When the doorbell rang, Mickey turned away from the cutting board. “Tam,” Mickey said, “you want to get that?”
She turned the knob and pulled the door open and just stood there. “Wyatt?”
“Hey, Tam.”
“I don’t . . .” She inhaled, then let out the breath. “I . . .”
“Mick didn’t tell you I was coming over?”
“No.” Another long exhale. “He knew if I’d known, I might have left.”
“Why would you have done that?”
“Because . . . because I don’t know. I didn’t want to face you.”
“You want,” Hunt said, “I can go now.”
“No. Don’t be stupid. You’re here.”
“I can just as easily be gone, Tam. I don’t want to cause you any pain.” He hesitated. “Mickey should have told you he asked me.”
“No,” she said. “He was right not to. He’s trying to force me to change the way I’ve been lately.”
“How’s that?”
“Isn’t it obvious? Look at me.”
“You look fine.”
“No, I don’t. I look like death.”
“Death should look so good.”
She snapped at him. “Don’t bullshit me, Wyatt. If you’re going to patronize me, then maybe you really ought to get out of here.”
Hunt’s gaze went hard. “And then what? I mean between you and me. That’s just it?”
“Even if it is, what does it matter?”
“I hope you don’t mean that.” He took a breath. “It matters because, like it or not, you’re family, and I don’t have so much of it that I can afford to lose any of it. I love you, Tam. I’m always going to love you. Don’t you know that?”
Looking down, she shook her head. “Sometimes I feel I don’t know anything anymore. I thought you hated me.”
“I could never hate you. Why would I hate you?”
“Because I left.” She met his eyes. “I’m so so sorry. I just couldn’t handle”—a tear broke and trickled down her cheek—“any of it.”
“That was all right. I understood. It was fine.” Hunt brushed the tear away with a finger. “You handled what you could and did what you had to do, Tam. You’ve got nothing to be sorry about.”
“No? Then why do I feel like if I’d stayed on . . . maybe things with the business wouldn’t have gotten so bad?”
“That was nothing to do with you. You in the office wouldn’t have made any difference, wouldn’t have brought in any clients. That’s all on me and nobody else. What’s gone wrong is because of me and the decisions I made.”
Hunt stepped toward her. “Whatever you want to do, Tam, whenever you want to do it, I’m with you. I’m on your side. Really,” he said. “Really and always.”
She dropped her head and shook it one last time before bringing her gaze up to look at him, as something seemed to break in her. “Oh, Wyatt. I’m so sorry. I’m such a mess.” And then suddenly she was in his embrace. Her shoulders let go, deep sobs racked her body, and she held on to him with all of her might.
Hunt brought his arms up tightly around her.
“It’s all right,” he whispered.
Her visible loss of weight had shocked Hunt when she’d first opened the door, and now, holding her, he couldn’t help but be aware of how fragile she’d become. He would let her cry it out.
Gradually he brought a hand up to stroke her hair gently. “Shh,” he comforted her after a time, as the sobbing abated and she was starting to settle. “Shh. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay.”
While Tamara went into the bathroom for a minute to get the swelling out of her eyes, Hunt came into the kitchen, nodded a hello at Mickey, and slid in next to Parr. “What’s a man got to do to get a drink around here?” he asked.
Parr nodded in commiseration. “He can be mighty light with a pour, that grandson of mine. I don’t know where he could have picked up that bad habit.”
Mickey, coming over with a fresh glass and the bottle of Chianti, said, “Yeah, well, what Jim here’s not telling you is that he’s still recovering from a few too many nonlight pours yesterday.”
“A rare anomaly for which I’ve already endured too much abuse from my offspring.” Parr picked up the wine and filled Wyatt’s glass, then poured a little more into his own. The two men clicked their glasses. “Mr. Hunt, it’s good to see you.”
“You, too, James. You too.” Hunt put his arm around Parr’s shoulders and drew him toward him. “You been keeping out of trouble?”
“Hah!” Mickey said.
“I had a few drinks yesterday in mourning for my friend, Dominic Como,” Parr said. “And the boy here decided he had to come drive me home from the Shamrock.”
Mickey turned from slicing the meat. “He’s leaving out the part about the bartender calling me at work, saying it was either going to be me or the cops.”
“That would never have happened.”
“Well, luckily, we didn’t have to find that out, did we?” Mickey popped a slice of lamb into his mouth. “And this is all the gratitude I get.”
“It’s a heartless world,” Hunt said. “I guess I shouldn’t have talked Jim into taking in you and Tam all those years ago. You wouldn’t have had all this aggravation.”
“
He
wouldn’t have had all the aggravation?” Parr said. “You want to talk aggravation, try living with two teenagers for any given week, much less the six or eight years it actually takes.”
“Seven,” Mickey said without missing a beat.
Parr turned on him. “Seven what?”
“Seven years. People are teenagers for seven years.”
“If you want to grant that teenagers are people at all and not an entirely different species. And where do you get seven?”
Mickey held up fingers as he counted. “Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen. Seven.”
Parr turned to Hunt. “The boy is such a literalist.”
“I’ve noticed,” Hunt said.
Astonishingly, the warm weather was holding. After the dinner and its attendant accolades for the chef, Mickey suggested they take his bottle of homemade limoncello up to the roof, where there was a mellow dim light from a Japanese lantern, more room, a better view, and more comfortable chairs than the kitchen benches. So the three males walked up the outdoor stairway and out onto the deck that got used on every single one of the nineteen days a year that the nights were pleasant.
Everybody had helped bus the table, but at her insistence, Tamara stayed down to wash the dishes—she’d be up soon. So after they all got seated, Hunt checked behind him to make sure she was not coming up the stairs, then leaned in over the round deck table. “Is she seeing a doctor?”
Mickey shook his head. “No. She won’t do that.”
“Why not? How much has she lost?”
“At least twenty pounds, though she says less.”
At this, Parr coughed. “That much? Are you sure about that?”
Mickey nodded. “I asked her yesterday. She said eighteen, maybe more, so I’m thinking probably twenty or twenty-five.”
“That’s too much,” Parr said. “I knew she was losing some weight, but I should have seen it was that much.”
“It’s been gradual, Jim. I didn’t see it myself until I happened to notice yesterday after all the time I’ve been staying away. So you don’t have to beat yourself up over it. But you’re right, Wyatt, it’s serious enough. She says nothing tastes like anything.”
“Well,” Hunt said, “that lamb sure tasted like something, and so did the pilaf and that salad. Have you been making food like that every night?”
“No.”
“Good. ’Cause if she had that in front of her and didn’t eat it . . .”
“Well,” Mickey said, “I haven’t been home here a lot the past few months.” He hunched his shoulders. “Without me, I think these guys live on macaroni and cheese, and not much of that.”
“Hey!” Parr said. “I eat an egg every morning.”
“Oh, sorry,” Mickey said. Then, to Hunt, “And Jim here has a whopping large egg every single day, which is why he’s so fit, relatively.”
“Tam doesn’t make a big deal of it,” Parr said. “She just doesn’t put food in her mouth, or not much of it.” Then, again, “I should have noticed.”
“Well,” Hunt said, “we’ve all noticed now.”
And then Tamara was up there with them and everybody had their limoncello in front of them in matching little blue glasses.
And, finally, Hunt got around to Mickey’s suggestion about Como. “I checked after you left, Mick, and you’re right. Nobody’s put up a reward yet.”
“Are you working on that?” Tamara asked.
“Not yet,” Mickey replied.
Hunt went on. “Mickey got the idea that we could drum up some business, go to some of these charities. The good news is I called the PD hotline number this afternoon, and there’s nothing about Como. So, so far, at least, the PD doesn’t have anything special going on around his murder. It’s just an answering machine saying they’ll get back to you. So the door may be open. The bad news is that the door might not necessarily be open for us.”
“Have you talked to Juhle?” Mickey asked.
Hunt shook his head no. “I thought I’d hit him at home tomorrow. I think his wife still might like me, although Connie’s got that loyal-cop-wife gene and I can’t be positive. But she and I have been through a lot together too. So it’s a faint hope. Anyway, I’ll find out soon enough.”
Parr cleared his throat. “Who’s Juhle?”
“Friend of mine,” Hunt said. “Also the homicide cop who pulled the case.”
“And why will you be talking to him, about this reward, I mean?”
“Because if we do have any luck drumming up this business, we’ll have to coordinate anything we do with what they’re doing. Sometimes cops don’t like to share, maybe you’ve heard. Juhle might take some convincing that this could be helpful to him.” Seeing the questioning look on Parr’s face, he asked, “What?”
“It just seems a little cart before the horse is all. I mean, if there’s no reward yet, what are you bringing to the party? Wouldn’t your position be a hell of a lot stronger if you had something tangible to offer?”
“That’s a good call,” Mickey conceded. “Wait until we get some of these charities on board, then talk to Juhle.”
“You could do that,” Parr said. “Or just save yourselves a lot of time and go straight to Len Turner.”
Hunt spoke up. “Who’s he?”
“He’s pretty much the Man around nonprofits in the city.”
“In what way?” Hunt asked. “I’ve never heard of him.”
Parr chuckled. “Which is the way he likes it. He’s a lawyer, pretty much at the top of the charity food chain. He represents most of the big ones and also runs the mayor’s community outreach program. Back in the day, he was Dominic’s right hand, and if anything, he’s got even more influence now. You want something to happen around a reward, he’s the guy you want to talk to.”
“Len Turner, got it,” Hunt said.
“And then you go get that bastard who killed Dominic.”
Hunt threw a look across at Mickey, then over to Parr. “That’s not exactly it, Jim. The main job would be fielding the calls. We wouldn’t really be investigating on our own.”
Parr leveled his gaze. “Well, you damn well should.” He swallowed against some strong emotion, then looked again around the table. “It’s just that Dominic saved this family. He didn’t have to give me my job. Nobody else would have, not with my history. I mean, here I am, two strikes down . . . hell, we all know.
“But he believed I could straighten up and do the job every day. And because of that, I got to build a good life finally and let you kids have yours. And then somebody goes and kills him. That’s just not right. It’s not right.” His watery eyes shone. “They got to be caught. That’s all I’m saying, that it’s personal. And if you’re going to be in this thing, you might want to keep that in mind as you go about your business.”
“Jim’s right,” Tamara said. “We get close, we ought to go after him.”
“We?” Hunt said.
Tamara nodded. “And that’s the other thing, while we’re on this.”
“I’m listening.”
“Well, I don’t know if you want to hear this after I’ve been such a flake for so long, but if you’re out following up leads, Wyatt, and Mickey’s out hunting up these people who are going to kick in more reward money, who’s going to be answering the phones and keeping the office going?”
A silence hung for a long moment around the table between them.
Until Mickey said, “I guess, Sis, that would be you.”
“Which would be special,” Hunt said, “if there actually was a reward and someone was paying us to administer it. Notice the judicious use of the word
if
.”
Len Turner was listed in Mickey’s telephone book under “San Francisco, City of” as the director of the Communities of Opportunity. At nine-fifteen P.M. on this Saturday night, after they’d come down from the roof, Hunt called Turner’s number on Mickey’s phone. He intended to leave a message that he’d like to make an appointment to meet with Mr. Turner early next week. He was somewhat surprised when Mr. Turner answered the phone himself; and dumbfounded when, after Hunt mentioned Dominic Como and his reward scenario, the man suggested that if Hunt were free, he might consider coming by to discuss the idea more fully right now.