April Raintree
April
Raintree
Beatrice Culleton
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WINNIPEG ⢠CANADA
© 1984, 1992 by Beatrice Culleton
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April Raintree
is a revised edition of In
Search of April Raintree
first published in 1983 by Pemmican Publications.
All the characters in this novel are fictional and ant resemblance to any person, living or dead, is purely coincidental
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In memory of my sisters,
Vivian and Kathy
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I would like to take this opportunity to thank those people who have read
In Search of April Raintree
and to thank those people who encouraged me to adapt the original book so that
April Raintree
would be suitable for high school study. I have appreciated the support, the encouragement, and the willingness of those who have opened their minds and their hearts to gain a better understanding of April and Cheryl.
I would like to give special thanks to Associate Chief Judge Murray C. Sinclair, for his advice and assistance. And, of course, my appreciation goes out to all my families.
With love and affection,
Beatrice Mosionier Culleton
The theme of
APRIL RAINTREE
, simply stated, is a young woman's search for her identity. That the central character is a young Metis woman in a contemporary Canadian urban setting draws us into a much larger storyâthe story of the Metis.
Through introducing us to April and Cheryl Raintree and drawing us into their search for identity, Beatrice Culleton helps us to discover and appreciate the Metis people, and the struggles which are unique to them. Historically, the Metis of the Red River evolved a distinct culture, separate from, yet embracing values derived from their aboriginal and European roots. The Metis emerged as an important political force in the west in the mid-nineteenth century. For a variety of reasons, the Metis people were dispersed and their political and economic strength declined. Today, aware of the importance of regaining their own self-determination, the Metis are continuing to work towards re-establishing their unique place in Canadian society.
Through her characterization of two young sisters who are removed from their family, Beatrice Culleton poignantly illustrates the difficulties which many Native people face in maintaining a positive self-identity. For many, the difficulties are compounded by poverty, and by the larger societies' misunderstanding and negative perception of Native people. A strong sense of self-identity is a prerequisite to self-determination.
Passionately written, this story has an immediacy which cannot help but affect the reader.
Joyce Carlson
Memories. Some memories are elusive, fleeting, like butterflies that touch down and are free until caught. Others are haunting. You would rather forget them but they will not be forgotten. And some are always there. No matter where you are, they are there, too. I always felt most of my memories were better left untouched but now I think it's best to go back in my life before I go forward. Last month, April 18th, I celebrated my twenty-fourth birthday. That's still young but I feel so old.
My father, Henry Raintree, was of mixed blood, a little of this, a little of that and a whole lot of Indian. My sister, Cheryl, who was 18 months younger than me, had inherited his looks: black hair, dark brown eyes which turned black when angry, and brown skin. There was no doubt they were both of Indian ancestry. My mother, Alice, on the other hand, was part Irish and part Ojibway. My name is April Raintree and like her, I had pale skin, not that it made any difference when we were living as a family. We lived in Norway House, a small northern Manitoba town, before my father contracted tuberculosis. Then we moved to Winnipeg. I used to hear him talk about T.B. and how it had caused him to lose everything he had worked for. Both my Mom and Dad always took this medicine and I always thought it was because of T.B. Although we moved from one run-down house to another, I remember only one, on Jarvis Avenue. And of course, we were always on welfare. I knew that from the way my Dad used to talk. Sometimes he would put himself down and sometimes he counted the days till he could walk down to the place where they gave out cheques and food stamps.
It seemed to me that after the welfare cheque days, came the medicine days. That was when my parents would take a lot of medicine and it always changed them. Mom, who was usually quiet and calm, would talk and laugh in a loud obnoxious way, and Dad, who already talked and laughed a lot, and loudly, just got clumsier. The times they took the medicine the most were the times when many other grown-ups would come over and drink it with them. To avoid these people, I would take Cheryl into our tiny bedroom, close the door and put my box of old rusted toys in front of the door. Along with the aunties and uncles out there, there were strange men and they would start yelling and sometimes they would fight, right in our small house. I would lay in my cot, listening to them knocking things over and bumping into walls. Sometimes they would crash into our door and I would become scared stiff, even though I knew Mom and Dad were out there with them. It always took a long time before I could get to sleep.
There were days when they came with their own children. I didn't much like these children either, for they were sullen and cranky and wouldn't talk or play with us or else they were aggressive bullies who only wanted to fight us. Usually, their faces were dirty, their noses were runny and I was sure they had done âit' in their pants because they smelled terrible. If they had to stay the night, I would put our blankets on the floor for them, stubbornly refusing to share our cot with them. Once Mom had let a little girl sleep with us and during the night she had wet the bed. It had been a long time before the smell went away.
My mother didn't always drink that medicine, not as much as my father did. That's when she would clean the house, bake, do the laundry and the sewing. If she was really happy, she would sing us songs and at night she would rock Cheryl to sleep. But that was one kind of happiness that didn't come often enough for me. To prolong that mood in her, I would help her with everything, chattering away in desperation, lest my own silences would push her back into her normal remoteness. My first cause for vanity was that out of all the houses of the people we knew, my mother kept the cleanest house. She would tell her friends that it was because she was raised in a residential school and then worked as a housekeeper for the priest in her home town.
Cheryl and I usually woke up before our parents so I would tend to Cheryl's needs. I would feed her whatever was available, then wash and dress her in clean clothes. Weather permitting, we would then go off to the park, which was a long walk, especially on hot summer days. Our daily routine was dictated by our hunger pangs and by daylight. Darkness brought out the boogeymen and Dad told us what they did to little children. I liked all of Dad's stories, even the scary ones because I knew that Cheryl and I were always safe in the house.
It was very rare when Mom would go downtown to the department stores where they had ride-on stairs. Mom didn't like going shopping. I guess it was because sometimes people were rude to her. When that happened, Mom would get a hurt look in her eyes and act apologetic. One day, I didn't notice any of that because that day I saw my first black person. I was sure he was a boogeyman and wondered how come he wandered around so easily, as if nothing was wrong. I watched him and he stopped at the watch counter. Since Mom and Cheryl were nearby and there were a lot of other people close enough, I went over to him. My voice was very shaky as I asked him, “Mr. Boogeyman, what do you do with the children you catch?”
“What's that?” his voice seemed to rumble from deep within him and when he turned to look at me, I thought he had the kindest eyes I'd ever seen. Maybe, though, they changed at night. Right now, they twinkled with humor. No, he couldn't be bad.
“Nothing,” I said and walked back to my mother's side.
When winter came, we didn't go to the park anymore. There was plenty to do with the snow around our house. Sometimes Mom would come out and help us build our snowmen and our houses. One December, we all went downtown to watch the Santa Claus parade. That was such a thrilling, magical day for me. After that, we went to visit an aunt and uncle where Cheryl and I feasted on the most delicious cake ever, stuffed ourselves with fruit and we each drank about three cups of hot chocolate. Then we walked home. Dad threw snowballs at Mom for a bit before he carried our sleepy-eyed Cheryl in his arms. I was enchanted by the colored Christmas lights and decorations in the store windows. Set against the sparkling imitation snow, the windows looked like doorways to wonderful white fantasies. I think that was the best day ever, mostly because Mom and Dad laughed for real.
Not long after that, many people came to our house to drink the medicine and in the beginning they all sounded cheerful and happy. Mom and Dad let us stay up for a while and we sang Christmas songs. But after we had gone to bed, they started their yelling and even the women were angrily shouting. One woman was loudly wailing and it sounded like she'd gotten smacked a few times.
In the middle of the night when everything had been quiet for a while, I got up to go to the toilet. There were people sprawled all over the place, sleeping and snoring. I carefully stepped over one who was sleeping across the doorway. He grumbled and moved and I quickly jumped away from him, thinking he might try to reach out for me. Once in the kitchen, I saw my Dad sleeping on the bare floor, still in his clothes. I wondered why, so I went to their bedroom. When I put the light switch on, I saw my mother in bed and she was kissing a strange man. I guess she realized that someone was in the room and she sat up. She squinted from the sudden light and she looked both dizzy and scared but when she saw that it was only me, she hissed at me, “Get out of here!”
I forgot about having to go to the toilet and went back to my bed. I tried to figure everything out but I couldn't.
A few days later, I was sitting on my Dad's lap and Mom was doing the laundry. A woman came to visit but then it became an argument. She was shouting terrible names and she began to push my mother around. Meanwhile Dad just watched them and laughed, and even egged them on. To me this was all so confusing. I just knew that Mom shouldn't have kissed someone else; my Dad shouldn't have slept on the floor; and right now, Dad ought to be trying to protect Mom, not finding the whole thing amusing. I squirmed off Dad's lap, walked over to that woman and kicked her as hard as I could, yelling for her to leave Mom alone. I heard Dad laughing even louder. But it worked because the strange woman left.