Whistler in the Dark
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Authors: Kathleen Ernst
Whistler in the Dark
Kathleen Ernst
To Barbara Ernst and Michael MacGeorge
C
ONTENTS
Chapter 12
The Whistler's Story
C
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“Mother!” Emma called. Holding her painting carefully, she used one hip to shut the front door behind her. Madame Duchene's praise rang in her ears: “For a girl not yet thirteen, Miss Henderson, you show remarkable promise.” Emma could hardly wait to show Mother her latest work.
“You're home!” Mother's voice drifted down the stairs. “Wait in the parlor. I have
two
surprises for you!”
Emma put her package aside. Crackers! What had Mother so excited? The tiny parlor, cluttered with a tea table and horsehair-upholstered chairs and piles of books and magazines, gave no hint. She had sounded ⦠happy, that was it. Emma couldn't remember the last time she'd heard that lilt in Mother's voice. Surely not since Father had been killed two years ago, during the final weeks of the Civil War.
Footsteps creaked on the stairs. “Ready?” called Mother. Then she stepped into the parlor.
Emma sucked in her breath. Mother wore a new dress she'd made from brown plaid cotton. She was a good seamstress, and the dress fit well through the bodice and shoulders. But the skirt stopped at her knees. Emerging beneath the skirt, made of the same fabric, were trousers.
Trousers
. Loose-fitting, ankle-length trousers.
Mother turned in a slow circle. “What do you think?”
“Mother!” Emma darted to the front window and pulled the lacy curtains closed. “Someone might see you!”
Mother's smile faded. “I'm aware of that.” She folded her arms. “Gracious, Emma! I've been a member of the Dress Reform Association for several years. It's about time I had a Reform Dress of my own.”
Emma remembered seeing her mother read a newspaper called
The Sibyl
, published by a woman who believed that women's fashions symbolized unfair restrictions placed upon them. And she remembered her mother talking about the need for women to be admired for their talents instead of their fashionable, confining clothes. But she also remembered the only time she'd ever seen a woman in public wearing a Reform Dressâor bloomer costume, as some people called it.
Emma and her best friend, Judith Littleton, had been walking home from art class and saw several boys trailing behind a woman in a Reform Dress as she walked briskly down Harkins Street. “Bloomers, bloomers,” they chanted. One snatched an egg from an old man's market basket and threw itâ
splot
âagainst the woman's shoulder. No one had scolded the boys.
The woman ignored them and, with her head high, quickly disappeared around the corner. But Emma was embarrassed for her. “I'm afraid she brought that upon herself,” Mrs. Littleton had sighed when Emma and Judith told her about the incident. “It's scandalous. I'll never understand women who wear that ridiculous Reform Dress. Masculine, every one of them. No decent woman would be seen in such a getup.”
Emma's cheeks had burned as she hoped desperately that Mrs. Littleton, who had been so kind and loving when Emma's own mother was busy with charity work, would never know that copies of
The Sibyl
were tucked into the magazine rack at the Hendersons' house. Just as her cheeks burned now. Almost every man and woman in America thought the Reform Dress shocking. She had hoped that her mother would never go beyond reading about dress reform.
“Well?” Mother's chin was up, her shoulders back.
“Mother,
please
don't wear that outside.” The words slid from Emma's mouth as she plopped into a chair. Her skin felt skittery. She'd never complained when Mother spent more time away doing war relief work than home with her only child. But this! This was too much.
Two spots of color appeared on Mother's cheeks. A flash of anger glinted in her eyes. Then she sighed, and the starch left her posture. She perched on the edge of the low velvet chair in the corner and crossed her ankles, studying the effect. A May breeze ruffled the curtains. Somewhere down the street a dog barked, making Emma painfully aware of the awkward silence in the parlor. But she simply couldn't twist her tongue around an apology.
Finally Mother looked at Emma. “I should have known that this would be difficult for you,” she said quietly. “But, Emma, I'm doing this for you as well as for me. I want you to grow up in a nation that respects women's abilities. As long as women are hampered by tight corsets and enormous skirts, we won't be anything more thanâthan ornaments.”
Emma didn't want to be an ornament ⦠did she? She wasn't quite sure what that meant. But she did know that she'd die of pure and absolute mortification if her friends ever saw her mother wearing a Reform Dress.
“Women are capable people, Emma,” Mother said stoutly. “We
proved
that during the war. Farm women drove reapers and butchered hogs. Women here in Chicago helped keep the factories running while the men were off fighting. We raised thousands of dollars to provide supplies for the army. Why should we be forced backward now that the war's over?”
Emma shrugged, feeling sadness anchor in her heart. The horrible
war
caused this! As if her father getting killed wasn't enough! Father had left the newspaper he published to serve as captain of a company in one of the Illinois regiments that clattered off in the train cars to war. That was in 1863, when Emma was only eight. For two long years she and Mother had waited, reading newspaper stories of terrible battles, almost collapsing with relief each time
The Chicago Tribune
published a list of killed soldiers without Father's name on it. But Father had been wounded in some of the very last fighting, and he died.
Emma looked at the daguerreotype of her father that sat on the parlor table. Her father's gaze, captured on the small piece of glass, seemed to take in the room. Whatever would Father think of Mother's Reform Dress?
Mother stood and walked back and forth across the room. “It's marvelously freeing,” she murmured. “Emma, I think you'd like it. It just takes some getting used to. I think I shall make you a Reform Dress, tooâ”
“I don't want one! What will people think?” Panic began to bubble in Emma's chest. Even if she didn't wear the Reform Dress, Mother was obviously determined to. Great glory, what would Judith say? Would Mrs. Littleton tell Judith not to spend time with Emma anymore? Would the pastor preach against the Hendersons from the pulpit? Would boys throw eggs at
her
, just for being Mother's daughter? The skin between her shoulder blades tingled, as if the egg had already hit.
Splot
.
“I'm not interested in what other people think,” Mother snapped. “I want you to develop your own thoughts and opinions. What do you want from life?”
Emma squirmed. What she most emphatically did
not
want was a mother wearing a Reform Dress, with its short skirt and horrid trousers. Not when all of her friends pinned fashion plates of floor-swishing silk dinner dresses from
Godey's Ladies' Book
to their bedroom walls. Not when all of her friends' mothersâeven those who had done war workâwere settled back into their former lives, content to be wives and mothers and wear hoop skirts that brushed the tops of their shoes.
“You're old enough to consider these things,” Mother said finally. “At your age, I was already earning my keep in the newspaper office. And I was already finding doors closed, just because I was female. I had hoped you'd support my efforts to change that now. But I won't force you.”
Good
, Emma thought. She struggled to find something to say to break the uncomfortable silence. Suddenly she remembered. “Didn't you say you had
two
surprises?”
Mother's eyes began to sparkle again as she picked up an envelope from the table. “This arrived today. Emma, it's finally happened! I've been offered a position as newspaper editor!”
Emma's stomach flip-flopped as her mother slid the letter from the envelope. Oh, no.
Oh, no â¦
When the first tide of grief had passed after Father's death, Mother had driven Emma to distraction with talk of making a new start. Mother had answered dozens of advertisements from small towns all over the West, where, she hoped, people might be more “open-minded.” Most of her letters had gone unanswered, although a few town representatives wrote to advise her that their job was not open to a woman. As the months passed, Emma had put the whole notion out of her mind. “Where?” she whispered.
“A town called Twin Pines. It's in Colorado Territory.”
Twin Pines, Colorado Territory
. A strange, wild place far from Chicago. Emma sagged back in her chair.
Mother leaned toward the window and began to read:
Dear Mrs. Henderson:
I have reviewed your long letter and am pleased to offer to you the position of newspaper publisher and editor. Twin Pines is a growing town in the foothills of the Rocky Mountains. It is a service center for the farmers and ranchers in the area, and a staging spot for miners heading up to the goldfields. I humbly introduce myself as town founder. You will be pleased to know that town lots for a church and a school were among the first to be set aside. I designed the business district to grow around a proper town square, with residential neighborhoods beyond. I noted your request for a house on a lot large enough to accommodate a garden, and will provide a print shop rent-free for your printing press. If you are still interested in the position, please commence the trip with all possible speed, for Twin Pines desperately needs a newspaper. I am enclosing the particulars regarding travel arrangements. You may respond with your intentions to this address
.