Authors: Sloan Wilson
Voyage to Somewhere
THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED
BY MY WIFE AND ME
TO THE MEMORY OF MY FATHER,
Albert Frederick Wilson
want command of a ship?” the personnel officer asked.
“Well,” I said, “I hadn't thought of it.”
The personnel officer leaned forward and flicked through the pages of a small card index in a green metal box.
“Let me see, Lieutenant,” he said. “Barton is your name. I think I have you down for command of a ship.”
“If you don't mind,” I interjected, “there are other things I'd rather do. I just came back from two years' sea duty, you know. I'd been hoping for a job somewhere in the States.”
“If I could only find your name here. I had it somewhere.”
I stood uneasily before the personnel officer's desk and watched him look through one card index after the other. He was red-faced and fat. I envied him his job. It must be fun to rifle through card indexes to see whom you were going to send out.
“I'd been hoping,” I said again, “that for a while I could be stationed in the States. Some kind of a teaching job, perhaps, or captain of the port.”
“Well,” he said, “I don't know where your name is. What were you saying?”
“I was saying that I wanted a job here in the States. I've just come back from two years overseas.”
He sat back in his chair and placed one of his fat little hands over the other in a gesture of childish dismay.
“Oh,” he said, “that is impossible. We have to man over a hundred ships going out to New Guinea, and we need men of experience. You have had two years' sea duty, but that's just what makes you so valuable.”
“How about letting someone else get valuable?” I asked.
He grinned at me as though I had made a wonderful joke and suddenly leaned forward and produced a notebook from a drawer. “I know where your name is,” he said. “That reminds me!”
I watched while he carefully turned the pages.
“Barton,” he said. “Let me see. I know it's here somewhere.”
The pages made a dry sound.
“Barton,” he said again. “Begins with a B. That would be toward the beginning of the alphabet. Here it is! I knew I had you down somewhere!”
“What,” I asked, “have you got me down for?”
“A wonderful assignment!”
“You're to be commanding officer of a ship.”
“I know,” I said, “and the ship is going to New Guinea. Not just there and back, but there and on. Don't tell me about it.”
He flipped his notebook shut. “It's a wonderful assignment,” he said. “I thought I was doing you a favor. It's a brand-new ship.”
“How long is the ship? How big is she?”
“A hundred and eighty feet.”
“I don't want that assignment. Do I have to take it? Tell me now and it will save talk.”
The personnel officer took his glasses off and polished them with his handkerchief. “I'm afraid the Commander is already having your orders written up. If you don't want the job you might see him, but I'm afraid it won't do much good. We don't have many men with enough experience to be commanding officers. You know, to tell you the truth, I can't understand your attitude.”
I felt tired and pulled up a chair from another desk. Before speaking I lit my pipe. “My attitude,” I said finally, “is easily understood. For the past two years I have been bobbing around in small ships. I'd like a rest. I've never been able to understand why it's necessary to be shoved out the moment I get in. You and I are both lieutenants; why don't you go to sea for a while and let me have your desk? Let's divide these honors equally.”
The personnel officer put his glasses on carefully. “There's nothing I'd like better,” he said, “but I haven't had the experience. To tell you the truth I've never been to sea since my cadet cruise. I couldn't command a ship now any more than you could really do my job. As a matter of fact, I have twice asked the Commander for a ship, but you know how it is.”
“Yes,” I said, “I know how it is.”
He looked up at me and for a moment I almost felt sorry for him. He looked so small, and so fat, and so sedentary. Perhaps he really did want to go to sea.
“Let me tell you about this assignment,” he said. “The ship is a supply vessel. You'll run out of convoy to all the small bases. In the Pacific you will call at every small islandâthe Hawaiians, the Ellice Islands, the Solomons, and maybe more. Once you get to New Guinea you'll stay away from the big bases almost entirely. It'll be more an exploring expedition than a war. As captain of the ship you'll be your own boss; there'll be no detachment commanders anywhere within miles. It's a damn rare assignment.”
“What kind of a crew will you give me?”
“Not much, I'm afraid. You know how few experienced hands there are around these days, and the destroyer escorts are getting most of them. I'll do the best I can for you, though; don't worry about that.”
“Tell me more about the ship,” I said. “How fast is she? What does she look like?”
“Well, I don't really know. These are new ships, and I haven't seen any of them. I understand they're pretty good, though.”
He opened his notebook again and ran his finger down the line. “Your ship is the SV-126.”
“Thanks,” I said. “That helps a lot. Now I know all about her.”
I got up and started buttoning my coat. “How long have I got in the States?” I asked. “How long before I'll get my orders?”
“It's hard to tell. It might be tomorrow, it might be next month.”
“Look,” I said, “I'd like to know. I have to decide whether or not to wire my wife to come out. There's no use her coming across the continent if I'm only going to be here a few days.”
“You better not have her come out. Your ship will probably be ready sometime this week.”
“Well,” I said, “thanks.”
I turned and walked off. When I had almost reached the door he called after me. “I wouldn't get too downhearted,” he said. “I hear a rumor that we're going into the Marianas pretty soon. They say the war's almost over.”
anything else to do, I decided to go down to the shipyard to inspect the SV-126. A yeoman in the office told me that she was building at the Pacific Ship Works. I took a taxi there, and soon stood before the watchman's gate. Over the fence I could see the towering decks of a battleship on the ways, and moored in a slip was an aircraft carrier. The watchman came out of his box and looked at me as though he wanted to place his hand over my eyes.
“I want to go aboard a ship that's building here,” I said. “The SV-126.”
The watchman went to a notebook which, by coincidence, had a similar binding to the one in which the personnel officer had found my name.
“SV-126,” he said. “I don't have no such number here.”
“Look again,” I said. “It must be here. I'm sure the ship is being built in this yard.”
“What kind of a ship is it?” he asked.
“A supply ship. A very small one.”
He looked again. “Nope,” he said, “it's not here. Must be at some other yard.”
“Will you let me go in and look?” I asked.
The watchman looked at me suspiciously a moment, then bade me go in.
The shipyard was a big place. On the ways along the water more than a dozen big ships were being built or repaired. Men on scaffolds by the sides of a battleship were welding, and the bright sparks of their torches sprayed out like a Fourth of July celebration. Beside the battleship was a destroyer with her bow removed. As I passed her I could look into her hull and see that the bunks in her forecastle had been twisted by fire. Past this row of ships I saw an office building. I stopped there and asked for the SV-126.
“Never heard of it,” a bespectacled civilian told me.
“Are you building any small ships here at all?” I asked.
He thought a moment and consulted a framed map of the yard on the wall.
“Over here,” he said, pointing with his finger, “they're building some small hulls. I thought they were tugboats, but you can look and see.”
He showed me how I could get to the point designated, and I set out. I walked past the half-completed hull of a Liberty ship and the knifelike bow of a cruiser. Over the top of a building I could see the upper deck of the carrier I had seen from without the wall. When I had passed the building I could see a group of tin workshops by the water, but no more ships. Discouraged, I turned to go back, and saw a workman carrying a welder's mask behind me.
I said, “You don't know where they're building a small ship around here, do you? The SV-126?”
He said, “They've got something down by the blacksmith shop. Just threw it in the water yesterday.”
He pointed to the blacksmith shop, the farthest of the tin sheds I had seen before, and I walked toward it.
When I rounded the corner of the blacksmith shop I saw the SV-126. I had not seen her before because the top of her mast did not come above the roof of the building. She was indeed a small shipâso small that she might best have been called a boat. The white numbers on her plumb bow seemed disproportionately large. The bow, almost before it got started, broke away into a well deck that was not more than a foot and a half above the water. Abaft the well deck the stern was built up like the stern of a Spanish galleon. The ship's lines, taken together with the fact that she was painted a bright green, made her appear ridiculous. Fascinated, I walked down to the dock and stood beside her. Even in the imperceptible swell of the slip she was bobbing lightly against the dock. Frantically, as a man tries to find good points in a person he feels he should love, I tried to find something consoling about the ship. The high bow was goodâshe would not take much water forward, or aft, for that matter, with that high stem. But amidships she would be awash half the time! And the looks of the thing! A man would be ashamed to be seen aboard her. I stepped backward to see the full sweep of her lines better. As I did so I noticed an officer seated on a pile of lumber a few feet away. He was a very fat man about forty years of age, a lieutenant. He was looking at me with an air of amusement.
“Well,” he said, “what do you think of her?”
“Not much,” I admitted.
He got up and walked over toward me. “Going to be stationed aboard her?” he asked.
“I'm afraid so.”
“So am I.”
I looked at him with new interest. He was fat, but he neither talked nor walked like a fat man. Something in his manner suggested that his corpulence was merely a disguise that could be dropped at a moment's notice. I realized that I had been staring at him, and quickly shoved out my hand.
“My name's Barton,” I said. “I understand I'm supposed to command the thing.”
“Rudd's my name,” he said. “I'm the engineering officer.”
We stood together and silently surveyed the ship. She was such a remarkable-looking vessel, so like a huge green wooden shoe, that she was hard to get used to.
“What an awful thing,” Mr. Rudd said. “Who do you supposed designed her?”
“Walt Disney,” I replied.”
He laughed, and I saw he was looking at me.
“Do you know where we're going?” he asked.
“New Guinea,” I said. “I believe it's supposed to be a secret.”
“I know,” he said. “What an awful thing.”
He took a cigar from his pocket and lit it. Without a word we began pacing up and down on the dock beside the ship.