Read The Schooldays of Jesus Online
Authors: J. M. Coetzee
â“And what is your final wish?” said the genie.
â“I wish to be king of the world,” said the fisherman.
âInstantly the fisherman found himself clothed in a robe of golden samite, with a gold crown on his head. An elephant appeared, which lifted him with its trunk and seated him on a throne upon its back. “You have had your final wish. You are king of the world,” said the genie. “Farewell.” And he vanished in a puff of smoke.
âIt was late in the day. The beach was deserted, save for the fisherman and his beautiful bride-to-be and the elephant and the hundred dying fish. “We shall proceed to my village,” said the fisherman in his most kingly voice. “Proceed!” But the elephant did not stir. “Proceed!” shouted the fisherman even more loudly; still the elephant did not heed him. “You! Girl!” shouted the king. “Fetch a stick and beat this elephant to make him proceed!” Obediently the girl fetched a stick and beat the elephant until the elephant began to walk.
âAs the sun was setting they arrived at the fisherman's village. His neighbours clustered around, marvelling at the elephant and the beautiful girl and the fisherman himself, seated on his throne
with the crown on his head. “Behold, I am king of the world, and this is my queen!” said the fisherman. “To show my bounty, on the morrow you shall have a feast of a hundred fishes.” The villagers rejoiced and helped the king down from the elephant; he retired to his humble dwelling where he spent the night in the arms of his beautiful bride.
âAs soon as day dawned, the villagers set off for the beach to fetch the hundred fishes. But when they arrived they saw nothing but fish-bones, for during the night wolves and bears had come down to the beach and gorged themselves. So the villagers came back saying, “O king, wolves and bears have devoured the fishes, catch more fishes for us, we are hungry.”
âOut of the folds of his robe the fisherman fetched the gold ring. He rubbed it and rubbed it, but no genie appeared.
âThen the villagers grew angry, saying, “What kind of king are you who cannot feed us?”
â“I am king of all the world,” replied the fisherman made king. “If you refuse to recognize me I will remove myself.” He turned to his bride of the night. “Bring the elephant,” he commanded. “We are departing from this ungrateful village.”
âBut during the night the elephant had wandered off, throne and all, and no one knew where to find him.
â“Come!” said the fisherman to his bride. “We will walk.”
âBut his bride refused. “Queens don't walk,” she pouted. “I want to ride like a queen on
un palafrén blanco
with a retinue of maidens preceding me beating tambourines.”'
The door opens and Dmitri tiptoes into the room followed by David. Alyosha pauses in his reading. âCome, David,' says Ana
Magdalena. âAlyosha is reading us the story of the fisherman who would be king.'
While David takes a seat by her side Dmitri remains at the door, squatting, with his cap in his hands. Ana Magdalena frowns and gives an abrupt little wave as if ordering him out, but he pays no attention.
âGo on, Alyosha,' says Ana Magdalena, âand listen carefully, children, because when Alyosha has finished I am going to ask you what we can learn from the story of the fisherman.'
âI know the answer,' says David. âI read the story by myself.'
âYou may have read the story, David, but the rest of us have not,' says Ana Magdalena. âAlyosha, go on.'
â“You are my bride, you will obey me,” said the fisherman.
âHaughtily the girl tossed her head. “I am a queen, I do not walk, I ride on
un palafrén
,” she repeated.'
âWhat is a
palafrén
, Alyosha?' asks one of the children.
âA
palafrén
is a horse,' says David. âIsn't that so, Alyosha?'
Alyosha nods. â“I ride on
un palafrén
.”
âWithout a word the king turned his back on his bride and strode off. For many miles he walked until he came to another village. The villagers gathered around him, marvelling at his crown and his samite robe.
â“Behold, I am king of the world,” said the fisherman. “Bring me food to eat, for I am hungry.”
â“We will bring you food,” replied the villagers, “but if you are a king as you say, where is your retinue of followers?”
â“I do not need a retinue of followers to be king,” said the
fisherman. “Do you not see the crown upon my head? Do as I say. Bring me a feast.”
âThen the villagers laughed at him. Instead of bringing him a feast, they knocked the crown off his head and tugged off his samite robe until he stood before them in the humble garb of a fisherman. “You are a pretender!” cried the villagers. “You are just a fisherman! You are no better than us! Go back to where you came from!” And they beat him with staves until he ran away. And thus ended the story of the fisherman who would be king.'
âAnd thus ended the story,' echoes Ana Magdalena. âAn interesting story, is it not, children. What do you think we can learn from it?'
âI know,' says David, and gives him, Simón, a little sidelong smile as if to say,
Do you see how clever I am here in the Academy?
âYou may know, David, but that is because you have read the story before,' says Ana Magdalena. âLet us give other children a chance.'
âWhat happened to the elephant?' The speaker is the younger of the Arroyo boys.
âAlyosha, what happened to the elephant?' says Ana Magdalena.
âThe elephant was swept up into the skies by a great whirlwind and deposited back in his forest home, where he lived happily ever after,' says Alyosha evenly.
A look passes from his eyes to hers. For the first time it occurs to him, Simón, that something might be going on between them, between the director's alabaster-pure wife and the handsome young usher.
âWhat can we learn from the story of the fisherman?' repeats
Ana Magdalena. âWas the fisherman a good man or a bad man?'
âHe was a bad man,' says the younger Arroyo boy. âHe beat the elephant.'
âHe didn't beat the elephant, his bride beat the elephant,' says the older Arroyo boy, JoaquÃn.
âBut he made her do it.'
âThe fisherman was bad because he was selfish,' says JoaquÃn. âHe only thought about himself when he was given the three wishes. He should have thought about other people.'
âSo what do we learn from the story of the fisherman?' says Ana Magdalena.
âThat we should not be selfish.'
âDo we agree, children?' says Ana Magdalena. âDo we agree with JoaquÃn that the story warns us against being selfish, that if we are too selfish we will end up being chased away into the desert by our neighbours? David, did you want to say something?'
âThe villagers were wrong,' says David. He looks around, lifting his chin in a challenging way.
âExplain,' says Ana Magdalena. âGive your reasons. Why were the villagers wrong?'
âHe was king. They should have bowed down before him.'
From Dmitri, squatting on his heels at the doorway, comes the sound of slow handclapping. âBravo, David,' says Dmitri. âSpoken like a master.'
Ana Magdalena frowns at Dmitri. âDon't you have duties?' she says.
âDuties to statues? The statues are dead, every one of them, they can take care of themselves.'
âHe wasn't a real king,' says JoaquÃn, who seems to be growing in confidence. âHe was a fisherman pretending to be king. That's what the story says.'
âHe was king,' says David. âThe genie made him king. The genie was all-powerful.'
The two boys glare at each other. Alyosha intervenes. âHow do we come to be king?' he asks. âThat is the true question, is it not? How does any of us come to be king? Do we have to meet a genie? Do we have to cut open a fish and find a magic ring?'
âYou first have to be a prince,' says JoaquÃn. âYou can't be a king if you haven't been a prince first.'
âYou can,' says David. âHe had three wishes and it was his third wish. The genie made him king of the world.'
Again, from Dmitri, comes slow, resounding handclapping. Ana Magdalena ignores him. âSo what do
you
think we can we learn from the story, David?' she asks.
The boy takes a deep breath, as if about to speak, then abruptly shakes his head.
âWhat?' repeats Ana Magdalena.
âI don't know. I can't see it.'
âTime for us to go, David,' he says, and rises. âThank you, Alyosha, for the reading. Thank you, señora.'
This is the boy's first visit to the cramped room where he, Simón, now lives. He makes no comment on it, but drinks his orange juice and eats his biscuits. Then, with BolÃvar shadowing them, they go for a walk, exploring the neighbourhood. The neighbourhood is not interesting, just one street after another of narrow-fronted residences. It is Friday evening, however, and
people coming home from the week's labour glance curiously at the small boy and the big dog with the cold yellow eyes.
âThis is my territory,' says he, Simón. âThis is where I deliver my messages, to all the streets around here. It is not a grand job, but being a stevedore wasn't a grand job either. Each of us finds the level that suits us best, and this is my level.'
They halt at an intersection. BolÃvar pads past them into the road. A burly man on a bicycle swerves to avoid him, glances back angrily. âBolÃvar!' exclaims the boy. Lazily BolÃvar returns to his side.
âBolÃvar behaves as if he were king,' says he, Simón. âHe behaves as if he had met a genie. He thinks everyone should give way before him. He ought to think again. Maybe his wishes are all used up. Or maybe his genie was just made of smoke.'
âBolÃvar is king of the dogs,' says the boy.
âBeing king of the dogs won't save him from being run over by a car. The king of the dogs is just a dog, in the end.'
For whatever reason, the boy is not his usual lively self. At the table, over their meal of mashed potato and gravy and peas, his eyelids droop. Without protest he settles into his bed on the sofa.
âSleep tight,' he, Simón, whispers, kissing him on the brow.
âI'm getting tiny-tiny-tiny,' the boy says in a croaky, half-asleep voice. âI'm getting tiny-tiny-tiny and I'm falling.'
âLet yourself fall,' he whispers. âI am here to watch over you.'
âAm I a ghost, Simón?'
âNo, you are not a ghost, you are real. You are real and I am real. Now sleep.'
In the morning he seems more perky. âWhat are we going to
do today?' he says. âCan we go to the lake? I want to sail in the boat again.'
âNot today. We can make an excursion to the lake when Diego and Stefano are here, when we show them the sights. How about a football match instead? I'll buy a newspaper and see who is playing.'
âI don't want to watch football. It's boring. Can we go to the museum?'
âAll right. But is it really the museum you want to visit or is it Dmitri? Why do you like Dmitri so much? Is it because he gives you sweets?'
âHe talks to me. He tells me things.'
âHe tells you stories?'
âYes.'
âDmitri is a lonely man. He is always looking for someone to tell his stories to. It's a bit pathetic. He should find himself a girlfriend.'
âHe is in love with Ana Magdalena.'
âYes, so he told me, so he tells anyone who will listen to him. Ana Magdalena must find it embarrassing.'
âHe has pictures of women with no clothes on.'
âWell, it doesn't surprise me. That is what men do when they are lonely, some men. They collect pictures of beautiful women and dream of what it would be like to be with them. Dmitri is lonely and he doesn't know what to do about his loneliness, so when he isn't following señora Arroyo around like a dog he looks at pictures. We can't blame him, but he should not be showing his pictures to you. It's not nice, and it will make Inés cross if
she hears about it. I'll speak to him. Does he show them to other children as well?'
The boy nods.
âWhat else can you tell me? What do you and he talk about?'
âAbout the other life. He says he is going to be with Ana Magdalena in the other life.'
âIs that all?'
âHe says I can be with them in the other life.'
âYou and who else?'
âJust me.'
âI will definitely speak to him. I will speak to Ana Magdalena too. I am not happy about Dmitri. I don't think you should be seeing so much of him. Now finish your breakfast.'
âDmitri says he has lust. What is lust?'
âLust is a condition that grown-ups suffer from, my boy, usually grown men like Dmitri who are by themselves too much without a wife or a girlfriend. It is a kind of ache, like a headache or a stomach-ache. It makes them have fantasies. It makes them imagine things that aren't true.'
âDoes Dmitri suffer from lust because of Ana Magdalena?'
âDavid, Ana Magdalena is a married woman. She has a husband of her own to love. She can be a friend to Dmitri but she can't love him. Dmitri needs a woman who will love him for himself. As soon as he finds a woman who loves him he will be cured of all his woes. He won't need to look at pictures anymore, and he won't need to tell every passer-by how much he worships the lady upstairs. But I am sure he is grateful to you for listening to his stories, for being a good friend to him. I am sure it has helped him.'
âHe told another boy he is going to kill himself. He is going to shoot a bullet through his head.'
âWhich boy was that?'
âAnother boy.'
âI don't believe it. The boy must have misunderstood. Dmitri isn't going to kill himself. Besides, he doesn't have a gun. On Monday morning, when I take you to school, I'll have a chat to Dmitri and ask him what is wrong and what we can do to help. Maybe, when we all go to the lake, we can invite Dmitri along. Shall we do that?'