Weavers of War (43 page)

But even knowing all this, she couldn’t bring herself to admit that it was time now to end the lies. She tried to tell herself that there was still more that she could learn, that her access to the conspiracy could still help Grinsa and the king. But in truth she wasn’t even certain that this was true anymore. A part of her wondered if this were a matter of pride. When she succeeded in joining the conspiracy she assumed a unique role in this war. Never before had she felt so important, and it occurred to her that she might have been allowing vanity to cloud her judgment. But after considering this possibility for but a moment she dismissed it. In the end it came down to fright. Keziah was just scared. She had survived for this long through cunning and lies; she could survive that way a bit longer. But if she revealed to the Weaver that she had deceived him …

Keziah shuddered. Yes, that was the reason.

“Keziah,” Grinsa called, after she had taken only a step or two.

She halted, but didn’t turn.

“I’ll do everything I can to keep you safe. You know that.”

Probably she should have said something. She could have thanked him in some way, or at least told him that she wasn’t really angry with him. Instead, she just nodded and left him there.

She walked northward toward the battle front, her pace quickening as she went. Abruptly she needed to be near Kearney. Grinsa’s warnings had taken her thoughts in a new direction. War with the Qirsi army was almost upon them, and the Weaver had made it clear to her that he wanted the king dead before that final conflict began. Clearly she couldn’t kill him, but it seemed to her equally clear that in a matter of such importance, the Weaver would not depend solely on her.

When at last she found the king, he was checking the blade of the broadsword he usually carried in the silver, red, and black baldric of his forebears. Another sword hung on his belt, and his horse stood nearby, saddled and bearing battle armor.

“What’s happened?” she asked, her apprehension mounting.

He looked up, his eyes meeting hers for just an instant. Then he sheathed his blade and nodded toward the north. “Braedon’s men are on the move. I expect them to attack any time now. You shouldn’t be here. It’s not safe.” He stepped to his mount and began to tighten the saddle.

Keziah gazed at the enemy lines. There did appear to be a good deal of activity there, though she couldn’t make any sense of it.

“I’ll ride with you,” she said.

He stopped what he was doing and stared at her. “What?”

“I can wield a blade. And I have language of beasts and mists and winds. I can help you.”

“You could be killed.”

She raked a hand through her hair. Why were the men in her life constantly reminding her of that?

“He wants you dead!” she said, her voice dropping to a whisper. “I’ve told you that. I know that you have to fight, but someone has to be near you, to protect you.”

“The Weaver isn’t even here yet.”

“No, but he’s near, and he wanted me to do this before he arrived. If there are others who have been told to kill you, they’ll make the attempt today.”

She had no proof of this, of course, but as she spoke the words she knew in her heart that it was true.

“We’re at war, Kez. Anyone who isn’t an ally will be trying to kill me. Do you really think that one more Qirsi assassin will make that much difference?”

“
I
can make a difference.”

“And who will keep you alive?”

Keziah started to answer, then closed her mouth, unsure of what she had intended to say.

Kearney smiled with such tenderness that it was all she could do to keep from crying. “You see? You’re asking me to exchange my life for yours, and that’s not a trade I’m willing to make.”

Men called out from both ends of the Eibitharian camp, and Kearney’s eyes snapped back to the front.

“They must be bringing their archers forward.” He looked at her again. “I have to go.”

She said nothing.

The king swung himself onto his horse, gazed at her once more.

“They’ll try for your mount first,” she said. “The Weaver wants you dead, but he wants it to appear to be the empire’s fault, so the attempt will be subtle. They’ll try to make him rear suddenly, or they’ll break his leg.”

Kearney nodded. “I’ll do my best to be ready.”

Their eyes remained locked for another moment before he wheeled his mount away and started toward the front.

She could hear singing coming from the soldiers of Braedon, and though Grinsa had counseled peace time and again, trying to make all who would listen understand that they would need every soldier on both sides of the battle plain to defeat the Weaver, she couldn’t help hating them.

*   *   *

Soldiers ran in all directions, archers taking position on the flanks, preparing to answer the Braedony volleys that were already pelting down on the Eibitharian army, and swordsmen taking positions in the center, where they would meet the inevitable charge from the army of the empire. As always, Hagan MarCullet was beside the duke of Curgh, giving voice to Javan’s commands, and offering advice when the duke asked for it. And as always, Xaver stood a few paces from his father, waiting to learn if he would be allowed to fight. He had fought in the previous battle, but only because Hagan had been distracted as the fighting began and hadn’t noticed his son charging forward with the other soldiers. Afterward, when Hagan was certain that Xaver was all right, he gave the boy a tongue-lashing that Xaver would not soon forget.

Tavis was nearby, his face pale, so that his dark scars stood out even more starkly than usual. Though Xaver and the young lord were the same age, Tavis was strapping on a sword, preparing for combat, while Xaver, his liege man, could only watch.

The injustice of it made Xaver want to scream out loud.

He didn’t blame his friend. With all that he had endured the past year, Tavis had earned the right to fight for his realm. But hadn’t Xaver as well? Hadn’t he fought bravely, albeit clumsily, during the siege of Kentigern a year before? Hadn’t he borne the hardships of the march from Curgh along with the other men in Javan’s army? Hadn’t he acquitted himself well in the recent battle? Didn’t he wield a blade as skillfully as any soldier on that battle plain?

Of course he did. For he was Hagan MarCullet’s son, trained to fight by the Sword himself. And there lay the problem. As long as his father remained in command of Curgh’s army, Xaver might never be allowed to fight again. In a way, Xaver understood. Ever since the death of Xaver’s mother, Daria, Hagan had done all he could to protect his son. Matters had only gotten worse since Kentigern, when Xaver accompanied the duke and Tavis to the tor only to find himself imprisoned and then caught in the midst of a siege. The recent deaths of the duke of Heneagh and his son had made Hagan even more cautious. Still, understanding was one thing; tolerating this treatment was quite another. Xaver was a year past his Fating now. Younger men had marched to the Moorlands with Javan’s army. Yes, some of them had died, but others had fought bravely, even gallantly. Xaver could well be one of those young heroes, if his father would only give him the opportunity. He could almost see himself ten years from now, a father in his own right, still standing behind Hagan as others marched to battle. It would be funny, if it didn’t gall him so.

He had asked Tavis to speak with the duke on his behalf, but he knew that there was little his friend could do for him. The young lord might have been his liege, but he had no real authority on this battle plain. Javan was duke, Hagan his swordmaster. On matters pertaining to the army, a duke almost always deferred to his swordmaster’s judgment.

Tavis glanced at him now, even as he checked his weapon one last time, and there was an apology in his dark blue eyes. “It won’t be much of a battle,” he said. “We have twice as many men as they do.”

“All the more reason for my father to let me fight.”

Tavis shrugged, seeming to concede the point. Then he started toward his horse.

“Tavis, wait!”

His friend turned.

Xaver looked toward his father, who was intent on his conversation with the duke and the battle unfolding before them.

“I’m coming with you.”

Tavis shook his head. “Stinger—”

“Don’t call me that.”

Even the old nickname rankled. A stinger was what soldiers called a child’s training weapon, and since Hagan had long been called the Sword, it had always seemed fitting that they call him Stinger. But didn’t it imply that he was still but a boy, not yet as tempered as his father’s steel, not yet ready to fight alongside men?

“I’m sorry,” Tavis said, frowning. “But I don’t think this is a good idea.”

“I’m your liege man. If you tell me to stay behind, I have no choice but to obey. But you know that I don’t deserve to be left here. I’m as good with a sword as any of these men.”

His friend looked truly pained, and Xaver knew that he was being unfair to him, placing him in an impossible position. “The last thing I want to do is get between you and Hagan,” Tavis had said the last time they discussed this. Yet that was precisely where Xaver had just put him.

“I’ll tell my father that it was my idea,” he said. “And your father, too. I’ll take all the blame.”

“I’m not worried about getting in trouble, Xaver.”

He felt his face growing hot. “You think I’m going to get myself killed. You don’t think I can fight either.”

“That’s not true. But this is a war. Anything can happen. Any of us can be killed. I don’t know that I’ll survive.”

“But you choose to fight anyway.” Seeing Tavis hesitate, Xaver pressed his advantage. “Shouldn’t I be allowed to make that same choice?”

Tavis stood there chewing his lip, looking for just that moment like the boy Xaver used to play with in the gardens of Curgh Castle. At last he exhaled through his teeth, shaking his head. “Your father is going to thrash us,” he said. “And if he doesn’t, mine will.”

Xaver grinned. “They’ll never know,” he said, and ran to get his mount.

*   *   *

Lenvyd jal Qosten had ridden north, just as the Weaver commanded, leaving Audun’s Castle and the City of Kings even before he knew whether the poison he gave to the woman there had killed her. The Weaver had long told him that his time would come, that someday his service to the movement would prove invaluable. Now, it seemed that the time was at hand. First he had been called upon to kill the traitor, Cresenne ja Terba, to punish her for turning against the Weaver and his great cause. Today he would strike a second blow, using his other magic, the one nobody knew he possessed. Nobody, that is, except the Weaver.

The Eandi thought him harmless, an old healer whose talents were limited to mending insignificant wounds and mixing tonics for the foolish ladies of the king’s court. But he had always been clever—how else could he have concealed his fealty to the Weaver’s cause for so long? The Weaver had recognized this, of course. He had rewarded Lenvyd handsomely for his role in the killing of old King Aylyn, and had promised to do the same if he managed to kill Cresenne.

“But even that payment will be nothing next to what I’ll give you if you succeed in this last endeavor,” the Weaver had told him one night just before Lenvyd left the castle. “You’ll have riches beyond your wildest imaginings, and you’ll spend your last days serving in my court.”

He was only too happy to comply.

None of the Eandi knew which of the castle healers Minqar, the master healer, had ordered to the Moorlands and which had been instructed to remain behind. Even the king did not trouble himself with such matters. Some of the Qirsi knew—Minqar would have had to speak of this with the archminister, and of course the other healers would know who among their brethren had gone north. But if necessary Lenvyd could always claim that the master healer had sent him to join the others, fearing that the king didn’t have enough healers with him. No one would question him. And even if Minqar thought to send a messenger north to warn Kearney of Lenvyd’s betrayal, Lenvyd would reach the army first. By the time the missive arrived, it would be too late.

He expected, though, that lies wouldn’t be necessary, and that no message would come. He was right.

Lenvyd had come within sight of the Eibitharian camp several days before. He sent his horse away, waited until nightfall, then covered the remaining distance on foot, slipping into the camp unnoticed and lying down to sleep near the other healers. When morning broke and they woke to find him there, no one said a word. One or two looked at him strangely, as if wondering how he had gotten there, but most seemed to take for granted that he had been with them all along. Old Lenvyd, whom no one ever noticed.

For a few days he tended to the wounded, saying little, trying only not to be noticed. But finally last night, the Weaver entered his dreams again.

“You’re with Kearney’s army,” the man said to him, as Lenvyd shielded his eyes from the brilliant light that shone behind him.

“Yes, Weaver.”

“And the king still lives?”

“He does, Weaver.”

For several moments the Weaver didn’t speak. Lenvyd sensed his fury and lowered his gaze, afraid that he might be punished, though he knew he’d done nothing wrong.

“I would have preferred that another see to this task, but she has failed me, so it falls to you. You know what it is I want?”

“Yes, Weaver.”

“Good. My army and I are but a day’s ride away from your battle plain. I want this done tomorrow, so that when we arrive the soldiers of Eibithar will be grieving for their king and blaming the empire for his death.”

“Kearney doesn’t allow his healers to venture so close to the fighting. It will be difficult for me to do this in the midst of a battle. Were I a younger man, my magic still strong and new, I could do it from some distance. But now…” He shrugged, again fearing the Weaver’s wrath.

But the man merely said, “I understand. Still, there is no one else. You must not fail me. Get as close to him as you dare, but not so close that you arouse the suspicions of those around you. I want this to seem an accident or an act of the Eandi warriors. There are times when we must become more than we are, perhaps more than we ever were. For you, that time has come.”