Transformers Dark of the Moon (17 page)

“Yes,” said Optimus. “You were crippled by Starscream.”

“I locked myself … within the crash vault. I did not know … if I would ever look upon one of my kind again.”

“We are here,” said Optimus. “You are safe. I feared the damage would be too catastrophic to revive you. I should have known better.”

As one, Optimus, Ironhide, and the other Autobots all genuflected, dropping to one knee in deference to their fallen leader, returned to them long after all hope had been lost.

Sentinel nodded slowly. “The war …?”

“The war was lost,” Optimus said.

“And Cybertron? Our home?”

Sam’s heart went out to Optimus. He knew that even though the loss was ancient by any human standards, to
Optimus Prime the fate of his world was like an open wound.

“It was left a barren wasteland,” he said heavily, “under Decepticon control. It is dying … like its whole galaxy. A small band of us have taken refuge here on planet Earth. We have formed an alliance with its human race.”

Sentinel tapped his chest and looked momentarily puzzled. “Is this their language I am speaking?”

“One of their languages. It is called English,” Optimus said. “Acquired through this world’s computer network and imparted by me into you when I brought you back.”

The elder Autobot warrior considered all that he had heard, processing it. And then he said gravely, “Stand, young Optimus.”

Not young anymore
, Sam thought,
but it’s all relative, I guess
.

Optimus Prime did as he was instructed, getting to his feet and facing his mentor.

When he spoke, it was like a benediction. “You are, and always have been, the bravest warrior I have ever known.”

Sam’s heart swelled with pride on behalf of his friend.

Then Sentinel’s concerns shifted to another priority. “In my escape … the ship was damaged …”

Optimus anticipated what his mentor was going to say. “You saved five pillars, Sentinel.”

“Only five.” Sadly he said, “Once … we had hundreds.”

“Autobots!”

It was Mearing, calling down to them imperiously from the gantry. Sam winced at her tone of voice. Where did she get off complaining about lack of respect being paid to her when she was speaking to beings that were old beyond anything that walked the earth? To say
nothing of the fact that she was apparently immune to the pure drama she was witnessing.

Not knowing what Sam was thinking and probably not caring if she had known, Mearing continued. “What is this technology you were trying to save?”

Secretly Sam was hoping that Sentinel would slap her down for her attitude. But apparently he was far too gracious a guest to do that. “Together, the pillars form a space bridge. I designed it, and,” he said with a touch of pride, “I alone can control it. It defies the laws of physics to transport matter through time and space. It was to be our key to winning the war.”

Anyone else might have appeared thunderstruck by what Sentinel was saying. Mearing raised an eyebrow, which was apparently as demonstrative as she allowed herself to be. “You’re talking about a teleportation device.”

Beam me up, Scotty
, Sam thought.

“For resources,” Optimus spoke up. “Refugees—”

“Or soldiers,” Mearing immediately said. “Weapons. Bombs. A means of instant strike. That’s the military function, isn’t it?”

Sam immediately recalled something his grandfather had always said:
To a carpenter with a hammer, the whole world looks like a nail
. Mearing was someone obsessed with security concerns, with trying to figure out the next way terrorists were going to strike. So naturally, when presented with something as benign as a means of transportation, she immediately started thinking about military applications. It was the kind of moment when Sam felt embarrassed to be a human.

Sentinel tilted his head, regarding Mearing with what amounted to polite confusion. It was as if he couldn’t quite fathom how her mind was working. “If my ship had escaped,” he said, as if it should have been obvious, “we could have shipped all Autobots to a safe haven.”
Then, with a touch of impatience, he added, “It is our technology. And it must be returned.”

Mearing didn’t seem the least bit inclined to accommodate him. “Yes. When the human race says so. You don’t just bring WMDs into our atmosphere. Kinda have to clear customs first. Little formality, paperwork. Separates us from the animals. Oh,” she added, “and I wouldn’t try to penetrate the safe yourself if I were you. If it’s not opened by the proper authorities, such as myself, it has fail-safes inside that will permanently damage the contents. It’s for your protection, of course. Just to make sure they don’t fall into enemy hands.”

Sentinel Prime took this in for a moment and then turned to his protégé. “These ‘humans’ … we call them
allies
?”

Sam groaned. He felt mortified on behalf of his entire race.

But then his great and good friend Optimus Prime stuck up for humanity in a way Sam wasn’t entirely sure it deserved.

Without hesitation, Optimus said, “We have fought as one, Sentinel. I would trust them with my life.”

There were proud exchanges of looks between the soldiers and Lennox, Carly, and Sam. The only one who didn’t look as if she cared was Mearing, who remained as dispassionate as ever.

“Then I am grateful for your alliance,” said Sentinel. “But hear me and mark my words: The Decepticons must never know the space bridge is here. For in their hands”—and he was now addressing not Optimus but all the humans in the facility—“it would mean the end of your world.”

(On the outskirts of Washington, D.C., three Dreads, Crankcase, Crowbar, and Hatchet—the creatures who
had been skittering around the surface of the moon not all that long ago—watch in respectful silence as a rusted oil tanker pulls up on squealing wheels. They bow, and the foremost of them says, “Lord Megatron, your forces are assembled and ready.”)

(There is a pause. These days it takes Megatron a few moments just to gather enough strength to speak. Finally, he does: “Then upon my command … we strike.”)

Mearing’s office in NEST headquarters was cluttered with boxes that had unique labels, broad enough that they would give no details to anyone wandering in but specific enough that Mearing would remember what the contents of each and every container was.

At that moment, Sam was standing between two of them, one of which was labeled bad shit and the other
SCARY STUFF
. Sam supposed that it was appropriate he was there: Certainly he’d run from the latter enough times to find himself landing heavily in the former. Carly was directly behind him.

He was trying to get up a head of steam in dealing with Mearing, but she wasn’t giving him any sort of opportunity, cutting him off repeatedly before he could get started.

“What I’m trying to say—” he began again.

She didn’t acknowledge that he was even saying anything. “An investigation’s been opened. We’ve sent agents to your office. You’ll be notified if we need anything more.”

“And if the Decepticons come after me again?”

“For the time being, we’ll be sending you home with Autobot protection.”

In immediate response, Wheelie and Brains jumped up on her desk and began gyrating about as if they were on
a dance floor. Sam hadn’t even realized they were there. Obviously Mearing hadn’t, either, because she was glaring at them.

“Whoo hooo! The gang is back together!” Wheelie crowed. “Bumblebee back in da house!”

Sam had seen many strange things in his life, but a robot talking like he just wandered in from the hood was undoubtedly right up there.

Without a word, Mearing pulled out a gun from her top desk drawer and put the barrel to Wheelie’s head. “Please take your toys off my desk,” she said to Sam.

Wheelie and Brains immediately vacated her desk. Sam mentally kicked himself. If he’d known that was all he had to do to get their cooperation, he’d have visited a gun store long ago. Then he turned his attention back to Mearing. “Look, you don’t get it. Where there’s one human involved, there could be more. Who knows how many humans have been pulled into this Decepticon plot? There could be—I dunno—a whole network that’s—”

“Conspiracy theories?” She looked at him pityingly. “That’s what we’ve got now? Conspiracy theories of people working with alien invaders to pave the way for their incursion? Please try to keep these nonsensical notions to yourself on the way out.”

“So that’s it? We’re just being sent home?”

Carly sounded a bit confused by his reaction. “What’s wrong with home?”

He looked at her in surprise, trying to hide his feelings.
I’d have thought that you would be on my side. How can you not get it?
Then he turned back to Mearing. “Who do I have to meet with to get you guys to understand? I can help you here. I can contribute! What, am I just supposed to go back to ‘work’? Are you aware,” he asked, leaning his hands on her desk, “that I applied for a job here?”

She tapped the barrel of the gun on her desk impatiently. Sam promptly removed his hands from it. Casually she dropped the gun back into the drawer and said, “I am. Denied your application myself. This unit is for veteran intelligence officers and special forces. Not for boys who once owned ‘special cars.’ ”

Sam felt gut punched, being dismissed so casually. For a moment he was at a loss for words. And Carly instantly earned his love all over again when she said, “Well, that’s not quite fair, ma’am.”

Mearing stiffened. “Do
not
call me ‘ma’am.’ I am not a ‘ma’am.’ ”

Carly seemed taken aback and then, sounding very suspicious, said, “You
are
a woman, aren’t you?”

“Oh, I get it,” Sam said immediately. “She’s actually one of our brave fighting men. And he’s just, y’ know, working out some issues. Don’t worry, sir,” he went on, “nobody is questioning your valor just because this is how you’re dealing with your inner femininity. I bet you have a medal. Do you have a medal? Can I see your medals?”

Mearing did not appear the least bit amused. Instead she pointed behind Sam. He turned, and his face fell as he saw a cluttered shelf on the wall next to the door. It was overcrowded with medals.

“You break my chain of command,” Mearing said icily. “There’s nothing complicated about it. No one works with the Autobots who’s not approved by me.”

There was the sound of heavy footfalls at the door, and it was pushed open. Soldiers were standing there with the obvious intention of escorting them out.

Trying to put the best spin on the situation, Carly said to her boyfriend, “Sam, you
have
done what you came for.”

“Yeah, but there’s so much more I can—”

“With all due respect, young man” Mearing said, not
sounding as if she were offering the slightest shred of respect to him, “you’re not a soldier. You’re a messenger. You’ve always been a messenger. And once more, your government thanks you … for delivering the mail.”

He wanted to leap across the desk and slug her.

He wanted to crawl into a corner and die.

Ultimately he did neither. He simply stood there, unresponsive, until the soldiers entered and firmly escorted both him and Carly out the door.

In the more northern regions of this continent, we roll through a scenic overpass, through the twisting roads of the mountains, higher and higher toward a place where the snow never melts but instead sits atop the peaks, permanent and glistening and white
.

In our camouflaged forms, we reach an overlook and park as innocently as any Earth vehicle would. Yet we might well draw attention were any humans about. I might well not, for my disguise as an Earth truck is ubiquitous. Sentinel, however, has chosen the form of what humans call a fire engine. It is a vehicle dedicated to protection. It was a natural choice for him, although more inclined to acquire notice in such out-of-the-way places as this
.

A vast glacier stretches out before us in the distance. After a few moments to verify that we are alone, we shed our disguises and assume our natural states
.

We stand quietly for a moment, my mentor and I, taking in the majesty of what we are seeing. Despite our size, despite our power, in this instance we feel …

 … small
.

“This planet Earth you have shown me,” Sentinel Prime says to me. “I remember when Cybertron was once this beautiful.”

I can no longer keep in the truth that has plagued me all these centuries. I must speak the guilt that I have carried, the knowledge that matters could have, should
have, gone very differently on my home world if the right Autobot had been there to accomplish what was necessary. “It should have been me aboard that ship. If you had stayed to lead the fight—”

“No,” Sentinel says immediately. “The decision was mine. We sought a safe haven for our Autobots. And here”—he gestures around—“you have found it.”

I do not know that I necessarily agree, but I know my mentor all too well. He will not change his opinion or assign blame. Nevertheless, what is right is right. My chest cavity opens, and I remove the Matrix of Leadership from it. I extend it to him, holding it with the reverence it deserves. “You led us on Cybertron, Sentinel. Let the Matrix be yours … to lead us again.”

Sentinel makes no move to take it. “And how could I ever lead you? In a world I do not know?” He stares at it for a moment longer and then waves it off. “No, I am no longer your teacher, Optimus Prime. Now you are mine.”

His words fill me with both pride and a sense of responsibility greater than I have ever known. I replace the Matrix within me and, for the first time since Sentinel has returned, genuinely feel that I am worthy of it
.