Authors: Janet MacLeod Trotter
âHe walks the long way back from school looking for birds' eggs. He got me this,' the small boy said, cradling the duck egg in his warm, dirty hands. âGeorge won't eat them, but he likes pigeon pie. And he's got a sweet tooth. Likes Mam's fruit pies best.'
âShurr-up,' George growled in embarrassment and aimed a boot at his brother's leg.
Alfred squealed and kicked back. George shoved him, knocking the duck egg from his hands. It splattered over the stone floor. Alfred howled and flew at his older brother, kicking and punching.
Kate intervened, grabbing Alfred round the waist and pushing George away. She was strong-armed and used to separating Jack and Mary from fighting. She stood between them.
âStop it! I'll have no such carry-on while I'm in charge.'
George scowled. âYou're not me mam.'
âNo I'm not.' Kate was sharp. âYour poor mam is lying in there trying to sleep. And while she's laid up, you've got me. So you can like it or lump it. Now start clearing up that mess you've made.' She turned to Alfred, who was crying. âGeorge'll find you another one, kiddar. You get a cloth and help an' all.'
They set about it in sullen silence while Kate got on with tea. By the time Peter came home, they were sat at a cleared table, their hands scrubbed and ready to eat. George had not uttered another word to her, but Alfred could not remain silent for more than a minute and was chattering about frogs and dung beetles.
âSee you're settling in just grand.' Peter's sunburnt face smiled in relief. He wolfed down his tea, grabbed his cap and headed out the door once more. George licked his fingers, pushed back his chair and followed without a word.
She looked at Alfred. âWhere have they gone?'
âTo put the garden to bed,' he said simply.
âOh. How do they do that?'
Alfred considered this a moment. âThey water the plants and shut the hothouse windows.'
âDoes that take long?'
âTill it's dark. Sometimes I'm asleep. Can I gan out now?'
âAye, but not far else I won't know where to find you.'
Kate cleared the table and heated up water to wash the dishes. She found a tin tub and scrubbed them in front of the fire, leaving them to drain on the hearth. For a while she went into the bedroom and sat with her aunt, giving her news from the family and Jarrow. But Lizzie tired quickly and she made her comfortable for the night.
Taking out the chamber pot to empty in the midden, Kate had a yearning to explore her new surroundings in the mellow evening light. But she knew it would be foolish to wander off not knowing her way. Besides, she had Alfred and Lizzie to look after. That was why she was here.
Reluctantly she went in search of the young boy, calling him in for the night. She found him swinging from a low branch of a sycamore tree, his dirty impish face glowing in the twilight. For a moment she was reminded of Jack and had a brief pang of homesickness. But it did not last.
Tonight she would be bedding down on a borrowed truckle bed by the kitchen fire with a cat and a pheasant for company. There would be no Mary digging her in the back with her elbows, or the fear of Father's volatile moods. She would fall asleep knowing she was safe from sudden drunken shouting in the night or being roused from bed to sing for her drink-maddened stepfather.
âHaway, it's time for bed.' She smiled up at Alfred and held out her arms. âTomorrow you can show me all your hiding places.'
The small boy allowed himself to be lifted down.
âAre you going to stay for ever, Cousin Kate?'
âNot for ever.'
âMore than a week?'
âAye, more than a week.'
âGood,' he said, then yawned, his breath warm on her neck. âI like you.'
She kissed his unkempt mop of curls. âI like you an' all,' she smiled and carried him home.
Chapter 5
To Alexander's delight, Lady Ravensworth returned from the South of France the following week.
âIt's far too hot there now and I didn't want to miss the Coronation celebrations,' she told her dinner guests.
âThey say that won't be until August,' Alexander said.
âWe'll have a grand ball and invite the whole county,' she enthused. âYou will stay, won't you?' She put a bejewelled hand on his arm.
âI have business abroad.' Alexander gave a shrug of apology.
âOh, you must stay! Henry, tell him he must,' she called down the long gleaming table to her husband.
âWhat was that?'
She raised her voice almost to a shout. âTell Alex that he can't leave till after the Coronation ball.'
âWhat ball?'
âThe one we're going to have for the King.'
âKin?'
âOh, never mind.' Emma waved her hand with a laugh and turned back to Alexander. âYou'll just have to delay your boring old business trip. It's your patriotic duty to stay. You simply can't leave the country at a time like this.'
âNot even for the Riviera?' Alexander teased.
âI came back, didn't I?' She pouted in mock offence.
âTo everyone's delight,' he smiled.
She laughed and patted his hand. âYou are a terrible charmer. It's time I put my mind to finding you a wife.'
Alexander rolled his eyes. âMy father thinks of nothing else. He's scouring the North of England for someone suitable.'
âOh, how depressing. You don't want suitable. You want someone to match your good looks and your tastes in life. Otherwise you'll be bored in a year.' She raised her voice again. âIsn't that right, Henry? Alex must marry for love.'
âAlexander's getting married? Do we know her?'
âNo, we have to find her first!' Emma laughed. She rose. It was the signal for the other women to retire to the drawing room and leave the men to their port.
Alexander gave a wistful look at the departing group, wishing he could carry on his flirtatious conversation with Lady Ravensworth and her friends rather than talk business or hunting with his aged cousin. But he was content to while away the evening drinking the dark port out of crystal glass in the glittering candlelight of the large dining room with its gilt-edged portraits of his ancestors.
He could string out his business at the estate and the surrounding mines for a couple more weeks and delay his voyage until mid-August. There was a weekly steamer from Newcastle to Gothenburg and he could accomplish his business in Sweden and elsewhere long before the Baltic ports became ice-bound.
In the meantime he would enjoy riding out among the Durham hills and roaming the estate and beyond with his sketch book and pencils. It amused Lady Ravensworth to see his cartoons of her neighbours and his drawings of life around the area; men supping beer in a tap room, children playing with hoops, girls in summer bonnets. That was what intrigued and entertained her. A memory of a young woman stepping out of a cart with a flash of stockinged leg flitted through his mind. Lady Ravensworth would approve of that.
At home, his widowed father thought nothing of his artistic efforts, believing them a waste of productive time.
âYou're a man of business,' he would protest. âYou'll never make a living from paper and paints. Leave that to artists and those leisured folk with nothing better to do.'
But Alexander yearned to be among the leisured; it was in his blood. He daydreamt of being an artist, pictured himself as a highborn aristocrat doing the Grand Tour through Europe and the Levant, painting as he went. Or maybe he would sail to some exotic paradise like Gauguin, live by the warm seas and paint the native people in vivid colours.
After an hour, the men rejoined the women at the far end of the vast drawing room. They were gathered around an elaborately carved fireplace in which a log fire blazed even on this warm summer's evening. Alexander strolled to one of the long windows and gazed out on to the wide terrace and the sweep of lawns beyond. The last blush of dying sun lit the high tops of the beech trees, which cast bulky shadows across the ornamental gardens.
How he loved being here! In his boyhood it had been a place of enchantment. He had distant memories of being brought here as a small child from smoky, dirty Tyneside, where he was living with Liddell cousins after his mother had died. He had kicked and screamed and run away at the end of the visit rather than be taken back to the dingy, damp rectory that was his temporary home.
âWould you like a breath of air?' Lady Ravensworth broke into his reverie.
âIf you would come with me,' he smiled.
She took his arm. âWe shall inspect the gardens. Anyone else want to come?'
But the other guests, elderly friends of Sir Henry, took this as their cue to say farewells and call for their carriages, after which their host retired to bed.
Out in the twilight, the air was still warm and heavy with the scent of roses and mown grass. Alexander and his hostess strolled to the end of the terrace and took the steps down towards the walled garden and the path that meandered all the way to the boating lake. Emma kept him entertained with witty descriptions of her French travels and gossip about her fellow travellers.
âAnd what's been happening here in my absence?' she asked.
âI haven't been to Ravensworth since the turn of the year. Father has kept me busy in the south of the county. Now I'm to journey on to Sweden. So I'm quite useless in providing you with the local gossip, I'm afraid.'
âPoor boy. I think your father is trying to keep you away from us.'
Alexander grunted. âHe'd certainly rather see me chained to his office desk.'
They stopped by the lake and gazed into its purple depths.
âAnd what is it about Ravensworth that so concerns Mr Davies?' she asked with a note of laughter in her voice.
He looked down at her delicate face, the hair just beginning to grey at the temples, the lines around her blue eyes softened by shadow. If she had been twenty years younger...
âToo many temptations,' he answered in a low voice. âHe's jealous that I prefer to be here than anywhere else.'
She reached out and touched his face with a gloved hand. Such a strong face, without an old man's soft jowls, she thought. And those restless tawny eyes. She suspected a deep passion lay behind his guarded look. He had been a tempestuous small boy, by all accounts.
Alexander slipped his hand up to hers. He gripped it in his warm hold and kissed her scented gloved palm.
Quickly Emma withdrew her hand. What was she thinking of? She must not be tempted.
âYou are a sweet boy,' she laughed, and drew away. âBut it just wouldn't do, would it?'
Alexander flushed. âI didn't mean toâ'
âNo, no,' she hushed him, âwe'll blame it on too much wine at dinner and the smell of a summer's night.' She linked arms and led him back up the path. âDid you know that we're growing oranges in the hothouses now? And the peaches this year are delicious -just like French ones. Come, let me show you.'
Alexander cursed himself for his impetuous kiss. The last thing he wanted was to endanger his position with his relations. But she seemed to think it of no account, as if it were the act of some foolish youth. This rankled too.
They mounted the steps once more and rounded the walled garden to the sheltered glasshouses. It was almost dark and Alexander held her arm to stop her tripping on the uneven flagstones. As they approached, a light became visible from inside. A youth was holding aloft a lantern while a thick-set gardener worked a pulley to close the high windows. They were illuminated behind the glass like players on a stage.
Then a young woman carrying a small boy in her arms stepped into the light. Her cheeks were flushed from the heat of the glasshouse and her mass of brown hair was escaping its pins. She was smiling at the others, saying something then laughing, kissing the top of the sleepy boy's head. It was a charming domestic picture, Alexander thought with a stab of envy. Once again he felt the outsider, put in his place by the unreachable woman at his side and just as much excluded from the simple family scene in front. He belonged to neither, had never been part of such a family.
âWe've come just in time,' Lady Ravensworth said, quite unaware of his resentment, steering him forward through the open door.
A blanket of warm air hit them and a delicious heady scent of fruit: spicy orange mingled with the soft fragrance of peach. The gardener turned to them and pulled off his cap, flustered by their arrival.
âMa'am,' he mumbled. Alexander suddenly remembered him, or rather he was struck by the likeness to his son.
âIt's Peter Bain, isn't it?' he exclaimed. âYou used to chase after me for climbing the apple trees!'
The man gawped at him a moment, then realisation dawned. âIt's Master Alex! How do you do, sir?'
Alexander stepped forward and wrung him by the hand. âVery well. And you?'
âChampion, sir,' he blushed.
âI can tell this is your son, Peter; he's your double.' Alexander grinned at the older boy. âHope you don't give your father as much trouble as I did when I was your age. Threatened to make a scarecrow out of me if I didn't stop trampling over his flowerbeds.'
âNo, sir!' Peter protested. âYou were no trouble.'
âI can just imagine what a naughty boy he was,' Lady Ravensworth intervened with a laugh. âYou don't have to worry. Now I just wanted to let Mr Pringle-Davies pick one of your wonderful peaches.'
âPlease, allow me to show you, ma'am.' Peter took the lantern from George and held it aloft. âFollow me, Master -er - Mr Pringle-Davies.'
He led them to the far end of the hothouse, to a row of trees planted in huge wooden barrels, where the scent of sweet fruit was overpowering. Peter plucked a ripe peach and handed it to Alexander.
Alexander at once bit into the soft furry skin. Juice dribbled down his chin as he ate.
âWell, what do you think?' Lady Ravensworth demanded. âAren't they the best peaches outside of France?'
âUmm,' Alexander agreed, wiping his chin and licking his fingers, âand as heavenly as their owner.'
She laughed. âYou are incorrigible!'
They thanked the gardener and turned to leave. Peter led them back with the lantern held high.
âGeorge will see you back to the house with the lamp, ma'am,' he insisted.
âThank you,' Lady Ravensworth accepted, slipping her arm once more through Alexander's.
âWhat about you, Peter?' Alexander turned to ask, aware of the shadowed figure of the girl and her young bundle standing behind the gardener. The young boy was stirring and fretting about the dark. The girl hushed him hi a soft voice, but Alexander could not make out her face.
âWe know these paths blindfolded, sir, and George will catch us up with the lamp.'
So Alexander nodded at them and bade good night.
Kate watched the handsome couple disappear arm in arm into the dark towards the black towering bulk of the castle.
âWas that Her Ladyship?' she gasped.
âAye,' Peter nodded. âLady Ravensworth likes her fancy fruits.'
âAnd the man?' Kate asked. âWas he one of the family?'
âDistantly.' Peter pulled the door shut behind them as if that was all there was to say. But Kate wanted to hear more.
âBut you knew him?'
âAye. Used to stay here as a boy now and then - troublesome as a wild pony, but a canny lad with it.'
âHe seemed very friendly with Lady Ravensworth,' she ventured.
âAye,' Peter grunted, âshe has many admirers.'
Alfred started whimpering that he wanted his bed. He was growing too heavy for Kate to hold.
âCan you walk, kiddar? It's not far.'
âI'll take the lad,' Peter said, holding out stout arms.
They walked home in silence, George catching them up where the path joined the back drive.
âDid they say anything else to you?' Kate asked.
George shook his head. âBut the man gave me sixpence,' he said with a note of glee.
âDid he? That's canny!' Kate exclaimed. But the others simply nodded and said no more.
That night, Kate lay on her narrow truckle bed, gazing through the casement window at a dusting of stars above the black woods and thought about how close she had stood to Lady Ravensworth in her shimmering evening dress. And the tall gentleman with the mane of hair that glinted like bronze in the lamplight. His deep voice had sent a thrill through her as she stood mute and overawed. She could have listened to him speak all night. If only she had managed to see his face more clearly. But it had been largely in shadow as he stood taller than George's lantern. Still, it was this face, half-shadowed and mysterious, that filled her thoughts as she drifted off to sleep in the quiet cottage.