What Happens At Christmas... (3 page)

Holly pushed the key into the lock and twisted it. It turned remarkably easily and the hinges didn't even squeak, so her father must have had an oil can, even if he didn't have a paint brush. She pushed the door fully open and stood on the doorstep, looking inside. It was dark, damp and cold in the house and the air smelt musty. Together, they walked in and began to look around. The front door led straight into the kitchen. It was a large room with an old wood-burner set into a massive granite fireplace, with a neat stack of logs alongside it. It looked very clean and tidy and Holly found herself wondering if this was the work of her father, or if a helpful neighbour had tidied up after his death.

‘Lovely old table, Hol.' Julia ran her hand across the smooth wooden top of a huge table that occupied the centre of the room. A dozen people would have no trouble sitting down to dinner around it. She went over to the front window and opened it, letting fresh air and more light flood in. Then she crossed to the window over the sink and opened that one as well, so as to give a through draught. They both looked out into the back garden that was bigger than they had imagined. There was parking for several cars and a long lawn, dotted with shrubs and trees, all enclosed by an ancient drystone wall. Even now, in midwinter, it looked charming.

They continued their tour of the house and Holly found it fascinating and not too emotional for her, right up to the moment they climbed the stairs and she found herself in her father's bedroom. Beside his bed, in a silver frame, was a photo she recognised. Her mother had a copy underneath the sheet of glass covering her coffee table, along with other pictures of her daughter at different stages of her childhood right up to graduation day. The picture was of Holly and she knew it had been taken at her seventh birthday party. She was smiling at the camera, holding a dolly and looking very proud in her floral dress with ribbons in her hair. Then Holly noticed that this photo was not the same as the one in her mother's house, because in this one there was a tall man beside her. He was slim, with light brown hair that was beginning to recede and he was holding her hand. His eyes were not on the camera, but on his daughter, and he was smiling every bit as proudly as she was.

This was the first image of her father Holly had seen for twenty-five years and, as she looked at it, so the floodgates very nearly broke once more and she found herself overwhelmed by memory after memory. Of course she remembered him. She remembered playing tennis with him in the back garden, splashing about at some beach or other with him while she tentatively learnt to swim, sitting on his knee while he read stories to her, and many more. Now, seeing his face, the memories all came flooding back. She sank down on the edge of the bed and tried to speak.

‘Jules, it's him. That's my dad.' She found she couldn't say anything else. She was determined not to break down and cry her eyes out again, but it was far from easy. She turned away and focused out of the window, across the garden to the old church. Beyond the church tower, the open moorland stretched upwards into the distance.

‘The post office sells milk.' Julia turned on her heel and disappeared, leaving Holly to her thoughts. The significance of Julia's words did not emerge for another ten minutes, when Holly heard the sound of Julia's shoes on the stairs and found a cup of steaming hot tea being thrust into her hand. By this time she had regained some sort of normality. She returned her eyes to the room and gave Julia a weak smile.

‘Thanks, Jules. You're a star.'

‘And, before you ask, I washed the mugs thoroughly before using them. All right?' Holly nodded. Her love – Julia had been known to refer to it as a fixation – of cleanliness was well known to all her friends. The story of her being caught
in flagrante
, vacuuming the floor of her office, had long since become a part of the folklore of the company where she worked. That, and her addiction to expensive shoes.

‘Thanks Jules.' She sat down on the edge of the bed and took a sip of tea. ‘Mmh, that's good.' She looked up, still trying to come to terms with the emotions this place aroused in her. ‘It probably isn't going to make any sense to you, but I realise I've spent twenty-five years of my life hating the man and now, suddenly, I remember how much I used to love him. He was my dad and I really, really loved him. I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling. He went off and left us, after all, so he's the bad guy in all this, but somehow I'm beginning to feel regret.' She looked Julia in the eye. ‘Have I been unfair to him, Jules?'

‘You say he's the bad guy, but he never did anything to harm you, did he?' Holly could see that Julia was picking her words carefully. ‘I mean, did he at least pay maintenance, or whatever it's called?'

Holly nodded. ‘As far as I know, money wasn't the problem. He paid what he had to pay. And you're right; he never did me any harm, unless you count just disappearing and never reappearing as doing harm. Thinking about him now brings it all back. I cried and cried and cried when he left.' She rubbed her eyes with the back of a hand. ‘I don't think I ever got over it really.'

‘It must have been awful for you, and don't forget your mum. She must have been gutted when he went off, whatever the circumstances, so it's inevitable that you should have grown up feeling the same way as her about him. Anyway, they're both gone now, so there's nothing more you can do. Maybe the solicitor will be able to shed some light on what happened.'

Holly arrived at the offices of Friar, Sutcliffe and Inglis a few minutes after four o'clock. Rather unwisely, she had taken a different road back from Brookford to Exeter and this had turned out to be even narrower and more tortuous than the route they had followed that morning. She left Julia in the car to sort out a parking ticket and ran the few hundred yards to the building where her father's solicitor was housed. By the time she got there, she was rather regretting wearing her rather nice Alexander McQueen heels. A couple of times she almost turned her ankle over on the cobbles around Exeter's old cathedral.

She was ushered into the presence of Mr Inglis, still desperately trying to cool down after the stress of the journey. He gave her a welcoming smile and waved her to a seat.

‘Miss Brice, how very good to meet you at last.'

‘I'm sorry I'm a bit late. I'm afraid I misjudged how long it would take me to get back here from Brookford.'

Mr Inglis waved away her apologies. ‘Devon roads can be a bit hard going, I'm afraid.' He pointed to a folder on the desk before him. ‘I'm sorry it took so long to inform you of your father's death. We had a bit of chasing around to do in order to find you. It would appear that all contact between you and him was severed many years ago.'

Holly nodded. ‘I'm afraid so.'

‘Anyway, you're here now and, as I said to you when we spoke on the telephone the other day, you are the main beneficiary of your father's will. Would you like me to read it to you?'

Holly sat back and listened as the lawyer read the words written by her father. It was short and clear. The sum of £25,000 was left to Force Cancer Support Centre, £25,000 to a Mrs Diana Edworthy and the rest to Holly. When he reached the part where her father left everything else to his
beloved and sorely missed daughter
, she found herself wiping moisture from the corners of her eyes.

‘So you are now the owner of his house in Brookford, the contents of the house, garden and cellar, and the sum of £15,439.67 currently remaining in his bank account. We have to apply for probate, so I'm afraid that amount will be reduced in due course after payment of duties, taxes and my firm's fees. However, more significant, from your point of view, is the fact that you are the sole beneficiary of a trust fund set up by your father. You may be interested to see the current state of the fund.'

He removed a sheet from the folder and passed it across the desk to her. She took it absently, still doing her best to control the emotion aroused by the words of his will. She glanced down at the figures and her eyes came to rest on the bottom line. It took a few moments for it to sink in and then her head jerked back up towards the solicitor, her mouth open in amazement. He was smiling indulgently.

‘A very useful legacy, wouldn't you say?'

Holly nodded mutely and returned her eyes to the printout. The trust fund set up by her father for her benefit currently held a total of £2,238,366. She was not surprised to see the sheet of paper begin to shake. She lowered her hand until it was resting on her thigh, struggling to comprehend the enormity of this news and its implications for her whole life. The lawyer continued.

‘I will have to check the exact nature of the fund to see what the inheritance tax implications might be. I ran it across a colleague who has more experience of financial matters, and his initial reaction was that it looks pretty watertight. We will have to seek a ruling from the Revenue, so you had better be prepared to lose a proportion of this in tax.' He gave her another smile. ‘It would still leave a tidy sum even if you do have a tax bill to pay.'

Holly blinked, set the paper down on the desktop, and took a deep breath. ‘But how on earth did he manage to save all that money? It's a fortune.'

‘He told me he had a very successful company during his years in Australia. He sold up before coming back to the UK. I imagine this money is the proceeds of that sale.'

‘What sort of company, Mr Inglis?' She gave him an apologetic look. ‘You see, I know next to nothing about him.'

‘I can imagine. Certainly, when he spoke of you, he was similarly ignorant of where you were and what you were doing. As far as I can remember, I believe he told me he was involved with the wine trade.'

‘Did you know him well?'

‘I met him on a number of occasions so I had the opportunity to get to know him quite well.' He caught Holly's eye. ‘He was a fine man, your father.'

‘Thank you, Mr Inglis.' Holly was pleased to hear her voice sounding level. ‘Thank you very much. That's good to hear.' Inside, her mind was in turmoil. How could it be that the callous, selfish bastard who had abandoned his wife and child all those years ago could have left her such an amazing bequest and be described as a fine man? Somehow, she realised she was going to have to do a lot of rethinking about her father. ‘I've got so many questions for you. First and foremost, what did he die of? Presumably it was cancer?'

The solicitor nodded his head. ‘I'm afraid so. A very aggressive form of pancreatic cancer. I remember he told me it was only diagnosed in May and he died on November fifth. I saw him in Brookford in October, when he drafted his will, and he was already bedridden.'

‘And the lady mentioned in his will? Have you any idea who she is?'

‘Yes, indeed. She lives in the village and it was she who looked after your father in his final months. I believe she's a distant relative of some description.' Holly nodded, glad that there had been somebody at his side at the end. That reminded her of something else.

‘I was wondering if you knew anything about the burial. When did that take place? Was there a service? Was my father buried in the village?' The solicitor nodded.

‘Yes, he died in the hospice in Exeter and there was a service at Exeter's crematorium. I'm sorry we weren't able to contact you in time. And then, at your father's request, his ashes were laid to rest in the churchyard at Brookford. Mr Trimble, the postmaster you met today, will be able to give you further information.'

He ran through a list of other matters, obtaining her signature to various documents as he went along. Finally, he handed over a hefty envelope. ‘You should find all the documents you need in here, along with a copy of the will, and a sealed letter written by your father to you. If you need anything else, please don't hesitate to contact me.'

‘Thank you, Mr Inglis, you've been very helpful. I think I'll go off and digest everything you've told me.' Holly walked back to the car, her mind in turmoil. It was as if the cork had blown out of the bottle and her emotions were spraying everywhere. She truly didn't know whether to laugh or cry. On the one hand she had suddenly become a millionaire, while on the other, she had lost her dad. She retraced her steps to the car and climbed in beside Julia. Her face must have betrayed her inner conflict.

‘What the bloody hell's happened, Hol? You look like somebody's just slapped you.' She sounded concerned.

‘No, Jules, nothing bad. It's just that he's left me a load of money and I don't know what to think any more.' She glanced down at the envelope clutched in her hand. ‘The man said there's a letter in here from my dad.'

Holly reached in for the letter. It was in a sealed white envelope and it contained two handwritten sheets of paper.

My dearest Holly,

If you are reading this, it will mean I am dead. I regret so many things in my life and this last regret is just one of many where you are concerned. I wish I had been able to see you again at least once before my death. I have often imagined you as a grown woman, and am sure you are a fine, lovely girl and a credit to any father.

I worked hard throughout my life in Australia and I draw some small consolation from the fact that I have been able to provide for you after my death. And I fear that death will soon be upon me. This cancer continues to resist all efforts to slow its pace and they tell me now I only have weeks, rather than months, before me.

As I reach the end of my life, I realise just how much I have missed watching you grow up and develop into womanhood. I know now I should have done more to locate and contact you, but the distance between us always put me off trying, apart from that one time. And, to be honest, I have been afraid to try again. It is inevitable that your mother will have poisoned you against me. It would have broken my heart to have had to face rejection by you, Holly, so I chose to remember you as you were; a dear, sweet, loving daughter. It is only now that I realise how cowardly I have been. I should have risked your hatred and made another effort.