The Uncommon Appeal of Clouds: An Isabel Dalhousie Novel (9) (31 page)

“I don’t think it was your son,” said Isabel.

Duncan appeared to weigh this—but not for long. “You don’t have to protect him, you
know. I’m not going to do anything about it, as I told you. After all, he’s still
my son.”

Isabel stared at him. “Do you love him?”

“Of course I do. In spite of everything. I’ll get over this.”

She was astonished. “So this will make no difference to your relationship with him?”

Duncan sighed. “Probably not. We are very far apart, you see, in many respects. And
I don’t think this was directed against me. The painting was going to come back—he
was merely going for the insurance company. He hates people like that—fair game, in
his view.”

“What if I told you,” said Isabel, “that it was definitely not your son? What if I
said that it was somebody else altogether?”

He sat down again. She had his full attention. “Why? What do you mean?”

She closed her eyes briefly, trying to order her thoughts. “It was somebody else,
but I cannot reveal who. I’m sorry. But I assure you that I am one hundred per cent
sure that it was not Patrick.”

Duncan looked confused. “Then who …?”

“I can’t reveal that,” Isabel repeated. She had made her decision. It had all fallen
into place and she knew what she had to do. “You yourself said that the important
thing is that the painting is back.”

He corrected her. “You said that.”

“No, you did.”

He looked doubtful. And Isabel thought: Did I say it, or did he? And if we can’t remember
who said what, then how could anybody be sure about who spoke to Martha? But one thing
was clear: it was right not to tell him that his daughter was behind the theft. If
she was, which Isabel thought was probable. Or perhaps not … “I think I should get
back to Edinburgh,” she said.

“I owe you a great deal,” said Duncan. “I’m very grateful to you.”

She had been about to stand up, but at this, she remained where she was. “Then I’m
going to ask something of you.”

He was guarded. “Yes?”

“I’d like you to make some gesture towards your son,” she said. “You said that you
loved him. Well, he doesn’t think so.”

He began to protest, but she cut him short.

“Yes, I mean it. He thinks that you disapprove of him.”

“He disapproves of me,” blurted out Duncan.

“Disapproval can sometimes be an act of self-defence,” Isabel pointed out. “And in
this sort of situation it’s not necessarily a good idea for people to blame each other
for starting things. You have to short-circuit all that. You have to forget about
it. Tell him that you value him. Tell him that you are happy with what he is. Don’t
deny it. He’s not going to change his nature, you know. Tell him that that’s all right.
Say it. Embrace him. Put your arms around him and say that you’re proud of him and
you love him.”

He stared at her.

“Or lose him,” she said.

She rose to her feet, glanced one final time at the Poussin and began to leave the
room.

SHE WAS BACK
in Edinburgh well before lunchtime. Jamie had been practising that morning—he had
a demanding concert coming up in which he was playing Mozart’s bassoon concerto, and
he was working his way through that, ironing out difficulties, making sure that his
playing was as polished as possible.
Now he was ready for lunch, which he suggested they have in the garden as it was a
warm day—one of the warmest of the year so far—and they could eat on a picnic rug
on the shady part of the lawn. Isabel agreed, and prepared a plate of sandwiches and
a jug of the slightly tart lime cordial that she had made a few days previously.

Sitting on the rug, she told Jamie about her trip to Munrowe House and about the conversation
she had had with Duncan. “So who was it?” he asked.

Isabel picked at a sandwich. “Ham,” she said. “You should have the ham ones and I’ll
have tomato. Who was it?”

He took the ham sandwich from her. “Yes. Who was it?”

She extracted a tomato sandwich from the small stack on the serving plate. “Who was
it? Sometimes it’s difficult to say. You think you know the answer, then you don’t.”

“But you must have some feeling about it,” pressed Jamie.

“The daughter,” said Isabel. “I may be wrong, but I think it was her. The last thing
I wanted to do was to tell Duncan that. He is very fond of her, and I’m not sure that
it would be helpful for him to know that she’s dishonest. Frankly, I think it could
even be the end of him—that knowledge.”

Jamie understood. “So you kept that from him?”

Isabel nodded. “I did. I think I had to.” She paused for a moment. “But it could have
been somebody else. I’m not sure. It could even have been Duncan—I doubt it, he was
so obviously delighted about having the painting back that I more or less dismissed
the idea, but it’s theoretically possible. Just.”

Jamie was silent. He had started on the ham sandwich and was making quick work of
it. Within a minute, it had disappeared, and he reached for another one.

Once their lunch was over, they lay down on the rug. Isabel,
feeling relaxed and relieved that the Poussin was back in its home, reflected on the
fact that the best solutions in life are sometimes the vaguest and least clear-cut.
That was true, no matter how much we strove for certainty, for the cut and dried,
for the harsh truth that admitted of no nuances, no qualifications. I am glad that
I do not live in a world that requires such certainty of me, she thought. I am glad.

“Look at those clouds,” said Jamie, gazing up at the sky. “Look at them.”

“Yes,” said Isabel. “They’re very beautiful, aren’t they? Clouds are very beautiful
and yet so often we fail to appreciate them properly. We should do that. We should
look at them and think about how lucky we are to have them.”

She turned to Jamie, lying beside her. He was still on his back, his hands tucked
behind his head, making a rough-and-ready human pillow. Had she been able to write
haiku, she thought, she would write one to him now.
You beside me / The grass beneath / I think …
and so on. But she could not, and what she wanted to say to him now was all jumbled
up inside her. She could kiss him perhaps; that might express her feelings every bit
as eloquently as if she were to speak at length. But she felt a piece of tomato on
her teeth and she did not want to kiss him until that had dislodged itself, or been
dislodged.

“Look at the shape of the clouds,” she said. “What do you see in those beautiful clouds,
Jamie?”

She thought he might find a shape of the clouds that they could treat as an omen,
a portent perhaps, but he did not. Instead, he waited for a few moments, waited until
a bee that had been crawling on a nearby flower went on to something else.

“I see you,” he said.

Alexander McCall Smith is the author of the No. 1 Ladies’ Detective Agency series,
the Isabel Dalhousie series, the Portuguese Irregular Verbs series, the 44 Scotland
Street series, and the Corduroy Mansions series. He is professor emeritus of medical
law at the University of Edinburgh and has served on many national and international
organizations concerned with bioethics. He was born in what is now known as Zimbabwe
and taught law at the University of Botswana. He lives in Scotland.

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