A Blast from the Past (A Second Chance Romance) (24 page)

"Not
until I'm done," he said.

He
took my hand and began to walk. I knew he was going back to our spot
in the woods. It was the only place we went when we needed to talk.
Neither of us said a word. The closer we got, the more I worried that
he would reject us. In all of the years he was gone, there was one
thing I dreamt of doing. Even when we were together on his visit, I
still hadn't done it. There was one thing I hadn't experienced with
him, and I was going to do it before he walked back out of my life.

When
he stopped walking, I could feel the breeze from the trees around us
and knew we were there. I had memorized every sound over the years.

"Livie,"
he said, as he held my shoulders in his hands and turned me to face
him.

"Stop,"
I said. "There is one thing I've never done and have dreamt of
since before prom night. Before either of us says anything, I need to
do it. After I tell you what I have to say, I'm not sure what's going
to happen. Let me have this."

"Okay,"
he whispered.

I
dropped down on my knees in front of him unable to see a thing. It
was more exciting that way. I ran my hands up his jean covered legs
and stopped at the button on his pants. Quietly, I undid the button
and slowly pulled the zipper down. I grabbed the waist of his pants
and slid them down his legs with his boxers. My hands ran back up his
bare legs to his thighs. I moved closer and slowly moved my hands up.
When I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock and moved up his
shaft, his breath caught and his legs tightened. My other hand came
over and fondled his balls. I got up on my knees and leaned in. My
tongue darted out and licked across his tip. The taste of the drip
that had formed on it tasted salty and manly. I wanted to see his
shaft in my hand, but tasting and touching him without sight was so
damn erotic. I could feel every little change in the soft skin that
surrounded him. He tasted better than I ever imagined. My tongue
licked around the head and down his shaft to the base. Then I softly
licked the entire way back up.

"Livie,"
he whispered.

"I've
never tasted you, Z," I said, as I tilted my head up at him. "I
need this more than you will ever know. It's the one thing I didn't
get on prom night. I've thought about what you would taste like. I've
dreamt about what it would be like to have you in my mouth. I need
this, Z. I want to taste every inch of you."

I
had never expressed my thoughts in words when it came to anything
sexual. My mom always made it seem like adults didn't speak that way.
The more I thought about what it would be like to please him with my
mouth, the more aroused I became. I knew my panties were soaked. He
wasn't even touching me, and I was ready to come. In my heart, I knew
it could possibly be the last time I would be with him. The words
just flew from my mouth, and I wasn't going to hold back. Not with Z.
I wanted to have every bit of him that night.

I
stroked his hard cock in my hand, as I moved my tongue around the
tip. My mouth opened slowly to cover him. When I began to slide him
into my mouth, I heard him moan. It was so damn hot. I had to clench
my thighs together to stop myself from coming. I slid him all the way
into my mouth, until I felt him tap against the back of my throat.
When I sucked hard around him and took him back out to the tip, he
wrapped his hand in the back of my hair, and pulled so my face was up
toward him. I didn't let him out of mouth. It wasn't happening.

"You're
fucking beautiful," he said in a rough tone. "Do you know
that?"

I
just sat still, with his cock in my mouth.

"What
are you doing to me? Seeing you on your knees, blindfolded, with your
sweet mouth wrapped around my dick is the sexiest thing I have ever
seen in my life, baby. The thought of coming in that smart mouth with
my cum running down your throat has me ready to explode. I need you
to get up, Livie. It's not what I brought you back here for. As much
as I'm fighting myself right now, we need to talk."

I
shook my head and held the head of his cock at my lips.

"Please,"
I said. "I've wanted to do this for so long. You have no idea
how many times I've dreamt of having you in my mouth. I've never done
this. It's better than any dream I've ever had. Please give me this.
I want to pleasure you, Z. I want to taste you. I want to feel you
deep in my throat, and I want to taste every bit of what you have to
offer. Don't hold back. I want it all. I want to remember this moment
for the rest of my life. Can you give me that?"

I
couldn't believe the words coming out of my mouth. It must have been
just as shocking to him. He stood for a moment silent. The feeling of
his fingers against my scalp with my hair wrapped around his hand was
intense. He had the control. I wanted him to have it. I kept my face
up toward him, but the tip of my tongue darted out to taste him.

"Please,"
I whimpered. "I want this."

"Fuck,"
he whispered.

I
felt his hand loosen a little.

"Thank
you," I whispered as I wrapped my mouth around him again.

"Livie,"
he moaned, as he began to guide me up and down his cock.

I
wanted so badly to slip my other hand into my panties, but I knew I
would come instantly. Being on my knees, with my eyes covered, in
front of him was such an intense moment. I tightened the hold my
mouth had on his cock and began sucking hard as he filled my mouth
completely. He continued guiding me with his hand. The harder I
sucked, the tighter the muscles in his legs became. I put my hands on
the backs of his thighs to hold him as he rocked in and out of my
mouth. His hips began moving faster, and I began sucking and licking
him. My grip on the backs of his legs tightened even more. I felt the
tips of my fingers digging into his skin. He tightened his grip in my
hair and rocked deeper into my mouth.

"Fucking
amazing, baby," he moaned. "It feels so damn good."

He
held my head tight and thrust into my mouth. I moaned around his
cock, and that was it. He held me against him and roared into the air
as he filled my mouth. I felt his legs tighten with each jolt of cum
he shot into my throat. When I had swallowed every last drop he had
given me, I pulled him from my mouth and licked every tiny bit that
was left behind.

"Livie,"
he whispered.

His
hands were under my arms, and he lifted me to my feet. I heard some
noises and thought he was pulling his pants back in place. He turned
me around to face the opposite way. When his hand wrapped in my hair
and pulled my neck back, it was my turn to have my breath catch. His
soft, warm lips were next to my ear. I felt a surge of warmth run
through my body when his lips made contact with my neck.

"That
was the sexiest thing I've ever seen in my life, baby," he
whispered. "Do you have any idea what I'm going to do to you?"

When
I didn't answer, he tugged my hair.

"No,"
I whispered.

He
continued placing soft kisses along my neck as he spoke.

"I'm
going to taste every inch of your beautiful, soft skin. You're going
to stand before me naked and waiting. I'm going to lick your pussy.
Then, I'm going to fuck you with my fingers until you scream my
name."

I
moaned into the air and felt my body shake. My thighs clenched
together, and his knee went between my legs from behind me.

"Spread
your legs, Livie," he commanded into my ear.

I
clenched around his knee, then slowly opened them just as he had
asked. That was a side I had never seen in him, not like that. He had
me weak in the knees. I felt like my legs were going to give out
beneath me. My skin was so sensitive. I felt like every nerve in my
body was on high alert. What the hell was he doing to me, I wondered?

He
let go of my hair and put his hands under the hem of my shirt.

"Arms
in the air," he said.

The
tone in his voice was so damn hot. It was rough and manly. He was
right behind me. I could feel his chest against my back. I lifted my
arms, and he pulled my t-shirt up and over my head.

"Leave
them up there," he said.

The
cool air blew across my nipples, and I shook. His fingers slowly
moved down my arms. My head fell back against his shoulder. One of
his hands moved around my body and covered my breast while the other
took my chin and turned my head toward his. His mouth covered mine
just as his fingers took my nipple between them and rolled it. I
moaned into his mouth. He continued kissing me as his free hand
traveled to my other breast. He held them both in his hands and
pulled me back against him. He rolled the other nipple between his
fingers, as one hand went down into the waist of shorts. He cupped my
mound through the thin material and pulled me back against him. His
hard cock pushed against my lower back, and I moaned again.

"Z,"
I whispered into his mouth.

"Yes,
baby," he said.

I
moaned again. He teased my lip with his tongue.

"Should
I make you come like this first?" he asked, and I nodded.

He
slid his hand beneath the material of my panties.

"Spread
your legs, baby," he whispered.

I
did as he said. With my body hard against his and his mouth on mine,
I was already barely holding back from the explosion that was right
there and ready. He took my bottom lip between his teeth and pulled
at the same time that pinched my nipple and thrust his finger into my
pussy. I felt like I had no control over my body. He held me against
him with his arms, as he continued to fuck me with his finger. My
eyes closed and my head leaned back into his shoulder. I let my arms
fall back around his neck and was happy he didn't object. My back
arched, pushing my breast into his hand. His mouth bit down on my
shoulder, and he added a second finger below. As soon as the pressure
of his teeth on my neck deepened, my body shook. I felt my pussy
tighten around his fingers, and I cried out his name. He held me
against him with the arm that was across my chest and continued
taking his fingers out and back in. My legs felt like rubber. He took
his fingers out of me and lifted them to his mouth. I heard him suck.

"So
damn good," he whispered into my ear.

Z
turned my body in his arms and held me while he moved.

"On
the blanket on your back," he said sternly.

I
did as he requested. If I was getting more of what I had just gotten,
I would've done anything he said. That man's hands and mouth were
extremely talented. I felt him above me. His hands moved my shorts
and panties down and off my body. I heard a low growl leave his
chest. He put my knees up and spread my legs with his hands. The
moment his tongue touched me, I thrust my hips up. He grabbed my ass
and lifted it off the ground. His tongue entered me and I felt my
body move beneath him. Moan after moan left my lips. His thumb went
to my clit and circled it. I had the blanket clenched so tight in my
hand that I couldn't feel anything. My other hand was in his hair
holding him against me. Everything was black behind the blindfold.
Each lick and touch felt so intense. He thrust his tongue in deep and
increased the pressure on my clit. I couldn't take it anymore. When
he thrust his tongue in even deeper, I screamed his name into the air
and held his head tight as I came around his tongue. My breathing was
so deep. I swear it was like a firework show went off in my head.
There were sparks and blasts of color everywhere. I knew it wasn't
real. The blindfold was blocking everything out. Every part of my
body felt sensitive. My breathing finally slowed. Zander pulled back
from me. His warmth was gone. Where was he, I wondered? Then I heard
the sound of a package ripping. In my mind, I couldn't help but
laugh, but I wasn't saying anything to ruin the moment. It was a
moment I would never forget.

His
body moved up mine. I could feel his hands next to my head on each
side. His knee went between my legs and nudged them apart. His mouth
came down on mine hard and with feeling. He took my hands in his and
held them next to my head. I felt him at my entrance and thrust my
hips to get him to move. He let out a laugh into my mouth.