Authors: Nicole Alexander
The fire in the hearth crackled and spat, the room grew warm.
âCome,' she urged, âdo you spin?'
Kate moved to the wheel, shaking her head. âI used to make cabbage-tree hats.'
âDid you now? Well that's a pretty craft. We could use a maker of hats out here. My husband says I'm a spinner of yarns, a troublemaker of the worst sort. It's the Irish in me. I tell him it's only a quarter if that, but in fact it's a good half. Now place your hand on the wheel, that's right.'
Kate was soon rotating the wooden wheel at a steady pace while Mrs Stewart held the wool, walking it out as the yarn was spun. The momentary quiet of the kitchen interspersed with the soft whine of the spinning wheel and the creaking timber was almost
like a lullaby. It should have been calming, healing, but all Kate could think of was the man locked in the smokehouse.
âIf the wool prices are good, which they should be, Mr Stewart has promised me a little wheel. It's operated by a pedal, which means the twisting and winding of the yarn can be done in one step.' Nettie tugged at the yarn. âI'm not a believer in the buying of things, not if you can make your own, and the only thing I lack is dye. I've only a few cakes of indigo remaining but I'm assured that if the plant can be established here the process is reasonably simple. One must soak the leaves until they are well agitated and then the liquid is mixed with lye and dried.'
âMrs Stewart, I'm sorry but I need some air.' Kate left the surprised woman, the spinning wheel coming to a squeaky stop. The passageway was chilly and as Kate limped outside, she was grateful for the plaid wrap. She was sorry to be impolite after Nettie's many kindnesses but it was simply too much. To have endured the last few days and then find herself relegated to the kitchen and women's talk? Kate needed fresh air and time to think.
The air was thick with cold. The grass wet underfoot. It was colder here in the valley compared to the Hardy farm. The breeze nipped at her skin, reminding Kate of the last winter she'd experienced, a year ago at the Reverend's farm. No doubt he would be quite pleased to hear of Kate's suffering, considering it God's punishment for her ingratitude and stubbornness. For this was Reversend Horsley's God, a vengeful being. As her head began to throb anew, Kate rubbed her hands together, blowing on the tips of her fingers for warmth.
Around one corner of the house Nettie's two eldest girls were poking disinterestedly at the contents of the boiling copper. Brown of hair in matching blue dresses with red and green tartan about their shoulders, the sisters were a pigeon-pair intent on doing as little work as possible. A set of sheets were strung across a fence upon which small birds perched. They flew off at the girls' cries but not before soiling the clean cotton.
Kate retreated as the screeches of the two young women turned to an argument as to who would wash the bedlinen. She followed the edge of the building in the opposite direction. A wide verandah with a low-slung bark roof encircled three sides. There were roses planted at varying intervals along the edges of the porch and to the west, where the valley began to widen, cattle grazed. The sound of voices drew Kate onwards. It appeared that the noise came from around the corner of the homestead and she soon deciphered the Major's formal tones and that of Mr Stewart. Kate really didn't want to speak to either of them, not at the moment, and yet she couldn't help stepping back up onto the verandah, her breath coming as tiny puffs of whiteness as she tiptoed carefully across to the wall. If she peered around the corner of the porch they would be there. A waft of pipe smoke drifted on the air, a boot scraped on the edge of the porch.
âWell, of course you're right. Both the constabulary and my regiment may very well believe that I've met my end, however, by journeying direct I can report to the authorities at Maitland and hand over the criminal. But, all that being said, I have to ask if I could impose on your hospitality, Mr Stewart, in regards to Miss Carter. I would feel a lot more comfortable with the enterprise if I could escort the brigand back to Maitland and then, with that duty accomplished, return for her at a later date.'
âWhy of course, Major. My wife will be quite content to have an educated female for company. Indeed, if you tarry too long, Mrs Stewart may well be inclined to entice Miss Carter to stay. My children could use a governess and Mrs Stewart a companion.'
âI have other plans for Kate and they don't involve such domesticities. I'll be back for her as soon as I'm able, you may depend on it.'
Mr Stewart chuckled. âYes, one mustn't wait too long to pick a pretty flower. And what of this Adam, Bronzewing, whatever his name is? You are quite sure he is who you say?'
Kate held her breath. Their footsteps were loud on the wooden
floor. Craning her neck, she peered cautiously from around the corner of the building.
âUndoubtedly. There was a detailed description in the Sydney papers, right down to the shell necklace he wears on his wrist. An affectation if ever there was one, and then of course Kate assisted in the final establishment of facts. This colony has enough issues without settlers fearing the likes of him. You can be assured that the murderer will hang by the neck until he is quite dead. And that will be an end to the matter.'
Kate's mouth went dry.
âOne wonders at this lawless element,' Mr Stewart replied as they stepped from the verandah. âThey should all be hanged, lest we become a place of overcrowded gaols like England.'
âYes, hang them or shoot them, but be done with them. This is a land built on the unruly, on the ungovernable. We will never be rid of their kind unless we take a firmer stand and we've enough to contend with here what with the blacks, without ill-bred whites running amok as well. Execution has always been the easiest and cleanest of solutions.'
How was it possible for people to consider themselves so far above others? To actually believe that they had the right to such opinions. Mr Stewart's convictions were certainly at odds with his wife's fine words of being in a new world, with new rules. Kate was about to interrupt the men to argue for the rights of others. The right to life. Adam's life. But it was then that she noticed a man sitting outside a building, a musket across his knees. The structure was squat and round, with stone walls, a single door and a bark roof with a hole in the top. The smokehouse.
âI'll leave on the morrow,' James continued. âAnother day and night without bread or water should make the prisoner a little more amenable.'
âYou must carry on as you wish, Major. There was no sign of the black last night although he kept up a din that would have woken
half the country. Sitting out there in the middle of the flat with a fire burning.' Mr Stewart kicked at the ground, dislodging small pebbles. âI expected half the field to be burnt out, but he kept the embers contained and my man on watch last night said he saw the native early this morning carrying the old man away to the east. You let him go last night when we both know he may well be back to try and free his friend.'
âProbably, but he's a fool if he thinks he can walk in here and remain alive.'
The men resumed walking towards a hitching post where horses were tethered near the rear of a building. Kate ran from the verandah, mindful of the many aches in her body, and quietly slipped behind a tree.
âAnd what of George Southerland?' the Major enquired. âIt will be some time before he is well enough to be of service to anyone. If he survives.'
âHe looks to me to be the resilient type and I could use him here, if he's of a mind. You will give a full report to the authorities,' Mr Stewart paused, âinforming them that in all likelihood what livestock the Hardys had have all but been run off by the blacks.'
âBut you will send a party to be sure?' the Major asked.
They had reached the horses and their voices were becoming harder to hear. With the men busying themselves with their rides, Kate took the opportunity to move closer, hiding behind one of the trellised vines.
âThe Hardys' cousin Jonas Kable was a financial backer in the enterprise, and I am well acquainted with the family.'
âOf course, of course,' Mr Stewart answered quickly. âFrom what I've heard, Mr Kable is in a better position than most to withstand the vagaries of settlement, however, you can tell the Englishman I will do my very best to ensure his livestock are found and, if possible, eventually returned. I'll ensure all will be square.'
Kate very much doubted that. Every man in the colony appeared to be looking for an advantage, and the Scotsman was no different. Who would know if one thousand head or two hundred head were walked to the Stewarts' run? Who would know if they were stolen from the murdered Hardys or not? Only their overseer would and Kate was sure Mr Stewart would have the Hardys' run mustered and what livestock were found mixed with his own mob before George Southerland was able to sit in a saddle.
The Major tightened the girth strap on his horse as Mr Stewart lifted a hoof to check the iron shoe. The horses, small geldings that snorted and whinnied in the morning chill, quickly backed away from the hitching post as their reins were untied. The men's conversation changed to the problem of labour in the bush as Mr Stewart threw himself up and into the saddle. The Major, rather more dignified in his mounting, turned the gelding quietly, tweaking the horse's ear and settling the animal with long, rhythmic pats to the neck. His behaviour seemed at odds with the officer who was intent on hanging the man that led them to safety. Kate wondered if James ever questioned the bind of authority that governed his every move or if man and duty had become one. If so, she would have liked to have known the person and not the office.
âWhere's your man gone?' The Major's interest was directed towards the smokehouse and the now unguarded door.
âHe'll be back directly,' the Scotsman assured him as they rode away.
Whether she was right or wrong, Kate didn't know, but the sentry was indeed missing as she ran to the smokehouse and, lifting the heavy wooden latch, stepped inside and quickly shut the door behind her. Chest heaving with anticipation, she swallowed
nervously waiting for her sight to become accustomed to the gloom. It was freezing in the confined space. There was no window and the only light came from an overhead vent that illuminated the shelves lining the circular stone walls. Great cuts of meat â hunks of beef, mutton and kangaroo â sat on the ledges. In the centre of the building was a pile of ash on a stone hearth. The slow drying of the meats ensured the preservation of these foods but now it was winter the area had become a cold storage of sorts.
Adam stood near the far wall, his wrists tethered to an iron ring lodged in stone. It was only when he took a step forward into the wedge of light that Kate saw him.
âYou shouldn't have come, miss.'
âI â¦' How should she begin? Now she was here Kate felt unsure in his company. âYou saved us, and you saved my life.'
âAnyone else would have done the same.'
âNo, they wouldn't, especially if they were wanted for murder.' The question hung. Kate didn't dare ask if he was indeed responsible. She didn't want to know. âJames is taking you tomorrow. He intends riding to Maitland. He says you will hang.'
âI'm sure he wishes it.'
Kate took a step towards him. âI can't let you hang. You saved my life. It's not right.'
Adam held out his hands and she walked quickly across the tampered earth floor and tried to undo the rope binding him. Her fingers fumbled with the thick twine, his warm breath on her skin. He was leaning forwards, smelling her.
âLavender water.' He looked at her.
Kate's cheeks grew warm. âYes,' she mumbled.
âOver there,' he gestured. âThere's a file on the shelf.'
Kate fetched the tool and began to saw at the ropes. Her heart was beating faster with every second and she knew it wasn't just from the fear of being caught.
âHow did you get in?'
âThere was a guard. He'll be back.' The rope was tough. Kate angled the file until the raspy edge began to bite at the twine.
âAnd horses?'
The grating noise continued as the twine began to give way, strand by strand. Kate was growing more anxious by the minute. âTo the left of the smokehouse I think, behind the vines, but I don't know if there is anything stabled. James and Mr Stewart have just ridden off together.'
Adam tugged at the partially cut binds and, finally free of the rope, touched Kate's hair. âIf I kiss you will you scream?'
Kate stiffened. âYes.'
He kissed her anyway, flinging Kate around so that her slight frame was compressed between the cold of the stone and the warm length of his body. The sensation of Adam's lips on hers was beguiling, strange and tingling. Arms held her, protectively, possessively. Kate was both scared and enlivened. When he finally released her she felt like a child, wanting to ask for more yet afraid of the response. She'd never been kissed before.