The Poison Eaters and Other Stories
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Authors: Holly Black
Small Beer Press
www.lcrw.net
Copyright ©2010 by Holly Black
First published in 2010, 2010
The
Poison
Eaters
and
Other
Stories
Modern Faerie Tales
Tithe
Valian
Ironside
The Curse Workers
White Cat
Red Glove
(forthcoming)
Black Heart
(forthcoming)
The Good Neighbors (with Ted Naifeh)
Kit
Kin
Kind
(forthcoming)
Anthologies
Geektastic: Stories of the Nerd Herd,
edited by Holly Black and Cecil Castellucci
Zombies vs. Unicorns,
edited by Holly Black and Justine Larbalestier (forthcoming)
For Younger Readers
The Spiderwick Chronicles (with Tony DiTerlizzi)
The Field Guide
The Seeing Stone
Lucinda's Secret
The Ironwood Tre
The Wrath of Mulgarath
Beyond the Spiderwick Chronicles (with Tony DiTerlizzi)
The Nixie's Song
A Giant Problem
The Wyrm King
Arthur Spiderwick's Field Guide to the Fantastical World Around You
(with Tony DiTerlizzi)
The Care and Feeding of Sprites
(with Tony DiTerlizzi)
and Other
Stories
This is a work of fiction. All characters and events portrayed in this story are either fictitious or used fictitiously.
The Poison Eaters and Other Stories
copyright (C) 2010 by Holly Black. All rights reserved.
Individual stories (C) by Holly Black. Page 216 functions as an extension of the copyright page.
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Interior illustrations copyright (C) 2010 by Theo Black. All rights reserved.
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Cover art copyright (C) 2010 by Corbis. All rights reserved.
Cover design by Base Art Co. (www.baseartco.com)
Big Mouth House
150 Pleasant Street #306
Easthampton, MA 01027
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Distributed to the trade by Consortium.
First Edition
February 2010
Text set in Centaur. Titles set in Kruella.
Printed on 30% post-consumer recycled paper by Thomson-Shore of Dexter, MI.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data available on request.
ISBN 978-1-931520-63-8
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Matilda was drunk, but then she was always drunk anymore. Dizzy drunk. Stumbling drunk. Stupid drunk. Whatever kind of drunk she could get.
The man she stood with snaked his hand around her back, warm fingers digging into her side as he pulled her closer. He and his friend with the open-necked shirt grinned down at her like underage equaled dumb, and dumb equaled gullible enough to sleep with them.
She thought they might just be right.
"You want to have a party back at my place?” the man asked. He'd told her his name was Mark, but his friend kept slipping up and calling him by a name that started with a D. Maybe Dan or Dave. They had been smuggling her drinks from the bar whenever they went outside to smoke—drinks mixed sickly sweet that dripped down her throat like candy.
"Sure,” she said, grinding her cigarette against the brick wall. She missed the hot ash in her hand, but concentrated on the alcoholic numbness turning her limbs to lead. Smiled. “Can we pick up more beer?"
They exchanged an obnoxious glance she pretended not to notice. The friend—he called himself Ben—looked at her glassy eyes and her cold-flushed cheeks. Her sloppy hair. He probably made guesses about a troubled home life. She hoped so.
"You're not going to get sick on us?” he asked. Just out of the hot bar, beads of sweat had collected in the hollow of his throat. The skin shimmered with each swallow.
She shook her head to stop staring. “I'm barely tipsy,” she lied.
” I've got plenty of stuff back at my place,” said MarkDanDave.
Mardave
, Matilda thought and giggled.
"Buy me a 40,” she said. She knew it was stupid to go with them, but it was even stupider if she sobered up. “One of those wine coolers. They have them at the bodega on the corner. Otherwise, no party."
Both of the guys laughed. She tried to laugh with them even though she knew she wasn't included in the joke. She was the joke. The trashy little slut. The girl who can be bought for a big fat wine cooler and three cranberry-and-vodkas.
"Okay, okay,” said Mardave.
They walked down the street and she found herself leaning easily into the heat of their bodies, inhaling the sweat and iron scent. It would be easy for her to close her eyes and pretend Mardave was someone else, someone she wanted to be touched by, but she wouldn't let herself soil her memories of Julian.
They passed by a store with flat-screens in the window, each one showing different channels. One streamed video from Coldtown—a girl who went by the name Demonia made some kind of deal with one of the stations to show what it was really like behind the gates. She filmed the Eternal Ball, a party that started in 1998 and had gone on ceaselessly ever since. In the background, girls and boys in rubber harnesses swung through the air. They stopped occasionally, opening what looked like a modded hospital tube stuck on the inside of their arms just below the crook of the elbow. They twisted a knob and spilled blood into little paper cups for the partygoers. A boy who looked to be about nine, wearing a string of glowing beads around his neck, gulped down the contents of one of the cups and then licked the paper with a tongue as red as his eyes. The camera angle changed suddenly, veering up, and the viewers saw the domed top of the hall, full of cracked windows through which you could glimpse the stars.
"I know where they are,” Mardave said. “I can see that building from my apartment."
"Aren't you scared of living so close to the vampires?” she asked, a small smile pulling at the corners of her mouth.
"We'll protect you,” said Ben, smiling back at her.
"We should do what other countries do and blow those corpses sky high,” Mardave said.
Matilda bit her tongue not to point out that Europe's vampire hunting led to the highest levels of infection in the world. So many of Belgium's citizens were vampires that shops barely opened their doors until nightfall. The truce with Coldtown worked. Mostly.
She didn't care if Mardave hated vampires. She hated them too.
When they got to the store, she waited outside to avoid getting carded and lit another cigarette with Julian's silver lighter—the one she was going to give back to him in thirty-one days. Sitting down on the curb, she let the chill of the pavement deaden the backs of her thighs. Let it freeze her belly and frost her throat with ice that even liquor couldn't melt.
Hunger turned her stomach. She couldn't remember the last time she'd eaten anything solid without throwing it back up. Her mouth hungered for dark, rich feasts; her skin felt tight, like a seed thirsting to bloom. All she could trust herself to eat was smoke.
When she was a little girl, vampires had been costumes for Halloween. They were the bad guys in movies, plastic fangs and polyester capes. They were Muppets on television, endlessly counting.
Now she was the one who was counting. Fifty-seven days. Eighty-eight days. Eighty-eight nights.
"Matilda?"
She looked up and saw Dante saunter up to her, earbuds dangling out of his ears like he needed a soundtrack for everything he did. He wore a pair of skintight jeans and smoked a cigarette out of one of those long, movie-star holders. He looked pretentious as hell. “I'd almost given up on finding you."
"You should have started with the gutter,” she said, gesturing to the wet, clogged tide beneath her feet. “I take my gutter-dwelling very seriously."
"
Seriously.
” He pointed at her with the cigarette holder. “Even your mother thinks you're dead. Julian's crying over you."
Maltilda looked down and picked at the thread of her jeans. It hurt to think about Julian while waiting for Mardave and Ben. She was disgusted with herself, and she could only guess how disgusted he'd be. “I got Cold,” she said. “One of them bit me."
Dante nodded his head.
That's what they'd started calling it when the infection kicked in—Cold—because of how cold people's skin became after they were bitten. And because of the way the poison in their veins caused them to crave heat and blood. One taste of human blood and the infection mutated. It killed the host and then raised it back up again, colder than before. Cold through and through, forever and ever.
"I didn't think you'd be alive,” he said.
She hadn't thought she'd make it this long either without giving in. But going it alone on the street was better than forcing her mother to choose between chaining her up in the basement or shipping her off to Coldtown. It was better, too, than taking the chance Matilda might get loose from the chains and attack people she loved. Stories like that were in the news all the time; almost as frequent as the ones about people who let vampires into their homes because they seemed so nice and clean-cut.
"Then what are you doing looking for me?” she asked. Dante had lived down the street from her family for years, but they didn't hang out. She'd wave to him as she mowed the lawn while he loaded his panel van with DJ equipment. He shouldn't have been here.
She looked back at the store window. Mardave and Ben were at the counter with a case of beer and her wine cooler. They were getting change from a clerk.
” I was hoping you, er,
wouldn't
be alive,” Dante said. “You'd be more help if you were dead."
She stood up, stumbling slightly. “Well, screw you too."
It took eighty-eight days for the venom to sweat out a person's pores. She only had thirty-seven to go. Thirty-seven days to stay so drunk that she could ignore the buzz in her head that made her want to bite, rend, devour.
"That came out wrong,” he said, taking a step toward her. Close enough that she felt the warmth of him radiating off him like licking tongues of flame. She shivered. Her veins sang with need.
"I can't help you,” said Matilda. “Look, I can barely help myself. Whatever it is, I'm sorry. I can't. You have to get out of here."
"My sister Lydia and your boyfriend Julian are gone,” Dante said. “Together. She's looking to get bitten. I don't know what ?he's looking for . . . but he's going to get hurt."
Matilda gaped at him as Mardave and Ben walked out of the store. Ben carried a box on his shoulder and a bag on his arm. “That guy bothering you?” he asked her.
"No,” she said, then turned to Dante. “You better go."
"Wait,” said Dante.
Matilda's stomach hurt. She was sobering up. The smell of blood seemed to float up from underneath their skin.
She reached into Ben's bag and grabbed a beer. She popped the top, licked off the foam. If she didn't get a lot drunker, she was going to attack someone.
"Jesus,” Mardave said. “Slow down. What if someone sees you?"
She drank it in huge gulps, right there on the street. Ben laughed, but it wasn't a good laugh. He was laughing at the drunk.
"She's infected,” Dante said.
Matilda whirled toward him, chucking the mostly empty can in his direction automatically. “Shut up, asshole."
"Feel her skin,” Dante said. “Cold. She ran away from home when it happened, and no one's seen her since."
"I'm cold because it's cold out,” she said.
She saw Ben's evaluation of her change from
damaged enough to sleep with strangers
to
dangerous enough to attack strangers.
Mardave touched his hand gently to her arm. “Hey,” he said.
She almost hissed with delight at the press of his hot fingers. She smiled up at him and hoped her eyes weren't as hungry as her skin. “I really like you."
He flinched. “Look, it's late. Maybe we could meet up another time.” Then he backed away, which made her so angry that she bit the inside of her own cheek.
Her mouth flooded with the taste of copper and a red haze floated in front of her eyes.
Fifty-seven days ago, Matilda had been sober. She'd had a boyfriend named Julian, and they would dress up together in her bedroom. He liked to wear skinny ties and glittery eye shadow. She liked to wear vintage rock t-shirts and boots that laced up so high that they would constantly be late because they were busy tying them.
Matilda and Julian would dress up and prowl the streets and party at lockdown clubs that barred the doors from dusk to dawn. Matilda wasn't particularly careless; she was just careless enough.
She'd been at a friend's party. It had been stiflingly hot, and she was mad because Julian and Lydia were doing some dance thing from the musical they were in at school. Matilda just wanted to get some air. She opened a window and climbed out under the bobbing garland of garlic.
Another girl was already on the lawn. Matilda should have noticed that the girl's breath didn't crystallize in the air, but she didn't.
"Do you have a light?” the girl had asked.
Matilda did. She reached for Julian's lighter when the girl caught her arm and bent her backwards. Matilda's scream turned into a shocked cry when she felt the girl's cold mouth against her neck, the girl's cold fingers holding her off balance.
Then it was as though someone slid two shards of ice into her skin.
The spread of vampirism could be traced to one person—Caspar Morales. Films and books and television had started romanticizing vampires, and maybe it was only a matter of time before a vampire started romanticizing
himself
.
Crazy, romantic Caspar decided that he wouldn't kill his victims. He'd just drink a little blood and then move on, city to city. By the time other vampires caught up with him and ripped him to pieces, he'd infected hundreds of people. And those new vampires, with no idea how to prevent the spread, infected thousands.
When the first outbreak happened in Tokyo, it seemed like a journalist's prank. Then there was another outbreak in Hong Kong and another in San Francisco.
The military put up barricades around the area where the infection broke out. That was the way the first Coldtown was founded.
Matilda's body twitched involuntarily. She could feel the spasm start in the muscles of her back and move to her face. She wrapped her arms around herself to try and stop it, but her hands were shaking pretty hard. “You want my help, you better get me some booze."
"You're killing yourself,” Dante said, shaking his head.
"I just need another drink,” she said. “Then I'll be fine."
He shook his head. “You can't keep going like this. You can't just stay drunk to avoid your problems. I know, people do. It's a classic move, even, but I didn't figure you for fetishizing your own doom."
She started laughing. “You don't understand. When I'm wasted I don't crave blood. It's the only thing keeping me human."
"What?” He looked at Matilda like he couldn't quite make sense of her words.
"Let me spell it out: if you don't get me some alcohol, I am going to bite you."
"Oh.” He fumbled for his wallet. “Oh. Okay."
Matilda had spent all the cash she'd brought with her in the first few weeks, so it'd been a long time since she could simply overpay some homeless guy to go into a liquor store and get her a fifth of vodka. She gulped gratefully from the bottle Dante gave her in a nearby alley.