Authors: R. K. Lilley
He twitched once, like a nervous animal, but let me do it.
Progress.
He was trying, undergoing something that clearly went against his nature, and he was doing it for me.
My heart softened for him all the more.
I’d always had a tender spot in my heart for wild things.
When I was young, I couldn’t count the times I’d taken in stray dogs and cats that weren’t close to being tame.
I had a patient nature, even as a child.
I recalled how I’d handle those feral creatures, caring for them, feeding them, waiting endlessly until they came to crave the touch of my hand.
My lover was not so very different.
An untamed challenge, to say the least.
But I could be very tenacious.
If anyone was up to the task of housebreaking a man like Heath, I figured it was me.
His flesh felt amazing under my hands, his neck corded and strong, his chest hard and soft in all the right ways.
I rubbed my hands over him in small circles, staying focused on his chest and neck, massaging, soothing.
I knew to take it slow.
“Is this okay?” I asked, tone soothing, almost a croon.
He let out the breath he’d been holding, then sucked it in, out, in, out, finally saying, “It’s okay.”
I kept going, stroking his body with a light touch.
I tried to chat him up while I did it, but as usual, he was not too chatty.
“It was nice waking up with you still here, for once,” I said.
His only response was a less than encouraging grunt.
“Do you have to leave soon?
Or can you stay for a bit?”
“I need to make a few phone calls tonight, but aside from that, I should have some time.”
I leaned into him, hanging my arm over his nape so I could put my cheek to his chest.
My free hand slipped down to his stomach, rubbing.
“So we have the day together?”
“If you’re free, yes.”
“I can take the day off.
I’ll need to make a few phone calls this morning, but nothing important.”
“Perfect,” he said succinctly.
We stayed like that for a long time, with me straddling his lap while I ran my hands over him tenderly, getting him used to my touch.
At some point (something sneaky on Heath’s part) my top and bra disappeared.
He was still fully dressed, and I was decent from the waist down, but it was one of the most erotic experiences of my life.
I stroked his hair as he fondled me with both hands, his face buried between my soft, sensitive breasts, nuzzling endlessly.
I cupped his head to my bosom.
I was rubbing my sensitized nipple back and forth, back and forth, dragging it along his rough cheek until he moaned, snapped his head to the side, and took it in his mouth.
I’d tried to prolong for as long as I could before it turned purely sexual, but our chemistry was an explosive with a very short fuse.
I was kind of impressed we’d lasted as long as we had.
CHAPTER
THIRTEEN
It was a strange day, but not strange in a bad way.
For the most part, it was just the opposite.
And surprisingly, we didn’t spend it all in bed.
I worked a bit, and then we went for a long walk.
Heath held ’Tato’s leash, and my dog walked just behind him, clearly showing deference to Heath’s dominant personality.
I swear all Heath had to do was look at him and he dropped to his back in submission.
In his other hand he held one of mine.
Unfortunately, before we’d gone far, we happened to pass by one of my neighbors, Deborah Dillon, and I could tell by the way her squinting eyes latched onto our clasped hands that we’d just made ourselves the hot topic of the day.
Dammit.
I knew it was too much to hope that she wouldn’t notice how young he was.
It was bound to happen with us walking around my neighborhood like this.
I just hadn’t given it a thought until I saw my least favorite neighbor hanging out in her front yard, which was surely an odd thing for her to be doing, since most days her kids were outside, roaming the neighborhood.
I couldn’t remember the last time she’d actually been caught out with them.
Here’s why I (and the entire neighborhood) didn’t have much tolerance left for the Dillon family, otherwise known as The Dickhead Dillons. (I swear I wasn’t the one that came up with that.)
No one blamed their children, who were nine, seven, and five, and boys, but that didn’t mean we had any patience left for them, either.
The nine year old had recently slapped the neighborhood sweetheart, a precocious little eight-year-girl named, Gilley, who wouldn’t hurt a flea.
I’d actually been witness to this (it was a hard slap and shocking to see), as I was walking ’Tato when it happened.
His parents hadn’t reprimanded him.
They’d blown the whole thing off with the disclaimer: ‘That’s a nine-year-old boy for you.’
I’d had two nine-year-old boys of my own once, so I knew very well that was not the case.
This wasn’t even the nine year old’s most grievous offense, just the most recent one I’d seen firsthand.
The seven-year-old could be found on any given afternoon pounding his five-year-old brother senseless.
Everyone, and I mean everyone, that saw this, tried to interfere and stop it, but the parents were adamant that the youngest brother needed said poundings, to ‘toughen him up.’
And the five year old, who I pitied the most out of all three feral boys, was best known for digging beach ball sized craters in other people’s nicely tended yards, or in general just destroying property, as all three kids were left unsupervised most hours of the day.
They were all bullies or headed that way, but you didn’t blame kids that young for things like that.
Everyone blamed the parents.
Because the parents were dickheads.
Messy
dickheads.
The kind of messy that literally fell onto everyone around them.
Literally because of the unruly dog they let loose to roam for hours, day and night, pooping in everyone’s yard and going after any dogs that crossed his path.
My dog, ’Tato, left a mess in my backyard, but I knew said mess was my responsibility to clean up.
Their dog, in typical dickhead fashion, left its mess everywhere
except
their backyard, i.e. every front yard on the block.
When it was mentioned to them by Virginia Gant, a sweet old lady of sixty-four that lived three houses down from me, that this was perhaps a rude thing to do, their response was to send their three boys door to door, with custom made business cards, offering to clean up the dog poop around the neighborhood . . . for a fee.
They’d turned being irresponsible parents and pet owners into a business.
I almost admired their nerve for that one.
And of course, the story made for a good laugh.
The dad (when he was around) was the type you had to keep out of arm’s reach as he tended to find any excuse to get touchy feely with women who were not his wife.
And the mom, who was always perplexed when anyone confronted her for her many, many messes, had backed her car into the side of the back bumper of mine just a few months back.
My car was in drive, hers in reverse as she’d been zipping like a speed demon out of her driveway, music blasting, right as I’d been pulling away.
I’d honked three times, loudly, but she’d slammed into me nonetheless, and later claimed I’d never honked.
And then she’d claimed we were equally at fault, that we’d backed into
each other
, even though I hadn’t even been backing up.
And then she’d claimed that,
no, wait
,
she took it all back
, because she was pretty sure suddenly that it had been
me that backed into her.
The entire incident had been wildly frustrating for someone like me, who tended to stick to the truth, because her story had changed about three times before we’d settled the issue, but eventually the insurance company had ruled her at fault, and I’d just been avoiding her crazy ass since then.
The best way to describe the Dickhead Dillons would be to say they got off on conflict.
They
enjoyed
negative attention, of any kind, as far as I could tell.
They were the worst neighbors ever, but that being said they only rarely had the opportunity to bother me personally.
For the most part, they were more amusing than anything else, hell, they gave the rest of the neighbors something funny to talk about on a regular basis, but add to that the fact that I knew Deborah had sided with my ex in the divorce, and would tell him what she’d seen before the day was out, and, well, all amusement quickly turned into annoyance.
“Why don’t you like that woman?” Heath asked me when we’d passed out of her earshot.
Of course he would notice something like that.
I hadn’t said a word, hadn’t even made an unpleasant face, but I was sure my hand had tightened on his.
Where to start with that question?
I stuck to the pertinent issue at hand.
“She’s friends with my ex-husband.
She’ll be calling him to tell him all about seeing us holding hands by the end of the day, I guarantee it.”
“Will that bother him?
Is he still jealous over you?”
I looked for the right words, knowing it would be easy to put my foot in my mouth on this subject.
“Not likely.
It’s more that he’ll enjoy . . . rubbing your age in my face.
He’ll use it to say nasty things to me, I expect.”
“Want me to rearrange
his
face for you?”
I smiled, assuming he was joking.
I studied him for a moment, and the smile died.
“No, no, of course not.
My ex is a nuisance, nothing else.
He doesn’t even bother me anymore.
There’s certainly no need for violence.”
That seemed to settle the subject, or at least he let me drop it after that.
“Would you ever let me photograph you?” I asked him idly sometime later as I studied his stern face in the sunlight.
It made me long for my camera.
I shot a look at him as I waited for his answer.
His expression told me clearly that this would never happen.
“Not likely,” he said, and we both knew it was an understatement.
We were still walking hand in hand, had been for quite some time, sort of like a normal couple.
It was nice.
“I’d keep the pictures for myself.”
“No can do.
Sorry.”
He actually did sound sorry, so I dropped it.
“You know, if we wanted to be normal, we’d do something crazy tonight like leave my house and go out on a date.”
He stopped walking so abruptly that it jerked on my arm.
“You want that?” he asked.
I couldn’t read what he thought about the idea, not from his tone or expression.
My mouth twisted wryly.
“Most women like to be taken out on dates sometimes, Heath.
It’s pretty normal.”
He looked thoughtful more than anything, like he was taking it all in.
“What would this date consist of?”
Impossible man.
“Dinner.
Drinks.
Maybe dancing.”
He looked a little horrified by the last suggestion.
It was exasperating.
“Jesus, it was just an idea.
Hell, just take me out to dinner and a movie.
What is the big fucking deal?”
“You pick the movie.”
“I’d be happy to, just so long as you don’t complain when I pick a romantic comedy.
You probably only like action flicks, I bet.”
His face was caught somewhere between bewildered and stiff.
I found it endearing that something this mundane was stressing him out.
“I don’t like action flicks,” he finally said.
“I hate them.
Whatever
you
like.
A romantic comedy is as good as anything.”
I thought that was promising.
“And where would you like to eat?” he asked.