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Her left
eyebrow rose in curiosity, she was getting impatient with me. I needed to say
something…anything…

“I
apologize. I’m usually more well-mannered.” I explained.

She
grinned at me eyeing me up and down.

“No
worries.”

We stood
there for a few moments not saying anything. My mind was racing with thoughts
on how much she looked like Olivia. She could have been her twin. She was an
older version of her, not by much, this was Olivia grown up. She was probably
in her early twenties. How the fuck could this even be possible?

“Why are
you looking at me like that?” She smirked, breaking me from my thoughts, which
made me chuckle.

“I’m
sorry…God I keep saying that, huh? It’s just that you remind me of someone.
It’s as if we’ve met before.”

“Trust
me Baby, if we’d met before you’d remember. There wouldn’t be any doubt.” She
teased. “I’m Ysabelle.” She said as she extended her right hand to me.

“Sebastian.”
I replied while shaking her hand and in that moment I didn’t want to let go. I
wanted to pull her to me. I wanted to hug and embrace her.

“Well
then…it was nice meeting you, Sebastian. Maybe, I’ll see you again.” She stood
on the tips of her toes, catching me off guard, and kissed me on my cheek, mere
inches from my lips. She grabbed a blonde woman’s hand that I hadn’t noticed, and
walked away from me. I wanted to run to her, shake her, and tell her she was
Olivia. That she was mine. I knew in my mind that she wasn’t Olivia, but my
heart kept telling me that she was. I hadn’t felt those feelings in years. I was
so torn. I needed to know her.

In the
matter of a second all the feelings, thoughts, desires, wants, and needs were
back in a flash. I felt the longing tugging at my heart. I needed to get my
shit together. I walked into the bathroom and splashed water on my face.

“What
the fuck are you doing, Sebastian?” I urged my reflection.

I needed
to get the fuck out of there. I needed to go home to my family. I needed to
forget what just happened, why couldn’t I move my feet? Why was just the
thought of not seeing her again, hurting me so bad? I felt as though I couldn’t
breathe.

I walked
out of the bathroom and went straight to the bar.

“Two
shots of Patrón.” I gulped both of them back eagerly and still felt like I
wanted more. I wanted to forget this feeling. I wanted it to go away. I needed
to it to go away. I could not let it destroy me.

I tried
to shake off my thoughts. From the corner of my eye I saw her again. She was
dancing with the blonde. The way she was swaying her hips and her arms were
hypnotizing. I couldn’t take my eyes off of her she owned the room.

“My, my,
my, Sebastian. Now I learn that you may have some vices after all.” Alejandro
whispered from behind. I turned to face him.

“She’s
perfect isn’t she? It’s alright amigo. Eve fucked it up for us when she gave
Adam the apple, blame her.”

I turned
to look at her again. She was laughing in another man’s arms. His arms were around
her waist and he was whispering something in her ear. I wanted nothing more
than to go over there and punch the motherfucker out. My body was radiating
jealousy for a woman I didn’t even know.

            I
turned back to Alejandro I couldn’t look anymore.

            “You
like her? Do you want her? I could get her for you. It’s a small price to pay
for the beauty you sold me today.”

            “What
are you talking about?”

            “Don’t
play coy, Sebastian. I can see it in your eyes. You want her and you want her
bad. I could make that happen, just say the word.”

            “What
do you mean? Is she your wife?” He laughed, so hard that his head fell back.

            “Ay
Dios mio, Sebastian. My wife…seriously? No Sebastian, she is not my wife. She
is no one’s wife. She belongs to Madam.” He revealed.

            “Madam?”
I repeated.

            “You
really have no idea do you?” He chuckled again and reached into his wallet, placing
a business card in my hand.

            It
was a black card with VIP etched on the front in silver lettering. I turned it
over to see an address and a phone number.

            I
looked at him with a confused face.

            “That”
he pointed to the card, “is how you find out.” He revealed as he walked away.

            I
looked back at Ysabelle as she was walking away with that man, his face
tenderly kissing her neck as he led her to the upper deck. I watched as they
left my sight. It took everything I had not to go grab her from him.

            I
looked back at the card. I knew two things in that moment.

One, I
was going to find out who she was, and two I was eternally fucked.

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            I
awoke the next morning exhausted. Whoever said sex wasn’t a hell of a workout
was fucking lying. Michael could go for hours. I’d only been with him a few
times, and each time it involved a sex marathon. It didn’t help that he loved
to snort cocaine off my breasts. I was sore in places I didn’t know were
possible. I swear he thought I was a contortionist with the positions he placed
me in.

            I
started to stretch my limbs when I heard Brooke’s ringtone.

            “Hello.”

            “Hey
love, how you feeling?” She questioned giggling.

            “I’m
alright, just stretching some. I didn’t get home till about four. I thought it
would be earlier, Michael had other plans for me.” She laughed some more.

            “Well…anytime
he sees you he attacks you before anyone can get their hands on you. I think
it’s actually kind of funny. I know Milania wanted to try him out last night.”

            “Milania
can have him next time. I don’t care how good of a tipper he is. It physically
hurts to walk today.”

            “He’s
not that bad. Well…never mind he is that bad. I was going to ask you last
night. Who was that guy?”

            “What
guy?”

            “The
one from the bathroom. I swear the way he was looking at you was extreme.”

            “I
have that effect on men, Brooke, it’s a curse.” I bragged.

            “Yeah…yeah…seriously
though. Did you know him? I don’t think I’ve ever seen him before. I would
remember. He was hot and really fucking tall.”

            “He
was that, wasn’t he?” I sighed. “No, I’ve never seen him. He was definitely
interesting. I think he said his name was Sebastian. I didn’t get a last name.
Maybe Madam knows, or maybe he was just a random.”

            “Could
be. I wouldn’t mind taking him for a test ride. Although, he wasn’t interested
in me, he wanted little Miss Bella.” She teased.

            “Nah,
I don’t think the guy knew what he wanted other than to use the bathroom. I may
have just caught him off guard. He said I reminded him of someone, maybe he was
just confused.”

            “You’re
right. What are you doing today?”

            “Nothing.”
I replied with a smile.

            “You’re
such a brat, call me later.”

            “Ok,
bye.”

            I
hung up and tossed my phone to my bed, took a shower, and ate lunch while
watching football. Men loved women who knew their sports. As much as I would
like to say that I watched it for them, it would be a lie. I secretly loved it.

            I
thought back on what Brooke had said about Sebastian. He was good looking. He
had to be about 6’4. I was wearing five inch stilettos and only reached his
chest. I found myself fantasizing about his blonde hair, wanting to run my
fingers through it. His blue eyes were just as entrancing. His narrow face
showed perfect white teeth and a killer smile.

            I
wondered if I would ever see him again. I hadn’t taken on a new client in a few
months. The look on his face when he saw me definitely left an impression. He
looked at me like I was his everything. I wanted to see that look again. I
don’t know why, but I did.

            I
had to make myself stop thinking about someone that I didn’t know. It
absolutely made no sense. I went back to my normal life the next day, yet, just
for that day I let myself fantasize about the unknown possibilities.

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It had
been a month since I had met Ysabelle, a month since the business card started
burning a hole in my wallet. I didn’t know what to do I felt guilty for
thinking about another woman, as much as I wished and prayed that it would go
away it didn’t.

            I
thought about her, and I dreamt about her. I couldn’t get her out of my mind it
devoured me. It was like a tsunami had come crashing down on me, I felt guilty
and I hadn’t even done anything.

            The
thoughts of Ysabelle brought back thoughts of Olivia. I felt ashamed to think
of Olivia after all these years. Seeing Ysabelle made me realize that Olivia
would always hold a piece of my soul.

I know
when you’re young you truly don’t know what it means to love. I knew that I
did. I was given the opportunity to love two women in my life. I had the
pleasure of experiencing that twice in my short lifetime. I know that made me
sound like a selfish bastard, like I’m bragging about loving two women, though,
it was the truth.

I loved
my wife and my son. I couldn’t be thinking about someone just because, they
looked like someone I had lost. It wasn’t fair to me and especially not fair to
my family. I had been spending more time with Julia and Christian. It was like
I was trying to make up for the thoughts that overpowered me. I knew what I was
thinking was so wrong, I couldn’t help it. I didn’t know what to do.

            “Sebby.”
I heard Julia say from our bedroom. I immediately went to her.

            “Yes,
Babygirl.” I replied coming into the room.

            “Can
you help me get these shoes? I can’t reach them.” I heard her say from our
closet.

            I
walked in to her wearing her crème silk robe, her see-through crème silk robe.
My eyes greedily took her in.

            “Where’s
Christian?”

            “He
fell asleep on the couch, watching Finding Nemo. He was exhausted from Kevin’s
birthday party yesterday. I think he may be coming down with something too, he
felt a little warm this morning. If he’s still warm tomorrow I may have to call
in to take him to the doctor.”

            “I
only have one appointment scheduled tomorrow, I can take him if needed.” I
stated as I walked to her.

            “How
did I get so lucky, huh? You are amazing, Sebby.” I pulled the front ties of
her robe pulling her to me and letting the robe fall open. My hands went around
her waist to her ass and my mouth landed in the nook of her neck just below her
ear. Her skin was warm and she smelled of lavender.

            “You
took a bath. Why didn’t you call me?”

She
laughed. “Because, I wanted to relax and if I had called you I wouldn’t have
gotten to.” She moaned as I kissed my way to her collarbone.

            “I
love bath time with you.” I taunted continuing to kiss my way down her body.

            “Sebby.”
She sighed as I brought her nipple in my mouth. I sucked on it, soft at first
and then firmer. It became a soft peak as her hands went into my hair. I moved
to the next one and repeated the process, moving towards her belly button while
my hands continued to caress her breasts.

            Julia
breathing became elated. I kissed and licked her hipbones. My thoughts flashed
to Ysabelle just for a second. I thought about her soft skin. I thought about
kissing her-
Fuck no…

I bowed
my head on Julia’s stomach.
What the fuck was wrong with me?
How could I
picture another woman when I was about to make love to my wife?

“What’s
wrong?” Julia asked, I could hear her hesitation. I looked up at her flushed
face. Her eyes were my undoing they were filled with love for me.

“Nothing,
Babygirl, I love you. You know that right? You know I love you more than
anything in this world.” I confessed.

“Of
course I do.”

            I
pressed her back to the wall and kissed her hipbones once again. I kissed my
way to the top of her mound and gave a light peck to her clit. I spread light
kisses all around her lips until she was panting and subtly moving her hips.

            “Don’t
tease me.” She proclaimed in a raspy voice.

            I
licked her from the bottom to top of her slit while placing her leg over my
shoulder. Her hands instantly went into my hair for balance. I opened her wider
and lightly kissed and licked my way to where she wanted me the most.