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He led the men to the spot where he had found Africa. The flies were awake, the scouts in their gleaming corselets. They crawled into his eye socket and walked across the torn eyeball; it made you itch. It would not be long before the black man was covered in a buzzing carpet of flies. The man from Ashkhabad picked up the stone and looked at it. None of them said a world. They left the corpse alone. This was a different kind of dead.

The woman had come up behind them. The boy heard her snort loudly. She spat on the dead body, white gobs flying from her dirt-smeared lips. She kicked at him; his corpse shuddered. ‘Ape!' she panted as she kicked. ‘Filthy ape!'

This is the first time she's ever touched him, the boy thought.

The poacher pulled her away, but she kept kicking at thin air. ‘That's enough!' the poacher said. ‘He can't hurt anyone anymore!'

She stopped moving in his grasp. ‘Burn him,' she said. ‘Make sure he never comes back.'

The poacher gave her a shove, sending her back in the direction she had come from. ‘With what? With sand and grass? Are you out of your mind, woman?'

The man from Ashkhabad was not distracted by the fuss. He never stopped looking at the dead man. He took in the tattered rags, the dull, black skin — his gaze wandered along the trail of scars on his arms and chest, the wizened neck and grimy beard, and on to his ruined face.

Oh, loathsome flies. He scratched red furrows in his neck and breastbone. His whole life long he had been swatting flies away from his face, his hands, and his ankles, but then one day they finally claimed the body they had been tasting for so long. He squatted and put the stone down beside him. Slowly he reached out to the black man's chest and pulled the cord from under his shirt. He took the little cross that had slid into the man's armpit, and dangled it between thumb and forefinger. The crossbeam was attached in the middle. The wood was oiled with body fat. It was tooled; if you looked carefully, you could see a sort of interlacing pattern, almost obliterated now by the friction between shirt and skin.

He had once seen the black man kiss this cross. It was a pious ape he had seen. It had insulted him. God was not for donkeys and dogs and apes.

Little remained of his distaste now. He rubbed his thumb over the grooved wood. In the same way he used his stick, so had the black man worn his cross, holding it up to ward off disaster.

What were the differences between them again? He couldn't remember. It had to be there, that bottomless difference, but his hands clutched at air. Now that the delusions had lifted, he saw only how alike they had been in their suffering and despair.

He laid the cross back against the man's chest. What good were such thoughts when you'd had no experience with them before? He used his arms to push himself to his feet. The boy had been staring at him all this time. Maybe he understood what he was thinking. Maybe he could tell him what these thoughts were supposed to mean.

They moved on through the day that never grew light, each with his own thoughts about the black man they were leaving behind on the plain. One of them had crushed his skull. The others imagined how that had gone. How the killer had snuck through the grass, heel-toe, heel-toe, to keep from making a sound, the stone in his hand, how he had raised his arm.

Sacrificed himself. Set them free.

The following straggler was revealed now. They heard a faint lamentation at their backs, sometimes punctuated by raging monologues. Vitaly was being visited by his demons. Deep within him, a primal force was spurring him on to follow the others, but the shades around him had already begun pulling him back into his past. Their grip was stronger all the time; he fell further behind his companions all the time. Their pace slackened nonetheless. Vitaly had never given any cause for compassion; an act of charity would be lost on him. They would leave him behind and forget him as quickly as possible.

The wind stirred; rain fell, too. The woman stuffed her mouth with dirt. Her jaws ground slowly. The boy walked as far from her as he could, in order not to see how she devoured bite after bite of earth, her eyes as blank as a blind woman's.

Far away, where honey-yellow light fell from behind the clouds, tumbleweed danced across the earth's surface — translucent balls of thistle and kali, driven by the wind. High as a house, the wheels rolled slowly across the steppe, a series of slow-motion, dream-like images. The travellers' hearts leapt whenever one hopped into the air and was then chased away. They reached out their hands to touch them, but one by one the rollers vanished from sight and left behind a yearning. Where were those wheels rolling to so light-heartedly, so far away in that yellow light?

But before evening comes, the travellers' head are once again bowed to the earth. The eternal repetition has rocked them to sleep. The nimble dance of the tumbleweeds is forgotten. Everything is forgotten.

Winter

CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

Hunger

The first call came in early that evening: a woman complaining about drifters knocking over garbage cans in the street. Just before eight, there was a second one: another woman, weeping this time; the group of drifters she'd encountered had thrown her into a panic. ‘They're the dead,' she'd said.

Car 37 took the call. At a quarter past eight, patrolman Ivan Budnik turned into the street. Fucking transients, he thought. Give a couple of them a good thumping every once in a while — that's all you can do.

Halfway down the street, between the flats, where the streetlights were dim, he caught them in his headlights. The glow from the rotating light reflected off them. His brain didn't understand what his eyes were seeing: shadows, separated from their bodies. He had been planning to bark an order at them through the megaphone, but his breath caught in his throat. It was as though he saw tears glistening on their filthy cheeks. Weeping phantoms. Great God. Skin, lashed tightly around their bones, mummified almost. Black eye-sockets.

In rags worn to threads, they had appeared from the darkness of centuries past. Two of them were sitting on the ground, rooting slowly, mechanically, through the garbage bags in front of them. Their jaws ground the frozen slops. Plumes of vapour rose around their heads. Because his brain was locked up tight, Budnik started classifying what he was seeing — the beginning of understanding. He saw a child, probably a boy; he saw two men and a woman. He saw that they were not reacting to his presence. Another one came out of the bushes — a man, an emaciated saint with a beard down to his chest. He looked teary-eyed into the headlights — then his hands, too, began rooting through a garbage bag.

Why were they weeping? What sorrow was it? Or was it something else? Budnik had no intention of leaving the vehicle. He called the dispatcher.

‘I can't read you, Car 37,' the woman at the desk said.

‘Send back-up, goddamn it!' he whispered.

As he watched, the situation remained largely the same. They emptied garbage cans and tore open the bags. The road was littered with trash. The occasional pedestrian came by, on the other side of the street, and then went running off.

At nine, a second patrol car came down the street. It parked beside him. Patrolman Toth climbed out. Only then did Budnik leave his car, his Makarov clenched in one hand.

‘Holy Mother of God,' his colleague stammered. ‘Who are these people?'

Budnik nodded in a way that said he was already familiar with the situation. The fact that he had been here for a while gave him a jump on things. That authority gave him the right to lead the operation — if only he knew what to do.

They stood in the light of their high beams, a few metres away from the scene. ‘Who are you people?' Budnik shouted. They heard the crackle of frozen plastic; sometimes, the gasping breath of someone weeping.

‘Not from around here,' Budnik said quietly.

‘I think … arrest them,' his colleague said.

‘Yeah, sure,' Budnik said absently. He looked over at Toth. ‘But for what?'

What a disgusting thought, to have to touch those decrepit bodies. To sit in the car with them, to breathe the same air. In fact, yes, for what? A couple of garbage cans. Once you started down that road, you could go on all night. He tried to focus. To assess the risks. What were they failing to do that could later be held against them?

‘What are they crying about?' Toth whispered.

Budnik shrugged. He tightened his grip on the pistol. Indecision was weakness. Capitulation could pass for wisdom. He took a step back — the step with which the retreat begins.

‘Come on,' he said, ‘we're going to Tina's.'

In the days that followed, there were sightings here and there. Their appearance prompted a shudder of excitement. The untouchables became a persistent rumour; in the alleyways of the bazaar and the streets of the city, it hopped like a virus from one mouth to the next. The descriptions were so vivid that it seemed as though everyone had seen them with their own eyes. No one knew who they were or where they had come from; the general assumption was they had come in from the steppes. It was as though victims of the plague had walked into the city. Their numbers varied from five to fifteen. They seemed to be everywhere, all at the same time. In the collective imagination, the armies of the undead marched through the streets of Michailopol. They were gawked at and stared after, and no one dared speak to them.

Thefts were reported. Chickens disappeared from their coops; geese were plucked from behind fences. At night, when the temperature fell to twenty degrees below zero, no one knew where they stayed. The lock merchants at the bazaar did good business. It was mid-December; a cold sun lay on the icy-blue horizon. In Pontus Beg's office, the phone rang. ‘The mayor, for you,' Oksana said.

Semjon Blok was in the midst of his second term as mayor of Michailopol. He had built his empire on slot machines. You saw his one-armed bandits everywhere. He had gone into politics to gain status in the straight world, the world of people who attended the Bolshoi and rarely saw a slot machine. His nickname was Mister Cash — during his campaign he had paid his staff in rolls of coins. As Mister Cash he was elected by a wide majority; the tough materialism he embodied was an example to the man on the street. Whether he'd actually gained access to the circles of those who attended the Bolshoi was up for grabs.

‘Pontus, I'm hearing things,' he said.

‘I'm listening,' Beg said.

‘Transients, Pontus. A group of — how shall I put it … starving people. I see reports about them. They're going around stealing. People say they've never seen anything like it. Who are they, you know what I mean? What are they doing here? We need to find out, Pontus. We don't know them — it's an impossible situation. We have to know who's who around here. Transparency, Pontus, that's my motto. Bring them in, do something. Don't ask me what.'

Like ataman Chiop, Blok had the irritating habit of addressing him only by his first name — the way you might piss on a puppy's head to make it obey. Could you ask someone to stop doing that? In writing, maybe. He wasn't sure.

‘We've had the report here, too,' he said. ‘We have an eye on them.'

A deep sigh. ‘What do you guys do there, anyway? Arrest these people. Get them off the street.'

Beg knew that the mayor would prefer to send a couple of guys from his own club to deal with it. There was a real chance that he actually would get to them first. Free enterprise is so much more efficient than the public sector.

He said he would give it top priority, and hung up.

Budnik and Toth told everyone at Tina's about their encounter — a ghost story. ‘Hunger like that,' Budnik said. ‘You've never seen anything like it.'

‘The way they were crying,' Toth said, ‘that's what I thought was … It was real crying. You only cry like that when you … well, yeah.'

Their listeners stared into space. ‘Things like that happen,' one of them said. The others remained silent because they didn't know what to say; two of them had witnessed something they couldn't explain, and had run away from it. They had described a forlornness that seemed beyond this world — a sense of horrors that couldn't be told.

Things beyond their control.

‘Tina!'

Tina came over and filled all their glasses.

‘Cheer up, guys,' she said. ‘It can't be all that bad.'

Budnik and Toth smiled wanly, and knew there was comfort in the sight of her bosom. So, too, when she walked back and forth behind the bar, in the tight leather skirt into which she had wedged her flesh. They were too young to have known her in her capacity as a trollop, but in the course of time their imaginations had been set afire by the stories their colleagues told — stories that made their blood run hot and made them mourn lost ground that could never be recovered.

The razzia began by order of the powers that be — vagrants were picked up all over town. The basement cells were packed. Fights broke out. One detainee was stabbed in the neck with a pen that the guards had overlooked. Almost every transient in town was swept off the streets, but the ones they were looking for weren't among them. They seemed to have vanished from the face of the earth. The sightings that were reported were too diverse to all be true.

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