Weather the Storm (Security Specialists International #3)

Security Specialists International, Book 3

Monette Michaels

Published 2013

ISBN: 978-1-62210-059-0

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This is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents and dialogues in this book are of the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is completely coincidental.

Research librarian Elana Fabrizzio was in the wrong place at the wrong time. While working her late night shift at the library, she overhears a man hire a mercenary to kill Keely Walsh-Maddox and other Security Specialists International operatives. Things go from bad to worse when the man kills a student and a security guard on his way out of the library.

SSI operative Vanko Petriv is in New York City on holiday and is redirected to Washington, D.C. to become Elana’s personal security. Turns out the man she overheard is the traitor SSI has been pursuing for quite a while. Her eyewitness testimony would eliminate the treacherous thorn in SSI’s side and rid the intelligence community of a traitor once and for all.

Vanko is instantly attracted to the courageous Elana and vows to make her his. Elana is surprised when she’s attracted to Vanko. Bad past experiences have made her leery of dominant men.

When another enemy from Elana’s past appears, Vanko does what is needed to keep her alive. Their burgeoning attraction is threatened from all sides, but true love weathers any storm.

Dedication

To Cherise, for always knowing when to kick my ass.

Acknowledgements

Thanks to my beta-readers Michelle, Debbie, Gail, and KaLyn for all your encouragement and enthusiasm for this book. My critique partners, Ezra and Cherise, always make me better; I couldn’t have finished this book without your help, thank you. Lots of hugs to Terri Schaefer for always making me look good. And as always, thanks to April Martinez for another luscious cover.

Friday, December 2nd, 10:00 P.M. (EST), Lauringer Library, Georgetown University campus

“Elana?”

Elana turned toward the other “lucky” librarian who’d gotten stuck working the late shift on a Friday night. “Yes, Betsy?”

“I think I can handle the hordes of knowledge-hungry students if you’d like to check the study carrels for AWOL reference materials.”

Elana laughed and looked around the mostly unoccupied third floor which, unlike most buildings, was the main floor of the modernistic library. “Yeah, only the die-hard students come out on a night like this.” Fridays were always slow, but tonight also had the draw of a big basketball match-up, Georgetown versus Purdue.

Betsy nodded toward the guard station. “Harry has the game on and has been shouting the score every ten minutes or so. I stopped shushing him after the third time since there really aren’t many students to complain and the ones who are here keep asking him for a score update.”

“We’re up by ten with ten minutes left in the half.” The guard, an ex-D.C. police officer, didn’t even turn around. His eyes were glued to the small television he’d brought to work.

“Thus my point is proven.” Betsy laughed.

Elana smiled. “I won’t be long.” She picked up her walkie-talkie; all librarians carried them at night. While violence on the campus, and in the library in particular, was low, it was better to be safe than sorry. One push of the button and Harry would be alerted. “I’ve already checked all the carrels on this floor and the fifth, so I’ll make a pass on the fourth. That should take care of us until Monday when the students start hiding and hoarding materials again.”

“Yeah, some things never change.” Betsy shooed her on. “Go. When you get back, we can take turns going on break.”

“You’ve got a deal.”

Elana skirted the edge of the circulation desk and took the main stairs to the fourth floor. No need to take the elevator since there were a couple of carts already on four.

As she climbed the stairs, she slid her hand along the metal railing and stopped to plié every other step. The muscles in her legs ached in a good way at her impromptu practice. Years ago, if someone had told her she’d be living in the U.S. and working as a librarian, she would’ve laughed. Until the age of sixteen, she’d trained to be a prima ballerina just like her mother. Then a madman had entered her life, destroying her family and her dreams.

A frisson of remembered fear swept over her, making her shiver.

Stop it. That’s all in the past. You’re safe. Demidas is not here
.

Yes, she was safe. She enjoyed her job and the new friends she had made. She had her dance classes to keep her in shape and because she loved to dance, plus she’d added some self-defense classes, just in case. All in all, her life was good—what little family she had left had sacrificed enormously to make it so. After all the trouble and effort she and others had gone through, including changing her name from Fabrizzio to Cruz, to protect her from Sergei Demidas, she planned to live the new life created out of the ashes of tragedy to the fullest. The past was past and would remain so.

But is it really? Are you living life to the fullest?

She mentally bitch-slapped the nagging little voice. No good ever came of dwelling on the past. This was her life now—and it was a blessedly secure one.

Coward.

Whatever. She had the right to live however in the heck she wanted. If that meant being a technical services librarian in the United States, so be it.

Elana ruthlessly shoved the past into a dark, hidden corner of her mind. She had a job to do; one of her jobs was to make sure all reference materials were available equally to all students. Unfortunately, some students weren’t the least bit concerned about fairness in access. Since finals were right around the corner, the problem was worse than usual.

Boring job. Boring life.

The damn mental voice, her conscience or whatever it was, had been loud of late, forcing her to examine her life’s choices more and more. The voice had become pushier after she’d obtained her doctorate in computer sciences, her concentration in statistical analysis. She had begun to think she should be doing more to hunt and stop evil men like the sadistic bastard who’d ravaged her life twelve years ago.

What kind of idiot would leave the sheltered, sane world of the library to find a job seeking monsters?

You’re afraid Demidas will find you.

Yes, absolutely. She’d managed to survive Demidas’s cruel abuse once; she wasn’t sure she could do so again and remain sane.

The voice, for once, had no response. Because no matter how snarky her inner voice got about hiding in the library job, her subconscious was bone-deep scared of their nemesis too.

Elana pushed open the door to the fourth floor. She stopped and blinked, allowing her eyes to adjust from the bright neon lighting of the stairwell to the dimness of the fourth floor. While cost-effective and green, the low-level lighting created lots of shadows. Tonight, those shadows seemed ominous. She damned the niggling voice in her head for throwing her back in time and bringing images of her personal bogeyman to mind.

The preternatural silence of the huge room was suddenly suffocating. She forced herself to take two slow, deep breaths. They didn’t help. Her skin crawled and the hairs on the back of her neck stood up. She rejected the urge to turn on all the overhead lights or, as an alternative, run back down the stairs.

“Stop being a wuss, Ellie,” she muttered to herself; her voice sounded loud in the still room, “and get to work. You’re in a library. It’s safe. You’ve done this dozens of times.” She touched the walkie-talkie clipped to her waistband for reassurance. Harry was only one floor away.

Selecting one of the empty carts, she kept to the aisle along the outside wall where the graduate private study rooms were located. Using her master key, she opened one darkened room after another, checked the sign-out cards on the reference materials, and retrieved those that were overdue. She left the neglectful students a preprinted note to come see her as soon as possible. Their sign-out privileges would be suspended until they did. They all knew the rules: Forty-eight hours and back to the reference desk.

The mundane routine should’ve calmed her frazzled nerves, but it didn’t. Every minute or so, she’d check over her shoulder and search the plentiful shadows.

“Just stop it,” she whispered as she moved briskly toward the next study room. “You’re being pathetic.”

After five unoccupied study rooms, the next one had a light on. She let out a sigh of relief. Human contact and conversation would be good right about now. She knocked and heard, “Come in.” She opened the door and entered.

The student inside looked up and smiled. “Oh, hey, Elana. Didn’t see you downstairs when I came in earlier.”

Libby Hays was a graduate student in Political Science and very pregnant with her first child.

“That must’ve been when I was on five rounding up my strays.” She winked and then did a slow scan over Libby’s huge baby bump. “You look as if you’ll have the baby any day.”

“The doctor says it’ll be two more weeks. But I don’t believe her.” Libby gestured at the laptop. “Which is why I’m burning the midnight oil. I’m almost done with my last term paper.” The girl picked up a stack of manila folders next to her. “You can have these back. I’m done with them.”

Elana reached for the material from the library’s vertical files. “Thanks. Saves me from taking out my thumbscrews and using them on you.”

Libby chuckled. “Bad this year, huh?”

“Oh hell yeah. The students get worse each year. The whole ‘it’s all about me’ thing.” She turned to leave, but then paused. “Do e-mail me when the baby’s born. I want to know all the details.”

Libby laughed and scrunched her nose. “I’m hoping to forget everything but the end result.”

“I’ve heard that’s the best idea.” A fleeting pang of envy swept through Elana. As a teenager she’d often dreamed of getting married to a wonderful man who would adore her, someone like her father who’d worshiped her mother, and having lots of babies. But witnessing her parents’ murders and being raped by their killer had a way of keeping her from all but the most superficial intimate relationships with men.

Not all men are
him.

Elana knew that, but still…it was hard to trust them. She sighed. Maybe someday she’d find the perfect man, one who was both strong and gentle and capable of dealing with her demons.

Of course, she’d been telling herself that for several years. So far she’d struck out. Most of her dates never made it to second base, and those few men who managed to get into bed with her eventually told her she was too much work. It had reached the point where she stopped dating to save herself and the men who’d approached her a lot of frustration.

“Elana?” Libby’s questioning—and concerned—voice brought her back to the present. “You okay?”

“I’m fine,” Elana gave Libby a forced smile, “just planning out the rest of my evening. Good night.” With a wave, she left Libby to her term paper.

She finished the row of grad study rooms and then began the seek-and-find foray through the Quiet Study Area. After pushing the filled cart to the area near the elevator, she retrieved another empty cart and headed for the Lounge, a favorite place for students to stash research materials. Some students taped materials in baggies to the undersides of tables with duct tape; she’d often found some of the one-of-a-kind documents hidden in that manner. With that in mind, Elana began the onerous task of crawling under tables.

She was under a table in the farthest, darkest corner of the large room when she thought she heard the outer door open. She listened carefully for several seconds and tried to convince herself she’d misheard. But her gut and that damn tickle on the back of her neck told her differently.
Honestly, Ellie, don’t be a wimp
. She started to crawl out to check the room and the door opened. This time the sound was unmistakable.

Everything in her froze and she stayed where she was. Why hadn’t the lights come on? Students entering would turn on the overhead lights. Betsy or Harry or even Libby would’ve seen her cart outside and called out. Whoever was in the room had wanted darkness. But for what purpose?

A man spoke in a deep, raspy voice. His tone was low, but it seemed loud to Elana. “You know I don’t like meeting like this, Crocker. Hiring mercs isn’t something I do in public.”

The anger in the speaker’s voice chilled her to the bone. Then it registered what he’d said. Mercs? Feeling very much like prey, Elana held very, very still and breathed shallowly. If she didn’t move, didn’t make a noise, maybe they wouldn’t find her.