Always and Forever (19 page)

“I’ll check you out before I go away to college,” he told her. They talked for a few minutes and she watched him head toward his car. Now, days later, Melissa could really shrug off the last vestiges of yearning, and refocus her energy on the evening ahead.

There was a knock at her door and Jory breezed in, her green eyes dancing. “All set?”

“What do you think?” Melissa twirled, showing off the jacket, white pleated skirt, and white pumps.

“Preppy,” Jory said, then added with an impish smile, “but on you, it’s sensational.”

“You look different,” Melissa observed, scrutinizing her friend from head to toe. Jory’s standard funky look had been replaced by polished sophistication. Her dress was simple, but elegant, the green perfect for her auburn hair. Her usual wild shade of nail polish had been exchanged for a soft shade of apricot.

Self-consciously, Jory dropped her gaze. “I decided it was time for a new image. Even Peter Pan had to grow up.”

“I’ll bet Michael will approve.”

“Do you think so?”

Jory asked the question so quickly and with such eagerness that Melissa intuitively reached out and squeezed her friend’s hands. “Let’s go dazzle him with our combined beauty. I’ll bet he and Mom are waiting for our grand entrance right now.”

Jory hung back slightly. “In a minute. First, I want to give you a present.”

Melissa noticed the small bag Jory was holding. Surprised, she asked, “For me? What is it?”

“Close your eyes.” Melissa obeyed, more excited than curious. “Okay, open them.”

Jory held a wig, a fall of hair that was rich and black and incredibly long. Melissa stared, open-mouthed. “Oh, Jory … ”

“It’s
real
hair, Melissa,” Jory began to babble. “I sent for it ages ago, through a salon in New York that specializes in only the finest. I sent them pictures of you and had them make up the hairpiece just for you. It’s just like your real hair, don’t you think, Melissa? I
insisted that it had to be perfect. Tell me you like it. Tell me you’ll wear it.”

Mesmerized, Melissa reached out and touched the hair, sifting it through her fingers. Tears gathered on her lashes. “I-It must have cost a fortune … ”

Jory dismissed her remark with an impatient wave. “It’s my money and I can spend it however I like.”

Unable to take her eyes off the hair, Melissa whispered. “Help me put it on.”

In moments the switch was accomplished and Melissa could only stare in the mirror at the reborn image of herself. I-I’d almost forgotten … ” She gathered a fistful of the hair and rolled it through her fingers, feeling the luxurious weight of it, the silkiness of it on her skin. It hung to her waist and she tossed her head to feel the way it brushed her shoulders and flowed down her back. She caught Jory’s eyes in the mirror and turned toward her. “Thank you.”

Jory blinked, haphazardly running her forefinger beneath an eye. “Don’t want to smear my mascara,” she mumbled, shifting nervously from foot to foot.

Without a word, Melissa slipped her arms around Jory and hugged her tightly, not caring that she herself was crying and probably ruining her own carefully applied makeup. “It’s the most beautiful gift I’ve ever been given. I love you, Jory Delaney.”

“Oh, Melissa, I love you, too. You’re my best friend. My
best.”

Melissa might never have let Jory go, except for a rap on her door and Michael’s muffled, impatient voice. “Aren’t you two ready yet? We’re going to be late if you don’t light a fire under yourselves.”

“Cool out. We’re coming,” Melissa said. Both
girls quickly touched up their makeup, then Melissa opened the door with an exaggerated flair. “Good grief, Michael, I can tell time and we’re not late.”

When he saw her he stared, shocked. “It’s a gift from Jory,” she told him.

He looked at Jory, standing timidly behind Melissa, who stepped aside. “You did this for Melissa?” he asked.

Jory tilted her head, her expression caught between defiance and desperation. “Why not? What are friends for?”

Michael’s hand drifted up to touch Jory’s cheek. “Thank you,” he said. He tipped her chin upward and with incredible tenderness said again, “Thank you, Jory.” She blushed, staring into Michael’s eyes, unable to speak.

Reluctantly Melissa broke the spell. “Are we ready?”

Michael stepped away from Jory and took Melissa’s hand. “Mom’s waiting in the car.”

Melissa’s heart swelled, and she was filled with joy. “Last one out buys milk shakes for everyone after the match,” she called. “Chocolate!”

She bounded out of the room and down the stairs, her hair chasing behind her. It caught the lamp glow and sparkled like starlight in the night.

FROM
Too Young to Die

Or maybe she should explore her feelings about her family and friends. About how much she cared about them, and how precious they’d become during her illness. And what about life once she got out of the hospital? Would she be normal again? Who would ask her for a date? Who would ever kiss her or want her? Melissa sighed and thumbed through the blank pages.
Sixteen is too young to die
, she thought. She tossed the book aside, knowing that she had a lot to say and no earthly idea of how to say it.

FROM
Goodbye Doesn’t Mean Forever

“People don’t get what they deserve—good or bad. Life isn’t always so logical.”

“The rain falling on the just and unjust?” Jory asked.

“Yes, but regardless, we still have one very real thing going for us. We have hope, and I think that’s what separates us from the rest of creation. We get to hold on to hope … hope for things not seen.”

Jory was moved by Mrs. Austin’s faith and she wondered if she’d ever feel that way herself. Would she ever come to accept gracefully what she couldn’t understand or change?

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“Jory Delaney, you can’t be serious! What do you mean you don’t want to go to Europe with your father and me next month?”

“Mother, please, give me a break. School starts at the end of August. You won’t be back by then and I can’t miss the start of my senior year. Besides, I don’t feel like exploring ruins and visiting a bunch of moldy castles.” Jory faced her mother across the glass-topped table on their patio next to the pool. Her breakfast lay cold and untouched, and butter melted in a crystal dish in the rapidly warming Florida morning.

“Well, that’s the silliest thing I’ve ever heard.” Mrs. Delaney tossed her pink linen napkin onto the colored flagstones and pushed her chair backward, making it screech. “You have the opportunity of a lifetime here, and you’re throwing it away. Missing your first week of school can’t be that big a deal.”

“Well, it is to me.”

Mrs. Delaney dismissed Jory’s words with a flip of her hand. “Your father and I work very hard. This is the first non-working vacation we’ve planned in years and you don’t want to go. That is such an insult.”

Jory gritted her teeth, biting back the hot words she longed to throw at her elegant blond mother.
Sure, mother
, she thought sarcastically.
Just a cozy little family threesome
. After all the years they’d shuttled off on their real estate deals, leaving Jory under the care of some anonymous housekeeper, now they wanted her to drop everything and take off with them.

“You and Daddy go to Europe, Mother. I’ll be perfectly happy to stay here and start school on time. And I’m sure Mrs. Garcia will see to it that I don’t starve to death.” She emphasized her retort with a toss of auburn curls.

“Well, don’t worry. We will.” Mrs. Delaney said coolly.

“Fine. Then it’s settled.”

Silence hung between mother and daughter. The bright blue water of the pool sparkled with the sun. On the far side of
the
patio a sprinkler spun, tossing water over boxwood and summer flowers. “Jory, your refusal really burns me up. You won’t be but a week late in starting school if you come with us. What’s a week compared to a monthlong tour of Europe?”

It wasn’t over
. “I told you,” Jory said with an exasperated sigh. “Europe and old castles and quaint cottages aren’t my idea of a good time.”

“And just what is? Going to public high school with a bunch of riffraff? Honestly, Jory, we’d send you to Tampa’s best private school if you’d say the word. And Briarwood School for Young Women doesn’t start classes until after Labor Day, so that
would you give you plenty of time to get home before school begins if that’s what’s stopping you from coming.”

“The word is no, Mother. I
like
Lincoln High.” She stabbed a strawberry from a selection of fresh fruit arranged on a crystal platter. She didn’t want her mother to dredge up that old argument about Jory’s choice of public over private school.

“Your father and I have worked very hard for all this.” Mrs. Delaney gestured around the patio and yard, which were carefully secluded behind an eight-foot security fence. “Money is security, Jory—not a curse. You certainly have enjoyed its benefits so far. A new convertible, the latest fashions, a home in the most exclusive area of Tampa …”

Unable to stand her mother’s count-your-blessings-speech one more time, Jory jumped up. “I’m going for a swim.” She tugged at the French-cut leg of the green suit that hugged her body like a latex glove.

“It’s that Austin girl, isn’t it?” Her mother’s accusatory tone caused Jory to stop short. “Ever since she came down with cancer last year, that’s all you’ve been concerned about.”

Jory suddenly became calm and said, “Melissa Austin is my best friend and has been since the fifth grade. And yes, I’m concerned about her. Even though her leukemia is in remission, she isn’t cured. She’s the bravest person I’ve ever known.” Jory wanted to say more. She wanted to remind her mother that it was Melissa who opened her home to
Jory over the years when her own parents had been too busy earning money to be available. In some ways, Jory even thought of Mrs. Austin as her second mother.

Mrs. Delaney arched one perfectly shaped eyebrow and tapped long manicured red fingernails against the glass tabletop. “Loyalty is an admirable quality,” she said, “but there’s more at stake here than old friends and returning to high school on time, isn’t there? Face it, Jory, you aren’t exactly headed toward scholastic immortality in your schoolwork. Have you followed up on any of those college applications your father wanted you to?”

“No.”

“And why not? Most of your friends have already finished their applications and you haven’t even started. Once you graduate next June, just what do you plan to do with yourself?”

Jory tipped her chin, her green eyes as cool and hard as her mother’s diamond rings. “Maybe I’ll run off with the gardener and get married.”

“That’s not funny, Jory. You have money—lots of it in a trust fund. You’re seventeen and without purpose or direction. If you won’t choose a college and you refuse to go to Europe this summer, what are you going to do? We won’t have you sitting around when there’s so much at stake in your future.”

Jory was so angry she was shaking, but she knew that she couldn’t speak rationally. Her mother rose in one fluid motion, her floor-length silk lounging robe billowing around her. “That was an unnecessary
and tacky comment about marrying the gardener. Use some discretion. Don’t make people gossip. We have an image to maintain in Tampa, you know.”