The Sherbrooke Series Novels 1-5 (171 page)

“Yes, I can see that you must. Very well, you have my permission. Do you agree that you know what you’re getting into? That you aren’t all afloat in a man’s lust and blind to the very few nearly meaningless foibles my sweet Nellie occasionally exhibits?”

“No, not really, but I know enough to realize that I want to find out everything about her and each of her foibles during the next fifty years. Perhaps I will even wed her again upon occasion.”

“A charming thing to say, lad. Very well. Champagne, Flock. Bring a fresh bottle. Ah, and for my future son-in-law here, some brandy, nasty stuff. We don’t want to force him to drink champagne and have him puke on Helen’s slippers, now do we?”

G
EORDIE HAD SPILLED twenty pounds of oats into a huge mud puddle. He knew he would be punished, he was whimpering in a corner, knowing it would happen, and here Helen just didn’t appear to care. She was just staring off at nothing at all. Actually, Helen couldn’t stop thinking about why Spenser had grabbed that hunk of bread and run out of the inn. Then Gwen said, “Miss Helen, the stupid clumsy lout deserves at least a Level Six.”

Geordie shuddered with both anticipation and dread.

“What? Oh, a Level Six, Gwen? Isn’t that a bit on the harsh side?”

“Twenty pounds of oats, Miss Helen, feed for the mud, not the horses.”

“Very well, then. Level Six.” Helen turned and walked back into the inn. It was nearly nine o’clock at night.

There was enough of a moon so that Geordie was clearly visible to all who wished to watch his punishment. When she heard Geordie yell, then moan, she just shook her head and went back into the small private dining parlor. She built up the fire. She took a cup of hot cider and sat there in her wing chair staring into the flames, seeing him striding out of the small parlor, practically reeling.

“Helen.”

She turned very slowly to see him standing in the doorway. “You ran away, with the bread.”

“Yes, but I came back. I ate the bread.”

“What do you want, Lord Beecham?”

“There is a naked man in the inn courtyard. His wrists are tied by a rope looped over the lower branch of that immense elm tree, and Gwen is whipping him. There were three other women in line, waiting their turn. They have switches, not hollyhock bunches.”

“Yes. Geordie spilled twenty pounds of oats in a mud puddle. It demands a Level Six punishment. Gwen believed that was appropriate.”

“I see. It all makes sense now. Will you marry me, Helen?”

She dropped her cup of cider. She sat there, stunned, watching the cider snake over her exquisitely polished oak floor toward the small rectangular Aubusson carpet. She moaned, jumped to her feet, and looked wildly around.

Lord Beecham untied his beautiful white cravat and handed it to her.

He watched her go down on her knees and wipe up the cider. She continued to wipe long after the cider was gone.

“Helen, it is all clean now.” He held out his hand. “You will rub the wood away.”

She ignored his hand and jumped to her feet, tottered a bit because she was dizzy, then sat down heavily back into her chair.

“I didn’t run away from you. I rode to Shugborough. I have just returned from there. Your father gives me his permission to court you. Actually, he also gives his permission to marry you. Will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”

There was another yell from Geordie, followed by a deep moan. Helen said absently, “That was probably Miss Millbark. Did you notice how the moan was louder than the yell? She always teases before she strikes.”

“Helen, I don’t care about Geordie’s discipline at this particular moment. How many strokes does he get?”

“Only ten. Then he is forced to stand naked in front of the inn, holding a lamp, for three hours, unless it rains, in which case it is postponed until it is sunny again.”

“I see. Will you?”

She was shaking her head at him, saying, “This makes no sense. You desire me, I will grant you that, since I feel the same about you. But you don’t love me. How could you? You don’t know me.”

“Don’t know you? My God, woman, if ours is not a marvelous beginning of knowing, I don’t know what is.”

“That is something I still don’t understand. I am coming to believe that you are a sorcerer, sir. You have but to touch me and I am suddenly mindless.”

“Yes, it is rather nice, isn’t it?”

She looked suddenly lost.

He was at her side in an instant. He came down on his haunches beside her chair. “Helen,” he said. “I know we only met each other a month ago. I know that I never wanted to marry, at least not until I was nearly ready to cork it. But now everything is different. We are different. Marry me, Helen. We will deal well together. We will find this bloody lamp and perhaps become joint rulers of the world through its magic. What do you think? Is that enough power? There are lots of mysteries in the world, just waiting to be discovered. We can search out our fair share of them. Say yes, Helen.”

“I am as strong as you are.”

“Possibly.” He grinned up at her.

There was another very long yell and a short moan.

“Who was that?”

“The vicar’s wife, Mrs. Possett. She enjoys more the pain end of things. I believe she is seeing the vicar in Geordie’s place. He isn’t a very tolerant man. I have heard her gnash her teeth.”

“Tell me yes, Helen.”

“I was married before.” There was a deep and dangerous pause. “I didn’t care for it.”

“You were young, your exquisite mind unformed. The man was an idiot. But it doesn’t matter now. He is long dead. You and I are different, Helen. We are no longer children. We know what we want.”

“No.”

He looked like she’d shot him. He rocked back on his heels. He rose slowly then and stared down at her. The shadows cast off by the fire made a halo around her blond hair. She looked like an angel. She had just had the gall to turn him down.

He felt disbelief. He felt outrage bubble and roil in his belly. “This makes no sense at all. You want me out of my britches all the time.”

“Yes, well, that I can’t seem to help. Come, Lord Beecham—”

“Damn you, call me by my given name—Spenser.”

“Spenser, admit it. It is lust, boundless, mindless lust you feel for me—just as I do for you—nothing more, nothing less. Just lust. What would happen if we married and in six weeks you were over your lustful cravings? What would you do then? We would be bound together forever. No, I don’t want that.”

“You have written an amazing tale, madam. You have plucked an ending out of the ether that has no substance or meaning or validity. I devoutly pray that our lust for each other wanes just a bit or else we will never get anything accomplished outside of our bedchamber.

“Now, let me propose quite another ending to your amusing tale. We will love and fight and yell and laugh and have a very nice time of it well into the foreseeable future. What do you think about that?”

“It is a good ending,” she said, sighed, and looked away from him, into the fire.

“And have you had other lovers, madam? Other men who gave you such pleasure?”

“No.”

He wished he could think of more to say. “Why are you saying no to me, Helen? What is it I cannot give you? I don’t for a moment believe that ludicrous tale you have spun. I believe you would very much like to become my wife. We would be partners and lovers for life.”

Her hands were folded in her lap. She wasn’t moving, just sitting there, staring down at her hands. “I don’t wish for another husband. I don’t want to lose what I have, what I am.”

“For God’s sake, what kind of a man do you think I am? I wouldn’t take anything from you. I would hope that what I would give you would enhance your happiness.”

She didn’t look at him, simply shook her head.

He was so frustrated, so disbelieving that she would actually turn him down, and for no good reason that had yet come out of her mouth, that he was momentarily speechless. Then, finally, he said, “I wish that were all there was to it.” He threw himself down on the chair next to hers. He leaned his chin on his fist, stretched out his long legs, and stared into the fireplace.

“There is nothing else to it. Just lust, nothing more.”

“You’re being a blockhead, Helen. Obviously this man you were married to, when you were too young to have even the beginnings of a brain, gave you a very bad opinion of men and of marriage. It won’t be anything like that between us. Use your sense, woman.”

She shook her head.

“I too have always had a very bad opinion of marriage, given the utter devastation my father wrecked on three women’s lives, but it fades into the shadows when I think of having you at my side, in my bed, sitting across from me at the breakfast table. Why don’t I banish your bad experience from your mind, Helen?”

She was shaking her head even before he had finished speaking. He wanted to strangle her. Instead, he rose, walked to the dining room door, shut it, and to his immense delight, there was a lock and a key. He turned it.

“Now,” he said, turning around. “Now.”

He heard her breath whoosh out. She stood, made to run, then stopped, her hands fists at her sides. “No, Spenser, I don’t want to make love with you. You will not coerce me in that way. It is low.”

“Not as low as I’m able to get if the circumstance calls for it.”

In less than three minutes, Helen was on her back on the table, and he was gently pulling her toward the end. She was trying to grab him, to bring him over her, to kiss him, but he was holding her legs apart, staring at her, trying not to expire on the spot, and then, in the next instant, he was inside her, to the hilt, and he was moaning and pushing, and then he heard her crying out, soft, deep cries that went right to his sex, and he fell over her, kissing her until he was breathless, and he felt her muscles tighten around him, felt the immense power of her climax as she twisted and held him so tightly he wondered if he would be black and blue in the morning. He laughed then, raised his head, and yelled to the beams in the small private dining room.

Geordie gave a final mighty yell from outside.

“That was his last stroke,” Helen managed to say, then bit his shoulder. She was panting so hard she could barely draw a breath. He didn’t leave her, just waited, and it wasn’t at all long before he was moving inside her again. “Your breasts,” he said. “This time I have some control. I want to taste your breasts.”

He was pulling at her gown, but he didn’t have the time. She lifted her hips, and it was all over for him. His fingers found her and she bit his neck this time and it both stung and made him wild. Her hot breath was fast and slick on his flesh. This time he took her lovely moans into his mouth. As for himself, he pressed his mouth against her neck and yelled against her soft flesh.

“There,” he said, every shred of male arrogance sounding loud and clear in his voice. He straightened between her legs, still inside her, and he laid his hands on her white thighs. “Open your eyes, Helen. Look, I am still inside you. I am part of you. Now, there will be no more of your wrongheadedness. You will consent to marry me. I am the only man for you. You and I belong together. Together we will find this damned magic lamp. Together we will create a life that will make us stronger as two than what we are now singly. Perhaps, in five years or so, I will have enough control so I will be able to kiss your breasts, and that’s just the start of it.” Slowly, he pulled out of her, never looking away from her face.

Helen managed through pure force of will to sit up on the table. She was so very wet with him, and with herself, she supposed. She looked past him into the fireplace. There were just two or three small embers that were glowing with any light at all now.

She nearly fell when she tried to stand up. She batted down her skirts. At least she was not wearing her riding hat. That would have been simply too much.

“You are mine, Helen.”

That stiffened her backbone. “I will see you in the morning, Lord Beecham,” she said and walked to the door. It took her several moments to get the damned key to turn in the lock.

“And will you be thinking about us, together? Forever?”

She didn’t say anything, just walked out of her inn, saw that Geordie was standing there in the moonlight, six or so women around him, and several men as well, and he was holding the lamp between his bound hands. He was stark naked.

She nodded to him. She heard him whimper. He didn’t sound very distressed to her.

One of her lads saddled Eleanor for her. She was home in twenty minutes. Her father and Flock, thankfully, were out for their nightly walk. She heard her father yelling at the two peacocks. She heard Flock sigh over Teeny. It was later than usual for their walk. It must have been Spenser’s visit that threw off their schedule.

Teeny, unusually quiet this evening, helped her undress and pulled the covers over her once she was in bed. Teeny blew out all the candles. She stopped at the door and said, “Miss Helen, Flock told me all about Lord Beecham’s talk with your father. He is in a very bad way, Flock said. His eyes were nearly rolling in his head. He would have even drunk champagne if your father had demanded it of him. You should marry him, to save him, to give him back his charming boldness. He isn’t short, Miss Helen.”