The Talented Miss Highsmith (14 page)

And then there was the shack-filled alley behind the house, called, in the locution of the times, “Negro Alley” or “Nigger Alley,” or “Red Alley” because of the color of the shack roofs. There were back-shacks like these all over Fort Worth, rented out to blacks who worked in the yards and houses of Fort Worth whites. The workers would otherwise have had to travel long distances from far-away communities to get to their yard jobs in Fort Worth. So they slept out in back of main houses in little rented shacks.
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Dan Walton Coates remembered staying at his great-grandmother's boardinghouse one night when “there was a hell of a racket [in Negro Alley]…music going and loud talking.” Willie Mae jumped out of bed in the middle of the night, her hair still in curlers, grabbed a robe, and told young Dan that they were going out back.

“And there was a fellow [living] out there, he was big as a mountain and his name was House…. We walked back there and that place was full and everybody was outside having a big party in a little common ground area. And I'm not but about seven or eight years old and Grandma walked right through the middle of that thing and found House and told him [in the accepted parlance of the day] that the party was over: ‘You get these niggers back where they belong and I don't want to hear another word out here!' And he said ‘Oh yes, Mrs. Coates,' and with that, we turned around and went back to the house and it got quiet as a jug.”

Don Coates believes that the “House” of this incident, whose last name was also Coates, was an emancipated slave who had been trained to work in the Coats' Mansion in Alabama, where he would have been given the Coates family surname and called “House” by his mother, a common custom with “house slaves.” House Coates was probably Daniel Hokes Coates's personal slave when Daniel was a child during the Civil War—all the Coates children had slaves of their own—and he came with the Coates family on their mythical cotton-swathed journey from Alabama. The family would have felt responsible for him, Don says, and wouldn't have left him behind in Alabama if he didn't want to stay there. House Coates was set up out back in one of the little shacks, just as, in pre–Civil War circumstances, he would have been set up in the old slave quarters behind the Coats' Mansion in Coats' Bend.
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And so Pat Highsmith, who wrote to her stepfather in 1970 that “[m]y character was essentially made before I was six,”
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had, until she was taken to Manhattan by her mother at the age of six, a model for living that was much closer to antebellum Alabama than it was to anything else. Born in Texas, Pat grew up, as her antic Alabama-born friend Eugene Walter reminded her, with “Alabama genes.”
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But if her links with Alabama were inborn and enculturated, the signs and symbols of Pat's home state of Texas seem to suit her just as well. Texas is known as the “Lone Star State” there was never a loner star than Patricia Highsmith. Yellow, Pat's favorite color, is reminiscent of the famous Yellow Rose of Texas. The reptile most often associated with Texas, the rattlesnake, has been depicted on banners in America since 1775—all of them inscribed with some version of the phrase “Don't Tread on Me,” a motto Pat could comfortably have embossed on her business cards. The state of Texas would always have a great deal to do with
all
the states Patricia Highsmith found herself in.

 

Mary Coates Highsmith was Willie Mae's youngest child. She was preceded in the Coates family by four favored brothers, and she complained to her daughter that Willie Mae “went to her grave never letting me know that I had made the grade.”
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But Mary kept trying, plaintively, to get her mother's attention by “doing things” for her. She gave Willie Mae “trips to NY on three different occasions…. None of my brothers did it
ever
.” For which Willie Mae “could never bring herself to genuinely thank me, but that was HER block and she was stuck with it 'til her death.”
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And Pat, pitiless in her observations of her mother in later life, found Mary's repeated attempts to make a good impression on Willie Mae painfully hard to think about.

“Now my poor mother is even ashamed to return to Texas for a visit because she needs a new bag, hasn't a winter coat, & because they are all swimming in money there. This fills me with more tragic emotion than I realize consciously & accounts for much of my depression lately.”
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Subtly, and by degrees, little Patsy Plangman, taught to read by her grandmother (no memory could be more important for a writer, and Pat refers to it often, changing her stories of how and when it happened), and raised up for most of her first six years in a household dominated by Willie Mae, seems to have become more like a sibling to her mother than a daughter. Mary's and Pat's later behaviors, their letters to each other and notes to themselves, and their lengthy arguments, were often driven by what looks very much like sibling competition.

Mary to Pat:

“She [Willie Mae] treated you [Pat] differently than she did me. It was as if she was not the same person…. But my father wasn't like that—he told her I was better than all the boys put together.”
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Pat to herself:

“Anyway, she [Mary] is safe in her insanity, safe in being on home ground, Texas; safe in having a nephew, one of the family, dancing attendance…. I must not forget that my grandmother (her mother) remarked, ‘Mary is insane,' when my mother was 44.”
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Pat and Mary would quarrel, with the jealousy going every which way, about the “possession” of their mutual friends, and Mary warned Pat when she was in high school not to write to her fashion illustrator chums, Marjorie Thompson and Jeva Cralick.
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Then Pat upset Mary by taking over Mary's friendship with Jean David (known as “Jeannot”), the young French cartoonist from Marseille who was Mary's foreign pen pal and who had stayed with the Highsmiths in Manhattan when Pat was still a teenager.
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Although Jean David signed himself “Jeannot” in his letters to both Mary and Pat, and although Mary and Pat each had her own pages in his family photo albums, Jeannot kept many more photos of Pat than he kept of Mary. (See
illustrations
.)

Like a jealous sibling, Pat sometimes cautioned her lovers and friends not to get too close to her mother. She loved to tell tales on Mary to her grandmother, and, siblinglike, Mary found out about the stories and berated Pat:

“Then I learned to my horror you flatly lied about me to Mamma to the effect that I was jealous of you being at Yaddo…. God how that information shook me.”
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Pat said that jealousy was the emotion she hated the most—“No, I shall never be jealous, only die of jealousy”
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—but her complicated, divided childhood was wreathed in it.

 

Willie Mae Coates's ideas about family responsibility were strong ones. Seven years before Pat was born, Willie Mae, a “reading” woman with phenomenal energy, “a big library,” and a strong interest in public affairs (the heritage of her strict Presbyterian/Methodist upbringing), took charge of Mary's nephew and Pat's first cousin, Dan Coates, father of Dan Walton and Don Coates and the son of her own dead son Daniel. Young Dan's mother had been “a bride, a widow, and a mother” within ten months and then died suddenly when Dan was three.
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And young Dan, said his eldest son, Dan Walton, “identified with Pat a great deal because [he] felt like an orphan and Pat felt like she was an orphan too.”
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In their lifelong correspondence, Dan and Pat always addressed each other as siblings: “sis Pat” and “brother Dan.” And Mary, too, said Dan Walton Coates, “was more a sister to my father than an aunt” because they were both raised by Willie Mae.
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Given this unusual history—the magnet-grandmother to whom the loose family filings returned to have their relations reordered—it is not so remarkable that adoptions, actual and figurative, are a recurrent theme in much of Pat Highsmith's work, beginning with her first, unfinished novel,
The Click of the Shutting,
and continuing on through her posthumous novel,
Small g
. But as in Pat's own family (and as in the fictions of Colette, whom Pat admired), many of the “orphans” who appear in her novels are also well provided with parents.
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On Dan Coates's eightieth birthday (that's the Dan who was raised with Pat in Willie Mae's boardinghouse) he told his family a story about Willie Mae, a story which still impressed him greatly although it had occurred more than seventy years before. One day, Dan said, Willie Mae was in her kitchen, and Dan, just a little boy at the time, came up behind her, put an arm around her waist, and patted her affectionately on the upper leg. And Willie Mae turned around to him and said very firmly: “Young man, don't you
ever
touch me
in that way again
!” Dan never did.

Dan's son Don says that physical and verbal manifestations of affection were never part of the Coates family lexicon, although love was offered in every other way. “Aunt Mary didn't know how to touch Pat or use the words. It was the whole Victorian sort of thing…and Grandma was definitely a Victorian…. That was how [Mary] was raised. [Physical expression] just wasn't there because they just didn't know how to do it.”
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But Willie Mae was far more lenient with her granddaughter, Pat, than she had ever been with her daughter, Mary, and almost all Pat's memories of her grandmother are exalted and idealized. A born hero-worshipper, Pat filled in the generation that separated her from Willie Mae with a version of heroic grandmotherhood so unassailable that she could never write about it. Although Pat said that it was “much easier to create from positive, affectionate emotions than from negative and hateful ones,”
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she rarely did so, and in a sentence whose meaning is almost as confused as the intentions which provoked it, she seems to have excluded the possibility of ever writing about Willie Mae: “If I ever write about my grandmother, it will have to be very good or not at all.”
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And then there is this circumstance to think about. Little Patsy Plangman was a particularly androgynous child. Photographs of her from the age of one upward are ambiguously gendered: she could be a girly boy or a boyish girl. Mary kept Patsy's infant hair short and fashionable, and at three she looks like a little flapper, with her hair in a bowl cut. By the age of twelve, Pat's own preference was for boys' clothes, and she had already adopted a style: dressing herself in a cap and knickers like Jackie Coogan in
The Kid,
a film she might have seen with Willie Mae, who, twenty years later, was still faithfully taking her great-grandsons every single Saturday to the double-featured Westerns and comedies at the Hollywood and the Palace theaters in downtown Fort Worth.
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There is a photograph of Pat in her cap and knickers, unsettlingly boyish and looking out from the frame with a boy's audacious stare; she's ready with a challenge and spoiling for a fight.

In a vignette Pat tailored for the “suspense market,” the “market” in whose category she always stirred so restively, she remembered herself at the age of four “racing barefoot in my dropseat overalls down the hall to pick up the
Fort Worth Star-Telegram
from the front porch, and racing back to the kitchen to read aloud to my Scots grandmother. This was my first adventure story, strung out with all the suspense of installments.”
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Patsy is reading at four all right—part of the point of her anecdote is to show that off—and she is reading “suspense,” too, and to her beloved grandmother. But the newspaper story she is reading would have been ripped out of the hands of any four-year-old today: the gothic, gruesome Floyd Collins saga, a true-life horror story that began when a Kentucky hillbilly was trapped by a rockslide in a cavern near his home at the end of January 1925. It took two dreadful weeks to dig the expiring Collins out—and every moment of his death agony was reported on in installments by the popular press.

Yes, Patsy is reading, but she is also running in bare feet and dropseat overalls to pick up the newspaper. And overalls (not to mention bare feet) were not a general feature of the wardrobes of proper little girls in 1925. The fact that Patsy was more like a proper little boy than a proper little girl is the nugget of information concealed in this well-polished reminiscence. Despite her later and always-doomed attempts to live and love like a good bourgeoise, Pat never could change her nature. She was most at home in the gay bars of Greenwich Village in the 1940s and 1950s and in the lesbian boîtes of Paris and Berlin in the 1970s, where she could appear—with some purpose at last—in the semidrag she wore all her adult life: the starched and ironed oxford shirts, the Levi-Strauss 501 jeans, the men's loafers, the handsome cravats, the trim little vests. Grandmother Willie Mae, a woman whose preference for sons was undoubtedly reawakened by her granddaughter's androgyny, never had a word of criticism to say to Pat about the way she dressed.