There's no place like HOME (Emma Frost Book 8) (3 page)

It was wearing on all of us, especially Victor, who didn’t seem to understand why we were all fussing over Maya now.

“Why does she need to remember all this stuff anyway?” he would say.

He was just upset that I didn’t pay as much attention to him as I used to.

There had been some improvement in Maya, though, even if it didn’t go as fast as I would have liked it to. She had started to get glimpses of her life in her dreams. If it was just the pictures that caused them to come, I didn’t know, but something had  happened, and I was so grateful for that, little as it might be.

I had tried to contact every doctor in the country, hoping to get some help, but had received no other advice than what Dr. Faaborg had given me. It was all about giving her rest and time.

I just wanted her to be able to go back to school in August. I wanted her to go back to her old life and to be able to get by like a normal teenager. Heck, I wanted her to yell at me and roll her eyes at me like she used to. It was almost like she had become numb. She was never excited or happy about anything; she wasn’t even angry or upset about anything. She was just this ghost-like version of herself.

I had asked the county for help. I tried to get a social worker to provide us with something, anything would do, but they were closed down for the summer, so they told me to come back in August. Denmark had to be the only country in the world that closed down for an entire month because everyone went on vacation. There was nothing that could be done at this time of year. Anything that had to do with the government – which was most things – closed down for the summer, or was run by only a few people who could make no important decisions. That was just the way it was.

So, here I was on a beautiful Tuesday morning in the middle of summer, enjoying my coffee, thinking about my life, and worrying about both of my children and how they were going to make it…when someone knocked on the door. I went to open it. Outside, stood a man in a blue uniform that said the Curtain-Company. He smiled. Behind him in the street he had parked a red van with the same name on the side of it.

“Mrs. Boegh?”

“No. You have the wrong house. That’s next door. They just moved in yesterday,” I said, and pointed to my next-door neighbor. Sophia, Jack, and I had walked over there yesterday to bid them welcome. I had even baked my famous buns for them, and Sophia had brought the wine. They seemed like a nice couple, but didn’t have any children yet. I had hoped for a new friend for Victor.

The man looked at his papers, baffled. “Oh my. You’re right. I’m so sorry for disturbing you like this.”

“No problem,” I said, and closed the door.

When I turned to walk back, Victor was standing right behind me. He stared at me with upset eyes. “Where is my breakfast?” he asked.

5

April 2009

S
HE HAD WRITTEN
him a letter. Louise didn’t think anything would come of it.
He probably gets tons of mail from women
, she thought to herself on this spring morning a month later, as she ate her toasted bread. Lorianne and Lurifax were sitting on the table, eating out of their bowls, keeping her company. In the background, the TV was on, as usual. Louise had turned the volume down, so she didn’t have to hear about all the ugly stuff going on in the world.

“We don’t need to hear about war in Afghanistan or starving children in Africa while eating our breakfast, now do we?” She said to her cats and petted Lorianne on the head. The cat spun around while eating her fish.

“No, we don’t,” Louise answered herself.

She took another bite of her toast and finished her glass of orange juice when she saw him again. She grabbed the remote and turned up the volume. The trial was still on, and Louise had followed it closely.

She watched as Bjarke Lund walked towards the court and the press corps tried with vulturous delight to get a comment from the man they unanimously had declared was a dangerous psychopath.

“Here he comes, kids. You see him? Oh, he’s wearing a red shirt today under his leather vest. That’s a great color for him, don’t you think, kids? Methinks he looks very handsome today, yes me do. Oh, just look at that piece of man. Look at those hands and arms. Isn’t he just adorable? Did he trim his beard a little? Well, I think he did. It looks very good, but I hope he doesn’t cut any more off. I like his beard. Makes him look raw and tough. I like him to look tough.”

Lorianne answered with a purr, and then placed herself comfortably in Louise’s lap. Louise kept petting her, while staring, paralyzed, at the man of her dreams, following his every move until he disappeared inside the courtroom and the doors were closed.

“Ah. It always goes too fast,” Louise murmured. “Guess we won’t see him until next week then when he has his next court appearance. Good thing Mommy taped all his appearances on TV, isn’t it? That way we can watch him over and over again.”

Louise got up from her chair and went to get more coffee, when the mail was pushed through her door. She grabbed the letters and went through them.

“Bill…bill…another bill, ah, this is water; better pay that one right away. The others can wait a month or two, I guess. But wait. What is this?”

Louise dropped all other mail on the floor and studied the white envelope with her name handwritten on the front. Her heart was pounding hard in her chest. On the outside, it had a stamp telling the receiver that its content had been security checked by the police. Louise almost forgot to breathe. She ripped it open and pulled out a handwritten letter. Two pages. Front and back!

Louise couldn’t believe her own eyes. She was gasping for air, her hands shaking heavily, as she started to read.

Dear Louise,

Is it okay if I call you Louise? I hope so. After the letter I received from you, I got the feeling it would be all right. Anyway, I am writing you to tell you I truly enjoyed your letter and especially the photo of you and your cats. I myself am very much a cat person, and I can tell that Lurifax and Lorianne are two very special cats. They are beautiful. And so are you, Louise. You are a very beautiful woman.

Louise looked up to catch her breath. Her cheeks had gotten warm and red, and she had to sit down to read the rest. She couldn’t believe he had actually answered her letter. She couldn’t believe he really liked her and thought she was pretty. No one had ever called her pretty before. It was all very exciting.

Louise kept reading the letter and soon realized that she had actually established some sort of connection to the man she hadn’t stopped dreaming about since the day she saw him on TV for the first time. In his answer, he wrote that he would very much like to get to know her better, and maybe even get to meet her one day.

I hope to hear from you again soon, Louise. I will be thinking about your kind words to me in your first letter until I do. You seem to be the only one in this world who understands me and believes in my innocence. For that, I am eternally grateful. It makes me believe in humanity again.

Yours truly,

Bjarke Lund

6

July 2014

P
ETER
W
AGN HAD
worked with curtains for twenty-five years. He loved curtains, and he loved being able to help people find the right curtains to fit their needs in their homes. It was a job where he made people happy, and he truly enjoyed that. He got to come to people’s houses, and every day was different, every house was different, every person’s needs were different.

It was always exciting to meet new customers, and today he was going to do just that. He had the van packed with samples of different kinds of curtains, different colors, patterns, and different types of fabric. Today, he would sit down, typically with the lady of the house, and decide what they wanted for their new home. Then, he would measure the windows, and within a week, he could promise them they would have their perfect curtains. That was why the customers came to him. They could easily go buy something and put it up themselves, but people who contacted him wanted something special. They wanted their home to be unique. And that was exactly what he provided…something specially designed and sewn to fit those exact windows. He was a specialist, and his customers got the best treatment. That’s why they came back again and again, and that was why they referred him to their best friends.

Peter’s wife had thought he was stupid when he decided to start his own company back in the nineties.

“No one uses curtains anymore,” she said. “They want blinds. Curtains are outdated.”

But he proved her wrong, didn’t he? Yes, there were years when business was bad, when he considered expanding to also provide specially designed blinds for his customers, but little by little, people had returned to using curtains, and since it was now considered a luxury to have custom made curtains made with good quality fabric, Peter’s business was now blooming like never before. People in Denmark had money, and they wanted luxury. They remodeled their houses, built new kitchens, and they didn’t compromise on quality anymore.

Peter smiled as he walked towards the front door of his new client. He had been looking very much forward to getting his fingers on this particular house. It was an old brick house, one built a century ago. It had huge windows leading to the back yard. He knew it had, since he had often looked at it from the beach side while walking his Golden Retriever. He had adored those windows for years, and dreamt of dressing them in gorgeous silk draperies. He was hoping the new owners would agree.

Peter held his briefcase with the samples and measuring tape in one hand, as he lifted the other to ring the doorbell. He was whistling with joy. He glanced at the old house next door that he had thought was this address. He must have been tired. Plus, in his defense, he had never actually seen the house from this side, only from the beach side.

Peter whistled again, and studied the window next to the entrance. It was tall and slim. He knew exactly which curtain would be perfect for it. This was going to be one of the highlights of his career…and a true moneymaker, if he played his cards right. It was all about buttering up the wife. If he was on good terms with her, the sky was the limit.

Maybe you’ll finally be able to afford that trip to Thailand you’ve always wanted to take.

Yes, that was it. He would take a trip to the land with the best fabrics in the world. But he would go alone. Yes, Annie wouldn’t understand; she didn’t appreciate the quality of a good fabric like he did. She never had. Peter would find an excuse to go alone.

Why isn’t anyone opening the door?

He rang the doorbell again.

Still nothing? Am I too early?

Peter looked at his watch. No, he was right on time as scheduled when Mrs. Boegh called him over the phone. Peter grunted. He realized the front door was slightly ajar. They wouldn’t leave it like this if they weren’t home. No, not these people. They were good people. Peter had sensed it right away while speaking to Mrs. Boegh on the phone. She sounded like a very intelligent woman.

Maybe Mrs. Boegh was in there somewhere, but simply didn’t hear the bell? Maybe the doorbell didn’t work? Peter Wagn pushed the door open while knocking on it.

“Hello? Mrs. Boegh?”

Still silence. Peter walked in. He gasped at the sight of the large windows. They were even more spectacular up close. And so tall. And wide. This was going to be very expensive. Maybe he could arrange two trips to Thailand? One this year and one for next year?

“This is Peter Wagn from the Curtain Company. We spoke on the phone? I was supposed to meet you here today? Hello?”

The door to the bedroom was wide open. Peter took a chance and walked inside.

“Mrs. Boegh? Hello?”

That was when he stopped. He had stepped in something. His shoes made a strange sound. Like they were wet. Peter looked at them. The entire floor was soaked in something. It wasn’t water. Peter held his breath. He followed the flood that led further inside the bedroom and surrounded the bed. Peter’s heart stopped at the sight that met him on top of the bed. He barely had the strength to let out the petrifying scream that was soon heard throughout the entire neighborhood.

7

July 2014

V
ICTOR ATE HIS
breakfast faster than I had ever seen him. Maya came down and sat at the table.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Did you sleep well?” I said in a much higher-pitched tone than expected. It was strange how hard it had become for me to act like myself around her. Why couldn’t I just relax? Why did I feel like I had to be so extra attentive, extra protective, extra…well, everything around her?

“She’s not going to break,” my mom had said to me the other day. “She’s not an expensive porcelain statue.”

It was spot-on, but I didn’t tell her. It was exactly how I felt. Like Maya was so fragile she could break if I said something wrong. The truth was, I simply had no idea how to act around her.

“Fine,” she replied, emotionless.

I forced a smile. “Good. I’m glad to hear it. What would you like for breakfast? Cereal or buttered toast? I have buns from yesterday, if you’d like.”

Maya shrugged. “I don’t know.”

You don’t know? You always know exactly what you want, Maya. You don’t like my cooking, remember? It’s too unhealthy. Don’t you remember? Where are you? Who are you, and what have you done with my daughter?

“I’ll toast some bread for you, then.”

“Okay.”

Okay? Oh my. You used to fight me on this constantly. The first three things I would suggest, you’d wrinkle your little freckled nose and tell me no. Now, all you say is okay and I don’t know. Please, just fight me on this.

I bit my lip and looked at her. Her eyes were so empty, so emotionless. She tried to smile, but it came off awkward.