Unwrapping the Playboy (2 page)

But because Theresa knew that he would see this as a setup on her part and thus would most likely palm the whole case off on Kate, Theresa forced a smile and merely told him, “Have a nice afternoon, dear.”

Returning her smile, he said, “Thanks, I will.” And then, her six-foot-two, dark-haired, handsome son went off, utterly unsuspecting, to start his afternoon.

And just possibly, Theresa fervently hoped, to begin the rest of his life.

 

Lilli McCall wasn't sure that this was such a good idea.

Before leaving the house, she'd picked up the phone three times to call Kullen's office to cancel her appointment. But each time she began to press the numbers she stopped. If she broke this appointment, she would have to find another lawyer. And find one in a hurry.

Time was running out on her. She couldn't just close her eyes and pretend that everything was all right—because it so wasn't. It hadn't been all right since she'd opened Elizabeth Dalton's registered letter several weeks ago, completely out of the blue. The letter that had made her move back to Bedford in hopes of eluding the woman. She should have known better. The woman had tentacles that reached everywhere.

A second letter had found her here.

The letter, written on fine linen, dripped with condescension and sarcasm. Worse, it had contained a threat that even a seven-year-old couldn't miss.

A threat that she wouldn't allow to happen. She intended to fight Elizabeth Dalton with her dying breath, if it came to that.

But that meant going to court—or at least getting a damn good lawyer who would not just fight the good fight for her, but win.

Win by any means possible.

If she could fight a clean fight, she would, but she wasn't so naive she believed for one moment that Elizabeth Dalton intended to fight fairly. The widow of a man who had been heir to a pharmaceutical empire,
she detested people who opposed her and loved getting her way.

Loved winning.

Lilli had no doubt that the rich socialite would instruct her lawyer to use every dirty trick in the book to get what she wanted.

And what the woman wanted was her son.

Elizabeth's grandson.

The problem was that she didn't know any lawyers, good
or
bad. Why should she? Despite three quarters of a year of law school behind her, she'd never needed one before, never knew anyone who'd needed one before, which now left her at a terrible disadvantage.

But she knew Kullen. Knew that he was good and kind and caring, so that was a start. Because he had turned out to be a lawyer and was still right here in Bedford, maybe fate was finally being kind to her.

Still, arriving ten minutes early for her appointment, Lilli sat in her small, tidy blue car in Rothchild, McDowell and Simmons's parking lot, debating one last time the wisdom of what she was about to do. Debating, again, canceling her appointment.

She'd even pushed his office number on her keypad, her finger hovering over the send button, before she flipped her phone closed, shoved it into her purse and then got out of the car. She all but marched into the six-story building. But when she stepped into the elevator, Lilli felt not unlike a doomed soul walking the last mile. Or riding up to it, as it were.

Jonathan, think of Jonathan,
she told herself.
Jonathan is all that matters. You have to keep him out of that
woman's clutches. Or she'll turn him into a carbon copy of his father.

And that, Lilli knew, would be a fate worse than death.

The elevator door opened all too quickly and she got out.

As she walked the short distance to the impressive offices of Rothchild, McDowell and Simmons, Lilli fervently prayed she was doing the right thing.

Because she was putting her son's future—and his fate—into the hands of a man she'd walked out on all those years ago.

T
here were days, Kullen thought, when life seemed like a reenactment of the Indianapolis 500. But instead of cars, the minutes and hours madly whizzed by him. It was all he could do to keep things remotely straight.

If he were honest, he doubted he could keep his sanity if it wasn't for the woman his father had hired as his chief secretary so many years ago.

Selma Walker was no longer a secretary. These days, she was an administrative assistant, a title that seemed to annoy her at times, or “vex” her, as she was wont to say. She liked “calling a rose a rose,” and she was a secretary. A damn good secretary. And proud of it.

Selma was only slightly less old than the proverbial hills. A small, thin bit of a woman with unnaturally black hair, she was, despite her steamroller attitude and undisclosed age, sharp as a tack. It was Selma who kept Kullen's—as well as everyone else's—schedule
straight. She personally filled in appointments on his desk calendar as well as, reluctantly, his computer. She really distrusted anything electronic and this included the elevator. Every morning and evening, she took the stairs.

The woman had told him more than once that she liked the feel of pen and paper and that, come a power failure—or a sunspot—everything electronic would be rendered useless. At that point, all the old-fashioned methods, heavily relying on brain power, would be called into service because the traditional methods, she maintained, were the best.

If Selma had an actual failing, other than her less than sunny disposition, it was her handwriting. Surprisingly for one of her generation, it was far worse than chick en scratch. When this was pointed out, she took umbrage, tersely saying that she could read every word. This placed her in a very small group that numbered exactly one.

Which was why, although he'd glanced at his desk calendar, Kullen wound up caught completely off guard when he heard the knock on his door and instructed the person on the other side, his new client, to come in.

Up until that point, all he'd known about the new client was that she was female and single. He'd learned to recognize what in Selma's handwriting passed for either “Mrs.” or “Mr.” The former had one scribbled letter more. The third title, Ms., Selma refused to acknowledge or insert. To her, unmarried women were Miss, not Ms. She insisted that Ms. was an abbreviation for manuscript and wouldn't attach it to a human being. Thus, the name he'd fleetingly looked at had no title before it.

While the client's actual name was a mystery to him, Kullen saw no reason for concern. The name of this single female would inevitably come out during the introductions. He'd long since given up verbally dueling with Selma over her handwriting, preferring to have his wits challenged by his new client rather than his stubborn administrative assistant.

Knowing his new client's gender and general marital status left Kullen entirely unprepared for the actual sight of that same new client when she entered.

Eight years had passed but he would have known her anywhere.

Lilli.

For the longest time, Lilli's delicate, almost waif-like image had been stitched on his heart and even now, al though shut away, it still occupied a small, darkened corner of his soul.

Surprise, joy and anger swirled around within Kullen. Along with deep confusion. Why was she here?

It took him a second to remember that regular breathing was essential to keep from keeling over, head first, onto his desk, and that he'd stopped breathing the moment he'd seen her enter.

Rising to his feet, Kullen felt as if his body didn't quite belong to him. Felt, instead, as if this was a small segment of a recurring dream that still, on occasion, haunt ed him. Breaking up into tiny fragments once he was fully awake.

But he was awake now.

Wasn't he?

“Lilli?” he whispered uncertainly.

Part of him expected the client to eye him quizzically,
not recognizing the name because there was no earthly reason for this to be the woman who had bolted out of his life the night after he'd produced an engagement ring and asked her to marry him. Not only bolted, but disappeared without a trace. No one knew where she'd gone or why she'd suddenly dropped out of law school—and, for all intents and purposes, out of life. But this
was
Lilli standing before him. Kullen would have bet his soul on it.

The next moment, as a small, incredibly sad smile curved her lips, his silent wager was validated and he held on to his soul a little longer.

“Hello, Kullen.” The slender blonde he'd once envisioned spending the rest of his life with stood behind the black leather, ergonomically correct chair that faced his desk, making no move to claim it. “May I sit?” she asked him in a soft, melodic voice that seemed to drift to him on an invisible cloud.

He felt as if he'd just been struck dumb. It took another long moment for him to engage his brain properly, to clamp down on the cauldron of emotions still bubbling up.

“Yes. Sit. Please.” All things considered, he was surprised his tongue still worked.

Kullen gestured toward the soft leather chair. Belatedly, he slowly sank into his own. It amazed him how, despite her rather diminutive size, Lilli seemed to fill up the room with her presence.

He couldn't take his eyes off her, a very small part of him still fully expecting her to disappear because his mind was playing a terrible trick on him.

But it wasn't playing a trick. Taking a deep breath,
he went on automatic pilot, saying things he'd said to other clients scores of times before. Doing his best to shake off this surreal feeling that held him captive.

“Can I offer you something to drink?” he asked, nod ding toward the narrow black-lacquered side table, where various necessities of life stood at the ready. “Coffee? Tea? Bottled water?”

She shook her head with each choice. “No, thank you. I'm not thirsty.”

He nodded, rigidly taking his seat again. “All right then, maybe you'll tell me what you are,” he suggested tersely.

Kullen caught himself before he went any further. With effort, he banked down the bitterness swelling in his chest and crowding his throat. He squared his shoulders ever so imperceptively and asked the only logical question.

“What are you doing here, Lilli?”

She cut to the heart of it, because she knew he had every right to turn her away.

If he did that, she didn't know what she would do.

Start over again, the way you did the last time.

In the years since she'd abruptly left him, Lilli had discovered that she was stronger than she'd ever believed. It was amazing how someone small and helpless depending on her could transform her. She was a survivor now.

“I'm here to ask for your help,” she said.

The simple words seemed to pierce his chest.

Kullen wanted to know what gave her the right to surface now, after all this time. What gave her the utter gall to ask him for his help?

Eight years ago he would have done anything for her. All she had to do then was to ask. He would have been willing to literally give up his life for her. She had to have known that. But even so, she had all but spit in his face. And left.

The seconds stretched out into a minute as he sat, looking at her. Studying her. Finally, in a deceptively calm voice, he asked, “So all the other men in the world are dead?”

She stared at him, confused. The question made no sense. “Excuse me?”

“That was the way you made me feel when you took off, that you wouldn't have anything to do with me even if I was the last man on earth. Since you're here, I'm assuming that for some reason, all the other men in the world have been mysteriously terminated, although I have to say I don't see how that's possible, since I passed a few of them in the hall not fifteen minutes ago.” He lift ed his shoulders in a casual, dismissive shrug. “I guess I must have missed the Armageddon that took place in the last ten minutes.” He leaned forward over his desk, his voice lowering to a rumble. “Or did it happen in less?”

Lilli recoiled emotionally despite sitting ramrod straight.

She knew she had that coming. That and probably more. Lost in her own predicament, she'd treated him shamefully.

Lilli took a breath. She should have known better than to come. Though Kullen had every right to be angry at her, even to hate her, hearing his cold, emotionless
voice as he addressed her hurt far too much for her to withstand.

Hurt, because even with everything that had happened, everything that she'd done, she knew in her heart that Kullen Manetti was the only man who had ever mattered to her. The only man who
would
ever matter to her.

The only man she'd ever loved—even if she had put him through hell. And he was better looking than ever. Then he'd been almost pretty. Maturity had found him and now he was breathtakingly handsome. She felt the attraction immediately. Just as she had all those years ago.

“This was a mistake,” she told him stiffly. Pushing against the floor, she moved back her chair. “I shouldn't have come.” As she rose to her feet, she told him, “I didn't mean to bother you.”

Logically, Kullen knew he should just let her walk out. It had taken him a long time, but he had managed to successfully reinvent himself, to become a different man. He didn't want to go back to that place where feelings had such overwhelming power over him. That place where he'd ached so badly he didn't think he could survive the night without the woman he loved.

He needed to remember that, remember the price he'd paid for letting down his guard.

For loving her.

The pep talk wasn't working. He could feel himself weakening. Slipping.

Despite his resolve, something in those light blue eyes of hers spoke to him, pulled at him, just the way it had that first time so many years ago.

“What was a mistake,” he told Lilli crisply, struggling with the insane urge to take her into his arms and just hold her, “was your disappearing on me eight years ago.”

On the verge of leaving his office, Lilli stopped just shy of the door. She didn't turn around. Her voice was flat as she addressed her words to the beveled glass. “I had my reasons.”

“Which you didn't think enough of me to share,” he pointed out. He never meant to say this out loud, but the question tumbled out anyway. “Did you really hate me that much?”

Stunned, Lilli swung around to face him. “Hate you?” she echoed incredulously. “I didn't hate you. I didn't want to hurt you.”

“And that's why you ripped out my heart and threw it down the garbage disposal? So you wouldn't hurt me?” he demanded. “C'mon, Lilli, you can do better than that.”

She closed her eyes for a moment, trying to seal away the tears that had suddenly welled up. “You don't understand,” Lilli whispered.

It wasn't easy to hold his ground, not when everything inside him, despite all that had gone down, just wanted to comfort her. To hold her and remember what life had once been like.

Only self-preservation managed to hold him in check. “Then explain it to me.”

But she just shook her head. There was too much ground to cover. And too much time had passed. Had life not scarred her before he had come on the scene,
Kullen would have been perfect for her. For the Lilli she'd once been.

Before.

Lilli shook her head again. “It's complicated. I can't…” Her voice threatened to break. “I've got to go.” Her hand went to the doorknob.

Kullen cut the distance between them in strides he didn't remember taking. One moment he was across the room, the next, he was beside her. Closing the door with the flat of his hand, he became a physical obstacle that prevented her escape.

“Why did you come?” he asked, just barely taking the edge out of his voice. “What is it you need help with?”

Maybe things would be all right after all. Maybe coming here
wasn't
a mistake. Lilli pressed her lips together as she raised her eyes to his. “I need help to save my son.”

His breath left him.

Kullen felt as if he'd actually been sucker punched in the gut. For a second, he allowed the words to sink in.

“You have a son?”

He could remember that when they'd been together those few short, glorious months, in the beginning she'd all but shrank away from his touch. The first time that had happened, he'd been more puzzled than offended. Challenged, charmed by her, he worked hard to gain her trust. And he'd taken her at her word when she'd told him that she wanted to go slow. He'd thought she was one of those rare girls who was serious about “saving herself” for the right man. Saving herself for her husband.

He'd been so crazy about her, he would have gone along with anything she'd said as long as it meant that she'd remain in his life. That eventually, she would marry him and be his.

He supposed that made him incredibly naive and stupid, in light of the situation—as well as what she'd told him just now. She hadn't been saving herself; she'd just been keeping herself from him.

“Yes,” Lilli replied quietly. “I have a son.”
And I'll do anything to save him. Anything.

Kullen glanced down at her left hand. There was no ring on it. No ring and no faint, pale lines to indicate that there once had been. Had everything she'd once told him been a lie?

“What about a husband?” he asked her evenly. “He around anywhere?”

She raised her chin and her eyes met his. “I don't have one.”

“Divorced?” he guessed. His temper started to flare. “Widowed? How about just separated from a significant other? Got one of those around?”

“No. No. No.” Lilli answered each question in turn.

Then, apparently, there was only one conclusion to be reached. The words were on his lips before he could think to stop himself. “Did I miss the announcement of another Immaculate Conception?”