Thrown by a Curve (12 page)

She had a beautiful mouth. He’d thought about kissing her again—a lot. Granted, he concentrated on her hands because she touched him, but her mouth—yeah, he wanted her mouth on him. On his mouth, on his skin, and definitely on his cock.

His balls tightened, and he gripped his cock, squeezing it as he jerked his hand over the soft skin. He tilted his head back and closed his eyes, so close to the edge he was ready to explode. But the fantasy of Alicia on her knees was too sweet to let go of.

Just a few more minutes.

*   *   *

ALICIA PRESSED A COLD WASHCLOTH TO HER NECK,
splashed water on her face, paced back and forth in her room, and finally opened the window, hoping the night air would do something to bring her internal body temperature down.

But nothing worked.

Having Garrett’s hands on her hadn’t helped, and try as she might to convince him to stop, he hadn’t. First her hands, then her neck and shoulders. He’d given her goose bumps.

In therapy training, they had all touched each other. She’d had plenty of great-looking men put their hands on her, and she’d never gotten turned on. Not once. After all, this was her job. She’d never been attracted to any of the men she’d gone to school with or worked with, either in a peer capacity or with a patient.

Until now.

Staying here at the house was only going to make things worse. This had been such a mistake. But she was stronger than her libido and her fantasies, and she could gain control over them.

Couldn’t she?

She pressed her cool hands to her hot face. What was wrong with her? She had to get a grip on herself, had to put some distance between them, put this sexual fire out, or she would never be able to do her job.

Because physical distance was an impossibility. She had to be able to touch Garrett and not go up in flames every time she did.

She opened the back door, letting the cool breeze fan the flames.

And then stopped, her jaw dropping as she caught sight of Garrett.

She blinked, certain she was imagining what she saw.

But as her eyes adjusted to the darkness outside, she made out Garrett’s form at the edge of the water.

His sweats were drawn down low on his hips, and he had his cock in his hand, slowly drawing it through his fist. He had his head thrown back and his eyes closed, the tension in his body evident as he touched himself.

Her throat went desert dry. She couldn’t swallow, didn’t want to move, afraid the slightest movement would draw his attention. She had to get out of the light, so she took a step back, ashamed that she was watching him in this private moment but so enthralled by what he was doing she couldn’t turn away.

He was beautiful, his chest bare, his back bowed as he thrust his cock into his fist, mimicking the act of sex as he powered his shaft forward.

Her pussy clenched; her clit fluttered, demanding her attention. She slipped her hand into her shorts and palmed her sex, needing release.

She whispered out a gasp as she watched his tempo increase, wishing she were bold enough to walk out there and face him, show him what she needed.

She wanted to give them both what they obviously wanted. But she couldn’t. Staying hidden was thrilling, making her throb with want and need, but it was wholly unsatisfying when who she really wanted was standing out there on the beach, satisfying himself.

He’d wanted her tonight; the evidence had been so clearly outlined. And she’d walked away. Now he was taking care of his own needs when she could be out there, on her knees in the sand, her mouth on his beautiful cock, licking the crest, taking him between her lips, and sucking him until he exploded. Until they both exploded.

Her body taut with need, her legs shook as she swept her fingers over her aching pussy, her pulse pounding as she slipped her fingers inside, imagining what it would feel like if Garrett pushed her to the sand and plunged his cock inside her.

She let out a low moan, her fingers wet and her pussy gripping them tight as she watched him. His body was utter perfection as he rapidly jerked his cock. He looked like a god of the ocean out there, his body bathed in moonlight, his head tilted back as he moved with the fluid grace of someone who knew his own needs so well.

He was close to coming. So was she as she rubbed the heel of her hand against her clit.

She wanted him to fuck her, wanted to feel his muscled body hot and slick against hers, driving relentlessly into her, rolling against her until she splintered.

And when he thrust his hips forward and come jettisoned from his cock, she bit down on her lip and forced back her cry as she released, burying her fingers inside her pussy as waves of orgasm poured from her. They were coming together, and all she wanted was Garrett inside her, gripping her hips as he pounded his release into her.

Damp and shaken, she turned away, resting against the wall. She pulled her hand from her shorts as she caught her breath and closed her eyes, reliving the moment over and over again as her body pulsed with the aftereffects of that amazing orgasm.

When a few minutes had passed and she dared to take a peek out the window, Garrett was gone.

She went into the bathroom and stared at herself in the mirror. Her cheeks were pink, her skin was damp, and her whole body trembled.

So much for fleeing in here to cool her body down. She was a wreck. Her nipples tingled and her pussy quivered. She was still turned on, the images in her head nowhere near going away.

Facing Garrett tomorrow was going to be very difficult.

Running away from him tonight hadn’t helped at all. It had only made it worse.

THIRTEEN

GARRETT GOT UP AND WENT FOR A RUN EARLY, THEN
grabbed some juice and went right to the gym for a lifting workout. That’s where he met Alicia, who came in dressed in tight-fitting spandex yoga pants and a tank top.

“Mind if I work out with you?” she asked, setting her towel and bottled water on the elliptical.

Jacking off last night hadn’t put him in any better mood. He figured the run might generate some endorphins, but he was still in a mood. “You can do whatever you want. There’s plenty of equipment here.”

She didn’t seem bothered. “Okay, thanks.”

She plugged earbuds in, turned on what he assumed was music, and started her workout. Instead of concentrating on her fine ass moving up and down on the elliptical, he was determined to focus on his workout. The one thing he could always count on to distract him was training his body. He worked with the weights, at least the ones he was allowed to do on his own, which meant legs and abs. Upper-body training was off-limits except under the direction of his trainers or his therapist, so he’d have to wait for Alicia.

He’d lost track of time, but he hadn’t lost track of Alicia, who after working up a sweat on the elliptical had moved to weights.

She was strong. She hadn’t once asked him to spot her, and despite being slight, she could heft a decent amount of weight on her own. He was impressed, and he liked watching her body.

Which he shouldn’t be doing at all since that’s what had put him in a bad mood to start with. He should do less ogling of her form and more paying attention to his own.

“You ready for me to work with you on your upper body?” she asked, swiping the towel over her neck and chest, which only made him focus on her breasts, which weren’t large but still made him want to run his tongue across her cleavage. She was damp with sweat, which only made him think of getting her sweaty in other ways.

Naked.

Dammit.

“Sure.” The sooner he finished this workout, the sooner he could avoid her, which was his new plan. Avoidance.

“Let’s start with a light bench press to warm you up,” she said, and off they went on the upper-body work.

He went through the motions, did the workout, then grabbed his towel.

“We’re not finished, Garrett,” she said.

He frowned. “That’s the normal routine.”

“I thought we’d change it up today, add a little more weight.”

“Really.”

“I think your shoulder needs to have some stress added to it. We need to get you warmed up to start throwing pitches.”

The idea of throwing a pitch made him ache in the pit of his stomach. Since the injury, it was all he could think about. This was everything he was working for.

And everything he feared.

But he refused to back down, refused to let the fear control him.

He was either going to get back in the game again or have to accept that his days as a pitcher were over. And there was only one way to find out.

He tossed his towel down, excited to be challenged. The day was already looking up. “All right. Let’s do it.”

Two hours later, his enthusiasm had waned. Between the weights and the therapeutic exercises and more of that god-awful stretching that was beginning to remind him of some form of sadism on Alicia’s part, he was as limp as an overcooked noodle. He sat slumped on the living-room sofa while his evil therapist updated her notebook.

“I think you’re trying to kill me.”

She momentarily lifted her gaze to his and smiled. “Wimp.”

“Admit it. The other teams in our division have paid you to destroy me.”

Another quick look. “Oh, suck it up. Yours isn’t even the worst injury I’ve ever seen.”

He stayed quiet for a few minutes, watching as she concentrated, typed, chewed her bottom lip, then made a few more notes. He noticed when she was focused, she could shut out everything, including his constant complaints, which were obviously falling on deaf ears.

Tired of himself, he got up and fixed them sandwiches for lunch.

“Hey,” he finally said, hollering to her from the kitchen.

“Yes?”

“Lunch.”

She stood and came into the kitchen. “Really? You made lunch? I could have done that.”

“You were working. And I can throw a turkey sandwich together. Though yours is without the turkey. Hope you don’t mind avocado and all that vegetable and grass stuff.”

She laughed. “I love avocado.” She sat at the table and took a bite, then made a moaning sound that made his balls quiver. “Oh, you have mad sandwich-making skills. Thank you. I was getting hungry.”

“You were working away in there.”

She swallowed and nodded. “I have big plans for you.”

His shoulder winced in response. “Great.”

“You’re going to like it. I promise.”

He doubted it. “The only thing I’m going to like is when the Rivers put me back in the starting rotation.”

She took a bite of her sandwich and studied him like a science experiment. She was no doubt pondering new ways she could tear his shoulder apart. He finished off his sandwich, trying not to watch her watching him. He had to admit it unnerved him.

“Why don’t you tell me how you got hurt?” she asked.

“I’m sure all that crap’s in my chart. You read it, didn’t you?”

“Yes, but it’s not the same as hearing it from you. I want to know what you were doing, what you remember about your body mechanics. We want to make sure you don’t reinjure yourself when you hit the mound again.”

He shrugged. “I was pitching.”

“What pitch?”

“A slider. I reared back, threw the pitch, and felt a pinch. After that, I was sore.”

“But you didn’t come out of the game right away.”

“No. I finished the inning.”

“And pitched another after that.”

He grimaced, remembering the leadoff walk, the base hit, and the three-run home run before the coach pulled him from the game. It had been a nightmare. He knew his shoulder was hurt, knew he’d been throwing nothing but shit and there’d been nothing on his fastball. But when the pitching coach came out after the base hit, he’d promised the coach he still had it, that he could get the next batter out.

Nothing like pitchers and their egos. They never wanted to admit defeat. But this had been different. He was hurt and he knew it, and he still continued to pitch. And it had cost his team.

“Coach should have pulled you. And even worse, you should have told them you were injured. You cost the team three runs because of that.”

It was like she was reading his mind. “Wow, you don’t pull any punches, do you?”

“I don’t see any reason to blow smoke up your ass when you know it’s the truth. One of the things I try to work on with athletes is reading the signals of your own body. When you’re injured, your recovery time can be a lot quicker if you step down as soon as you feel pain.”

He rolled his eyes. “Oh, come on, Alicia. If I stopped pitching every time I felt an ache or a pain, I’d be out of the game.”

“Don’t feed me that line of bullshit. You know the difference between discomfort, fatigue from overuse, and ‘Oh, no, I’ve really hurt myself.’ You knew it that day, didn’t you?”

He didn’t answer.

She leaned back, obviously confident that she was right. “That’s what I thought. You didn’t want to come out of the game, which is normal. I understand that. My brother and cousins are hardheaded like you. They play injured. You all do. It’s part of your psychological makeup as athletes to think you’re impermeable. But look where are you now. You missed the second half of the season with this injury. You’re lucky the tear didn’t cost you your career.”

Irritation bristled through his nerve endings. “Not the first time I’ve heard this lecture, you know.”

“I’m sure it isn’t. But it might be the last time if it doesn’t sink in. How many more times do you think that shoulder’s going to take this kind of abuse? You’ve got a rocket arm and a wicked fastball. Tears like that develop scar tissue, and a repeat of an injury like this will end your career.”

Well, she’d painted that picture in big fucking letters on a clear blue sky, hadn’t she? The doctors had at least sugarcoated it for him with smiles and positive thinking, told him he’d be back in the rotation in no time at all.

Only he hadn’t been back in the rotation, and all these months later he didn’t feel like he’d ever be ready to pitch again.

And the opening of the season was bearing down on him like goddamn Armageddon.

“Any more soft words of encouragement you’d like to give me?”

She pushed her plate to the side. “Come on, Garrett. You didn’t choose me because I’d pat you on the head and tell you how awesome this was all going to be. You chose me because you knew I’d be blunt with you, just like I was that first day. And the one thing you can always count on from me is honesty. I’m also going to force you to be honest with yourself, and that means recognizing how important it is to learn to read your body’s signals.”

“I hate being pulled from a game.”

“Of course you do. You’re an athlete and a damn good pitcher.”

“But I fucked up that day, and it cost me my arm.”

She gave him a smile. “Not permanently. We’re going to fix it, and you will pitch again. I believe it. Now you have to believe it, too.”

After lunch, Alicia disappeared, claiming she needed to make some calls. Garrett went outside and took a walk on the beach to clear his head.

Reliving the day of his injury hadn’t been a picnic. He never wanted to think about it, because when he did, it made him realize what an arrogant asshole he’d been that day.

He should have walked off the mound as soon as he knew he was hurt. Instead, he thought he was invincible, that he could save the inning, save the game, and that nothing could stop him, not even the pain.

What a fucking dumbass he’d been. He’d let down his team and screwed himself over in the process.

He’d always had to learn lessons the hard way.

Alicia was right. He had to do better about listening to his body, because he never wanted to go through this again.

When he came back in after his walk, she was waiting for him. She’d pulled her hair into a ponytail and slipped on tennis shoes. She had a gym bag slung over her shoulder.

“Going somewhere?”

“
We’re
going somewhere. Go change.”

He cocked a brow. “Into?”

“Comfortable workout clothes.”

What now? Burying him in the sand and making him sweat? Maybe stringing him up somewhere or stretching him out on one of those medieval torture racks? She could get pretty inventive. And scary. “Where are we going?”

“You’ll find out when we get there.”

He changed, and they got in the car. He turned to her. “Where to?”

“The baseball stadium.”

Now that he hadn’t expected. Dread and excitement churned in his stomach. He started up the car and headed down the highway toward the stadium. Spring training was underway, and he wasn’t part of it. God, he really wanted to be.

“The team’s not here today, you know,” she said as he pulled into the empty parking lot. “They have an away game.”

He turned off the ignition. “I know the schedule.” He knew every game, where the team was, who they were playing, and the fact he wasn’t playing with them. With every passing day he felt the season slipping through his fingers. Spring training had been underway for a while now. And he was missing it. He counted down the days until the start of the season. That had always been his target date to get back on the mound. Now that date was breathing down his neck like an ugly beast—shadowing him every damn day and making him lose sleep at night.

She grabbed the bag and they went to the door. They showed their credentials to the guard, who let them into the stadium.

When they stepped onto the field, his stomach twisted and he broke out into a sweat.

Alicia took a baseball glove and ball out of her bag. Garrett’s heart leaped in his chest.

“What is that?”

“My glove. A ball. Kind of obvious, don’t you think?”

She pulled his glove out of her bag and tossed it to him. He frowned. “Where did you get that?”

“From your coach.”

He hadn’t brought it along, figured they wouldn’t get far enough for him to need it.

“I thought we’d play a little catch today.”

He arched a brow. “You play catch.”

“Of course.”

“Like the kind of catch a pitcher can throw at you?”

She laughed. “You’re not ready to throw a fastball yet, stud. We’ll take it slow to begin with, then start working on your mechanics.”

She moved behind the batter’s box and waited. Garrett stared down at his glove, then over at the mound.

“Well?”

He shifted his gaze to Alicia, who was throwing the ball up in the air and catching it in her glove.

“Let’s warm up that arm,” she said, then tossed him the ball.

Instinct took hold and he caught it, then walked to the mound.

He stood on the mound, the palm of his hand curled around the ball, his target a short ninety feet away. Everything was so familiar yet felt so fucking alien to him. Where he’d once felt so comfortable—the pitcher’s mound was like a second home to him, after all—he now felt like he’d never stood here before. Like this was his first time.

In a way, it was a first time. It would be the first time he’d throw a ball since he got hurt, since he’d felt that twinge of pain that had blossomed into something bigger and threatened to sideline his career.

Sweat rolled down his brow. He swiped at it with the back of his sleeve and focused on Alicia waiting patiently for him to toss her a simple, slow, underhanded pitch. She didn’t know, had no idea how goddamned monumental this moment was.

Or maybe it really wasn’t a big deal at all. He was making more out of this than it was.

Just throw the fucking ball, dumbass.

“Everything okay out there?” she asked, her voice light and easy, but he knew she was concerned.

“Fine. Just getting . . . my head organized. I’m a little rusty.”

“Take your time. I’m in no hurry.”

It had been a hot day like today—only the heat of summer and in Cleveland—when he’d reared back and thrown the slider that had started it all. He flipped the ball around in his hand, remembering that day like it had been yesterday instead of months ago.