A Deeper Shade of Bad (6 page)

He
laughed, “Don’t apologize I just don’t know how much you are supposed to
bleed,” He said and rolled me over.

I
smiled up at him, “I really liked that.”

He
smiled, “I did to, it was the best sex I have ever had. I was fighting my
release every time you made a noise,” he said and stroked my hair.

I
smiled, “You don’t have to lie but it was the best for me” I said amused.

He
laughed, “What’s sad is it’s true.” He stood up and picked me up, “We are going
to take a bath; you are going to be sore. I could feel you tear.”

I
snuggled into him and he carried me up to his room. He sat me on the ledge of
the counter while he started the bath. There was blood everywhere which was
kind of embarrassing but he didn’t seem to care. He started the shower, “Rinse
off and then we will get in the bath.”

I
got in and he followed me in. We rinsed the blood off then stepped out. He
lowered the lights and there were candles he had lit all around the tub. I
slipped in and the water stung my delicate skin but it felt good and it was
full of bubbles.

He
left me for a minute then came back in with champagne. “To celebrate the best
sex in the world,” He said and poured us each a glass then slid in next to me.

I
laughed as I accepted the glass from him. “You have a very nice cock by the
way” I said playfully.

He
laughed, “I think you are what made that event good. I would have went just
listening to you scream. That’s not how it’s supposed to go by the way,” He
said eyeing me.

I
smiled, “Tell me how it was supposed to go then?” I asked and wrapped my arms
around his neck.

“Well
we weren’t supposed to have sex; that was no way to lose your virginity. Second
you aren’t supposed to tell me what to do, I’m supposed to tell you.”

I
smiled, “Well if you want to stop me from giving you directions you may want to
gag me next time,” I said playfully.

His
eyes sparkled; “Oh I will,” he said and kissed me.

I
felt him getting hard under me and I sat on him so he slid inside me. It stung
but I could handle it. I knew what reward was at the end. I moved on him and he
watched me his eyes half open. “You have to be sore,” He said as I moved.

I
smiled “A little pain never killed anyone” I said and moved more aggressively
when it started to feel really good.

He
was gripping the sides of the bath tub to hold himself still. Water was a poor lubricant,
but it still felt too good to stop. “Yes, oh Alex,” I moaned and buried my face
in his shoulder. I cried out and rode him, he watched me and his breathing was
ragged. I knew he was close.

He
closed his eyes and cussed and I felt him release inside me. I laid against him
in no hurry for him to be out of me. It felt so good. I wanted to stay like
this.

“I’ve
never had sex like this,” He said softly.

“What
do you mean?” I asked keeping my eyes closed and holding him.

“I
would only do girls from behind. They weren’t allowed to sit on me like this. I
would never go down on a woman like I have you. You were the first girl I ever
went down on, the first girl I haven’t worn a condom with, and the first girl I
fucked face to face.” He looked a little confused and unsure. Maybe he was
rethinking everything.

I
felt a slight bit of panic at the thought but I pushed it away. “What about
Elaine?”

“I
never did anything like this with her, it was one of the reasons she left, she
said I couldn’t be intimate and she didn’t like that” He said quietly.

“I
will do whatever you want,” I said still holding him. I didn’t really believe
in love happening so quickly until I met him. I worried I was reading too much
into our relationship because of my lack of experience.

He
laughed, “I think it has been the other way around,” He said and made me look
at him. “I’m in love with you” He said softly.

I
felt like the wind had been knocked out of me. He just told me something he
probably never told any other girl and he was in his thirties. “I think I love
you to” I said and traced his jaw with my finger.

He
kissed me gently and wrapped his arms around me, “You have to stay with me, you
can’t leave when the summer is over,” He said sounding desperate.

I
smiled, “I can find a college here.”

He
looked relieved, “Good, I will help you start looking,” He said smiling.

“Let’s
go get dinner,” he said and stood up.

I
followed him out and went to my room so I could get dressed. I picked a pretty
blue dress and black heals. I wore my hair down and put on light makeup. I
walked back to his room when I was done. He was sitting on the bed buckling his
cufflinks and staring off into space.

I
smiled at him, “What are you thinking about?” I asked walking toward him. He
said he loved me. I never imagined what it would feel like. It was the best
feeling in the world.

He
smiled at me, “Different things, are you ready?”

I
nodded; “Can we bring Jake, he’s my best friend and I want you to meet him when
you are in a good mood.”

He
smiled, “Yes we can.”

I
text Jake to be ready and he text back that he would be. We drove the short
distance to the apartment and Jake was outside smoking. He came over and hugged
me then climbed into the back seat. “I see you guys made up.”

“Yes,
it was just a misunderstanding,” I said smiling at him.

“So
you are her best friend?” Alex asked.

“Since
the third grade.” Jake said grinning.

“That’s
a long time, are you here for long?”

“Nope
going home tomorrow, I have my own boy toy I have to get back to.”

They
talked while Alex drove to a classy restaurant. The place had valet parking and
I took Alex’s hand and Jake made crude gestures. I rolled my eyes and we went
inside.

Alex
ordered a bottle of wine and we all talked and enjoyed dinner. Alex excused
himself to use the bathroom. “Oh my god if you don’t marry him I will,” Jake
said fanning himself.

I
laughed, “Don’t be ridiculous.”

“I’m
serious that is some quality man right there,” He said grinning.

“When
am I going to meet your man?” I had heard enough about him, I figured I would
get to meet him sometime.

“Soon,
he is kind of shy.” He said smiling.

Alex
came back and ordered another bottle of wine. Jake and I drank most of it
because Alex was driving. After we finished the bottle off we decide to go back
to Alex’s. Alex pulled into the garage and we all went into the house.

“This
is nice,” Jake said and smiled as he looked around.

“It’s
late I can show you your room,” Alex said walking toward the stairs.

Jake
smiled and followed Alex up the stairs. After about ten minutes Alex came back
down and smiled at me. “He’s friendly when he is drunk.”

I
laughed, “I’m sure he is.”

He
came up to me and kissed me pinning me to the counter. I was slightly drunk and
I think he took advantage of that. He kissed me aggressively my lips ached from
his hungry kisses. His mouth moved to my neck; kissing, nipping, and biting. My
body surged with heat, it felt so good. His hands went under my dress and he
slid my panties down. I fumbled with his button and fly on his pants. His hard
cock sprang free and I wrapped my hand around it earning a moan of pleasure. He
picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him allowing him to slide inside me.
We kissed aggressively as he made slow deliberate thrusts. I stifled cries as
my body went into an orgasm, he came seconds after me. He set me on the counter
and buried his face in my neck. He was panting, “Amelia you are going to kill
me.”

“You
aren’t that old,” I said playfully.

“If
you think about it I could be your father, I’m thirty five; you are eighteen.”

I
smiled; “I want it again,” I said playfully and pulled him toward me. “Maybe
you can take me to the playroom and fuck me from behind.”

“You
know what, I think I can handle that,” He said and I giggled as he led me down
the stairs.

I
undressed and so did he, he put the pants on like usual and then called me over
to him. I was excited to go anticipating what he would do. He led me to the
center of the room and had me get on my knees. He went and got some type of
prop and brought it over with some leather cuffs. It looked like a wedge. He
positioned me over it so my rear was in the air. He cuffed my hands down in
front of me. He went over to the large cabinet and got several things out.

I
was relaxed and ready for whatever he wanted to do to me. He settled behind me
and buried his face between my thighs making me moan. His soft tongue felt good
over my tender skin. He went higher and I sucked in air when he focused on
anus. I was now uncomfortable but it still felt good. I groaned as his finger
went inside my ass making me moan. “You will enjoy this,” He said panting.

I
felt him start massaging me with a cool liquid like he was preparing me. He
stood up and I felt his weight against me as he positioned himself. I cried out
as he began to enter my ass. He felt huge as he pushed. “Relax let me get in”
He said in a strained voice.

I
took a deep breath and relaxed he slid all the way in. I felt my face burn and
I strained against the cuffs. “Oh Alex, I can’t,” I cried overwhelmed.

“You
can, I promise.” His voice was strained with pleasure. He started to move
faster and the feelings were hard to handle. He smacked my ass and I cried out
and it spurred him on.

“Again
please!” I begged and he hit me again and again.

“Fuck
yes!” he cried and grabbed my hair. He yanked my head back by my hair. It was
painful yet exhilarating at the same time. He started smacking my ass again. My
body went into an orgasm and I screamed in ecstasy. “Yes, yes, come on” He
yelled. He released my hair and held my hips and started moving in a frantic
pattern like he was getting ready to lose it. He moaned and filled me with his
release.

He
fell to the ground next to me panting. “Yep, you are going to kill me,” He
moaned. His eyes were closed and his chest was heaving. A thin sheen of sweat
covered his body.

“Are
you ok?” I asked a little concerned but still amused.

“Yes,
I’m just spent. I went more than a man should at one time,” He said as he
rolled to his knees and un-cuffed me.

I
sat in his arms and he kissed my head. “It’s time for bed,” He said and pulled
me toward the giant bed. I laid down and he laid next to me. He covered us with
a velvet blanket and I went to sleep almost immediately.

I
woke up and Alex was grinning down at me, “I know I have wasted you with all
the love making but it’s time to get up and say goodbye to your friend.”

I
groaned and sat up. He handed me a pair of pajama pants and a tank top. I got
dressed while he watched. “Enjoying the scene?” I asked playfully.

“I
have half a mind to not let you out but I think he would get bored,” He said
and smiled.

I
smiled and kissed him then walked upstairs with him following behind. Jake was
at the table drinking coffee. He smiled at me, “Good morning sunshine.”

I
smiled, “Good morning, what time are you leaving?”

“As
soon as one of you takes me to my car.”

I
laughed, “In a hurry?”

“Yes,
I am,” He said and grinned.

“Why
don’t you take him, I have some calls to make,” Alex said and handed me his
key.

I
kissed him and Jake and I left.

“So
the age difference thing isn’t getting in the way?” Jake asked.

“Not
really, at least I don’t think so.”

“He
is fine that’s for sure and rich.” He said smiling.

“I
care more about who he is not how he looks or his money.” It was true, there
was something about Alex that drove me crazy.

“You
mean he has a big dick?” Jake asked looking amused.

My
mouth dropped open in surprise at his bluntness, “No that’s not what I meant,”
I said feeling myself blush.

“He
does though, I can tell by the pajama pants he was wearing,” Jake said and
grinned.

“Stop
eyeing my boyfriend’s package,” I said and laughed.

“Hey
if it’s there then I’m going to look” he said smiling.

We
said our goodbyes and he promised to visit again soon. I missed Jake, it seemed
like it was longer and longer between the times we saw each other.

I
drove back to Alex’s. I went into the kitchen and he was reading the paper. I
wrapped my arms around him and he kissed me. He was freshly showered and I
realized how much I wanted one “I’m going to shower to” I said and walked
upstairs to my room.

The
shower felt nice. I closed my eyes and enjoyed how good it felt. I finally got
out when I was nice and pruney. I dressed in a pretty yellow dress and put my
makeup on.

When
I was done I skipped downstairs. I smiled at Alex, he smiled back, “We need to
leave I want to get there a little early.”

I
nodded and we walked to the car. The drive to his parent’s house was uneventful.
Once we got there I felt a little out of my element. There were so many people
and the place was decorated like you would expect a rich person’s party to be.
Mr. and Mrs. Price hugged me and Alex. I followed Alex most of the time while
he greeted people.

I
got a little annoyed when I saw Elaine come in. She was with an older man that
must have been her husband. Alex excused himself to use the bathroom. When he
came back out Elaine cut him off and hugged him.

He
didn’t make a move to fight it in fact he followed her to another room. I was
beyond pissed so I walked to the kitchen to cool off. There were a couple
people who were catering the party in the kitchen but they ignored me.

“Amy
is everything ok?” Nicky asked coming into the kitchen.

I
smiled weakly, “Ya I just needed a break,” I said quietly.

“Is
this about Elaine?” He asked looking concerned.

I
looked away annoyed, “Maybe” I said softly.

Nicky
walked over to me and touched my face, “Alex can be callous. That’s why I
didn’t understand what you saw in him.”

I
smiled, “I guess I saw what all the other girls see they just don’t realize
what they are looking at.”

Nicky
moved closer to me and I backed up until he had me pinned against the counter,
“I screwed up with you, let’s start over,” He said and touched my face.

I
looked at him unsure about what to do or say. It wasn’t like Alex was concerned
about what I wanted, he was with Elaine. I loved Alex, something about him
drove me crazy. He made me say and do things I never thought of doing. I saw
the kitchen door open and I felt my chest tighten when Alex walked through. He
looked livid, I thought I had seen him angry before but it was nothing compared
to this.

Nicky
stepped away from me and raised his hands. Alex reared back and caught Nicky in
the face with a punch. “Alex no,” I screamed and moved to stop Alex.

He
caught me by my hair and slapped me sending me to the ground. I was dazed as he
advanced on me but Nicky jumped on his back before he reached me. Alex got the
upper hand quickly and was beating Nicky mercilessly.

I
got to my feet and moved toward them, “Alex stop!” I begged and he looked at me
then came at me again. He caught me by my hair, “What the fuck were you doing?”
He yelled.

Before
I could answer Mr. and Mrs. Price hurried in followed by Elaine and others.
“What on earth is going on?” Mrs. Price asked looking at us.

Alex
released my hair and grabbed my hand, “Nothing we are leaving,” He snapped and
pulled me out of the room. He was walking so fast I could barely keep up. He
made it to the car opened the passenger door and shoved me inside.

He
got in the driver’s seat and sped away from the house. “Alex it wasn’t what you
think,” I said watching him. He was gripping the steering wheel and his jaw was
clenched. His phone started ringing and he looked at it. He picked it up,
“Mother I will call you later,” He growled and then listened. “I won’t hurt
her. No, she will be fine. I love you and I’m sorry,” he said and hung up.

“Alex
please listen we were just talking,” I said trying to get him to calm down
before we got home.

“Do
you think I’m a fucking fool Amelia!” he screamed and started beating the
steering wheel.

I
decided I should keep my mouth shut and hope it would blow over. He pulled into
the garage of his house and got out slamming the door making me jump.

He
came to my side and pulled me out of the car. He was not being very
gentlemanly. I let him drag me into the house. He pushed me onto the couch and
went to the bar. I sat there and watched him. My stomach was in knots and I felt
like I did when my grandmother got a call from the school.

“What
were you doing with him?” Alex asked as he leaned on the bar. He refused to
look at me and I was actually happy he wasn’t it would have made speaking
difficult.

“We
were just talking. I went to the kitchen to take a break from all the noise and
he followed me in. He was getting close to me so I backed away. Nothing
happened or was going to happen,” I said quietly.

He
looked at me and I wanted to run and hide. He cussed and threw a bottle that
shattered on the wall not far from me making me flinch. He advance on me and
pulled me to my feet. He smacked me twice then forced me to look at him. “If
you ever let another man touch you I will ruin you and him,” he growled. His
eyes were blazing brown and I wanted to get away from him.

“He
wasn’t touching me like that,” I said quietly trying to stay calm.

“I
don’t want touching at all, I don’t even want him breathing on you,” he growled
jerking me making me wince.

“Alex
you are scaring me,” I said quietly.

He
smiled but it wasn’t a nice smile at all. He picked me up, threw me over his
shoulder, and carried me down the hall toward the playroom. He unlocked the
door and tossed me on the bed. “Undress,” he barked.

“Alex
this is not the time for sex games,” I said quietly. My heart was racing. This
wasn’t the sexy seductive Alex. This was the mean possessive Alex.

“Don’t
call me by my name. You don’t deserve to use my name. Either undress or I will
undress you,” He snapped.

I
sat there trying to be defiant. He disappeared for a few minutes and came back
out in his leather pants. He looked annoyed when he saw I was still dressed. He
came over to me and pulled me to my feet.

I
started to struggle as he went for my dress. He smacked me so hard I fell back
on the bed. He climbed on top of me and started ripping my clothes off. Once I
was completely naked he got off me and walked over to the wall and got a cane.

I
crawled away from him and he caught me by ankle and flipped me on my stomach. I
cried out when he cracked the cane across my back. He did it two more times and
each time it was more painful than the last.

“Please
stop!” I begged as he held me in place.

“Why
should I? You are constantly disobeying me and it is going to stop,” He growled.

“Please
Alex nothing happened,” I cried and struggled against him.

“I’m
going to fuck you now, and you are going to let me,” He whispered.

“Ok,”
I said just glad he wasn’t hitting anymore.

“Stay
where you are,” he ordered and I felt him stand up. I wasn’t going to make him
any madder so I stayed still.

He
climbed back on me and I could feel the soft skin of his erection on my back.
He worked himself inside me and I stayed still and let him do what he wanted.
He wasn’t trying to please me, I could tell that immediately. His thrusts were
hard and quick. Within minutes I felt him release. “Go to your room” he ordered
as he climbed off me.

I
got up and hurried out of the room. I didn’t want to be anywhere near him. My
back was still throbbing where he hit me with the cane. I went up to my room
and climbed into bed. It took me forever to fall asleep. I thought he was going
to come for me every time I heard a noise.