept at the bitter pain of it, even as Phillip had held her, despite her rejection. A gentleman to the last.

If only a gentleman had been what she’d wanted.

She slipped beneath the cool down of her comforter, the warmth of the night doing nothing to thaw the icy cold gripping her heart. The truth was, she still hated herself for it, no matter how necessary it might have been. It would never have worked between them, and despite the awful pain of crushing a man who deserved anything but, it was far better to close that door sooner rather than later, when the pain would have been infinitely worse.

For both of them.

She might never find what it was she needed—if it even existed. How could she? What she wanted... was wrong. It didn’t make sense. Yet it haunted her darkest dreams, her most fevered fantasies. A fascination with the cosmos, with what made up the world around her, wasn’t the only obsession Alisse Southwick harbored.

“This is stupid,” she murmured, turning over, trying to ignore the rising heat between her thighs. How long had it been since she’d had an orgasm? The very fact that she had to ask that question illustrated just what a disaster her life had become.

Just think about work. About the project.

That might suffice for a short time, but it wouldn’t forever. Eventually, she would need to try again, attempt to put herself out there once more—before it was too late.

But who could possibly give her what she needed? Maybe the fantasy could never be made real?

Alisse dreaded the idea, but she knew inside that sometimes, life frustrated, confounded—and simply didn’t work out. Could she live the remainder of her years not fully living that part of life, that sexual journey that made the rest of it worth living?

Perhaps she was doomed to being on the outside looking in, so close, yet so far?

Her nipples brushed against the fabric of her blanket, the tips as hard as steel now despite her melancholy.

She blew out a breath. “Are you serious? Horny?
Now
?”

Reaching for her nightstand, she bit down on her lip, disgusted with herself, for the millionth time lamenting the utter lack of control over that one part of herself. She’d mastered everything else in life, so why did her desires and fantasies prove so stubbornly resistant to it?

Because you can’t change what’s a part of you, idiot. Maybe it’s not you who’s supposed to master it?

She opened the drawer and retrieved her e-reader. Perhaps just having a quick read would help. Maybe she’d even masturbate. Would an orgasm help banish the darkness, if only for a little while?

“At least I won’t have to think about my train wreck sex life.”

Swiping through the carousel on the reader, she found the latest obsession: a science fiction smut fest that had just the thing she kept coming back to over and over again.

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