Valley of Silence (6 page)

“It can't be changed. And I couldn't, wouldn't,” Moira corrected, “have ordered homes burned. Perhaps it would have been wiser, and stronger, to do just that. But those whose homes we destroyed would have lost the heart they need to fight. So it's done this way.”

She had no appetite for the food on her plate, but she picked up her tea to warm her hands. “Blair and Cian know strategy, as Hoyt and Glenna know magic. But you and I, Larkin, we know Geall and its people. We would have broken their hearts and their spirits.”

“They'll burn what they don't need or want,” Cian told her.

“Aye, but it won't be our hands that light the torch. That will matter. So we believe we know where they are. Do we know how many?”

“He started out with multitudes, but he was lying. He didn't know,” Cian said. “However much Lilith may use mortals, she wouldn't count them in her inner circle, or trust any with salient information. They're food, they're servants, they're entertainment.”

“We can look.” Glenna spoke for the first time. “Hoyt and I, now that we have a general area, can do a locator spell. We should be able to get harder data. Some idea of the numbers. We know from Larkin's trip to the caves and his look at their arsenal they were armed for a thousand or more.”

“We'll look.” Hoyt laid his hand over Glenna's. “But what I think Cian isn't saying is whatever the numbers they have, whatever we have, in the end they'll have more. Whatever weapons they have will be more. Lilith has had decades, perhaps centuries, to plan this moment. We've had months.”

“And still we'll win.”

Cian lifted a brow at Moira's statement. “Because you're good and they're evil?”

“No, and there's nothing so simple as that. You yourself are proof of that, for you're neither like her nor like us, but something else altogether. We'll win because we'll be smarter, and we'll be stronger. And because she has no one like the six of us standing with her.”

She turned from him to his brother. “Hoyt, you are the first of us. You brought us together.”

“Morrigan chose us.”

“She, or fate, selected us,” Moira agreed. “But it was you who began the work. It's you who believed, who had the power and the strength to forge this circle. So do I believe it. I rule Geall, but I don't rule this company.”

“Nor do I.”

“No, none of us do. We must be as one, for all our differences. So we look to each other for what we need. I'm far from the strongest warrior here, and my magic is but a shadow. I don't have Larkin's skills, nor the steeliness of mind to kill in cold blood. What I have is knowledge and authority, so I offer those.”

“You have more,” Glenna told her. “A great deal more.”

“I will have more, before it's done. There are things I must do.” She got to her feet. “I'll return to work on whatever is necessary as soon as I'm able.”

“Pretty royal,” Blair commented after Moira left the room.

“Carrying a lot of weight with it.” Glenna turned to Hoyt. “Agenda?”

“Best to see what we can of the enemy. Then I'm thinking fire. It's still one of our most formidable weapons, so we should charm more swords.”

“Risky enough to put swords in some of the hands we're training,” Blair put in. “Much less flaming ones.”

“You'd be right.” Hoyt considered, nodded. “It will be up to us then, won't it, to decide who'll be—what is it?—issued that sort of weapon. Good men should be placed in positions as close to Lilith's base as we can manage. They'd need shelter that's safe after sunset.”

“It's barracks you're meaning. There are cottages and cabins, of course.” Larkin narrowed his eyes in thought. “Other shelters can be built in the daylight hours if need be. There's an inn as well, between her base and the next settlement.”

“Why don't we go take a look?” Blair shoved her plate aside. “You and Glenna can look your way, and Larkin and I can do a fly-by. You up for the dragon?”

“I am.” He smiled at her. “Especially when you're doing the riding.”

“Sex, sex, sex. The guy's a machine.”

“On that note,” Cian said dryly, “I'm going to bed.”

With a quick squeeze of Glenna's hand, Hoyt murmured, “A moment,” then followed his brother.

“I need a word with you.”

Cian flicked him a glance. “I've had my quota of words this morning.”

“You'll have to swallow a few more. My rooms are closer, if you would. I'd prefer this private.”

“Since you'd just dog me to my room and pester me until I want to rip your tongue out, your rooms will do.”

Servants bustled on the route between the parlor and bedchambers. Preparations for the feasting, Cian thought, and wondered if it was Hoyt's talk of fire that put him in mind of Nero and his fiddle.

Hoyt stepped into a chamber, then immediately threw out an arm to block Cian from entering. “The sun,” was all he said, then moved quickly to pull the coverings over the windows.

The room plunged into gloom. Without thinking, Hoyt gestured toward a brace of candles. They flared into light.

“Handy bit of business that,” Cian commented. “I'm out of practice lighting tinderboxes.”

“It's a basic skill, and one you'd have yourself if you'd ever put your mind and time into honing your power.”

“Too tedious. Is that whiskey?” Cian moved straight to a decanter, and poured. “Oh, such sobriety and disapproval.” He read his brother's expression clearly as he took the first warm sip. “I'll remind you that it's the end of my day—well past it, come to that.”

He glanced around, began to wander. “Smells female. Women like Glenna always leave something of themselves behind to remind a man.” Then he dropped down into a chair, slouching, stretching out his legs. “Now, what is it you're bound and determined to bore me with?”

“There was a time you enjoyed, even sought my company.”

Cian's shoulders moved in something too lazy to be called a shrug. “I suppose that means nine hundred years of absence doesn't make the heart grow fonder.”

Regret showed on Hoyt's face before he turned away to add turf to the fire. “Are you and I to be at odds again?”

“You tell me.”

“I wanted to speak with you alone about what you did with the prisoner.”

“More humanity heard from. Yes, yes, I should have patted his head so he could stand trial, or before the tribunal, whatever goes for the name of justice in this place. I should've invoked the sodding Geneva Convention. Well, bollocks.”

“I don't know this convention, but there could be no trial, no tribunal on such a matter at such a time. That's what I'm saying, you great irritating idiot. You executed an assassin, as I would have done—but with more tact and, well, stealth.”

“Ah, so you'd have slithered down to whatever cage they put him in and put a knife between his ribs.” Cian raised his eyebrows. “That's all right then.”

“It's not. None of it's all right. It's a bloody nightmare is what it is, and we're all having it. I'm saying you did the necessary. And that for his trying to kill Moira, whom I love as I did my own sisters, and for putting an arrow in you, I'd have done for him. I've never killed a man, for these things we've ended these past weeks haven't been men, but demon. But I'd have killed this one if you hadn't been there ahead of me.”

Hoyt paused, caught his breath if not his composure. “I wanted to say as much to you so you'd know my feelings on it. But it seems I waste both our time as you couldn't give a damn in hell what my feelings are.”

Cian didn't move. His only change was to shift his gaze from his brother's furious face down to the whiskey in his hand. “I do, as it happens, give several damns in hell what your feelings are. I wish I didn't. You've stirred things in me I'd calmed too long ago to remember. You've slapped family in my face, Hoyt, when I'd buried it.”

Crossing over, Hoyt took the chair that faced his brother's. “You're mine.”

Now when Cian lifted his eyes to his brother's they were empty. “I'm no one's.”

“Maybe you weren't, from the time you died until the time I found you. But it's no longer true. So if you give those damns, I'm saying to you I'm proud of what you're doing. I'm saying I know it's harder for you to do this thing than any of us.”

“Obviously, as demonstrated, killing vampires or humans isn't difficult for me.”

“Do you think I don't see how some of the servants melt away when you're near? That I didn't see Sinann rush to take her child, as if you might have snapped its neck as you did the assassin's? These insults to you don't go unnoticed.”

“Some aren't insulted to be feared. It doesn't matter. It doesn't,” he insisted when Hoyt's face closed up. “This is a fingersnap of time for me. Less. When it's done, unless I get a lucky stake through the heart, I'll go my way.”

“I hope your way will bring you, from time to time, to see me and Glenna.”

“It may. I like to look at her.” Cian's grin spread, slow and easy. “And who knows, she may eventually come to her senses and realize she chose the wrong brother. I've nothing but time.”

“She's mad for me.” His tone easy again, Hoyt reached over, took Cian's glass of whiskey and had a sip himself.

“Mad is what she'd have to be to put her lot in with you, but women are odd creatures. You're fortunate in her, Hoyt, if I've failed to mention it before.”

“She's the magic now.” He passed the glass back. “I'd have none that mattered without her. My world turned when she came into it. I wish you had…”

“That isn't written in the book of fate for me. The poet's may say love's eternal, but I can tell you it's a different matter when you've got eternity, and the woman doesn't.”

“Have you ever loved a woman?”

Cian studied his whiskey again, and thought of the centuries. “Not in the way you mean. Not in the way you have with Glenna. But I've cared enough to know it's not a choice I can make.”

“Love is a choice?”

“Everything is.” Cian tossed back the last of the whiskey, then set the empty glass aside. “Now, I choose to go to bed.”

“You chose to take that arrow for Moira today,” Hoyt said as Cian started for the door.

Cian stopped, and when he turned his eyes were wary. “I did.”

“I find that a very human sort of choice.”

“Do you?” And the words were a shrug. “I find it merely an impulsive—and painful—one.”

He slipped out to make his way to his own room on the northern side of the castle. Impulse, he thought again, and, he could admit to himself, an instant of raw fear. If he'd seen the arrow fly a second later, or moved with a fraction less speed, she'd be dead.

And in that instant of impulse and fear, he'd seen her dead. The arrow still quivering as it pierced her flesh, the blood spilling the life out of her onto her dark green gown and the hard gray stones.

He feared that, feared the end of her, where she would be beyond him. Where she would go to a place he couldn't see or touch. Lilith would have taken one last thing from him with that arrow, one last thing he could never regain.

For he'd lied to his brother. He had loved a woman, despite his best—or worst—intentions, he loved the new-crowned queen of Geall.

Which was ridiculous, and impossible, and in time something he'd get over. A decade or two and he'd no longer remember the exact shade of those long gray eyes. That quiet scent she carried would no longer tease his senses. He'd forget the sound of her voice, the look of that slow, serious smile.

Such things faded, he reminded himself. You had only to allow it.

He stepped into his own room, closed and bolted the door.

The windows were covered, and no light was lit. Moira, he knew, had given very specific orders on how his housekeeping should be done. Just as she'd specifically chosen that room, a distance from the others, as it faced north.

Less sunlight, he mused. A considerate hostess.

He undressed in the dark, thought fleetingly of the music he liked to play before sleep, or on wakening. Music, he thought, that filled the silence.

But this time and place didn't run to CD players, or cable radio or any damn thing of the sort.

Naked, he stretched out in bed. And in the absolute dark, the absolute silence, willed himself to sleep.

M
oira stole the time. She escaped from her
women, from her uncle, from her duties. She was already guilty, already worried she'd be a failure as a queen because she so craved her solitude.

She would have bartered two days' food, or two nights' sleep, for a single hour alone with her books. Selfish, she told herself as she hurried away from the noise, the people, the questions. Selfish to wish for her own comfort when so much was at stake.

But while she wouldn't indulge herself with books in some sunny corner, she would take the time to make this visit.

On this day she was made queen, she wanted, and she needed, her mother. So hiking up her skirts, she went as fast as she was able down the hill, then through the little gap in the stone wall that bordered the graveyard.

Almost instantly she felt quieter of heart.

She went first to the stone she'd ordered carved and set when she'd returned to Geall. She'd set one herself for King in Ireland, in the graveyard of Cian and Hoyt's ancestors. But she'd vowed to have one done here, in honor of a friend.

After laying a handful of flowers on the ground, she stood and read the words she'd ordered carved in the polished stone.

King
This brave warrior lies not here
but in a faraway land.
He gave his life for Geall,
and all humankind.

“I hope you would like it, the stone and the words. It seems so long ago since I saw you. It all seems so long, and still hardly more than a hand clap. I'm sorry to tell you Cian was hurt today, for my sake. But he's doing well enough. Last night we spoke almost as friends, Cian and I. And today, well, not altogether friendly. It's hard to know.”

She laid a hand on the stone. “I'm queen now. That's hard to know as well. I hope you don't mind I put this monument here, where my family lies. For to me, that's what you were for the short time we had. You were family. I hope you're resting now.”

She stepped away, then hurriedly back again. “Oh, I meant to say, I'm keeping my left up, as you taught me.” By his grave she lifted her arms in a boxing stance. “So, for all the times I don't get a fist in my face, thank you.”

With the rest of the flowers in the crook of her arm, she picked her way through the long grass, the stones, to the graves of her parents.

She laid flowers at the base of her father's stone. “Sir. I hardly remember you, and I think the memories—most of them—that I have are ones mother passed to me. She loved you so, and would speak of you often. I know you were a good man, for she wouldn't have loved you otherwise. And all who speak of you say you were strong and kind, and quick to laugh. I wish I could remember the sound of that, of your laugh.”

She looked over the stones now, to the hills, the distant mountains. “I've learned you didn't die as we always thought, but were murdered. You and your young brother. Murdered by the demons who are even now in Geall, preparing for war. I'm all that's left of you, and I hope it's enough.”

She knelt now, between the graves, to lay the rest of the flowers over her mother. “I miss you, every day. I had to go far away, as you know, to come back stronger.
Mathair.
”

She closed her eyes on the word, and on the image it brought to her, clear as life.

“I didn't stop what was done to you, and still I see that night as if behind a mist. Those that killed you have been punished, one by my own hand. It was all I could do for you. All I can do is fight, and lead my people to fight. Some of them to their death. I wear the sword and the crown of Geall. I will not diminish it.”

She sat awhile, with just the sound of the breeze through the tall grass and the shifting lights of the sun.

When she rose, turned toward the castle, she saw the goddess Morrigan standing at the stone wall.

The god wore blue today, soft and pale and trimmed in deeper tones. The fire of her hair was unbound to lay flaming over her shoulders.

Her hands empty of flowers, her heart heavy, Moira walked through the grass to meet her.

“My lady.”

“Majesty.”

Puzzled by Morrigan's bow, Moira clasped her hands together to keep them still. “Do gods acknowledge queens?”

“Of course. We made this place and deemed those of your blood would rule and serve it. We're pleased with you. Daughter.” Laying her hands lightly on Moira's shoulders, she kissed both her cheeks. “Our blessings on you.”

“I would rather you bless my people, and keep them safe.”

“That is for you. The sword is out of its scabbard. Even when it was forged, it was known that one day it would sing in battle. That, too, is for you.”

“She's already spilled Geallian blood.”

Morrigan's eyes were as deep and calm as a lake. “My child, the blood Lilith has spilled would make an ocean.”

“And my parents are only drops in that sea?”

“Every drop is precious, and every drop serves a purpose. Do you lift the sword only for your own blood?”

“No.” Shifting, Moira gestured. “There's another stone here, standing for a friend. I lift the sword for him and his world, and for all the worlds. We're all a part of each other.”

“Knowing this is important. Knowledge is a great gift, and the thirst to seek it even greater. Use what you know, and she will never defeat you. Head and heart, Moira. You are not made to give greater weight to one than the other. Your sword will flame, I promise you, and your crown will shine. But what you hold inside your head and your heart is the true power.”

“It seems they're full of fear.”

“There's no courage without fear. Trust and know. And keep your sword at your side. It's your death she wants most.”

“Mine? Why?”

“She doesn't know. Knowledge is your power.”

“My lady,” Moira began, but the god was gone.

 

T
he feast required yet another gown and another
hour of being fussed over. With so much on her hands, she'd left the matter of wardrobe to her aunt, and was pleased to find the gown beautiful and the watery blue color flattering. She enjoyed pretty gowns and taking a bit of time to look her best.

But it seemed she was being laced into a new one every time she turned around, and subjected to the chirping and buzzing of her women half the day.

She could admit she missed the freedom of the jeans and roomy shirts she'd worn in Ireland. Beginning the next day, however it shocked the women, she would dress as best suited a warrior preparing for battle.

But for tonight, she'd wear the velvets and silks and jewels.

“Ceara, how are your children?”

“Well, my lady, and thank you.” Standing behind Moira, Ceara continued to work Moira's thick hair into silky braids.

“Your duties and your training keep you from them more than I would wish.”

Their eyes met in the mirror. Moira knew Ceara to be a sensible woman, the most centered, in her opinion, of the three that waited on her.

“My mother tends them, and is happy to do so. The time I take now is well spent. I'd rather lose these hours with them than see them harmed.”

“Glenna tells me you're very fierce in hand-to-hand.”

“I am.” Ceara's face tightened with a grim smile. “I'm not skilled with a sword, but there's time yet. Glenna's a good teacher.”

“Strict,” Dervil piped in. “Not as strict as the lady Blair, but demanding all the same. We run, every day, and fight and tumble and carve stakes. And end each day with weary legs, bruises and splinters.”

“Better to be weary and bruised than dead.”

At Moira's flat comment, Dervil flushed. “I meant no disrespect, Majesty. I've learned a great deal.”

“And are, I'm told, becoming a demon with a sword. I'm proud. And you, Isleen, are said to have a good hand with a bow.”

“I do.” Isleen, the youngest of the three flushed with the compliment. “I like it better than the fighting with fists and feet. Ceara always knocks me down.”

“When you squeal like a mouse and flutter your hands, anyone could knock you down,” Ceara pointed out.

“Ceara's taller, and her arms longer than yours, Isleen. So,” Moira said, “you have to learn to be faster, and sneakier. I'm proud of all of you, for every bruise. Tomorrow, and every day after, for no less than an hour each day, I'll be training with you.”

“But, Majesty,” Dervil began, “you can't—”

“I can,” Moira interrupted. “And I will. I'll expect each of you, and the other women to do their best to knock
me
down. It won't be easy.” She stood when Ceara stepped back. “I've learned a great deal as well.” She lifted her crown, placed it on her head. “Believe me when I tell you I can knock the three of you, and any else who comes, on your arse.”

She turned, resplendent in shimmering blue velvet.

“Any who puts me on mine, or bests me with bare hands or any weapon will be given one of the silver crosses Glenna and Hoyt has charmed. This is my best gift. Tell the others.”

 

I
t was, Cian thought, like walking into a play. The
great hall was the stage, and festooned with banners, enlivened with flowers, blazing with candles and firelight. Knights and lords and ladies were decked in their very best. Doublets and gowns, jewels and gold. He spotted several men and women sporting footwear with the long and pointed upturned toes that he recalled were fashionable when he'd been alive.

So, he thought, even regrettable styles spanned worlds.

Food and drink were so plentiful he imagined the long tables groaned under the platters and pitchers. There was music, bright and lively, from a harper. The talk he overheard ran the gamut. Fashion, politics, sexual gossip, flirtations and finance.

Not so different altogether, he mused, from his own nightclub back in New York. The women wore less there, of course, and the music was louder. But the core of it hadn't changed overmuch through the centuries. People still liked to gather together over food and drink and music.

He thought of his club again, and asked himself if he missed it. The nightly surge, the sounds, the press of people. And realized he didn't, not in the least.

Very likely, he decided, he'd been growing bored and restless, and would have moved on shortly in any case. It had only taken his brother's sweep through time and space, having Hoyt land—more or less—on his doorstep to up the timetable.

But without Hoyt and his mission from the gods, moving out would have meant a change of name and location, a shifting of funds. Complicated, time-consuming—and interesting. Cian had had more than a hundred names and a hundred homes, and still found the forming of them interesting.

Where might he have gone? he wondered. Sydney perhaps, or Rio. It might have been Rome or Helsinki. It was only a matter, essentially, of sticking a pin in a map. There were few places he hadn't been already, and none he couldn't have made his base if he chose.

In his world, in any case. Geall was a different matter. He'd lived through this sort of fashion and culture once, and had no desire to repeat himself. His family had been gentry, and so he'd attended his share of high-flown feasts.

All in all he'd have preferred a snifter of brandy and a good book.

He didn't intend to stay long, and had come only because he knew someone would come looking for him. While he was confident he could have avoided whoever had come hunting him, he would never avoid the haranguing Hoyt would subject him to the next day.

Easier altogether to put in an appearance, toast the new queen, then slip away.

He had drawn the line at wearing the formal doublet and accessories that had been delivered to his room. He might have been stuck in a medieval timeline, but he'd be damned if he'd dress for it.

So he wore black, pants and sweater. He hadn't packed a suit and tie for this particular journey.

Still he smiled with some warmth at Glenna who drifted up to him in emerald green, in what he thought had been termed a
robe deguisee
at one time. Very formal, very elegant, and showcasing her very lovely breasts with its low and rounded neckline.

“Now here's a vision I prefer to any goddess.”

“I almost feel like one.” She spread her arms so the full bell sleeves swayed. “Heavy though. It must be ten pounds of material. I see you went for a less weighty ensemble.”

“I believe I'd stake myself before I squeezed into one of those getups again.”

She had to laugh. “Can't blame you, but I'm getting a kick out of seeing Hoyt all done up. For me—maybe for you after all this time—it's like a costume ball. Moira chose regal black and gold for the house sorcerer. It suits him, as your more contemporary choice does you. Still, this whole day has been like a very strange dream.”

“I was thinking a very strange play.”

“Yeah, that works. Whatever, tonight's feasting is a short and colorful respite. We managed to do some scouting today, Hoyt and I magically, Larkin and Blair with the fly-over. We'll fill you in when—”

She broke off at the sound of trumpets.

Moira made her entrance, the train of her gown flowing behind her, her crown flaming in the light of a hundred candles.

She glowed, as queens should, as women could.

As his unbeating heart tightened in his chest, Cian thought: Bloody, buggering hell.

He had no choice but to join the others at the high table for the feast. Leaving beforehand would have been an overt insult—not that he minded that overmuch—but it would have drawn attention. So he was stuck again.

Moira sat at the center of the table, flanked by Larkin and her uncle. Cian, at least, had Blair beside him, who was both an informative and entertaining companion.

“Lilith hasn't burned anything yet, which was a surprise,” she began. “Probably too busy nursing Fifi. Oh, question. The French bitch has been around about four hundred years, right? And you more than double that. How come both of you still have accents?”