Authors: Mary Downing Hahn
The girl's name is blown by the wind across the dark field and laid at the old woman's feet. Erica. Air-ric-cah. She likes to draw the name out, especially the last syllable.
“Air-ric-cah, Air-ric-cah,” the old woman whispers. The name glides lightly through the air, a rustle of black silk thread, and winds itself into the girl's ear.
She sees the girl tense and look around, move closer to her mother.
“Yes,” the old woman hisses. “You'll do. Air-ric-cah, Air-ric-cah.”
She does one of her little jigs and calls to her companion. “Time to go, dear boy. We'll see her soon, don't you worry. She's the one, she's ours.”
As the family enters their new home, the old woman and her companion wrap themselves in darkness and make their way home.
While we waited on the porch, Dad fished a big old-fashioned key out of his pocket. With a lot of effort he finally got it to turn in the lock. Moonlight followed us inside and cast our shadows across the dusty floor. In front of us, stairs led to the second story.
Mom flicked a switch, and the shadows fled. To the right was the living room, or maybe the parlor, empty now except for a fireplace. Three tall windows with old-fashioned wavy glass reflected us standing in the hall, slightly distorted, like people in a fun house.
“Where's our furniture?” Erica asked.
“It's coming tomorrow,” Mom told her.
“But where are we sleeping?” she asked, sounding a bit tearful.
“Don't you remember?” Dad asked. “We brought our camping stuffâsleeping bags, foam mats, pillows, blankets.”
“Can I sleep with Mommy?”
“Of course you can.” Mom put her arm around Erica and hugged her.
I was getting pretty tired of Erica's clinging behavior. “What's wrong with you?” I whispered. “You never used to act like this.”
“I never had to live in the woods before.” She turned to Mom. “Are we going to eat wild berries?”
“Of course not, sweetie,” Dad said. “Whatever gave you that idea?”
“That's what happens sometimes in stories.”
“Well, this isn't a story, Erica,” Mom said.
Dad got an ancient gas stove going, and Mom heated a pot of water. When it boiled, she dumped in noodles and heated a jar of marinara sauce.
We ate our first meal in the house picnic style in front of the fire. Erica snuggled beside Mom and shared her food with Little Erica. The food stuck to the doll's face, and Erica tenderly wiped her clean with a napkin.
Later, we all crawled into our sleeping bags and watched what was left of the fire fall into ash. The lights were out, and the moon shone in through the tall windows. I heard Erica whispering to the doll.
Sometime during the night I woke up. I'd drunk too much soda at dinner, and now I needed the bathroom. I eased out of my sleeping bag and got to my feet. Dad snored, Mom slept like a dead woman, and Erica murmured as if she were dreaming.
I tiptoed across the floor and eased the front door open. It was easier to pee outside than find my way upstairs to the bathroom.
The moonlight was brilliant and the stars were clustered thickly over my head, more than I'd ever seen in Fairfield. After I finished what I came out to do, I stood on the porch and gazed at the dark mass of woods bordering the fields. The night was cold, but as I turned to go inside, I was stopped by a sound in the darknessâa howl, which might have been the wind in the trees but was scarier. Much scarier. I shivered and edged toward the door, but before I stepped inside, I looked back. Something moved at the edge of the woods. Its head gleamed in the moonlight, as white as bone. I heard the howl again, louder this time, and stumbled backward, slamming and bolting the door.
“Daniel,” Mom called sleepily, “what are you doing up in the middle of the night?”
“I went outside to pee. Something in the woods howled.” I slid into my sleeping bag, shivering with cold and fear.
“Shh,” she whispered. “You'll wake up Dad and Erica.”
“Didn't you hear it?”
She shook her head. “It was probably an owl or a fox.”
“No. I saw it,” I told her. “It was as tall as a man, and its head shone in the moonlight.”
Mom smoothed my hair. “Go back to sleep, Daniel. There's nothing out there. It's dark, you're in a strange place, and your eyes were playing tricks on you.”
I moved a little closer to her. Maybe she was right. She must be right. Monsters didn't roam the woods anywhere but in fairy tales. I closed my eyes and practiced breathing slowly and deeply, but it was almost daylight by the time I fell asleep.
When I woke up, sunlight filled the living room. Just as Mom had said, whatever I'd heard and seen in the dark had a natural explanationânight noises most likely, animals going about their nocturnal business, embellished with my imagination. Moonlight and shadows play tricks on you.
The moving truck arrived before we'd finished breakfast, and Mom put us all to work. We picked our bedrooms first. Mine overlooked the woods, which were not quite as close to the house as I'd thought the night before, but close enough for me to see a deer pause at the edge of the trees and then vanish into the shadows. The lawns in Connecticut were overrun with deer, but this was a wild deer and therefore more noble than the ones who ate our shrubbery and our flowers and the vegetables Mom tried to grow.
Erica's room was across the hall from mine, at the front of the house. Mom and Dad were next to her. The bedroom beside mine was reserved for Dadâhis office, he called it. At the end of the hall was a small room, probably a sewing room, Mom said, or a nursery. She claimed it for her weaving. “The loom will fit just right under the windows,” she said.
The moving men spent most of the day tramping around the house, upstairs and down, putting furniture where Mom told them to. When they finally drove away, Mom gave us our next tasks. Unpack our clothes and belongings and put them away.
I finished first and stopped in Erica's room to see how she was doing. Her clothes lay in a heap on her unmade bed. Her boxes of toys and books sat in the middle of the floor, where the moving men had left them, still taped shut. Erica sat on a window seat, her back to me. She held Little Erica.
“We don't like it here,” Erica whispered to the doll. “It's a bad, scary place, no matter what they say. You and I know, but nobody believes us.”
Little Erica had nothing to say that I could hear, but my sister bent her head close to the doll as if she were listening to her. “Yes,” she murmured. “Yes.”
I hated to interrupt the weird conversation, but I stepped into the room and said, “Mom told you to put your stuff away, but you haven't even started.”
Erica whirled around. Her red hair swung like a flag. And so did the doll's. “I'm never going to put anything away until we go home.”
“
This
is home now.” I picked up a box labeled
SOCKS AND UNDERWEAR
and pried off the tape. “I'll help you.”
“Leave my things alone!” Erica laid the doll down and snatched the box away. “Get out of my room, Daniel. We don't want you here.”
“What's going on?” Mom stood in the doorway.
“I was just trying to help her unpack.”
“I don't want him to help,” Erica said. “I'm leaving everything just like this until we go home.”
“Honey, we
are
home.” Mom tried to hug her, but she pulled away.
“Home is Connecticut,” Erica whispered. “Not
here
.”
Mom made a gesture toward the door. “Leave this to me, Daniel.”
As I left the room, Mom shut the door. I lingered in the hall for a moment. Mom was talking softly. Erica was crying.
I found Dad in the basement in front of a huge furnace that looked like something you'd find on the
Nautilus
, all dials and levers and doors and pipes. A submarine engine only Captain Nemo understood. Steampunk in every way.
“Let me see,” Dad mused. “It's September. Hopefully, I'll have time to figure out how this monster works before we need it.”
I pictured a long, cold winter, with the four of us huddled around the fireplace to keep warm.
“Or maybe I can call somebody from the oil company,” Dad went on, “and he can explain it to me.”
We stood side by side and looked around the basement. It was dark and dank and musty. The ceiling was so low Dad could barely stand up straight. Pipes festooned with cobwebs hung even lower. The only light was a bare bulb hanging by a cord from a crossbeam. The floor was dirt, the walls stone. The damp air smelled as if it had been trapped down here since the house was built.
“Once I establish myself as a photographer,” Dad said, “we'll fix this basement up. Replace the furnace with something new that I can understand. Put in some windows, maybe a sliding glass door. I could even build a darkroom and get out my old film cameras.”
While Dad was picturing a darkroom and sliding glass doors, I was imagining a murderer carrying his victims down the steep, rickety steps and digging graves in the dirt floor.
“I'm going outside,” I told Dad. “I could use some fresh air.”
Leaving him poking around in the junk piled in every corner, I found Mom at the kitchen table, busy sorting napkins and tablecloths. Erica was sitting near her, reading
Bedtime for Frances
to Little Erica. Neither of them noticed me, so I slipped out the back door to do some exploring.
The house looked even worse in daylight. Peeling paint exposed bare gray wood. A gutter dangled from the eaves, and a downspout lay in the weeds. Judging by the number of shingles I saw on the ground, the roof probably leaked. The porch floorboards were warped, the railing was loose, and the steps tilted to one side.
Behind the house, I discovered a small tumbledown barn almost hidden under a tangle of wild grapevines, honeysuckle, poison ivy, and brambles. All around it grew a jungle of pokeberry weeds taller than I was. Poisonous berries hung from the red stalks in black clusters, like grapes. Sticking up from the weeds were two doorless refrigerators, an old plow, an ancient Ford pickup truck, several rusted air conditioners, and a mildewed sofa. The town dump, I thought, right in our own backyard.
What were Dad and Mom thinking when they bought this place? Had they lost their minds? We'd never get the house fixed up, let alone clear the junk out. I felt like packing my belongings and siding with Erica. Maybe between the two of us we could persuade Mom and Dad to go back to Connecticut.
The next day, we went to Home Depot. We couldn't afford to paint the outside of the house yet. That would have to wait. But we could afford to make the inside look better.
I chose blue for my room, and Erica chose lavender for hers. Mom and Dad picked shades of beige for everything else, except for the kitchen, which was to be yellow. A bright, cheerful color, Mom said.
It took a week to paint the house. All of us, even Erica, helped scrape and sand and clean the walls. When we finally finished, the place looked more like homeâour pictures on the walls, our furniture in the rooms, our books on the shelves. We ate dinner at our dining room table using our plates and glasses and silverware. We ate breakfast and lunch at our kitchen table. Mom's collection of teapots appeared on a shelf in a kitchen. Dad helped her set up a loom in the little room upstairs. He organized his office and arranged his pipe collection in his barrister bookcase. He hung his diploma from UMass.
In my room, I lined up my books on a shelf Dad made for me. I kept my Star Wars figures and my puzzle collection on their own shelves. Posters of Spider-Man and Captain America hung on one wall. A movie ad for
The Hobbit
hung between the windows on the opposite wall. I was beginning to feel at home.
Erica finally unpacked her boxes and hung up her clothes. She folded underwear and socks and T-shirts and put them in bureau drawers. She arranged books and found places for her dolls and stuffed animals.
When she was finished, her room looked exactly like her room in Fairfieldâher lavender checked curtains fit the new windows and the paint matched her old walls. The only difference was the viewâwoods and fields and mountains instead of green lawns and neighbors' houses.
The next week, Mom enrolled Erica and me in school. It was our first trip to Woodville itself. The shopping center on the outskirts of town had a Home Depot, a Walmart, and a Piggly Wiggly grocery store, as well as a nail salon, a liquor store, an insurance agent, a bank, Joe's Pizza, and a real estate office with faded photos of houses for sale taped to the windows. What more did we need, Dad asked.
Whatever it was, we wouldn't find it in Woodville. Except for a used-clothing store, a bar, and a thrift shop, the buildings on Main Street were boarded up. Even the graffiti was faded.
Narrow streets ran uphill from one side of Main Street and downhill from the other side. Dogs barked as we drove by. A gust of wind blew newspapers down the street. We didn't see a single person. The whole town could have been abandoned, as far as I could tell. Except for the dogs, of course.
“Next time we'll take the scenic route,” Mom said, “if there is one.”
She turned off Main Street and drove uphill through a neighborhood of old houses that were slightly nicer than the ones we'd seen so far. The Woodville School was at the top of the hillâkindergarten through eighth grade, which meant that Erica's second grade classroom and my seventh grade classroom would be in the same building. The school was made of dark gray stone and had tall, narrow windows; a steep flight of steps led to the main entrance, a big black door. It might as well have been named the Bastille School for bad boys and girls.
Erica clung to Mom's hand. “I don't want to go here. It's ugly.”
“Don't be silly.” Shaking her hand free, Mom pulled open the door. “It will be fine,” she added. “Just give it time.”