show him, but wondering if his actions would somehow hurt
Randi made bile blister the back of his throat. This
overwhelming need to protect someone was new to him, and
no matter how he tried, it wouldn't dissolve.
He'd protected his sisters-in-law before. There was that
time he and Snake helped Jessie capture the cattle rustlers
while Kid was in jail. And he'd watched over Lila while she
was morning sick and Skeeter was out searching for the
madman who was set on killing her. But those times were
different. Neither Jessie nor Lila was his wife.
The word held a lot of weight. What was it about a
preacher saying a few words that made a man's life turn
upside down and inside out? Hell, he hadn't even known her a
full day, and yet, she was all he thought about.
The sun mocked him as it shone glory and joy down upon
the earth. He pulled the hat from his head, pushed the sweat-
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filled hair off his forehead, and resettled the rim above his
ears. "Hell, it's only noon. I've only known her half a day."
The building site grew before him, and he heeled Ted into a
faster canter.
A wondrous aroma filled the air as he brought the horse to
a halt beside his tent. The rumbling in his stomach
encouraged him to speed up the time it took to care for the
animal before moving toward the smell.
A grunt rumbled out his mouth when he noticed Thurston
Fulton and Belinda had returned. The woman had cornered
Randi near the well he'd dug at the back of the property, and
she was waving one finger beneath his wife's nose. Randi's
head was bent so low, her dainty chin almost touched her
chest.
His feet dug into the ground and ire made his muscles
ripple. Throwing the saddle over a large stump without care,
he stomped past the tents and toward the well.
"It's disgraceful I tell you. Absolutely disgusting!" Belinda's
screeching voice floated to his ears.
"Randi?" he said while still several feet away.
Her face snapped up and relief reflected in her doe eyes as
they settled on him. They seemed even larger surrounded by
her now ashen skin.
"Howard," she barely squeaked.
The way she said his name made his heart somersault. He
reached her side in mere seconds.
"One of the boys can fetch water for you," he said, lifting
the wooden bucket out of the weeds surrounding her feet.
The action gave him something to do, hitting Belinda wouldn't
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be polite. He'd never even thought about hitting a woman
before, but seeing how pale Randi looked, he really wanted to
knock Belinda into next week.
"Oh, it's no trouble," Randi whispered. "I've always hauled
water."
Her voice was shaky, troubled. He crooked a finger
beneath her chin, forced her face up to make sure no marks
marred the skin. If someone had struck her he would have to
retaliate. There were no tell tale signs, and a soft pink blush
formed on her cheeks as he stared at the perfection of her
face.
He couldn't bring himself to look at the other woman,
knew his tongue would slip. He wrapped his fingers around
Randi's elbow and steered her away from her stepmother.
When they were separated from Belinda by a few yards of
spring grass, he asked, "What's going on?"
"N-nothing." She glanced over her shoulder.
He made her keep walking, putting more distance between
them and Belinda. "I see your father and Belinda are back." It
was a stupid comment, but his mind, full of rage, and his
heart, full of something he had yet to define, made
comprehensible thoughts impossible.
She nodded. "Yes, they arrived a bit ago." Her footsteps
faltered. "Your brother said you went to town. Did you get
what you needed?"
"Yes, yes I did." He let go of her elbow and wrapped the
arm around her shoulder, looking down at her. "I'm sorry. I
should have asked if there was anything you needed before I
left."
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Her mouth dropped open. "Oh." A smile formed as her lips
drew together. Her cheeks grew a healthy, pinkish color.
"There's nothing I need, but thank you for asking."
The blood in his head swirled until he grew light headed.
Damn, if she wasn't the prettiest thing. Just looking at her
had the ability to take his breath away. He coughed, tried to
think of something to say.
"I should have asked before I went to town." His feet
stalled. Aw, shit, he hadn't meant to say it aloud.
She stopped beside him, giggled. "That's okay. It's the
thought that counts."
What happened next was more of a surprise to him than
finding her in his bed had been. Of their own accord, his lips
lowered to brush over hers. The first touch made his whole
body quiver. Her taste was intoxicating, sweeter than honey.
He moved his lips over her delicate mouth, searching for a
deeper taste. His arm tightened, drew her closer. She didn't
resist but did tilt her head a touch higher, giving him more
access to her mouth, which he immediately took advantage
of.
Someone cleared their throat in a very annoying way and
broke the spell surrounding him. He lifted his face to peer
over the top of Randi's head.
Belinda glared at them. If her eyes had been a pistol, he'd
have been shot dead center. Her hands were braced on her
hips, and one toe tapped at the ground. He glared back, until
she flipped her head and twisted about to stomp toward the
tents.
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Randi's cheeks were as rosy as a sunrise when his gaze
settled back on her. Her eyes, big and brown, held a sparkle
he hadn't seen before. He leaned down, kissed a brow above
one of them. "Come on. Let's get this water to Ma before she
has a fit."
She didn't move. "Ma—I mean y-your mother invited my
father and Belinda to lunch." Her eyes had grown dim again.
He used the arm around her to tug until she started
walking. "Yeah, I figured she would." His fingers on her
shoulder plucked at the wide strap of the apron she had on
over her dress. "I see Ma put you to work, too." He wanted to
change the subject, didn't like the sadness floating about her.
"Yes, I'm afraid that's what made Belinda so mad," she
said, gazing down at the apron skirt.
"That you're hauling water? I'm sorry—"
"No," she interrupted. "It wasn't the work part. It was the
apron. She doesn't approve of them."
"She doesn't approve of aprons?" His impression was right,
Belinda Fulton was a dimwit.
"Actually, it's the cooking she doesn't approve of."
"She doesn't approve of cooking?" He'd never heard of
such a thing.
Randi shrugged and nodded at the same time, her face
twisted into the cutest little grimace he'd ever seen. His heart
jumped, skipped around in his chest like a rock over water.
He'd never known someone who could make him feel so
many things all at the same time.
All together it made him smile, and he let out a laugh. He
pulled her a little tighter to his side. "I knew there was a
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reason I didn't like her, besides the fact she's about as
appealing as a rattler in a cave."
Randi didn't have time to suppress the giggle before it
leaped out of her mouth. She had no control over it. Had no
control over the way his kiss had left her body so giddy she'd
probably be floating right now if his hand wasn't on her
shoulder, forcing her feet to stay on the ground. She couldn't
fathom what it was about him, but the minute she'd heard his
voice, the sky around her had brightened. Even the dark
cloud from Belinda's badgering had disappeared. There was
something about the way he looked at her. It made her feel
like...like she was a person. An odd thing, she knew, since
she'd always been a person, but this was different—extremely
hard to explain—even to herself.
They were still chuckling when they walked around the
corner of the tent. The icy stare Belinda sent their way was
hard to ignore, but Randi did her best and ultimately refused
so much as a glance her stepmother's way. The sun shining
upon her and the light carefree feelings dancing inside her
body like a jar of fireflies were too enjoyable. She didn't want
any of it to end.
"Whatever Ma is cooking sure smells good," Howard said
with a touch of bewilderment.
Randi glanced up, took in his somewhat apprehensive look.
"You sound surprised."
He set the bucket on a small bench near the tent.
"I am." His lips brushed against her hair as he whispered
in her ear, "Ma isn't known for her cooking."
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"Oh?" She turned. His face was very close to hers. Less
than an inch, and if she stretched just a mite, their lips could
meet again. Her heart began to beat unevenly.
"Nope," he said, then as light as a butterfly's wings, his
lips brushed over hers before he turned to walk toward the
table.
Randi took a moment to catch her breath. Knew if she
tried walking she'd look like a one-legged goose. This was
certainly a day of firsts. Her first kiss, her second kiss, her
wedding...
When her knees no longer threatened to collapse, she let
out the air in her lungs and moved to the tripod. Maybe there
was hope. Maybe their marriage could work—if only she had
something to offer up in the bargain.
The Dutch oven had cooked the meat to perfection. It fell
apart in long succulent strips as she stirred, mixing the thick
chunks of beef into the gravy surrounding it. Ma's supply
wagon was full of spices, some Randi had never even heard
of, and every cooking utensil imaginable. The last hour,
before her father and Belinda returned, had been marvelous.
She'd missed cooking almost as much as she missed Mama
these past few months.
Her brows tugged together. Howard had said his mother
wasn't known for her cooking. Then why would she have all
these supplies? Randi shook off the question. She didn't really
have time to contemplate it right now and turned to the other
pot to poke the potatoes. They, too, were done. Completely
involved in the meal, she scurried about to complete the
feast. When the potatoes were whipped to perfection with a
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touch of sweet cream and butter, she carried the pan to the
table and went back to retrieve the meat.
Carrying the other kettle, full of sliced carrots, she found
herself wishing she had Mama's china serving dishes instead
of the cast iron pots. The gold-rimmed hand-painted china
had disappeared a few years ago, and she still wondered what
had become of the lovely dishes. The precious china along
with the meal would certainly give Howard a reason to think
about keeping her as a wife, wouldn't it? That was it. She
could offer her cooking skills in exchange for staying here.
Randi bit her lip and glanced across the table to where he
stood. A soft ripple of emotions tickled her insides, and she
looked away. A moment later, a washing of understanding
happened, flowing over her like the warm sun. It said Howard
would provide her a safe haven like she'd had with Mama.
One that promised she'd never have to live with the fear and
uncertainty she'd experienced living with her father.
The side of her face began to tingle, and she turned back
to Howard, meeting his thoughtful gaze. He smiled at her.
The action made a flush of warmth rise into her face. She
gave him a quick grin before lowering her lashes. At that
moment her inner-self made a quick vow—no matter what it
took, she was staying.
Ma had everything else set out, so Randi laid the cloth
she'd used to carry the hot dishes to the table on the end of
the bench seat and glanced about, somewhat unsure as to
where to sit.
Howard reached for her hand and tugged her forward to sit
beside him on the long bench. Belinda's puckered lips and
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glare sent a shiver rippling over her shoulders. Between
Howard's kisses and nearness, and all the cooking, she'd
forgotten about Belinda's displeasure. Besides belittling her
about cooking, Belinda had made it extremely clear what she
thought of Randi's other behavior. She'd claimed if word got
out she and Howard had been caught in bed together—before
the wedding—her father's chances of becoming governor
would be seriously affected. It was all her fault. Randi bowed
her head, settled her trembling fingers in her lap.
"Well, it's gonna get cold if you don't dig in," Ma said,
breaking the silence around the table.