Zoo Station (31 page)

There were two obvious routes: He could stick to the old road or take the Silesian autobahn to just south of Kottbus, and join it there. He liked the idea of escaping Hitlers Germany by autobahn, but the old road, for reasons he couldnt explain, felt safer.

So, two hundred kilometerssay, three hours. Stick in an extra half-hour in case he had a puncture. If the car broke down they were sunk, but spending more than a few minutes in Gorlitz, with Albert eye-wrestling anyone in uniform, seemed like an excellent way of committing suicide. When it came down to it, the car seemed worthier of trust than Alberts temperament.

Russell walked out to Unter den Linden, climbed into the Hanomag and headed east. If only Albert didnt look so damned Jewish! The boy could hardly wear a mask, though the lifelike Goebbels mask which one of the American correspondents had made for last years Halloween party would have been singularly appropriate. How could he hide the boys face? A cap over the eyes, perhaps. Collar turned up and the required blue scarf. A pair of glasses? None of it would help if Albert insisted on vibrating with rage.

And where was he going to pick him up? Not at the flat, that was for sure. Somewhere crowded? Only if it was somewhere a Jew didnt stick out like a sore thumb, and places like that were thin on the ground. And the police would be looking for hima Jew who knocked down a Gestapo officer with a table lamp was going to be high on their wanted list. Theyd probably taken his picture in Sachsenhausen, and now all the Orpo stations would have copies hanging on their walls.

He parked the car in the Wiesners street and went up. The girls were outstarting to say their goodbyesand their mother seemed exhausted by grief and worry. Russell told her about Alberts Monday appointment in Gorlitz, and his own role as chauffeur. Tell him to join the visa queue outside the British Embassy between twelve and oneas one Jew among several hundred he should be invisible. Ill walk by and collect him soon after one. He should be wearing workingmens clothes, nothing too smart. But a decent coat on top of them for the queue. People try to look their best for the Embassy.

I will tell him.

He must be there, Russell insisted. If hes not, thats it. We wont be given a second chance.

Hell be there.

And I think Ive got you a visa. You should be able to go with the girls next Thursday.

She looked as though she was having trouble believing it all. Well know by then? About Albert?

We should, he said. One way or the other.

RUSSELLS WEEKEND FOLLOWED THE FAMILIAR
pattern, but thoughts of the week ahead kept hitting him from behind, sending his stomach into momentary freefall. It wasnt every week he delivered a fugitive from the Gestapo to the communist underground, went looking for military secrets in a dockside bar, and played some lethal form of hunt the parcel with the border police. The only time he could remember feeling like this was in the trenches, on those few occasions when hed been ordered over the top. What had he gotten himself into?

Paul was too distracted himself to notice his fathers distraction. On Saturday they did the rounds of Berlins best toy shops, so that Paul could provide Russell with some useful hints on which birthday presents to surprise him with. On Sunday they went to another away game, at Viktoria Berlins stadium in Steglitz, and came away delighted with a fortunate draw. Paul was still full of the trip to London, and eager to know when they could visit his grandmother in New York. Maybe this summer, Russell said, surprising himself. But why not? The money was there.

Effi noticed. On Saturday evening they went to a comedy theatre revue involving friends of hers, and he twice needed prodding to join in the applause. An hours dancing in one of the halls off Alexanderplatz took his mind off everything else, but on the drive home he almost drove through a red light at Potsdamerplatz.

Whats eating you? she asked.

As they drove along the southern edge of the Tiergarten he gave her the whole story of his dealings with Shchepkin and Borskaya, ending with the request to take out the documents, and his realization that he could use the situation to help the Wiesners. Seduced by my own cleverness, he admitted. And now I feel like digging myself a very deep hole and hiding in it.

Like a fox?

More like a rabbit.

She took his right hand and squeezed it.

Glancing to his right, he could see the worry in her face. I cant back out now, he said.

Of course not. Why dont we stop here? she added.

He pulled up under the trees, and turned to face her.

You couldnt go on the way you were, she said.

What do you mean?

She took his hand again. You know what I mean, she insisted.

And he did.

MONDAY WAS A RUSH.
Effi insisted on coming to the Embassy with himeveryone says I look Jewish, so theyll think Im his sisterand then displayed her usual inability to be ready on time. Once Russell had finally gotten her to the car, he suddenly remembered, with another downward lurch of his stomach, that hed forgotten to tell Eva Wiesner about the blue scarf. A ten-minute search for something suitable in the KaDeWe on Wittenbergerplatz made them five minutes late, a derailed tram in Potsdamerplatz five minutes more. Russell had a mental picture of a Gestapo officer walking along beside the queue, then suddenly stopping and pointing at Albert.

They left the car on Dorotheenstrasse and walked the single block to the Unter den Linden. Across the wide, now-
lindenfrei
, avenue, they could see the queue stretching up Wilhelmstrasse past the side of the Adlon. There were no uniforms in sight, no pointing fingers, no scuffle in progress.

They crossed Unter den Linden and walked toward the end of the queue. Albert was about ten from the back, standing close to the stone building on his right, but making no effort to conceal himself. When he saw Russell he simply walked out of the queue. This is hopeless, he said to no one in particular. Ill come back tomorrow.

We were looking for you, Russell said. The cars this way, he added, thinking that hed seen pantomimes with more convincing scripts. Several facial expressions in the queue offered unwelcome confirmation of this opinion.

But there was no sign of the audience that mattered. The three of them walked back to Dorotheenstrasse.

In the back, Russell told Albert, indicating the tight space behind the seats. He drove three blocks down Dorotheenstrasse, turned right onto the much busier Friedrichstrasse, and headed south toward Hallesches Tor. He dropped Effi off by the elevated station.

Be careful, she said, as she kissed him goodbye through the drivers window. Ill see you tonight.

I hope so, Russell thought. He glanced across at Albert, who was now sitting beside him. The boy looked about sixteen.

How old are you? he asked.

I was eighteen last month.

The age I was when I went to war, Russell thought. A tram swung in front of him, causing him to brake sharply. Concentrate, he told himself. An accident now really would be fatal.

They drove past Tempelhof as a small plane took off, then under the Ringbahn and on toward Mariendorf, the city growing thinner with each mile. A police car went past in the opposite direction, two plainclothes Kripo men chatting in the front seats, but that was all. Twenty minutes after leaving Dorotheenstrasse they were out on the lake-strewn Mittelmark, passing under a completed section of the orbital autobahn.

So far, so good, Russell thought.

My mother gave me the message from my father, Albert said, breaking the silence. What exactly did he say?

Russell repeated what he remembered.

They beat him badly, didnt they? Albert asked.

Yes, they did.

Albert fell silent again. They passed through Zossen, where a surfeit of signs pointed would-be visitors in the direction of General Staff HQ. The complex of buildings came into view, and Russell found himself wondering which maps the planners had on the tables that day. Poland, most likely, and all points east.

He wondered if the Soviets would put up a fight. Their German operation was hardly impressivea boy with shaky hands and a man in Kiel they couldnt risk. Where had all the communists gone? Seven years ago theyd been slugging it out with the Nazismillions of them. Some would still be lying in wait for the right moment, but most, he suspected, had simply turned their backs on politics. He hoped that whoever was waiting in Gorlitz knew what the hell he was doing.

Where have you been staying? he asked Albert, once they were back in open country.

Its better you dont know, the boy said.

It probably is, Russell agreed.

Silence descended again. Albert seemed calm enough, Russell thought. Calmer, in fact, than he felt himself. At least the car was behaving, its engine purring smoothly as they cruised along the mostly deserted road at 65 kph. Everyone else had chosen the autobahn.

The sky to the south seemed clearer, which suggested a cold, clear night. Did that augur well or badly for an illicit border crossing? Visibility would be better for everyonepursuers and pursued. He tried to remember what phase the moon was in, and couldnt.

Albert had rescued the
Beobachter
from the floor between them. Why do you read this rubbish? he asked, scanning the front page.

To know what theyre doing, Russell said.

Albert grunted disapproval.

Which reminds me, Russell went on. Theres a piece in there about the crisis in Ruthenia. . . .

Ruthenia? Wheres that?

Its part of Czechoslovakia. Look, you need to know this stuff. Czechoslovakia is more than Czechs and Slovaks. Theres Moravians and Hungarians and God knows who else. And Ruthenians. The Germans are encouraging all these groups to rebel against the Czechoslovak government, in the hope that theyll provoke a major crackdown. Once that happens, theyll march in themselves, saying that theyre the only ones who can restore order and protect these poor victimized minorities.

All right.

And the Czech government has started taking action against the Ruthenians. Read the piece. See how pleased the Germans are. This is not the sort of behavior that any government could tolerate in a neighboring state, etc.you can practically see them rubbing their hands with glee. Theyre preparing the ground. So keep an eye on the news. Dont hang around in Prague any longer than you have to, or youll find Hitlers caught up with you.

I have the names of people in Prague, Albert insisted. They will tell me.

Good. But remember
Kristallnacht
and what a surprise that was, even after five years of persecution. If I were you, Id head for Hungary as soon as I could. Once youre there you can work out the best way to England.

I dont think I will be going to England. My plan is to go to Pales-tine.

Oh, Russell said, taken by surprise. Does your mother know?

Of course. I am a man now. I must do what is best for the whole family. When I get work and somewhere to live, I can send for them.

Immigration is restricted.

I know that. But we will find a way.

If theres a war, theyll stop it altogether.

Then we will wait.

They were entering Kottbus now, and Russell concentrated on not drawing attention to his driving. But the market town seemed caught in its afternoon nap, and they were soon back in open country. A few kilometers more, and they passed under the Silesian autobahn. Their road grew suddenly busier, and a sign announced that they were 93 kilometers from Gorlitz.

It was not yet three oclock. At this rate they would arrive far too early. They needed one of those stopping places with a view which the Germans loved so much.

The Germans, Russell repeated to himself. After fifteen years of living there, of feeling a little more German each year, the process seemed to have slipped into reverse. Lately, he seemed to be feeling a little less German each day. But not more English. So what did that make him?

Why are you doing this? Albert asked him.

Russell just shrugged. Who knows?

The reason I aska year ago, before
Kristallnacht
, I used to wonder how people could be so cruel, but I never questioned why someone was kind. Now its the opposite. I can see all sorts of reasons why people are cruel, but kindness is becoming a mystery.

He was six years older than Paul, Russell thought. Just six years. He tried to think of an adequate answer to Alberts question.

Whatever the reason, I thank you anyway, Albert said. My family thanks you.

I think there are many reasons, Russell said. Some good, some not so good. Some I dont understand myself. I like your family. Maybe its as simple as that. And maybe, he thought, any half-decent family in the Wiesners situation would have been enough to push him off his fence.

The phrase I used to be a good journalist passed through his mind, leaving him wondering where it had come from. This had nothing to do with journalism. He thought about McKinleys papers, uselessly hidden in the poste restante, and came, with a sudden lift of the heart, to a realization so obvious that he couldnt believe he had missed it. If he was going to risk his life and liberty for a few military secrets, then why not take out McKinleys papers as well? He had only one head to cut off.

The road was climbing now, the sky almost cloudless. Around ten kilometers from Gorlitz Russell found the stopping place he had been looking for, a wide graveled ledge overlooking a pretty river. Eager to stretch, they both got out, and Russell ran through the arranged script for the Gorlitz buffet. Once you are in Prague, the first thing you must dothe first thingis to telephone me. Your mother wont leave Germany until she knows youre safe.

You havent given me the number, Albert said sensibly.

Russell made him repeat it several times, wondering as he did soand hating himself for ithow long the boy would resist a Gestapo interrogation.

Albert seemed to know what he was thinking. I wont give you up, he said simply.

None of us know what well do in a situation like that.

I wont get into a situation like that, Albert said, pulling a grubby-looking Luger from his coat pocket.