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Ben had a lightness of spirit about him once more that couldn’t be faked, wouldn’t be there if such dark memories were weighing him down. And this, of course, meant other bad events of his life had been reconciled too.

Nikolas knew things had changed. For the first time, anyone looking at them wouldn’t immediately assume all of this belonged to him—that he controlled everything and was the centre of all things.

In coming back to a memory of his life so suddenly, realising what was truly important in the life he’d forgotten, Ben had finally seen for himself how things were—that Nikolas only orbited around him, and
he
, in fact, held all the power. He always had.

Watching Ben as he and Squeezy took turns dragging Emilia and Radulf around on the toboggan, as Ben prepared a meal for everyone that night, pretending he’d cooked it from scratch and not just opened a number of boxes from the freezer, as he sat with Ulyana Ivanovna practising his Russian, and, of course, later that night as they made long and sensuous love in the hot tub, Nikolas reckoned Ben had indeed left all his darkness behind him.

Nikolas then had to admit to himself that perhaps he’d been wrong about something—a rare event, but apparently possible.

He wondered briefly, as he gripped Ben’s slick, naked back, marked now with the trinity of his names, whether there wasn’t more to this therapy business than he’d ever given it credit.

To Be Continued in The Bruise Black Sky

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

John spent twenty-two years in the military, perfecting the art of looking busy whilst secretly writing. He left as a senior officer when his tunnel was ready for use. He is now living in New Zealand until he can raise enough money to leave. Although he has no plans to return to the army, he can occasionally be caught polishing his medals.

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Superman: DC Comics, Inc.

BBC Radio 1: British Broadcasting Corporation

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