Authors: Bella Jeanisse
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Erotica, #Action & Adventure, #Romantic Erotica
I looked up at him. His eyes were still closed. I crawled up the bed and kissed his lips. “You were the first. I promise.” Then I leaned over him and ran my tongue along a trail of cum. “You taste real good, you know.”
“Are you gonna lick it all off?” he asked with raised eyebrows.
“Do you want me to? Would that turn you on?”
“Do you have to ask?”
I got up on my hands and knees. Then I licked up the white trails as I watched his expression. He looked so sexy, gasping and opening and closing his eyes.
“Oh, baby, that was so hot!”
When I was done, I lay on top of him. “Now what?”
“I gotta pee. Sorry.”
I rolled off of him onto my back and watched him get up and walk away. “Hurry back. I want more.”
Then my phone rang. I grabbed it and sighed. It was Noah. Unlike Chad, I hated when Noah called during sex. “Hey there,” I answered as nonchalantly as I could.
“I came by your place. You’re not home again,” he said.
I looked towards Chad. I watched his tight ass as he stood over the toilet.
“Yeah, we have a lot to do. I’m with the guys… um… writing music.” I was glad I thought of something.
He sighed. “Can I come by and watch again? Are you are at Chad’s?”
Shit! I had to think quickly. “No, no. We’re at his parent’s house. His brothers are in town.” I hated doing that. “I’ll see you tomorrow night, for sure. I got something in mind.” Then I smiled to myself. He’ll be shocked when I strip him naked, won’t he?
Chad soon came back and quietly asked, “Is that him?”
I nodded. “You busy tomorrow?” I asked Noah.
“No.” Noah sounded disappointed.
Then Chad opened my legs and quickly buried his mouth between them. “Oh!” I shouted, by mistake, which made Chad laugh.
“What happened?” Noah asked.
I tried to relax, but with Chad licking my pussy so well, it wasn’t easy. “Um… Rosario stepped on my foot.” When he thrust his tongue inside I almost groaned. “Uh, Noah, I gotta go.”
“No, she don’t!” Chad shouted.
“What did Chad yell?” Noah didn’t sound angry, thankfully.
A bit out of breath, I told him. “He said… I don’t have to… get off the phone… but… I have a lot… to do tonight.”
Chad suddenly jumped on me, knocking the phone onto the bed. “Let him listen, baby,” he quietly suggested. Then he lifted my legs up high and quickly thrust into me.
I yelled, “Shit!” Then I grabbed the phone again. “Sorry, Noah. I dropped the phone on the rug.”
“What kind of song are you working on? Not another one about sex, is it?” He didn’t like that we used sexual imagery to make us popular. He also didn’t like my stage clothes.
With Chad driving into me hard and fast, I was having trouble putting words together. I felt so incredible inside. “Um… uh… It’s about…”
Chad took the phone from me without stopping. “It’s about love… and how hard… it is to find… the right person.” Then he started hitting into me harder.
I was writhing beneath him, amazing feelings flowing all over me as I came real strongly. I wanted to cry out, but couldn’t do that to Noah. My insides tensed around Chad’s cock, and I grabbed his arm to try and deal with the overload.
“Hey, man… we’re playing in… New York… tomorrow.” Chad kept talking as he pounded me and made me fall apart. “Just show up… at my house… 6 o’clock. We’ll all go together. I gotta… let go now.” His way of telling Noah what we were doing.
Then he closed the phone and tossed it on the bed. After a few more almost violent thrusts, I screamed as I shook all over. He always made me cum faster whenever Noah called.
“Oh, God, baby!” he shouted.
Then he pulled out, straddled my chest and shot his load all over my face. When I opened my mouth to taste it, he shoved his cock in, letting me swallow the tail end of his orgasm.
“That was the hottest thing I ever seen,” Chad told me breathlessly. “You know how much I like making love to you while he’s listening. I wish he could hear you scream for me.”
“How did that song come out?” Noah asked as he walked up Chad’s driveway the next evening.
Giovanni looked at me. “What song?”
“Shh!” I told him then went to Noah and hugged him. “We’re still working on it. Forget about that.”
“Why won’t you kiss me in front of them?” he asked.
I sighed as I let him go. “I just can’t. Please just do that for me.”
“Hey, baby, do you need your heels for tonight?” Chad yelled from inside the garage.
I had put on sandals when we were eating dinner. “Yes!” I replied loudly.
“So that’s what BABY means on your ankle?” Noah asked.
Chad forgot I had told him not to call me baby in front of Noah. I had to keep Chad from Noah. Then I had to hide how much I liked Noah from Giovanni. I still yearned to be with Gio instead. I didn’t understand why I complicated my life so much.
If Noah didn’t have so much I wanted in a man, it would be less difficult. I wouldn’t care if I hurt him. Well, maybe I would, but it would be easier. And so far he had no major flaws or bad habits.
“Uh, Crystal, you OK?”
I looked up at Noah, towering over me. “Oh, sorry, what did you say?”
“Chad gave you the ankle bracelet, I take it?”
“Yeah.”
“Does it mean something special? Did you guys used to date or something?”
“No, that’s just what he calls me.”
“Just a friend thing again?”
“Yep.”
“What were you thinking about before?”
I was glad for the change of subject. “I was just thinking of what I told you about this morning.”
“I been meaning to ask you, what did you have in mind?”
“It’s a surprise.”
Rosario came up behind me. “I’ll give you a surprise.” He lifted the back of my skirt and got close to me.
“Hey! Take your hands off my girlfriend!” Noah shouted.
All of the guys looked at us. I hadn’t told anyone but Chad that Noah and I were dating. They all seemed to think he was just a fan or a friend.
“Shit. Sorry, man,” Rosario said as he backed away from me. “I was only kidding. I didn’t know you guys were together.”
I looked at Giovanni and he looked almost hurt, which made no sense. He met my gaze then quickly went in the house. I started after him, but Noah grabbed my arm.
“Are you keeping me a secret?” he almost growled. “Why the fuck don’t they know about us?”
I turned to face him. “Because I didn’t think we were serious. You won’t even touch me. I don’t like advertising something if it’s going nowhere.”
Once at the club, Noah came with me to check the band in. He took my hand in his in front of all the guys. I shouldn’t have been upset about it, but I hated hurting Chad. Giovanni didn’t seem to like it either. Noah held onto my hand until we went on.
Then he stood close to the stage watching as he usually did. Rosario tried to change his ways in front of Noah, who hated that Rosario touched me while he sang sometimes. So while singing “You’re Mine,” he just held my hip and stood behind me. Noah made a face, but it was the way things were.
The next song of our set was “She’s Lost to Me.” It was our only ballad, and Giovanni had written it. Rosario had to practice that one for weeks to be able to make it sound right. His singing voice just wasn’t good enough for it. But the crowd loved that one, so it was worth it.
There was a part in it that Giovanni and I stopped playing and it was just Chad playing softly while Rosario sang his heart out. I always went over to Giovanni then, and enjoyed it a lot.
That day, he pulled me to sit on his lap. “Do you really like that guy?” he whispered, sounding sad.
I looked into his eyes. “I do. He reminds me of you and Chad.”
“I hope he can make you happy.” Then he hugged me. Not his typical behavior in front of others.
I hugged him also and kissed his cheek. “I can feel something’s wrong, wanna talk about it?”
“No. I can’t,” he sighed. “This song just gets to me sometimes.”
I put a hand through his hair and caressed his cheek. “Why won’t you tell me who it’s about? It sounds like you love her. Why can’t you be with her?” Whoever she was, I hated her. I wanted to be her.
“Please don’t, Crystal.” He always walked away when I asked and he couldn’t right then.
I felt a tear roll down his cheek and touch me. “I’m sorry.” I pulled him closer, leaning his head against my chest, his lips just touching the skin of my cleavage.
I wanted to say, “I love you. You don’t need her.” But what was the point? He wanted to be just friends and I didn’t want to be hurt again. But if he told me he wanted to be with me, I would drop Noah in an instant.
When he started to run a hand over my back, under my blouse, I wanted to rip his jeans open and ride him. I was so turned on, but it didn’t make sense. He probably had no clue.
Suddenly he gasped and shifted his hips. I could feel his hot breath coming faster over my breasts. “Crystal, you have to let me go.”
“Why?” I was not releasing him until I had to. I slid up higher on his legs and smiled when my thigh grazed his rock-hard cock.
“God, don’t do that,” he moaned softly. “I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to apologize for that.” I nuzzled his neck, wishing he returned my love. “I like it. I want…”
“Hey, dudes!”
I looked up. Chad was glaring at us, trying to tell us to start playing. I took Giovanni’s face in my hands and kissed his lips. Then I jumped off of him. I hoped he got the message. Within seconds, Giovanni and I joined Chad and we started the third song.
When we were done for the night, Noah waited patiently next to me, while I dealt with a few fans. I loved having fans everywhere we went. It felt like we were on the right path. He had a stack of our demos in his hand, upside down, which I had never showed him before.
“Would you sign this?” a pretty young girl asked. She had the insert to our demo out and handed it to me with the inside picture up. Then she gave me a pen.
As I inked my name, Noah, looked over my shoulder. “What the hell, Crystal? I don’t want Chad taking pictures of you like that.”
I sighed, looking down at the photo of Chad and I. It was one that was taken while we had sex, but cropped to only show us about to kiss. It was obvious were both topless. I wished it was of Giovanni and me.
“Could you get Chad to sign it, too?” the young girl asked. “He’s so hot.”
I smiled, agreeing with her. Then I turned my head. “Hey, Chad, come make this girl’s day.”
Chad was soon on the floor next to me. “What do you need, baby?”
The girl squealed a bit. “Please sign this, Chad. I love this picture. I wish I was you, Crystal. Chad, can I kiss you?”
Chad leaned down and kissed her lips. I closed my eyes, because I hated seeing that, but I knew it meant nothing to him. When I opened them, she was gone.
I suddenly heard Noah gasp. “Chad, you can’t take pictures like this anymore. She’s in her underwear!” He was looking at the CD cover.
“I’ll take any damn pictures I want,” Chad retorted as he stood up. “You don’t own her, got it?”
I stood up and got between them. I knew Chad wanted to swing at him. “Stop, please. Noah, you can’t tell Chad or me what to do, and Chad, just calm down. Noah hates that I flaunt myself for the band. Please, just try to like each other a little.” I knew they almost hated each other because of their mutual jealousy.
Chad huffed and walked away.
Soon after, Noah grabbed my hand and tugged me behind the club where the guys were packing our gear in the vans. He couldn’t stand that, along the way, guys stopped me and wanted to talk. I attracted a lot of attention on stage and off. He would just have to deal with it.
Once we were in his car, Noah picked up my hand. “Do you wanna come to my place? I got a great view.”
“Sure.”
I was a bit excited, hoping I could try what Chad taught me. If that didn’t work, I planned on breaking up with him. I wanted more from him than what I had with the other guys.
When we got to his condo on the tenth floor, he showed me around. Then I took a shower. I couldn’t even attempt to be intimate with him for the first time sweaty. When I came out in a towel, he smiled at me, but didn’t say anything.
“Will you take a shower, too?” I wanted him very clean before I touched him. Chad always did that for me.
He looked at me. “Do I smell bad? I took one earlier.”
“Please, there’s a reason. It’s the surprise I told you about.”
When he came out in a towel, I thought about the differences between him and Chad. His hair was much shorter, only down to his shoulders and it was straight, like Giovanni’s. His body was almost as muscular as Giovanni’s, unlike Chad. I was turned on just thinking of the similarities. Maybe I could pretend he was Giovanni?
He looked nervous. “You can borrow a T-shirt to sleep in.”
I smiled widely. “I don’t need one.” Then I dropped the towel and slowly turned around so he could see all of me.
Then I lay on his bed and patted the place next to me. “Come here.”
“Damn, you’re beautiful!” he exclaimed. “I love your tattoos.”
I gave him my sexiest look. “Come on. I have something I wanna give you.”
“Crystal, we have to talk about something first and I don’t think you’re going to like it.”
“OK.”
He was standing as far away from me as possible. I could see his cock hardening under the towel. That was a good sign. He wasn’t gay or something. That was what I worried about. Why else wouldn’t he touch me?
He looked away from me. “There’s a reason why we haven’t done anything yet.”
“I figured that. Whatever it is, we’ll get past it.”
“I have a problem, and medicine just backfires for me.”
“What’s wrong?”
He hesitated for a few seconds then slowly admitted, “I… I kinda… cum too soon. A lotta things bring it on. Sometimes just touching.”
I didn’t see that as a big problem. “So, just work faster. If you find the right place, I’ll cum fast, too.”
“You’re not mad?” He sounded surprised.
I looked at him. “No, we’ll make it work.” I patted the bed again. “Get naked. Let me give you my present.”