Uncaged Desire: A MMA Sports Romance (13 page)

Chapter Twenty-Two - Lucas

I had not been able to get in touch with Kinsley for three months and it was killing me.  I missed her and could not stop thinking about her.  I got that she didn’t want to be involved with the whole Sarah thing but I really needed her to understand that she didn’t have to be.  I was not getting back together with Sarah and I wished there was a way I could convince Kinsley of that.  I decided to back off of the calls and texts for a while to give her some time to cool off and I was planning to reach out to her again after the baby was born.  Sarah was constantly calling me and asking for help with this, that and the other so it was probably best that Kinsley stayed away during that time.  She wanted me to help decorate the nursery but that was going too far.  I didn’t want Sarah to think there was any chance of us getting back together so it was best that I just gave her financial help.

The day I ran into Sophie at the grocery store my heart skipped a beat.  Seeing her brought all my feelings for Kinsley rushing back to me and all I could think about was seeing her.  She told me they were graduating the following day so I thought it was best that I wait a couple of weeks to contact her to ask to meet for coffee.  I was sure she was going to be busy with family, friends and graduation parties and I did not want to intrude on her celebrating.  Graduating from college was a big deal and I wanted her to have a positive memory of that time.

I canceled all of my upcoming fights when Sarah told me she was pregnant.  There was no way that I would have been able to focus and be in the right headspace for a win.  Zach totally understood but made sure I still practiced like I was getting ready for a fight.  He didn’t want me to lose any of the techniques we had perfected and practicing actually helped me get out all of the frustration I had about the whole Sarah thing.  Zach was the one person who knew everything about me and it was good to have a friend like him to vent to.  Two weeks before Sarah was due we went to grab lunch and it turned into a venting session.  Something about the timing of everything was really starting to bug me and I needed to run something by Zach.

“So, how are you doing man?  You ready for your life to change?”

I looked at him and took a deep breath.  “I don’t know.  Something I saw the other day reminded me of the way Sarah broke up with me.  Do you remember how surprised I was?”

“Yeah dude, it totally came out of left field.  She was acting really weird at Dave’s party the night before but I just thought she was in one of her famous moods so I didn’t think twice about it.  Then when you told me the next day that she broke up with you it kind of made me think that maybe she was going through something.  I don’t know.  I just felt bad for you because of the cold-hearted way she did it.”  He shook his head.  “And now she’s pregnant with your kid.  Dude, make sure you get a paternity test.”

“It’s already lined up.”

“Good.”

I looked down at the ground and then looked at him.

“Did you ever see her with another guy when we were together?”

“No.  I would have told you if I did.  You know that.”

“I know, I know.  Something about this whole pregnancy does not feel right, Zach.”

“You said something you saw reminded you of the way Sarah broke up with you.”

“Yeah, remember Tim Waverly?”

“Sure.”

“He posted on social media that his girlfriend dumped him out of the blue but he said he should have had his eyes open a little wider because she was cheating right under his nose.  He said she spent a lot of time with her study group because they were working on some big final project and it turned out her study group was one guy.  He was the one she was cheating with.  He put all of his business out there for everyone to see.”

Zach’s eyes got really big.

“Wait a second!  I remember you were complaining because Sarah was spending so much time practicing at the dance studio hoping to get a big break.  Do you think there was another guy?”

“I don’t know.  I didn’t even give it a second thought at the time probably because my ego was so big.”

“Was?”

I punched him in the arm and he chuckled.

“Sorry dude, I couldn’t resist.  Go on.”

“Anyway, maybe she was messing around on me.”

“You know how I feel about the girl so I wouldn’t put it past her.  No one is more manipulative than her.  You’ll know the truth in two weeks or so, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Don’t let her get out of taking the test.”

“I won’t.  We’re doing it at the hospital right after the baby is born.”

“If you want me to be there just give me the word.”

“Thanks, dude.”

“So what’s happening with Kinsley?”

“Nothing yet.  I ran into Sophie a couple of weeks ago and they were getting ready to graduate so I thought I would wait a couple of weeks to reach out to her again.  Hopefully she will take my call.”

“I’m sure the baby on board thing freaked her out but I bet she’ll come around.  I saw the way you guys were with each other and that wasn’t just a casual thing.  There is something there.”

I let out a deep sigh.  “Chicks, man.”

“Dude, I know.  Speaking of girls, when you do talk to Kinsley can you put in a good word for me and tell her I’d like Sophie’s number?”

I raised my eyebrows at him.  “Oh really?”

“Yeah, we had a chance to get to know each other on the flight back and she’s pretty cool.”

“Zach, why have you waited so long to reach out to her?”

“With everything you had going on with Sarah and Kinsley I didn’t think it would be a good time.  But I can’t stop thinking about her so I want to ask her out.”

“Good for you, dude.  I’ll let Kinsley know.”

Later that night just as I was climbing into bed my phone rang.

“Lucas!  I’m in labor and I’m scared!”

I jumped out of bed, grabbed my keys and raced to meet her at the hospital.  My heart was pounding in my ears as I thought about how my life was possibly about to change.  They were wheeling her in just as I got there and I was quickly given a gown to wear.  It all happened so fast.  Her parents were in the waiting room and I barely had a chance to acknowledge them.  The whole thing was very awkward and I couldn’t wait for it to all be over.

Two hours later Sarah gave birth to a baby boy and I couldn’t let myself be excited until I knew the truth.  Her parents came in to see her and I went to have the nurse take my DNA sample from my cheek. After that I decided to leave and let Sarah have that time with her family.  If he turned out to be my kid I would be much more involved, but until I knew for sure, I was staying away.  The nurse came in as I was saying goodbye and Sarah begged me not to leave and she tried to make a scene but I didn’t play into it.  Was that fear I saw in her eyes as the nurse took her DNA sample?  It wasn’t the kind of fear people had when they were afraid of being left alone.  It was the kind of fear people had when they were about to get caught.  I would know in three days if it was the kind of fear I thought it was.

Chapter Twenty-Three - Kinsley

A week after graduation my parents actually got married and it shocked the hell out of me.  I really didn’t think my dad would go through with it but he was there, waiting for my mom at the altar in front of about 100 guests.  She beamed as she glided down the aisle and I had never seen her look more beautiful.  As weird as it may sound, their story gave me hope for true love.  My mom waited over 20 years for my dad to come around and go back to her and it paid off.  They went on a month long cruise for their honeymoon and I was happy that my mom was finally truly happy.

Two weeks after that, I was sitting in the break room eating my lunch at my new job when a familiar number popped up on my phone.  I immediately lost my appetite and my throat went completely dry.  Lucas.  I almost let it go to voicemail but I decided to answer because I knew it was around the time that Sarah was due.

“Hi, Kinsley.”

I had almost forgotten how deep and rich his beautiful voice was.

“Hi, Lucas.”

“How have you been?”

I decided to use the standard answer.

“I’m good.  Busy, but good.  How are you?”

“Not so good.  I miss you.”

My words caught in my throat and butterflies fluttered in my belly.  I didn’t expect those words from him and I didn’t know what to say.

“Lucas…”

He cut me off.  “Don’t say it, okay.  I know how you feel and I just wanted you to know that my feelings about you haven’t changed.”

I didn’t want to play games and hearing him say he missed me brought back all of my feelings for him. 

“I miss you too.”

My words hung in the air for a minute and I wondered if I should not have said anything.  Lucas finally let out a deep sigh.

“Kinsley, what are we doing?  We both miss each other and it doesn’t have to be this way.  Will you meet me for coffee so that we can talk face to face?”

I didn’t even hesitate.  I decided that whatever happened with the baby I would just deal with it.  Sophie was right.  People don’t dump people just because they have kids with someone else.  If they did we would have a lot more single people in the world.

“I would love to.”

“Great.  I have a new coffee maker so we can break it in here if you want.  We’ll have more privacy if we hang out here instead of a coffee shop.”

I couldn’t help but laugh.  “You just want me to come to your place so that you can take advantage of me!”

“There will be time for that later, believe me,” he said with lust lacing his voice.

My body started to respond to him and I had to remember that I was at work.  “We can discuss that later.”

“Sounds fair.  Are you free Friday night?”

My belly did a little flip.  “Well, I don’t have any plans yet.”

“You do now.  I will pick you up at 6:00.”

“Okay, sounds good.  I better get back to work, my lunch break is almost over.”

“Okay, I want to hear all about your new job and I will see you Friday.”

I smiled into the phone.  I couldn’t wait to see him.

“See you then.”

I was on cloud frickin’ nine when I got off the phone.  All of my reservations about us went out the window and I couldn’t wait to see him.  I don’t know if it was hearing him say he still missed me after three months of not talking or if I was more open to love prevailing over everything after seeing my parents finally get married, but I wanted to see Lucas.  I wanted to be with him.  I decided that we would take things one step at a time together and figure out what was best for us.  The rest of the day crawled by and I did my best to focus on the work I had to do, but Friday could not come soon enough for me.

As soon as I got home on Friday I jumped in the shower and got ready for my date.  I decided to keep it casual but sexy with a V-neck t-shirt, jean shorts and wedges.  Sophie walked in just as I was putting on my lipstick.

“Wow, you look gorgeous!  Lucas is not going to be able to keep his hands off of you, you know.”

“I don’t know about that, I just want to see him and talk to him.  I miss him Sophie, much more than I realized.”

“I’m just glad you came to your senses and agreed to get together with him.  This is so perfect, you guys are meant to be together.”

I looked at her and gave a wry smile.  “You’re silly.”

“I’m serious.  Watch, you’re going to end up marrying him.”

“Sophie, I am only 22.  I’m not even thinking of marriage.”

“I’m not talking about right now, I mean down the line.  He’s your future, I just know it.”

“Girlie, I am just taking things one day at a time.”

Just then the doorman buzzed up to let me know Lucas was downstairs.  I fluffed my waves and gave Sophie a quick twirl.

“Do I look okay?”  I was way more nervous than I thought I would be.

“You look beautiful, now go have fun! I want to hear all about everything when you get home…whenever that may be!”

“Bye!”  I giggled at her silliness, grabbed my purse and was out the door.

As soon as I stepped off of the elevator I saw Lucas standing there and my breath was sucked from my lungs.  I had forgotten just how gorgeous he was.  I could not stop smiling as I walked over to him.

“Hey, you.”

He winked at me as he gave me a quick once over. “Hey yourself. You look stunning, Kinsley. It’s so good to see you.”  He gave me a long hug and a quick kiss on my cheek that sent the butterflies fluttering.

“It’s good to see you, too.”

We chatted about nothing in particular on the drive back to his house and kept the conversation very shallow.  It wasn’t until we walked into his place that everything changed.  It felt good to be in his place again.

“Can I get you something to drink?”

“Sure, I’ll have a glass of white wine.”

He poured both us a glass and joined me on the couch.  Lucas sat there looking at me and reached out to gently caress my cheek.

“It is so good to see you, baby.  I have really missed you.  Tell me what’s been going on.”

The elephant in the room was Sarah’s pregnancy and I knew she must have had the baby by then, but I didn’t want to jump on him about it.  I felt a bit of a pit in my stomach as I started to assume that not talking about it right away meant that it was his kid. 
Oh well, I will just deal with it because I am not willing to walk away from him.
 

"Well, my parents got married which really shocked me. I mean, it is still hard for me to believe that my father actually showed up and went through with it but I guess he really loves her. I have to say I have never seen my mother look happier, so I’m happy for them.”

“Wow, I am glad that your mom is happy but I have to tell you my dad was devastated for a while.  He really fell hard for your mom.”

“Is he okay now?”

“Oh, he’s fine now.  He reconnected with someone he knew in high school and they seem pretty happy.  Everything worked out the way it was supposed to I guess.”

“I’m glad he’s doing better.”

“So you have a new job?  Is it in interior design?”

“Yes, remember the firm I was interning for?”

“Yeah, the big one downtown.”

“Yep, well they offered me a full-time position.”

“That is so great, Kinsley.  I will have to stop by sometime to see what you do.”

“My boss is actually letting me design one of the display rooms so when I’m done you can check that out.”

“Cool, just let me know when and I will be there.”

“I will.  So how have you been doing with your fights?”

He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.  “I haven’t been in the ring since Mexico.  My head just wasn’t right with everything that was going on so I had my manager cancel what I had scheduled until I was ready to focus but I’ve still been training every day.  My next fight is in two weeks.”

“Oh, so you’re ready to get back in the ring?”

“Yes.”

My heart began to hammer against my chest as the silence between us grew longer.  I wanted to ask about Sarah but didn’t know how to do it.  I glanced over at Lucas and I could see that he was mulling something over so I decided to wait and hear what he had to say.  He looked up at me, his blue eyes holding mine.

“I’m not the father.”

I sat there looking at him wondering if I really heard what I thought I had heard.  I needed to choose my next words carefully.

“Is Sarah okay?”

He gave me a small smile and slowly nodded his head.

“You’re amazing, Kinsley.  After everything, you’re worried about Sarah’s feelings.  Sarah is fine and I won’t have to worry about her coming around anymore.”

“So what happened when she found out?”

“She already knew I wasn’t the father.  Zach suspected that she was lying from the beginning, but I wanted to make sure I did the right thing if it was my kid so I waited until he was born to be sure.”

“Wait, what do you mean she knew?”

“When Sarah broke up with me I never knew the real reason until a couple of weeks ago.  She was hooking up with her dance partner at the dance studio and they are still together.”

“She was with someone else this entire time she was claiming you’re the father?”

“Yes.  I’m just glad I decided to get the paternity test because she would have kept up the charade and milked me for a ton of money for a child that is not mine for years.  All she really wanted was my money.”

I sat there for a minute letting it all sink in.

“Wow, Lucas.  I can’t believe it.  How are
you
with all of this?  Pissed?”

“I was at first, but now I just feel sorry for Sarah.  I wish her well but never want to see her again.”

“I have to say, I’m glad this is all over.”

“So am I, baby.  It’s back to normal life for me and that includes being with you and getting back in the ring.”

“Do you think you’ll be ready for your fight?”

“Without a doubt.”

“I’ll be there cheering you on.”

“Thanks, sweetheart.”  He was silent for a few seconds, his eyes lowered to the floor, and then he raised his eyes to mine.  “I love you, Kinsley.  You are the piece of me that has been missing from my life and I don’t want to be without you.”

Tears came to my eyes as I smiled at him.  Butterflies fluttered in my belly as he reached out and gently caressed my cheek, wiping away a tear.

“I love you too, Lucas.  I have really missed you.”

“Ditto.” 

He twirled one of my waves around his fingers as his eyes lingered on my lips.  Without saying a word he leaned in and kissed me.  I let out a soft moan as I scooted closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck pressing my body to his.  As his hands slid down my back my fingers raked through his thick hair, our tongues sliding over each other.  I swung my leg around and straddled him on the couch, feeling his hard length between my legs.  Lucas pulled my hips closer to his so that I could feel every inch of his hardness and he ran his hand over my breast, tweaking my hardened nub through my t-shirt.