Being with Her (9 page)

The rest of the day we just hang around the house cause Paige felt 'icky' – her words not mine. For dinner that afternoon Paige didn't want anything big to eat. "How about I go into town and grab little one a Happy Meal and us some sandwiches and soup? You need to try to eat something. I'll take Addy with me and you can go lay down." I kiss her forehead and pick Addy up, taking her with me out to get dinner. I wonder if and when she will find out if this is a new life we've started together or if it's just her stress.

After I brush my teeth, I go lay down on Gavin's bed. I don't know what's wrong with me. At first I thought it was my nerves and still might be but I'm now nervous for a whole new reason. I didn't get my period last week and chalked that up to stress, too. I so don't want this to be happening to me again. Gavin said that we will figure it out but I worry that if I am he will leave for sure. He's already having to deal with my other shit.

I must have dozed off ’cause next thing I know Gavin is laying next to me fast asleep. I look over at the clock and it’s eleven. I can't believe I fell asleep. I move, snuggling closer to Gavin and notice he is only wearing his boxers. I'm also missing my jeans. I guess he pulled them off without me realizing it. He sleeps hard so I rise out of bed and walk into the room next to his and Addy is fast asleep in the middle of the bed. I tip toe back into his room and remove the t-shirt he left on me. I climb back into bed and snuggle back against him feeling his warmth. I groan ’cause my stomach is either hungry or getting upset again. He must have felt or heard me ’cause he shifts and wraps his arm around me.

"You were out when we got back home and I couldn't wake you. You looked so peaceful." He kisses my forehead.

"Yeah, I was pretty tired. I think I'm hungry or getting sick again. I can feel it." I say holding my stomach. "Thanks for keeping Addy and putting her to bed while I slept."

"She was great. We watched some cartoons and ate. Let me get you some crackers." He gets up and wanders out of the room just as I feel the need to dry heave again. I jump up and run into the bathroom.

"Paige ... baby, where are you?" He wanders into the bathroom, sitting the crackers down and getting another rag for me.

"In here," I say, wiping my face with the washcloth he hands me.

"You want a bath? You can relax," he asks as he begins to fill up the tub.

"Will you take one with me?" I pout.

He chuckles. "I will if you brush those teeth again," he jokes.

I laugh. "Deal." After I brush I climb into the tub and look over at Gavin standing there. "Whatcha waiting for?"

"I haven't taken a bath since I was five." He shoves his boxers down, stepping out of them. His body is magnificent, all hard ridges and planes.

"I'll make sure it's one you won't forget," I say, leaning forward as he sits down behind me, pulling my back to his front. He wraps his arms around me and starts to pinch my nipples between his fingers. I moan and wiggle my butt against his hard-as-stone erection. He lowers his hand down between my legs and starts to rub up and down between my lips. He pulls one of my legs over the side of the tub, opening me up to his ministrations to my pussy. I moan as he slides two fingers inside my slick warmth.

"You're so fucking sexy," he says, stroking in and out of my heat. I raise my other leg and prop it on the other side ’cause it feels so good as he fucks me with his fingers. He rubs my bud a few times and I'm grinding against his hand. I can feel myself about to break. Just as he licks up my neck and bites down on my ear I explode. I moan out his name. "I fucking love to watch and listen to your orgasms." He tenderly continues to stroke my pussy.

Once my breathing regulates, I turn around and he's smiling. "You are such a fucking turn on when you come," he says as I crash my lips to his. I grab his cock and stroke it with both hands as he rises out of the water and sits on the side of the tub. I fist his cock in my hand as I inhale it into my mouth. I suck him with as much presto as I can while I jerk him off. His hands are fisted in my hair and then he pulls me from his cock so I climb over him. I'm straddling him and he impales inside me. Using his arms as leverage on each side, he continues to pump in and out of me by the raising of his hips. My knees are killing me, but it feels so damn good too. I feel myself tighten around his beautiful cock and suddenly he grabs my waist and stills inside me as he groans his release. We're both panting and I lick up and down his neck and over to his jaw to his lips. I deepen the kiss, sucking on his tongue and I can feel his cock jerk inside me.

After several moments I lift myself off him and smile at him. "How's that for a nice bath?"

He laughs. "Best bath ever." We both lower ourselves down into the water to wash one another's bodies off.

We towel off and lay in bed, both naked and sated from our supposed-to-be relaxing bath. I nibble on the crackers as he runs his fingers through my hair. "I love you," I whisper.

"I love you more." He kisses my head.

**

We take Addy to the zoo on Saturday and she loves it. While we are having our picnic, I look up and across the way is Doug and a few of his friends. He knows it's us because he's laughing with his friends looking straight at us. Or me in particular. Gavin's talking with Addy about some animal, so I elbow Gavin and he looks over to where I'm staring.

"Great ... what's the chances of him being here? Coincidence? I think not." Gavin is pissed. Luckily Addy is oblivious to everything except her peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

"Well, well, well ... aren't we a perfect family. Whose kid?" Doug says and his buddies chuckle.

"What do you want, Doug?" Gavin stands up and steps in front of me and Addy.

"You know what I want," Doug smirks and winks at me.

"I already told you, Doug, you're a friend and you need to leave us alone." I stand up and Addy continues to eat her sandwich.

"I see she looks just like you except the eyes. But they’re not his eyes," he says, pointing at Gavin.

Gavin steps toward Doug. "You need to leave before I call security."

"Calm down, Professor, we’re going," Doug says, backing away.

Addy takes that moment to pay attention. "That Pizeeea man." She points at Doug. He crouches down, not caring that Gavin is threatening with security.

"Hey, I know your momma," he says, holding out his hand. Before Addy can take it, Gavin lifts him by his shirt to his feet. "I know, I'm going. I'll see ya in class, Paige." He winks again and walks away with his friends, laughing.

Gavin is steaming. "Its fine, he's just trying to get a rise out of you." I rub Gavin's back trying to calm him down.

"He's pissing me off. I can't watch you while you're in class with that fucker. I don't trust him. And now he's trying to talk to Addy. He's not getting near either of you." He starts to pace back and forth.

"It's fine, I promise. Just come sit back down and eat." We finish our lunch and let Addy see a few more animals before calling it a day.

**

Addy goes down early for bed because she had such an exciting day with no nap. We sit around watching TV until Gavin gets a call that he takes in his office. I wonder what that was about. I feel like I need to make him feel better. I know exactly what he likes to feel better, which is my body. So I grab the can of whipped cream and head back into his bedroom. I turn some music on to set the mood and I quickly undress ’cause I don't know how long his call will keep him. I lay out on his bed and spray the whipped cream over both of my breasts and down on my bare pussy. He said he loves a pussy sundae. I roll the can off the bed making sure not to mess my creation up.

I look over at the doorway and he's standing there licking his lips. "You know me so well. My pussy sundae is waiting on me." He walks over to me and to my surprise he has several scarves in his hand.

"You've had a bad day. I wanted you to have a little Paige dessert." I giggle as he grabs one of my hands. "What are you doing?" He begins to tie each of my wrists with the scarves while attaching them to his bedposts.

"Having my dessert ... tied up." He smiles before lowering his mouth to a breast and licking the cream off. "YUM, that's good." He walks and ties the same to both of my ankles. I'm getting nervous but moan when he dips his finger into my pussy and swirls around the cream. He licks his finger. "That tastes even better."

He uses the last scarf to cover my eyes with. "I don't know, Gavin, I need to see and feel you."

"You'll feel me, just wait," he says as the bed dips between my legs. "You are every man's fantasy right here, right now. And you’re all mine." I feel him move his fingers up and down and rubbing all around on my pussy. I moan. He first licks each of my nipples, swirling his tongue around them. Sex with Gavin has always been fantastic but this is off-the-charts fantastic. Using only my sense of touch, I can feel more desire than I already do for this man I love. I begin to thrash as I feel him slip his tongue into my core. My legs want to move but can't. My hips buck up as he continues to lick and suck and rub my clit. I scream out his name as I jerk back and forth.

He chuckles as he gets off the bed. I hear his clothes rustle and feel him untie my ankles. He rubs them as he climbs back on the bed between my legs. "Are you ready to be fucked royally, baby?" He rubs the head of his cock along my opening.

I moan. "Yes Gavin ... Fuck my hot pussy." I can't believe the words coming out of my mouth. He does this to me.

He chuckles. "You got it." He slams into me and I wrap my legs around him. I move with him the best I can since my arms are still pulled up above me and my eyes still covered. He rips off my blindfold and as my eyes refocus I can see him sucking on my nipples as he fiercely slams into me. He pulls both legs up around his neck and rubs my clit making every nerve go off like the fourth of July. I grab a hold of the scarves still tied to the bed for some sort of leverage. I moan his name and he has one final thrust and empties inside my body. Once the stars I keep seeing are gone, I realize he's untied my arms so I wrap them around him and he lowers his mouth to my ear whispering 'I love you' to me. We both fall asleep with his head pressed into my neck and still buried inside me. Here we did it again ... no condom. UHHHH!!

**

Next morning I can feel him growing inside me as he starts to slowly move in and out. I peek open my eyes and grin. "Ready for another round?" I wrap myself around him as he begin to thrust and then instantly stills. We looks over and Addy is walking toward us rubbing her eyes. He immediately pulls out and I laugh.

"Gavin, I hungry," Addy says when she gets closer.

Gavin looks panicked. "Okay, pumpkin, go grab your baby and I'll be right there." She runs out of the room. He looks down at me. "That was close." He kisses my mouth pressing his tongue in to rub against mine. I moan, wrapping my legs around him again, lifting my hips to get him inside me again. "No way ... get off me, lady." He chuckles, jumping out of bed, grabbing his boxers and a pair of sweats, his cock still standing at attention.

"Are you sure?" I lower the blanket and start to play with my nipples.

He moans. "Stop, you’re being a bad girl. I want to fuck you so bad right now." He grabs himself and strokes through his sweats. He walks to the door and locks it. I crawl down the bed where he is and move his hand so I can stick my hand into his pants stroking his hot length. I lower his sweats and lick his shaft and he reaches down and begins stroking between my legs. I moan, spreading my legs open to better feel his fingers. Just as I'm about to suck him fuller into my mouth, Addy knocks on the door and yells, 'It’s lock, Momma'. We both laugh and he pulls his sweats up and walks to the door. He waits until I disappear into the bathroom to go and join Addy. I can hear her ask him, 'What you do, Gavin?' He chuckles and tells her, 'Nothing'. She takes that answer ’cause she’s almost two and really doesn't care what is going on.

After dressing in a tank and a pair of his boxers, I meet them in the kitchen for, once again, pancakes ’cause that is what Addy always wants. She's sitting at the breakfast bar on her knees, smiling. "Momma, my cakes."

"Yeah, baby, they good?" I kiss her forehead. She nods, continuing to dunk them into her syrup. I walk over to Gavin at the stove and reach around his front to stroke him.

He groans. "What's gotten into you, baby?"

I whisper in his ear, "You’re irresistible to me." I nip his earlobe and walk away. He groans. I look back and his eyes are glazed over watching me walk away.

**

Week starts off normally and I still haven't gotten my period. I continue to have the dreaded toilet visits and I fear the worst. Doug does his best throughout the week to talk to me but I avoid him as much as possible. Bobby’s been missing since our last talk and I fear he is planning a visit or something. It's Thursday and after I have dry heaved for the second time tonight I grab the pregnancy test I picked up earlier in the week. I go to do my business on the stick and wait my three minutes. I pace around until the time is up and go over and look at it and, just like I suspected, two pink lines. I begin to cry and cry. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know what Gavin is going to say. I decide to give it a little time and hold off on telling my news.