The Portrait of A Lady (71 page)

‘‘You said that as if you were disappointed.''

Isabel got up, slowly, smoothing her gloves, and eyeing them thoughtfully.

‘‘It's after all no business of mine.''

‘‘You are very philosophic,'' said her cousin. And then in a moment—‘‘May I inquire what you are talking about?''

Isabel stared a little. ‘‘I thought you knew: Lord Warburton tells me he desires to marry Pansy. I have told you that before, without eliciting a comment from you. You might risk one this morning, I think. Is it your belief that he really cares for her?''

‘‘Ah, for Pansy, no!'' cried Ralph, very positively.

‘‘But you said just now that he did.''

Ralph hesitated a moment. ‘‘That he cared for you, Mrs. Osmond.''

Isabel shook her head, gravely. ‘‘That's nonsense, you know.''

‘‘Of course it is. But the nonsense is Warburton's, not mine.''

‘‘That would be very tiresome,'' Isabel said, speaking, as she flattered herself, with much subtlety.

‘‘I ought to tell you indeed,'' Ralph went on, ‘‘that to me he has denied it.''

‘‘It's very good of you to talk about it together! Has he also told you that he is in love with Pansy?''

‘‘He has spoken very well of her—very properly. He has let me know, of course, that he thinks she would do very well at Lockleigh.''

‘‘Does he really think it?''

‘‘Ah, what Warburton really thinks—!'' said Ralph.

Isabel fell to smoothing her gloves again; they were long, loose gloves upon which she could freely expend herself. Soon, however, she looked up, and then: ‘‘Ah, Ralph, you give me no help!'' she cried, abruptly, passionately.

It was the first time she had alluded to the need for help, and the words shook her cousin with their violence. He gave a long murmur of relief, of pity, of tenderness; it seemed to him that at last the gulf between them had been bridged. It was this that made him exclaim in a moment: ‘‘How unhappy you must be!''

He had no sooner spoken than she recovered her self-possession, and the first use she made of it was to pretend she had not heard him.

‘‘When I talk of your helping me, I talk great nonsense,'' she said, with a quick smile. ‘‘The idea of my troubling you with my domestic embarrassments! The matter is very simple; Lord Warburton must get on by himself. I can't undertake to help him.''

‘‘He ought to succeed easily,'' said Ralph.

Isabel hesitated a moment. ‘‘Yes—but he has not always succeeded.''

‘‘Very true. You know, however, how that always surprised me. Is Miss Osmond capable of giving us a surprise?''

‘‘It will come from him, rather. I suspect that after all he will let the matter drop.''

‘‘He will do nothing dishonourable,'' said Ralph.

‘‘I am very sure of that. Nothing can be more honourable than for him to leave the poor child alone. She cares for some one else, and it is cruel to attempt to bribe her by magnificent offers to give him up.''

‘‘Cruel to the other person perhaps—the one she cares for. But Warburton isn't obliged to mind that.''

‘‘No, cruel to her,'' said Isabel. ‘‘She would be very unhappy if she were to allow herself to be persuaded to desert poor Mr. Rosier. That idea seems to amuse you; of course you are not in love with him. He has the merit of being in love with her. She can see at a glance that Lord Warburton is not.''

‘‘He would be very good to her,'' said Ralph.

‘‘He has been good to her already. Fortunately, however, he has not said a word to disturb her. He could come and bid her good-bye to-morrow with perfect propriety.''

‘‘How would your husband like that?''

‘‘Not at all; and he may be right in not liking it. Only he must obtain satisfaction himself.''

‘‘Has he commissioned you to obtain it?'' Ralph ventured to ask.

‘‘It was natural that as an old friend of Lord Warburton's—an older friend, that is, than Osmond—I should take an interest in his intentions.''

‘‘Take an interest in his renouncing them, you mean.''

Isabel hesitated, frowning a little. ‘‘Let me understand. Are you pleading his cause?''

‘‘Not in the least. I am very glad he should not become your stepdaughter's husband. It makes such a very queer relation to you!'' said Ralph, smiling. ‘‘But I'm rather nervous lest your husband should think you haven't pushed him enough.''

Isabel found herself able to smile as well as he.

‘‘He knows me well enough not to have expected me to push. He himself has no intention of pushing, I presume. I am not afraid I shall not be able to justify myself!'' she said, lightly.

Her mask had dropped for an instant, but she had put it on again, to Ralph's infinite disappointment. He had caught a glimpse of her natural face, and he wished immensely to look into it. He had an almost savage desire to hear her complain of her husband—hear her say that she should be held accountable for Lord Warburton's defection. Ralph was certain that this was her situation; he knew by instinct, in advance, the form that in such an event Osmond's displeasure would take. It could only take the meanest and cruellest. He would have liked to warn Isabel of it—to let her see at least that he knew it. It little mattered that Isabel would know it much better; it was for his own satisfaction more than for hers that he longed to show her that he was not deceived. He tried and tried again to make her betray Osmond; he felt cold-blooded, cruel, dishonourable almost, in doing so. But it scarcely mattered, for he only failed. What had she come for then, and why did she seem almost to offer him a chance to violate their tacit convention? Why did she ask him his advice, if she gave him no liberty to answer her? How could they talk of her domestic embarrassments, as it pleased her humorously to designate them, if the principal factor was not to be mentioned? These contradictions were themselves but an indication of her trouble, and her cry for help, just before, was the only thing he was bound to consider.

‘‘You will be decidedly at variance, all the same,'' he said, in a moment. And as she answered nothing, looking as if she scarcely understood—‘‘You will find yourselves thinking very differently,'' he continued.

‘‘That may easily happen, among the most united couples!'' She took up her parasol; he saw that she was nervous, afraid of what he might say. ‘‘It's a matter we can hardly quarrel about, however,'' she added; ‘‘for almost all the interest is on his side. That is very natural. Pansy is after all his daughter—not mine.'' And she put out her hand to wish him good-bye.

Ralph took an inward resolution that she should not leave him without his letting her know that he knew everything; it seemed too great an opportunity to lose. ‘‘Do you know what his interest will make him say?'' he asked, as he took her hand. She shook her head, rather dryly—not discouragingly—and he went on. ‘‘It will make him say that your want of zeal is owing to jealousy.'' He stopped a moment; her face made him afraid.

‘‘To jealousy?''

‘‘To jealousy of his daughter.''

She blushed red and threw back her head.

‘‘You are not kind,'' she said, in a voice that he had never heard on her lips.

‘‘Be frank with me, and you'll see,'' said Ralph.

But she made no answer; she only shook her hand out of his own, which he tried still to hold, and rapidly went out of the room. She made up her mind to speak to Pansy, and she took an occasion on the same day, going to the young girl's room before dinner. Pansy was already dressed; she was always in advance of the time; it seemed to illustrate her pretty patience and the graceful stillness with which she could sit and wait. At present she was seated in her fresh array, before the bedroom fire; she had blown out her candles on the completion of her toilet, in accordance with the economical habits in which she had been brought up and which she was now more careful than ever to observe; so that the room was lighted only by a couple of logs. The rooms in the Palazzo Roccanera were as spacious as they were numerous, and Pansy's virginal bower was an immense chamber with a dark, heavily timbered ceiling. Its diminutive mistress, in the midst of it, appeared but a speck of humanity, and as she got up, with quick deference to welcome Isabel, the latter was more than ever struck with her shy sincerity. Isabel had a difficult task—the only thing was to perform it as simply as possible. She felt bitter and angry, but she warned herself against betraying it to Pansy. She was afraid even of looking too grave, or at least too stern; she was afraid of frightening her. But Pansy seemed to have guessed that she had come a little as a confessor; for after she had moved the chair in which she had been sitting a little nearer to the fire, and Isabel had taken her place in it, she kneeled down on a cushion in front of her, looking up and resting her clasped hands on her stepmother's knees. What Isabel wished to do was to hear from her own lips that her mind was not occupied with Lord Warburton; but if she desired the assurance, she felt herself by no means at liberty to provoke it. The girl's father would have qualified this as rank treachery; and indeed Isabel knew that if Pansy should display the smallest germ of a disposition to encourage Lord Warburton, her own duty was to hold her tongue. It was difficult to interrogate without appearing to suggest; Pansy's supreme simplicity, and innocence even more complete than Isabel had yet judged it, gave to the most tentative inquiry something of the effect of an admonition. As she knelt there in the vague fire-light, with her pretty dress vaguely shining, her hands folded half in appeal and half in submission, her soft eyes, raised and fixed, full of the seriousness of the situation, she looked to Isabel like a childish martyr decked out for sacrifice and scarcely presuming even to hope to avert it. When Isabel said to her that she had never yet spoken to her of what might have been going on in relation to her getting married, but that her silence had not been indifference or ignorance, had only been the desire to leave her at liberty, Pansy bent forward, raised her face nearer and nearer to Isabel's, and with a little murmur which evidently expressed a deep longing, answered that she had greatly wished her to speak, and that she begged her to advise her now.

‘‘It's difficult for me to advise you,'' Isabel rejoined. ‘‘I don't know how I can undertake that. That's for your father; you must get his advice, and, above all, you must act upon it.''

At this Pansy dropped her eyes; for a moment she said nothing.

‘‘I think I should like your advice better than papa's,'' she presently remarked.

‘‘That's not as it should be,'' said Isabel, coldly. ‘‘I love you very much, but your father loves you better.''

‘‘It isn't because you love me—it's because you're a lady,'' Pansy answered, with the air of saying something very reasonable. ‘‘A lady can advise a young girl better than a man.''

‘‘I advise you, then, to pay the greatest respect to your father's wishes.''

‘‘Ah, yes,'' said Pansy, eagerly, ‘‘I must do that.''

‘‘But if I speak to you now about your getting married, it's not for your own sake—it's for mine,'' Isabel went on. ‘‘If I try to learn from you what you expect, what you desire, it is only that I may act accordingly.''

Pansy stared, and then, very quickly: ‘‘Will you do everything I desire?'' she asked.

‘‘Before I say yes, I must know what such things are.''

Pansy presently told her that the only thing she wished in life was to marry Mr. Rosier. He had asked her, and she had told him that she would do so if her papa would allow it. Now her papa wouldn't allow it.

‘‘Very well, then, it's impossible,'' said Isabel.

‘‘Yes, it's impossible,'' said Pansy, without a sigh, and with the same extreme attention in her clear little face.

‘‘You must think of something else, then,'' Isabel went on; but Pansy, sighing then, told her that she had attempted this feat without the least success.

‘‘You think of those that think of you,'' she said, with a faint smile. ‘‘I know that Mr. Rosier thinks of me.''

‘‘He ought not to,'' said Isabel, loftily. ‘‘Your father has expressly requested he shouldn't.''

‘‘He can't help it, because he knows that I think of him.''

‘‘You shouldn't think of him. There is some excuse for him, perhaps; but there is none for you!''

‘‘I wish you would try to find one,'' the girl exclaimed, as if she were praying to the Madonna.

‘‘I should be very sorry to attempt it,'' said the Madonna, with unusual frigidity. ‘‘If you knew some one else was thinking of you, would you think of him?''

‘‘No one can think of me as Mr. Rosier does; no one has the right.''

‘‘Ah, but I don't admit Mr. Rosier's right,'' Isabel cried, hypocritically.

Pansy only gazed at her; she was evidently deeply puzzled; and Isabel, taking advantage of it, began to represent to her the miserable consequences of disobeying her father. At this Pansy stopped her, with the assurance that she would never disobey him, would never marry without his consent. And she announced, in the serenest, simplest tone, that though she might never marry Mr. Rosier, she would never cease to think of him. She appeared to have accepted the idea of eternal singleness; but Isabel of course was free to reflect that she had no conception of its meaning. She was perfectly sincere; she was prepared to give up her lover. This might seem an important step toward taking another, but for Pansy, evidently, it did not lead in that direction. She felt no bitterness towards her father; there was no bitterness in her heart; there was only the sweetness of fidelity to Edward Rosier, and a strange, exquisite intimation that she could prove it better by remaining single than even by marrying him.