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Authors: N. M. Kelby
“May I go?”
Delphine looked out the window again. So many lights now searched the coastline. Perhaps
La Royale
âthe French Navy.
Germans. They are coming,
she thought.
Soon, nothing will matter.
“You know I saw La Baker in Paris. In
La Folie du Jour
at the Folies Bergères Theater. She had sixteen bananas strung into a skirt and a few beads for a blouse. Very charming. This beautiful naked creature was the only thing anyone could look at. She didn't sing as well back then, a very pale little voice. But no one remembers that. There was so much written about her, the newspapers immortalized her, so now everyone can only remember La Baker in all her glory.
“That's all we can ever hope for. To be remembered.”
Delphine suddenly felt tired and closed her eyes. She continued on about fame and immortality and was still speaking when Sabine closed the door gently behind her.
After midnight, the door to Delphine's room opened again. Escoffier watched his sleeping wife for a moment, her small round face nearly lost in a sea of lace and sheets. The windows had been left open. The room was cold. Moonlight turned everything to steel.
When he crossed the room and closed the window, the fur at the foot of the bed caught his eye. He recognized it immediately. He picked it up and held it. It smelled of mildew and age. He closed his eyes. “I am sorry,” he said, mostly to himself.
“Escoffier?”
“I didn't mean to wake you. The window . . . ”
He was still dressed for company in his black Louis-Philippe dress coat and finely polished shoes. He put the fur back on top of the wooden chest.
“I'm cold,” she said. “Drape it over me.”
“I'll find you a blanket.”
“Why? It can't be worn any longer,” she said. “It sheds. I might as well have some use out of it.”
He looked at his hands; they were covered in fur. “There must be something more suitable. The window is closed now. It will be too warm soon.”
“No,” she said, sharply. “The coat is what I want.”
Escoffier gently placed the fur around her shoulders and then backed away. She felt dwarfed underneath the weight of fur and history. In the metallic light of the moon, her husband looked very frail. It seemed as if there were a great many things that he wanted to sayâso many in fact that he could not speak at all. He kissed her gently. He held her face in his hands, as if to memorize it.
“Good night, Madame Escoffier.”
Escoffier stood outside the door of her room for a long time, waiting until he could hear the rhythm of her breath deep in sleep.
At his desk he began to write, reconstructing each line from memory.
“In this thin coat of skin / these silent hands / these clouded eyes / there is you. / Nothing that I am can be without you. / The timbre of my voice rises and falls with thoughts of you. / In dreams you come to me, as my true love, the one who completes. / And then I wake.”
Escoffier read it several times and then tore it into tiny pieces. He opened the window and tossed them into the night air. White and fat, improbable as snow, his words floated on the sea breeze and then slowly tumbled onto the ground, littering the garden below.
And then he began to write again.
The Complete Escoffier: A Memoir in Meals
FRITOT OU MARINADE DE VOLAILLE
Fried Chicken
October
23, 1844
The Eighth Wonder of the World, the Divine Sarah Bernhardt, is born.
October
23
,
1859
My professional career begins at the age of thirteen, when I become a kitchen apprentice at my uncle's Restaurant Français in Nice.
October
23
,
1870
Franco-Prussian War: the Siege of Metz, a decisive Prussian victory, concludes with the surrender of France. I do not escape.
T
hese are the three most defining events in my life and they all occur on the same day. I have never written this down before. I am not sure why I have now. Of course, the date of Miss Bernhardt's birthday often shifts. Some agree with the 23rd. Some say it was the 22nd. Some say the
25th. It matters not. We always celebrated on October 23rd and so I will consider that official.
October 23rd may even be the day I met César Ritz. 1884. I am not sure what date exactly but I do remember it was October, sometime past mid-month. He died that day in October of 1918. Or was it the next? Midnight, I believe. I hadn't seen him for such a long time; he'd gone quite mad by then. He slipped away without notice.
But it was also on October 23 that I first tasted what is called “southern fried chicken.” This, too, had a profound effect on my life.
I know no other food like it. In the American South, no Sunday is spent without it, but yet many do not realize that it is a dish of forgiveness.
The Scots, who as a culture have no cuisine of their own, first served chicken in this manner in the New World. They have a long tradition of deep-frying fowl, and, quite frankly, are a people who will fry anything. I have heard that a chef from Scotland's West Coast once served a fried peacock to Queen Mary at a royal banquet. He inserted the feathers where they had been in life and included a pint of malt vinegar.
This would not happen in France.
While it is possible that this story is not wholly accurate, perhaps a well-drawn fabrication on the part of Monsieur Echenard, my former maître d'hôtel at The Savoy, it is interesting to note that when Queen Mary of Scots did eventually arrive in Paris, she returned to her homeland with an entourage of French chefs.
To me, that is proof that the story is true enough.
Unfortunately, even with the exotic fruits and spices of a new world, the Scottish technique of frying chickens created an intensely plain dish. Chicken, fat and flourâthat was all. No marinade to soften the old birds. No cream to finish. No cognac. No herb sauce. No lemon. No native honey. Nothing. Fry. Fini. Very sad.
However, when the slave trade began the Scots had their first contact with the Sudanic race, the only other people in the world who, at the time, also had a habit of deep-frying fowls. These enslaved Africans were purchased by the Scots to work on their plantations and those who were assigned to house duties were instructed in the “artistry” of Scottish cooking.
Luckily, they paid no attention.
When it came to the frying of chicken, they took pity on their captors and incorporated the seasonings and spices of Africaâgarlic, melegueta pepper, cloves, black peppercorns, cardamom, nutmeg, turmeric and even curry powder. They forgave them their cruelty and presented them with what can only be described as a gift born in sorrow.
Food has the ability to move people in this manner. It can inspire bravery.
These kitchen slaves could have been beaten for this insolence, or perhaps even killed for such an act, but they served their fried fowl anyway. Not surprisingly, their captors were entranced by it. Soon southern fried chicken became a delicacy enjoyed by both culturesâit was the one point where both captors and captive found pleasure, although the Africans were only allowed to fry the discarded wings of the bird for their own meals. Despite the continued injustice, it was an inspired and blessed act of subversion.
Although born in slavery, this dish has not only brought together an entire region of people, it has transformed them. It is, as the Americans say, “democratic,” and is now enjoyed by people of all walks of life and all parts of the country.
Even very famous international stars have fallen in love with this redemptive dish. While on tour and traveling in the opulent Pullman private cars, where crystal and china service is set for every meal including midday tea, the great opera singer Adelina Patti was introduced to it outside of New York City. She, in turn, introduced it to Miss Bernhardt, who became so enamored of it that she introduced it to me on her birthday. Well, actually, she arranged to have the famed Negroid chef Rufus Estes re-create the dish for me so that I might learn how to cook it myself for her.
I have met several Africans; however, I had never met a man like Chef Estes before. Not tribal at all, he reminded me a great deal of myself. He was impeccably dressed, soft-spoken and seemed well liked by both his staff and patrons. Although his French was barely passable, he told me that he'd worked for the railroads for many years, and had cooked for many celebrities such as Henry Stanley, the famed African explorer, and the presidents Grover Cleveland and Benjamin Harrison.
He was also quite well known for his cookbook,
Good Things to Eat as Suggested by Rufus: A Collection of Practical Recipes for Preparing Meats, Game, Fowl, Fish, Puddings, Pastries, Etc.
, and even inscribed a copy to me. The book is extremely interesting; it includes nearly six hundred recipesâalthough few are for eggs despite the fact that his toque had at least sixty pleats, which would indicate that he knew sixty ways to make eggs. But then, so many things are different in American kitchens. It is, after all, a new world.
What I found the most amazing was that Monsieur Estes had been born a slave. He had no father of record, but his surname, and that of his nine brothers and sisters, was that of the man who had owned him.
The implication of this is horrendous. And yet, “Forgive and forget,” is what he said to me. After living through Metz, I could not agree. For some, it is human nature to be inhuman. “My people say forgive, but never forget.”
“Then I am sorry for your people.”
At the time, I did not think he was being honest with me. I know from my own life that there are some sorrows that run too deep. After France fell in the Prussian War, those of us held at Metz were loaded onto trains to be taken to Germany to be held in captivity. For how long and for what reason, we did not know. We were treated very much like slaves. We were the spoils of war. Labor camps, anything was possible. They packed us into the train cars so tightly that we could barely breathe. We could not sit, only stand. For three days, we had no food or water. Our own foul waste surrounded us. No one dared speak to complain.
While the trip from Metz, France, to Germany is usually quite quick, the conductor made sure that the train crawled along the tracks slowly; we were, after all, the victor's prize on display for all in France to see. We were a way for the Germans to keep order, to make sure my countrymen understood that they were no longer under the control of Napoleon III. The French no longer belonged to France. We were Germany's.
When our train arrived at Nancy, the conductor stopped so that everyone could get a good look at us. It seemed as if the entire town stood at the station. Some threw stones. Some screamed.
“Down with you cowards!”
I could not believe what I was hearing. Although not all of the voices sounded entirely French, I could not help but wonder. Cowards? I saw little of the battle itself, only the suffering, but my fellow passengers were different. They had fought bravely only to be delivered to the enemy through treason, through the act of one insane man, and not because of a loss of nerve. They had suffered so much, and lost so much. Cowards? These men surrendered in tears, they fought for their beloved France, and now were being sent into an unknown captivityâthese men were cowards?
How could it be? When I looked out over the crowd, there was so much anger. I could only imagine that this is what it was like for the slaves when they stood on the auction block awaiting their fate.
“How can you forget?” I asked Monsieur Estes.
The elegant man straightened his waistcoat, leaned in and said, “The forgetting is all you have. My two brothers went north to fight and died in the Civil War for my freedom. My mother couldn't shake the sorrow and died of a broken heart. That's too much death to bear. You have to forget. You have to give sorrow wings. You have no choice.”