Wild Child (3 page)

Mel Gibson in
Braveheart
had nothing on him.

“Thank you, Mayor,” Cora said, lifting a coffee mug in toast to him. “For all you’ve done.”

There was a smattering of applause. Even Sean put down his fork long enough to clap his hands.

Uncomfortable with the attention and accolades, Jackson sat back down in the booth and stared at the rhubarb pie. He loved rhubarb pie, and Cora made the best he’d ever had. A tangy, sweet, artery-clogging delight.

But surprisingly, despite the victory, he couldn’t eat.

Please
, he prayed.
Please don’t let me fail them. Not now, not when it really matters
.

If this worked, the town would be self-sufficient and he’d be free. Free to walk away from Bishop and the sticky webs of expectation and duty. He could move to Vegas, look at beautiful women who wouldn’t be prompted by the first sign of his interest to bake him a casserole and start talking about a spring wedding. He could have sex with a lot of women. A few at the same time if he wanted. He could sleep in, or even not sleep at all. Drink too much. Jump out of airplanes. Hell, get a tattoo.

He could do whatever he wanted.

But if this all failed …

It’s not going to fail
, he told himself, not feeling at all like Braveheart anymore.
You will make this work, like you have made everything else work
.

There were harder things than pulling a town back from the edge of bankruptcy.

Taking care of Gwen was harder. Giving up his life. Knowing that he couldn’t fix what happened and being reminded of that failure every time he looked at her. That was much harder.

Cora slid in across from him, her brown eyes alight.

“What’s wrong with the pie?” she asked.

“Nothing, not a thing.” Jackson pulled the pie toward him and took a big bite, despite a stomach full of everyone’s expectations.

“Is that a dog?” asked the girl behind the desk. She had the dewy skin of youth and apparently X-ray eyes.

“Heavens, no!” Monica Appleby, without hesitation, went right for the lie. “Why would you think I have a dog?”

“Because that’s a dog carrier.” Gwen, according to her name tag, pointed at the hot-pink bag with mesh sides that Monica, in her fog of grief and weariness, had put right on top of the check-in desk.

Monica stared at the bag as if she’d never seen it before, ready to follow this lie to the ends of the earth if that was what it took to get her within falling distance of a bed.

After the worst funeral ever recorded, a hellacious redeye flight (during which the non-dog in the non-carrier whimpered and cried like it was being tortured by terrorist cats), and an epic dawn drive to this backwater town in the middle of nowhere where years ago her life was
torn apart by a bullet, she wasn’t going down because of a
dog
.

“Is that what that is?” she asked innocently.

“It’s okay. The Peabody allows dogs up to twenty pounds.”

Of course they did
.

“Well, if I
had
a dog,” Monica said, “that would be a welcome relief.”

The girl was on to her—her straight face gave Monica all kinds of shit—but Monica felt compelled to hold onto the story.
One thing. I need one thing to go my way tonight
.

Finally, Gwen nodded as if accepting the fact that Monica was just going to lie.

It said something about how low Monica had sunk that she wanted to hug the girl.

“What name is the reservation under?”

“Monica Appleby.”

It took all of ten seconds for Monica to regret using her own name. Gwen looked up at her, mouth slightly open. The teenager stared blatantly at Monica’s rather famous chest, her face, her hair, and then, as it all seemed to check out against that picture most of the world had in their head of her, squealed.

“Ohmigod, you’re—”

She nodded, forcing her lips to curve past a grimace into a smile. “Monica Appleby, I just told you.”

“Ohmigod!” Gwen lifted her hands, waving them in front of her face as if fending off the vapors.

“Keep breathing,” she said, managing to smile in earnest. It was the face-wave thing, always an entertaining reflex. “We’ll get through it together.”

“I loved your book.”

“I’m so glad.”

“Did you really sleep with all those rock stars?”

“They slept with me, actually—an important distinction.”

“Totally,” Gwen sighed as if she understood. But Monica had her doubts. “You look different.”

“Rocker goth chick is a hard look to carry when you’re thirty.” Even Joan Jett had cleaned up, after all. And Monica was no Joan Jett.

Again, Gwen nodded sagely, as if from her post behind the Peabody check-in desk she’d seen it all before.

“So … my room?”

“Oh right, sorry.” Gwen clacked around on her computer and Monica turned slightly, put the dog carrier on the floor, and looked around. According to the website she’d used to make the reservation, the Peabody was not only the only hotel within a thirty-mile radius, but had the dubious honor of being the last standing antebellum plantation home in the state.

Even in her crappy mood, Monica had to admit the place was beautiful. The cut-crystal chandelier caught the sun streaming through the rose windows and sent it sparkling around the domed ceilings, across the paintings of dogs and horses and cotton fields at rest. Wainscoting was bathed in rainbows, hardwood floors were splashed with sun.

There were elegant cherrywood chairs gathered in small groups, just waiting for the chance to host high tea. An old-world drink cart was set up in the corner, where guests could help themselves from decanters of booze that glowed like amber in the sunlight.

There was no music piped in anywhere, and she could hear the sounds of birds. Of quiet.

It was beautiful, all that carefully restored antebellum detail.

And it made her skin itch, her lungs tight. Claustrophobia wasn’t going to be far behind.

It will be okay
, she told herself.
You did the right thing coming here
.

Not that she’d had much of a choice in the end.

The silence suddenly registered and Monica realized that Gwen was watching her, probably waiting for her to say something.

“It’s beautiful,” Monica said, pushing her sunglasses up higher onto her nose.

When in doubt, compliment
. That particular piece of Jenna’s advice had never steered her wrong.

“It’s been a true labor of love,” Gwen said, her voice as southern as pecans and peaches, as if she were suddenly reading the script of a southern belle. Front-desk staff probably had a speech they had to memorize.

“Whose?”

“What?”

“Whose labor of love?” It was hard to imagine someone loving this place like that. Her feelings about Bishop, Arkansas, were deeply, firmly situated on the other side of the spectrum.

“Jackson Davies.” Gwen nodded, some of the teenage eagerness hardening. “He’s the mayor. He got all these historical societies to invest. It was a real big deal.”

“Cool.” Monica pushed her sunglasses up onto her forehead, digging at her gritty eyes as if she wished she could just pull them out and be done with it.

“I like your mom’s show,” Gwen said.
Oh God
, this conversation was going from bad to worse. Monica wanted to tell her that watching Simone’s reality show,
What Simone Wants
, was not only going to rot her brain with its sheer stupidity, but it would not endear Gwen to Monica.

The last forty-eight hours rolled over her and she sighed heavily. “Can I … just get my key?”

Gwen’s face fell as if Monica had squashed a bunny right in front of her.

Monica hitched her laptop backpack high on her shoulder. She was being rude; she totally understood that. The sunglasses, her tone, lying about the dog, even the torn collar of her Sex Pistols shirt seemed boorish. But she had nothing left in the tank for a starstruck teenager who wanted to talk about Simone’s antics.

I’m sorry I’m not what you expected
, she thought.
I can’t be what everyone expects every single second of my life. I’m tired and I’m sad and I just want to go to sleep
.

Gwen blushed to her eyebrows and started to fumble around, gathering keys and brochures.

“I’m sorry, Gwen. I’m just super tired.”

“Totally, I totally get it.” She waved her hand in front of her face to imply it didn’t matter, but Monica felt like a capital-A asshole. “Oh, you know? I think this is for you.” Flustered and bright red, Gwen held out a folded piece of thick ivory stationery.

Monica stared at the paper as if it were a snake. “Me?”

Gwen nodded, shaking the paper.

Monica carefully unfolded it, as if the wrong move might make it pop.

Welcome
, the note said,
I would love to personally welcome you to Bishop. After you’ve settled in please accept my invitation for a light dinner at my home. Sincerely, Jackson Davies
.

Wow. Just.… wow
.

“How did Jackson know I was in town?” she asked.

“Jackson?” Gwen shrugged, one of those eloquent teenage shrugs that spoke a complicated ancient language. “He knows everything. It’s a small town.”

It was that damn
Rolling Stone
article. She’d told the reporter that she was coming down here to write about her father, a jazz musician of very little success but,
thanks to the way he died, some cult status. Jackson must have read the article.

Maybe he wanted to help her set up interviews. Get her the police files.

Or maybe her editor had called and paved the way with the locals.

Either way, it was the kick in the pants she needed to start working.

Thank you for the invitation, I’d be delighted
, she scrawled across the bottom of the note before refolding it and handing it back to Gwen.

“Can you see that he gets this?”

Wide-eyed, Gwen nodded.

Monica grabbed the key and picked up the dog carrier. Inside, Reba barked once, the sound unmistakable. Gwen, bless her heart, ignored it.

“Top of the stairs to the left,” she said, and Monica turned. But Gwen kept talking, clearly unable to let her just walk away. “Why are you here? I mean, no one like you ever comes here.”

“I’m writing a book about the murder,” she sighed.

Gwen’s eyes went wide, the scent of scandal and heartbreak and blood in the air. “What murder?” she whispered.

“My father’s.”

Chapter 3

Monica took Gwen’s blank-faced look of astonishment as her cue to leave and nearly ran across the rose-and-vine carpet, up the stairs, and to the far corner of the beautifully restored plantation home. She unlocked the door to her room and slipped inside the hushed dimness. The shades were drawn against the bright sunlight, and the bed, with its thick mattress and snowy blankets, beckoned.

Reba barked again.

“Hold your horses,” she muttered, then went into the bathroom with the carrier. Carefully setting it down on the floor, she unzipped the side and waited for what had to be the most ridiculous-looking dog to ever walk the earth to come barreling out. But there was only a whimper from inside the carrier.

She’s spoiled
, Jenna had said.
Temperamental and demanding. You two are made for each other
.

Monica rolled her eyes and got down on her knees. In the shadows of the carrier the dog cowered, pink ribbons quivering, rhinestone collar glittering in the bathroom light.

“Come here, dog.”

The dog didn’t budge.

Monica sighed and prayed for strength. Jenna had asked her to take this dog as though she’d been asking Monica to take her child and Monica, already depleted, already worn raw by Jenna’s illness and all the hospital bills, had agreed. She’d agreed as if she couldn’t wait to
care for another creature. As if the company of a hairless Chinese Crested dog was what her solitary life was missing.

“I live in hotels. I don’t like dogs. Jenna was desperate, or she never would have picked me,” she told Reba, bracing her elbows on the white tiles of the bathroom. Reba crept closer, the white fur on her paws and ears shaking as she inched her way into the light. She blinked into the wilderness of the bathroom, looking past Monica as if searching for Jenna.

“I miss her too,” she whispered, bracing her face in her hands. She blinked away the bite of tears; the days of grief were over. She had work to do, a book to write, and Jenna’s medical bills to pay off.

Monica reached out to touch the pink ribbon nestled in the wild hair around Reba’s head. That hair grew nowhere else on her skinny, spotted body. “You don’t even know how ridiculous you are,” she whispered.

As if affronted, Reba growled and snapped at her.

Monica stood, grabbed Reba under her tiny smooth belly (which was weird and intimate and kind of made Monica’s skin crawl), and lifted her up to look into her little brown eyes, nearly buried behind the white fur.

“I don’t know what to do with you.”

Reba squirmed and Monica set her down. Delicately shaking out her legs, the dog ran across the bathroom into the dark bedroom. With one smooth leap she was on the bed, turning circles before curling up on the pillow closest to the window.

Monica hung her head, wondering how much more bizarre her life was going to get on this awful trip down memory lane in Bishop, Arkansas.

“That’s my side of the bed,” she told the dog, who didn’t care.

*   *   *

After a four-hour nap, she fired off some reassuring emails to her agent and publisher that yes, she’d arrived safely. That yes, she was okay and she was totally thrilled, absolutely over the moon, to start work on Monday.

Which bought her a few more days before having to think about her father and the murder.

Was murder even the right word?
Monica wasn’t sure of the lingo when it came to things like self-defense.
Killed?

Outside the window, a bird flew across a sky so blue it made her eyes hurt.