He was allowed only one visitor a day. For one hour. They could sit in the cell with him. Rick Beanblossom requested a visit nearly every day, but Dixon Bell shot him down. He could no longer face that mask. Yet ten days before the execution date he did grant a visitation request to a friend and foe of a different sort.
When the outside door swung open, Dixon Bell could smell the cigarette being extinguished in the grass. The hacking cough rattled through the Death House. The Marlboro Man to the bitter end. He appeared near death, wheezing up a storm. The guard was worried about him as he unlocked the cell door. Les Angelbeck took a seat on the bunk beside the Weatherman. He caught his breath. The guard held on to his cane outside.
“You look like hell,” Dixon Bell told him. “I’ll probably outlive you.”
“No,” said the captain, clearing his throat, “I’ll see you to your grave, Dixon.” He paused for the longest time, carefully measuring every breath, every word. “On the other hand, I met with Governor Ellefson yesterday. I believe the governor would consider commuting your sentence to life imprisonment if you were to confess to your crimes.”
“Strange offer,” Dixon Bell said with an ironic chuckle. “If you know for sure I’m guilty, you’ll let me rot in prison for the rest of my life. But if you’re not sure, then you’ll kill me.”
Les Angelbeck didn’t argue the point. He glanced at the Sony on the chair outside the cell. “I see you got a TV set there.”
The Weatherman glared at the rectangular monster on the chair. “It was television that ruined the South. Television did more damage below the Mason-Dixon line than Sherman’s march to the sea.”
“Yes, it’s pretty much made ghouls of us all.” The old police captain picked up the Bible. “Is this yours, Dixon?”
“Yes, it has my name in it. I’ve been reading it. Ain’t that the damnedest thing? I’d always believed science and religion were incompatible. They’re not, you know?”
“Yes, I know.”
“Are you going to be there when … ?”
“No. Do you want me there?”
“No, please don’t.”
“Do you have any family left?”
“No, there’s nobody. Thank God.”
Les Angelbeck laid the Weatherman’s Bible on the bunk and looked about the sparse cage of steel and concrete.
“Donny Redmond’s son won a basketball scholarship to Florida State. Isn’t that funny? Full circle.”
“Seems a lot of people are returning to their roots these days.”
“My daughter is trying to get me out there to California. She doesn’t think I can survive another Minnesota winter. Quite frankly, neither do I.”
When the conversation died, the dying policeman and the condemned weatherman sat in stony silence. No coughing or wheezing even. It was the longest anybody could remember seeing the Marlboro Man go without a cigarette in his mouth. Down home a friend was defined as someone you could sit in silence with and not be embarrassed by the silence. That was the feeling Dixon Bell enjoyed as they shared their last hour in the isolation cell-though how in hell he could end up friends with the one man who had done the most to see that he was convicted of multiple murders was beyond explanation.
“It was the fingerprint,” Les Angelbeck finally said.
“It’s not mine,” answered Dixon Bell.
The veteran of World War n, the veteran of a thousand criminal investigations, fought his way to his feet. The guard unlocked the door and slid it aside. Les Angelbeck clutched his heart in agony and glanced up at the dull but omnipresent light in the concrete ceiling. “There is one loose end I’d like tied up, if you would, Dixon. For my own peace of mind. What became of the letters in your diary, the letters from that Lisa woman?”
“I really don’t know, Captain. They were tucked into the diary in the weather center. I have no reason to hide them from you now. As far as the trial goes, those letters wouldn’t have changed anything. I still believe somebody stole them to hurt me.”
“Or to protect you?”
The guard handed him his cane as he stepped outside. The cell door was closed, the electronic bolt shot locked with a bang.
Dixon Bell stepped to the door and clutched the bars. ‘This ain’t television, Captain. All of the answers won’t be explained to you five minutes before the hour. This is a tragedy. You’re going to have to think about this one for the rest of your life, however short that may be.”
The old cop turned on his cane and shook his head. “My heart may be failing me, Dixon, but it’s still telling me I got the right man, and I sincerely believe the only fair penalty for that man is death. Goodbye, Weatherman.”
With seven days to go before the date of the execution Warden Oliver Johnson paid another visit to the Death House. An elderly janitor followed behind. Again the warden excused the guard. Johnson stood outside the cell, the old man over his right shoulder. “Your former employer, Channel 7 ... their suit to broadcast or tape the execution was rejected in federal district court. The judge called the idea ‘ghoulish’ and their argument ‘asinine’- unusually harsh words from a federal bench. It’s doubtful there will be an appeal.”
Dixon Bell stuck his hands through the cell door and rested his wrists on the crossbar. He was tired and weak. He was dropping weight fast. “Shoot, I was planning to use that air time to give the ninety-day winter forecast.” He looked at the janitor, then back at the warden. “Who’s our friend?”
“Dixon, this is the man you wanted to meet, the man who has volunteered to throw the switch that will take your life. He agreed to see you. His name is Jesse.”
Dixon Bell was shocked-poor choice of words, but that’s the way he felt. Old Jesse, everybody called him. He’d been at the trial. The Weatherman stood frozen in place, staring through the bars at this pathetic old man, this janitor he sometimes saw push a broom through the Seg Unit only to stop in front of his cell and stare out the window at the sky as if he were searching for a star. He checked with the sober face of Warden Johnson just to make sure it wasn’t a joke. “And you’re going to let him do this?”
“I’m sorry. Nobody else came forward. It’ll be kept secret.”
Dixon Bell turned his hostile gaze back on Old Jesse. “Will you be paid for this mad act?”
“Yes, sir, I will.”
“How much, may I ask?”
“Five hundred and sixty-five dollars.”
“And what are you going to do with the money?”
The executioner was clearly uncomfortable with the question. He turned to the warden for help, but none was forthcoming. “Well,” he finally drawled, “I thought I might buy my great-grandson a new bicycle. Maybe one of those fancy Schwinns.”
In an instant tears welled up in the eyes of Dixon Bell, but he didn’t know if they would be forced down his face by grief or laughter. He swallowed hard and put a hold on the tears. Damned if a smile didn’t cross his face. By God, he did not live in vain. They could nail him to their electric cross now. He knew the meaning of life. It was all for a Schwinn. “Don’t screw it up,” the Weatherman warned him. “There ain’t no need to torture me.”
“I’ll do it right, Mr. Bell, just like the warden tells me.” “Thank you, Jesse. Thank you for seeing me.”
“What what did he say to you?”
“Who say what to me?”
“The Weatherman. C’mon, Jess, everybody knows you were in there.”
“Didn’t say nothin’. I just swept up a bit for him. Then he done thank me.”
They were in the electric shop beside the Death House, Old Jesse and shop supervisor Dwayne Rossi. Old Jesse would be responsible for the actual death, but Rossi was in charge of the Death House equipment. The execution was less than a week away. Rossi held the death cap in his hand. “This whole headset works was shipped up here from Florida. I’ll be damned if I know if it’s put together right, but I’m supposed to inspect it.”
“Looks right enough to me,” Old Jesse told him. “Wouldn’t for sure want that thing on my head.”
“Oh, no, this ain’t right. Looky here, someone already stitched in the sponge.” “Ain’t that where it goes?”
“Yeah, but it’s gotta be soaked in salt water. It can’t be stitched in until the night of the execution.” Rossi pulled on the sponge. A large chunk of it broke off in his hand. “Awful cheap-ass sponge for such an important job.” He accidentally tore off another piece. “Aw, Christ!”
Old Jesse watched intently as the supervisor tried to put the sponge back together with about as much success as all the king’s men had with Humpty Dumpty.
Rossi tossed the sponge bits to the floor in frustration. “We’ll have to get a new one, Jess. If I give you some money out of petty cash, can you pick up a new sponge tonight?”
“What kinda sponge?”
“I don’t know … a sponge is a sponge. Just make sure it’s big enough to fit over this wire mesh.”
So on his way home that night Old Jesse stopped in at Woolworth’s and bought a new sponge for the death cap. Nobody explained to him the difference between a natural ocean sponge and a man-made synthetic sponge. Nobody explained the flammable difference.
Andrea Labore came out of the bathroom, sat on the edge of the bed, and grabbed hold of the corner post. She slipped her hand under her bathrobe and pressed it firmly against her stomach. She breathed deep, still nauseous.
At the foot of the bed the portable television set was glowing. The schlocky music began to play and Sky High News came on the air. Andrea had left work early, drove home sick under dark and threatening skies. Sitting in the anchor chair next to Stan Butts was Katherine Thompson-Jones, or Katie Tom-Jon in the newsroom, where everybody had a nickname. She was young and beautiful and overeducated, a real brown-eyed beauty up from Missouri. She spoke with that perky twang in her voice that made her sound fresh and appealing. The photogs loved her. Now she was the fill-in anchor. For the most part Andrea ignored the bitch, gave her the cold shoulder.
“Hundreds of peaceful protesters, thousands of letters from around the world, and too many phone calls to monitor have not changed the mind of Minnesota Governor Per Ellefson. The word is still ‘go’ for this week’s execution of convicted serial killer Dixon Graham Bell … a former meteorologist in the Twin Cities.”
Andrea sighed. With smoke and mirrors they were now pretending he had never been employed by Channel 7. Watching the news at home was like putting in another thirty minutes of work. She muted the sound.
Rick had left her a note and a flower on the pillow.
Andrea
Like I told you on the phone, this inmate at the Wisconsin state prison in Waupun is now claiming he murdered the Indian girl at Birkmose Park in Hudson. He matches the description the jogger gave that day. This could be the big break. It couldn’t have come too soon. I called Stacy in Washington. I’m driving over to Waupun tonight to see if he’ll talk with me. Be back tomorrow. Hope you’re feeling better. I love you.
Rick
Andrea folded the note in half and placed it on the night table along with the flower. Then she reached into her bathrobe pocket and pulled out another letter, a letter addressed to her at the newsroom. It was still unopened, but she knew who it was from. She ran her fingers over the state seal. She’d thought about ripping it into a hundred pieces unread and flushing it down the toilet along with her vomit. She thought about that again; then she opened the envelope and held the letter under the lamp light.
Dear Andrea
You won’t talk with me on the phone, you haven’t answered any of my letters, so let us make this letter the last letter I write you. I know how foolish it is at this point to write about my love and my hatred for you, but there are some things I want to say before we get on with our lives.
Your scorn for me is unjustified. Though you’ve always pretended they don’t exist, I have two daughters. No man has more respect for women than a man with daughters of his own. You made the decision, Andrea. You had your precious choice. The truth is you valued your television career just as much as I valued my political career.
Your marriage is a scandal. Did you marry out of spite? To spite me? You didn’t do him any favor. Do you know what everybody is saying? If it weren’t for that mask, you wouldn’t be good enough for him. You’re the one who should hide your face.
If we had met at a different time you would now be Minnesota’s first lady. That may not sound like much from beneath the bright lights of your anchor desk, but ten years from now you’ll be just like every other woman who took a seat in that chair-forty, divorced, and unemployed. What shallow lives you people lead. Goodbye, Andrea.
Per
Andrea Labore wiped an angry tear from her eye. She looked at her television set, where the young and effervescent Katie Tom-Jon was giggling at something the new weathergirl had said to her.
Who could have charted such a life? From the swimming pools on the Iron Range to the Olympic pool at the University of Minnesota, she swam against the tide to make something of herself. She didn’t fail as a policewoman, she walked away. She’d faced a moment the average cop never has to face and she handled the situation with decisive and deadly force. Then she entered the most competitive business in America, where her police training came in handy and she rose to the top. Television was a cruel business, where women are forced out the door by the age of forty and men follow a decade later. A business where they chase ratings and gossip with as much zeal as they chase the news. Where they hand out awards like jel-lybeans. An exciting but unforgiving business where every year another graduating class of bimbos and bozos line up outside the door to get inside the door so that they can get their faces on television. The mistakes Andrea made along the way were as grandiose as her ambition. But for now the coveted anchor chair was hers.
She had always attracted the wrong kind of men. And always they grew tired of her. Rick was different. He would always be there. In the end the man she chose to marry made up for his face with his heart. Now motherhood was less than nine months away. Who could have charted such a life?
In a corner of the bedroom was a bookcase Rick had built for her. He was good with wood. It was something he could do alone. When they moved into the house he winced as she lined the shelves with the novels of Anne Tyler and Alice McDermott and the narcissistic autobiographies of network news stars, co-authored by real writers. He said to her, “Who else but TV reporters would have to have somebody else write their books for them?”