Authors: Felix Gilman
* * *
The anger went elsewhere, but the sorrow was still there in the room with Josephine, choking her.
There was nothing she could do for Piccadilly. She didn’t know what they did with their dead. She hardly knew who she was or where she was. She felt drunk.
* * *
She crouched in the window, knees drawn up to her chin. Wherever she looked, she could see fighting. The raiders of the red moon had infested the whole city, it seemed. There was no clear plan to the violence. They killed, they looted. Packs of the white city’s defenders fought the pirates in the street below; flocks circled each other in the sky, wings lit by red moonlight. She could tell the raiders of the red moon and the city’s people apart by her anger; it was like a sixth sense, or possibly a seventh or an eighth. Her wings were trembling with sensation, and her mind was full of shouting and screaming.
* * *
Josephine leapt from the window and into the air, cutting at the back of one of the pirates, who fell from the sky behind her as she sailed on, landing in another window, on a distant tower. She collected herself, looked about, and leapt again.
* * *
This time she was in mid-air when something slammed into her, knocking the breath from her lungs and buckling her wings. She fell.
She caught herself half-way to the ground—a treetop’s distance from the stones of the white city, had there been trees, or the height of two or three lamp-posts, had there been lamp-posts. Wings outstretched, muscles aching, she sailed slowly down. She crouched with her hands and feet and forehead touching cool stone. She didn’t know where she was. Two short flights had brought her to an unfamiliar part of the city, a wide avenue between white honeycomb towers, cluttered with stone arches and buttresses, and cut through with channels that once—in the days of the city’s long-lost makers—might have held water, but were now merely obstacles, complex terrain to be fought over.
Something had knocked her from the sky, but no one had touched her. It had been a blow of pure force, pure anger.
They fought not just with their bodies but with their minds, with what an English occultist might call
telekinesis
and
telepathy
. Here the mind was a weapon, an ordinary technology of war just like gunpowder or cavalry on the Blue Sphere.
She remembered those empty bodies in the vault Clotho had led her to: withered husks, hollowed out by the enemy’s weapons …
Two of the pirates came charging up, half-running and half-flying, moving from a dog-like crouch to an eagle’s swoop and back again so fast that she could hardly make sense of what she was seeing. She tried reaching out with her mind, as if stretching beyond the edges of her wings, and struck one of them—the one that was at that moment in flight—so that it spun through the air and broke its wings against one of the stone arches.
The other pounced on her, slashing with its wings. Someone parried. A stranger’s bright wing. A comrade, a fellow warrior of the white moon—a male, dark and handsome, one-eyed, who cut, parried, spun and ducked, then leapt high and struck down at the pirate, splitting open the pirate’s thin skull with a kick of his heel. Before she could thank him, he was off again, crouched low and wings high, running back into the melee.
The scene before her was incomprehensible: the jumbled angles and arches and smooth channels of the street, the constant blur of motion and violence, screaming and clashing, bodies thrown this way and that. And at the edge of her awareness, the enemy’s minds, prowling and looking for weakness …
She showed none. She leapt, lifted herself to the top of a white stone arch, and leapt again, sailing down into a deep channel, its sides slick with blood, where three of the pirates wrestled with two of the city’s defenders. They turned to face her and she struck at them …
* * *
The red moon was so close she could feel its pull. The air tugged her unpredictably this way and that, and sometimes she hardly knew which way was up and which was down. The architecture of the city ceased to make sense. She moved where she was pulled. A strange mood took hold of her. There was anger in it, and a wild joy, and something else: a sense of the smallness of her own life, blown here and there between those two vast whirling giants … but also a sense of its preciousness. It was worth spending, but not cheaply.
The pirates were everywhere. Soon her wings were ragged and she was bleeding from a dozen places on her face, her chest, her arms and legs. She’d hurled a half-dozen pirates from the air, sending them crashing to the stones below. She’d pinned a hissing and shrieking male, a big one, one-eyed, against a white wall, under red light, while two women of Angel cut at him—cut him to ribbons. She saw the pirates at the window of a school, pulling children out by their spindly legs. She saw them lifting fistfuls of beads, useless trophies, the words destroyed for ever as soon as the pirates touched them.
The pirates fought like wild things. The city’s defenders were organised, well-prepared. There were signals and alarms all over the city. The shadows of signalmen standing with their wings outspread on high places, urging the city’s warriors this way or that. Flocks formed, aerial formations, loose waves and tight phalanxes. There was a curt language of war, quite different from the city’s usual elegant mode of communication—a language of jabbing, slicing, orders, alarms. Josephine knew none of it, but on some deep level the body itself remembered, and obeyed. She fell into line; and the line swept across the city, growing wider and deeper, until somewhere it left her behind and she was alone. Then, before too much time passed, another great bright wing of warriors came from above and behind and between the towers and swept her up again.
There was organization among the pirates, too, but looser, wilder, and always in flux. They were skirmishers, raiders, looters—they avoided resistance, fled from open battle, and looked for weak or solitary victims, unguarded treasures, opportunities for ambush. It was impossible even to guess at their number.
They had leaders, of a sort. Big brutes, who drove their warriors before them by force and with an awful piercing whistle; and wiry little ragged-winged old women whose eyes were bright with malign telepathic power; and desperate creatures who looked to Josephine like devils. They broke, fled, sacrificed their warriors to escape, evaded capture again and again.
There’d been one big brute in particular, who Josephine saw at the quarry, and again beneath the spike in Piccadilly Circus, and again on the mushroom-domed roof of a great tower at the bend of the river, and finally leading the retreat. He was a giant of his kind. He was thin, as they all were, with wiry arms and a narrow waist, but extraordinarily tall and long-limbed. His left hand was a stump, his chest deeply scarred, and one of his eyes blind; but his wings were pristine, unwounded, as wide and bright and beautiful and complex as a cathedral’s stained-glass window. Otherwise, he was ugly; fierce, a wrecker and a looter, a cleaver of skulls and a ripper of wings. The second time she saw him, she tried to get close to him. He saw her, gliding down. His good eye was cunning. She reached out with her mind, knocked the brute’s hand from his victim—and then he was gone, leaping up from window to window and out of sight, his mob following behind him. After that she kept a look-out for him.
When she saw him again, she charged. At that moment, she was alone; unwise. The brute retreated and three of his men moved smoothly to her side, cutting her off from her allies, and she was instantly alone and afraid. This was up on the huge dome-like roof of a top-heavy tower overlooking the river. She moved left, right, as the three pirates lunged at her, and fled for the edge of the dome. They shrieked and whistled at her. She stumbled and went down to her knees. She felt them scratching at the edge of her mind.
One of them was strong. He forced his way into her mind. It was like when Piccadilly had tried to speak to her, months ago, except that, where Piccadilly had been gentle and nervous, this creature was savage.
The pirate’s assault on her mind was wordless, but it filled her mind with visions of blood and violence, and of the horrors of the red moon Abyss. She saw a world of constant hunger. It hurtled through the void at such terrible speeds that its inhabitants were driven mad. There was hardly air to breathe. She felt her throat close. For months at a time there was no light, no flight. She saw the weak starving, choking, left to die. Darkness towered, threatened to overwhelm her. She shrank before it, small as a candle flame. She flared.
The pirate tumbled from her mind. He stumbled, suddenly weak-kneed, his wings trembling, and fell from the edge of the dome.
She fled.
* * *
She crossed paths with another pack of raiders, down by the river, as they retreated. They looked at her first with loathing, and then with fear, and then launched themselves upwards, leaping from window to window, clambering up the sides of the towers and the tendrils and vines that hung between them, and then up onto the tops of the towers. Overhead, the red moon was in retreat, rushing on past its twin, receding into the night; and all over the city the enemy were in retreat. She hurried up to the tower-tops. Everywhere she looked, the raiders were rising up into the air, first up to the heights of the city and then, with great leaps, into the sky, throwing themselves recklessly into the red light as it faded. Their arms were laden with their spoils: fistfuls of beads, bottles, torn-off wings, scraps of bloody gore, pathetic handfuls of fern or flower or food, frantically struggling infants, some stones, some plant matter. A few meaningless scraps.
Not all of them made it. Gravity overcame some of them before they were half a hundred feet above the tower-tops, and they fell back into the city, where they were quickly dispatched. Most of them kept going, up and up, so many of them that they were a dark cloud obscuring the moon.
An hour or two, perhaps three—it was hard to say how long it had lasted. The red moon was already perceptibly smaller; soon it would be smaller still. Soon it would be too late to cross.
She gave chase—opening her wings wide to sail on the light of the red moon. The retreating pirates were slowed by their spoils, and she caught up to them. As she swooped in on a straggler, she was already so far above the city that the buildings below looked like sandcastles, mushrooms, bright empty shells. She cut at the straggler’s back, broke his wings, and as he fell she took an infant from his arms. It struggled and clutched at her.
The straggler’s comrades kept going, most of them, ignoring his shrieks as he fell. A few of them stopped, turned: five—no, six—of them, out of thousands, torn between their eagerness to return to their departing world and their hunger for spoils, their hate. They circled her.
She was alone. She looked down to see that none of the city’s defenders but her had given chase.
Distant blue specks watched her from the tower-tops below. She was alone in the sky, except for the raiders.
She saw the rules of the game now: the fighting ceased when the raiders fled. The city’s defenders let them go. Poised between the rose moon and the red she saw, as if in a vision, the whole thousand-year cycle of their shared existence: the moons endlessly circling each other; the struggle becoming an observance as natural as the seasons.
The moons were drifting apart and the rage of the city’s defenders (which had been quite as savage and wild as that of its enemies) was subsiding now. The pressure of the storm was draining from the air.
She had misunderstood yet again, committed an error. This might be her last.
The raiders circled her, wary, angry, waiting to see what she would do. There were two of them above her and two below—if she fell back to the ground, they would cut at her as she passed, and the infant was a terrible weight in her arms, and a strain on her wings, its fingers digging in a panic into her neck.
A sharp wing struck out at her. She parried, spun, and fell twice her own height, then moved sharply sideways as another wing struck at her, and a hand reached for her leg. She kicked and struck bone. She fell again, turned again. They circled her, shifting their places, some of them behind, some above, some below. One of them held two red fistfuls of ferns in his hands, and he had a deep bleeding slash above his mouth. It hardly seemed worth it.
They closed in. The infant’s clutching fingers were a wordless scream. She couldn’t think clearly. She turned and turned, not daring to let her guard down for a moment.
Then she glanced down and saw a bright blue mist rising from the city below. A scattering of blue and green petals on the wind; dabs of colour—a dozen, twenty, thirty, men and women of Angel on the wing. Among them—not the first, but rising up at the rear—she saw the explorer Orpheus. She recognised him by his wings.
They were there in seconds. Sharp wings cut down the raiders. Strong hands took the infant from her so that she could answer their questions. Yes, she was unharmed. Yes, the infant was unharmed, she thought, probably. No, she didn’t know what she’d done, or why. Why not? She’d hardly known she was snatching an infant, she confessed, she might just as easily have taken a handful of beads or a scrap of clothing; only the chase had mattered. Yes, yes, she was the Earthwoman …
She looked around for Orpheus. She saw him circling, watching her. His face was impassive. His wings—those extraordinary, beautiful wings—suggested curiosity, perhaps even amusement. Then he turned and swooped down towards the city.
Far above them, the retreating pirates were a distant fading shadow. They dwindled, swallowed by the light of the red moon, and then they were gone from sight. The red moon was passing on its way. At some moment in the course of their flight they’d go from
rising up
to
falling down
. It made her dizzy just to imagine it. She was so tired she could hardly think, or speak; so tired it was all she could do to gently drift down like a falling leaf. She looked around for Orpheus, but he was gone.