Training Days (18 page)

As she stared she recalled—of all things—a snippet of advice from the very staid and totally humorless teacher who had delivered their sex education class in the second year of high school. “If you scratch an itch it will only get worse.” Of course, all the students thought this hilarious, assuming she was referring to sexually transmitted diseases. But no—without a hint of a smile, the teacher explained she was talking of the desire for sex—that once you have sex you’ll want to keep having it again and again. In other words, don’t start having sex. Of course almost everyone, including Ally, had ignored her advice. But now her words seemed to have a ring of truth to them. Morgan was her itch. And so it was better not to begin scratching it at all. Well, she had scratched a little already. But now that her days of training were over, she could leave the itch alone. And untouched, it would just disappear.

Ally took another look at the piece of paper. It was the last link she had to Morgan. If she destroyed it, she’d effectively destroy any opportunity to get in contact with her again. She set her mouth, tore the piece of paper into tiny shreds and threw it into the dustbin.

Then she slipped into some old tracksuit pants and a wind-cheater, made herself another pot of Earl Grey tea and took it to the drafting table that dominated a good third of her little lounge room. She retrieved her Kalgoorlie executive residence sketches and set them out. When she really wanted to, she could gain a very deep level of concentration—to the point she was largely unaware of anything happening around her. In fact, she was renowned for it. Conversations could be occurring over her head, the phone could ring and ring, and even when onsite, tradesmen could bang and crash all around her and still she’d be blissfully unaware of anything but her work.

Since she had been a lot less productive over the last few days than she had planned, it seemed a useful skill to employ now. Ally bent to her task and as she became more involved she gradually forgot about the shreds of paper in the dustbin and any ideas she may have entertained about fishing them out and piecing them together again.

She wasn’t so involved that she missed James’s call at seven

p.m. She announced she was feeling much better and they made arrangements for him to pick her up in time for the charity auction that was being held the next day—Sunday—at his old school. After hanging up from his call she heated a can of chunky vegetable soup that was supposed to taste like homemade. Maybe it did, but to Ally it could have been soggy cardboard, so she tossed it into the trash, right on top of the shreds of paper.

Then she went to bed and cried.

She slept a little but woke before midnight. She went back to her drafting table until four then fell into an exhausted sleep that took her right through until ten a.m.

Less than an hour later she was showered and dressed and waiting for James to arrive. Ally sat at the edge of the bed, one strappy sandal on her foot, the other in her hand, her thumbnail idly snapping at the metal buckle as she stared out of the window. Her view was uninspiring, dominated by the block of post-war boom period apartments on the opposite side of the street to her own, art deco-inspired building. An observer would be certain she was intent on the young mother standing on her balcony pegging nappy after nappy onto a portable clothes airer, but they would be wrong. The young woman had caught Ally’s attention for but a moment, just long enough for her to acknowledge the rare sight of cloth nappies in a world now dominated by the disposable. After that Ally entered dangerous territory and allowed her mind to wander. The focus of her vision shifted and the physical world blurred to become merely a backdrop to the sequence of images flickering at the forefront of her mind’s eye.

There was Marge’s face at the moment Morgan invited Ally to bunk with her—round cheeks red with a network of broken capillaries, and eyes full of excitement and life. Then there was the bob of James’s Adam’s apple in his throat when he jutted out his chin to shave the thick stubble that grew overnight. That image switched to the graceful curve of Morgan’s neck in the moment before she had leaned in to kiss her. Then there were Morgan’s hands, her fingers curled around her glass of vodka and cranberry. James again, holding himself above her, momentarily still as he said, “James. My name is James.” His face disappeared to be replaced by Morgan’s. Her sleeveless shirt clung to her waist as she put her hands behind her back to latch the door of a wood-paneled room. Then Marge again, shaking her head, a look of disappointment on her face. And Kitty, arms folded, peering over the rim of her spectacles, her expression one of frowning disapproval. Mark flashed by. And Nick. And the English crooner, open-stanced, wanting Morgan. And news reporter Lucas, pausing to remove a strand of hair from Morgan’s face. His hand became Ally’s. Her fingers caught the strand of auburn hair, gently pushing it aside as Morgan leaned

toward her lips—

“Alison?”

So involved was Ally in her thoughts that she dropped her sandal at the sudden interruption. “Yes?” she squeaked, heat flooding her cheeks. She looked down to her sandal, lying upside down on the floor. “I’m sorry. I was miles away and didn’t hear you come in. What did you say?”

James gave a low laugh. “I hadn’t actually said anything yet.” He approached the bed and stood in front of her. “I was going to ask if you were ready.”

“Just about.” Ally slipped her sandal on and did up the buckle. As she did she noted the high polished sheen of James’s black leather shoes and the sharp edge on the legs of his freshly pressed Armani trousers. She straightened slowly, smoothing the material of her dress over her thighs. James was already in his jacket—also Armani—the stark white of his shirt broken by a tie Ally had never seen before: plain maroon with a gold crest at the base. “Your old school tie?” she asked, lifting the tie to have a closer look at the crest.

James shrugged. “It seemed appropriate.”

Ally nodded, hiding a smile. She imagined Ned and Phil—his two old school buddies she would be meeting for the first time at today’s charity auction—would also be sporting the same tie. It was a man thing, she guessed. She wouldn’t be caught dead in any portion of her old school uniform. In fact she couldn’t. Unlike James, she hadn’t attended a private school, so there were no hats or ties or blazers to worry about, and she and her friends had had a ritual burning of their ugly school-issued blue wind-cheaters and shirts the night they graduated. “There.” Ally straightened the knot of his tie a little. “That’s better.”

James held her at arm’s length and his brown-eyed gaze traveled over her face. “Are you sure you’re up to this?”

“Of course.” Ally looked at the point just below James’s eyes.

“I told you. I think it was just a little bug I caught on the train. But I feel fine now. Honestly.”

“Good.” James nodded slowly, a mixture of concern and relief crossing his features. He indicated with a slight nod in the direction of Ally’s front door. “Shall we?”

Ally hooked her arm into his and nodded. “We shall.”

Throughout the drive to the auction James was animated and talkative, obviously relishing the prospect of catching up with his school friends again. He described Phil, a talented rugby player who could have made it to the big leagues but who never realized his potential, choosing instead to follow in the footsteps of his banker father. He was married at twenty-five, had a child by twenty-six and now spent twelve to fourteen hours each day making profitable use of other people’s money. Then there was Ned, also the son of a banker, but a bit of a bohemian at heart. He was not academically inclined, preferring the arts to the sciences. When his father insisted he attend university Ned complied, but to his father’s immense displeasure, he opted to study toward a fine arts degree. His parents were long divorced, and his mother—in an act that probably had as much to do with upsetting her ex-husband as assisting her son—funded his purchase of a small gallery in Sydney’s Blue Mountains. His own painting never progressed past that of an amateur, but he did have a flair for picking talent in others, and he turned the gallery into a reputable and lucrative concern.

James’s descriptions of these two quite different characters served to pique Ally’s curiosity, and by the time they reached the large iron gates of the school entrance her spirits were greatly improved.

Once they were parked she turned in her seat and smiled at James. The display of his usually controlled exuberance reminded her of the days when they first met. It brought forth a rush of affection and on impulse she reached over to kiss him on the cheek. “Thank you,” she said.

“What for?” he asked.

Ally wasn’t quite sure how to verbalize what she was thinking. “For pulling me out of my funk.”

James looked surprised. “I didn’t realize you were in one.”

Ally stared at him for a moment, then shook her head and opened her car door. They were hardly halfway toward the assembly hall when they ran into Phil and his wife, Barbara. Phil certainly had the physique of a rugby player—barrel-chested, thick-necked and broad-shouldered. He also had the outward signs of an indulgent lifestyle: lots of lavish business lunches, expensive alcohol and cigars. His face was a little pudgy, his nose a little goutish, and he was suffering the spread around the middle that too many hours behind a desk brings.

In the car James had described Phil’s wife as “a little stout and rather verbose.” Within a minute of meeting her, Ally had refined his description to that of a “portly patronizing parrot.” Barbara’s physical build and tendency to chatter was reminiscent of Marge. But while Marge was a kindly woman whose incessant talk was devoid of malice, Barbara scanned her surrounds with a critical eye and used her words to strike out against anything she found disagreeable.
No wonder Phil spends so much time at work
, Ally thought as Barbara declared the auction booklet they were handed when they reached the entrance to the venue as obviously the work of an amateur.

“Photocopied pages.” She sniffed, thumbing through the publication. “And black and white photos,” she continued, referring to the images that accompanied a written summary of each lot that was up for auction. “Next they’ll be serving us sparkling wine and calling it champagne.”

“Your son attends this school, doesn’t he?” Ally asked, not even bothering to try and maintain a friendly tone.

“Oh, yes. He’s in the second year of high school now. Doing very well, too, I might say.”

“Maybe then you—”

“Ned! You old bastard!” Phil exclaimed suddenly, interrupting Ally from telling Barbara that—since she could obviously do so much better—maybe she should get off her ass and join the school fundraising committee.

A slightly built man with a receding hairline and a goatee grinned hugely and approached their group. Like James and Phil he also sported the maroon school tie, but his chinos and sports jacket gave him a much more casual air than that of his classically suited comrades. He dropped the hand of a woman who looked half his age to return the hearty slaps on the back that both James and Phil were bestowing upon him.

“That must be Ned’s latest
friend
,” Barbara murmured in a disparaging voice. “She’s the fifth or sixth since his divorce. His wife ran off with an artist friend of his, you know.”

No, Ally did not know that. And while James had mentioned Ned was divorced, he had not mentioned that he was currently seeing anyone. They weren’t in regular contact, however, so maybe he didn’t even know. She approached the woman, who was watching the men perform their welcoming rituals, pleased there was to be some other female company other than the wearisome Barbara. “Ally.” She held out her hand in greeting.

“Pleased to meet you.”

“Mandy.” The woman smiled briefly, looked Ally up and down and turned her gaze back to the men. “So, you’re here with . . . James?”

“That’s right.”

“And James is . . .”

“The dark-haired one.”

“Oh.” Mandy took a long, appraising look at James and nodded appreciatively. “Ned said he’s an architect?”

“That’s right,” Ally repeated, glancing over to the men. Now they were guffawing over something and punching one another on the shoulder. “Once they’re done beating each other up I’ll introduce you.”

Mandy nodded again, her gaze well and truly fixed on James. “Are you two married?”

“Goodness, no.” Ally waved away the notion. “We’ve only known each other nine months.”

“So . . . you live together?”

Ally flinched a little at the personal line of questioning. She grabbed a glass of champagne from the tray of a passing waiter and took a long draught. If she felt like giving details she would say she and James spent most nights at either one or the other’s places. But she didn’t feel like giving details. “Nope.”

Three minutes later the men had finished hitting each other hello and everyone had been introduced. Armed with a glass of champagne each, they meandered over to the cordoned-off area that displayed the items to be auctioned. Ally held back from the group a little, pretending a little more interest in the goods than she really had. From her vantage point she could see that Mandy had already filled the gap next to James and was tittering demurely at whatever he was saying. Phil and Ned were engrossed in their own conversation and Barbara was declaring loudly that she would be bidding on Lot 14 this afternoon. Ally glanced to the item that had so taken Barbara’s fancy and shuddered. It was an ugly, ugly Limoge Father Christmas box. Personally, she wouldn’t give it house space.