The North Water (15 page)

“I saw what I saw,” Drax says. “And no man can tell me I didn't.”

He finds the lying comes easy enough, of course. Words are just noises in a certain order, and he can use them any way he wishes. Pigs grunt, ducks quack, and men tell lies: that is how it generally goes.

“And you will swear to this?” Brownlee asks him. “In a court of law?”

“On the Holy Bible,” Drax says. “Yes I will.”

“I will enter your account in the ship's log then, and have you set your mark on it,” Brownlee says. “It is best to have a written record.”

McKendrick's previous calmness has dissolved now. His face, pale and narrow, is badged with redness, and he is shaking with rage.

“There is not a word of truth in it,” he says. “Not a word of truth. He is spewing out lies.”

“I have no reason to lie,” Drax says. “Why would I trouble myself with that?”

Brownlee looks to Cavendish.

“Is there bad feeling between these two men?” he asks. “Any reason to consider the story may be false or malicious?”

“None that I have heard of,” Cavendish says.

“Have you two shipped together afore?” Brownlee asks them.

Drax shakes his head.

“I barely know the carpenter,” he says. “But I saw what I saw by the deckhouse. And I am telling it as it was.”

“But I know who you are, Henry Drax,” McKendrick says fiercely back. “I know where you have been and what you have done there.”

Drax sniffs and shakes his head.

“You don't know nothing about me,” he says.

Brownlee looks to McKendrick.

“If you have some accusation to make, you should make it now,” he says. “If not, I would advise you to close your trap and keep it closed until the magistrate asks you to open it again.”

“I never touched that boy. Boys are not my taste, and whatsoever I done with my fellow men I never had no accusations or complaints concerning that. This man here, the one who is lying about me, who seems set to get me hanged by the neck, has done much worse and more unnatural crimes than I ever done.”

“You'll dig yourself into a deeper hole with such blabbing,” Cavendish warns him.

“A man can't get much deeper than fucking dead,” McKendrick says.

“What crimes are you speaking of?” Sumner says.

“Ask him what he done in the Marquesas,” McKendrick says, looking straight at Drax. “Ask him what he et when he was out there.”

“Do you understand him?” Brownlee says. “What is he talking about now?”

“I have passed some time with the South Sea niggers,” Drax explains, “that's all it is. I have some tattoos they gave me on my back, and a fund of good and profitable stories to show for it, nothing more.”

“What ship were you on?” Brownlee asks him.

“The
Dolly
, out of New Bedford.”

“Would you take the word of a cannibal against that of an honest and God-fearing white man?” McKendrick shouts. “Will any magistrate in their right mind?”

Drax laughs at this.

“I'm no fucking cannibal,” he says. “Don't pay no heed to his bollocks.”

Brownlee shakes his head and sniffs.

“I have rarely heard such desperate nonsense,” he says. “Take this shameless piece of shite below and chain him to the mainmast before I lose my fucking temper.”

When McKendrick is gone, Brownlee enters Drax's account of what he saw into the ship's log and has him certify it with his mark.

“You will be expected to testify in the court, no doubt, when McKendrick comes to trial,” Brownlee says. “And the log will be shown as evidence also. McKendrick's lawyer, if he can afford one, will attempt to blacken your name, I 'spect. That is what such vultures generally do. But you will stand up to him, I'm sure.”

“I don't like to be accused or talked at in that way,” Drax admits. “That don't please me any.”

“The word of a lone sodomite will carry no great weight, you can be sure of that. You must stand your ground, that's all.”

Drax nods.

“I'm an honest man,” he says. “I tell only what I saw.”

“Then you have nothing to fear.”

 

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

The news of McKendrick's guilt spreads instantly through the ship. Those few who considered themselves friends of the carpenter find it hard to believe he is a murderer, but their doubts are quickly overpowered by the breadth and weight of the more generally held certainty that he must be one. After his second interview with Brownlee, he is kept chained in the forehold, eats alone, and shits and pisses into a bucket, which is emptied daily by a cabin boy. After a week or so of this, his identity as a criminal and a pervert is so secure in the minds of the crew, it is hard to believe he was ever truly one of them. They remember him as separate and strange, and assume that whatever seemed usual about him was only a clever way of covering up those deeper deviancies. Occasionally, one or two men venture into the hold to taunt him or ask him questions about his crime. When they do so, they find him oddly unrepentant, sour, baffled, belligerent, as if he doesn't yet (not even now) realize the truth of what it is he has done.

Brownlee wants nothing more than to get back to the appointed business of slaughtering whales, but for the next several days they are beset by foul weather—drenching rain and thick fog—which conceals their prey and makes the fishing impossible. Domed and circled by the clamminess and murk, they grind mutely southwards through a loose patchwork of pancake ice and slurry. When the weather finally opens up they have passed Jones Sound and Cape Horsburgh to the west, and are in sight of the entrance to Pond's Bay. Brownlee is all eagerness to proceed, but the sea ice is abnormally dense for the season and they are forced to delay awhile longer. The
Hastings
moors alongside them, and so do the
Polynia
, the
Intrepid
, and the
Northerner
. Since there is no work to be done while they are waiting for the wind to change, the captains move freely amongst the five ships, dining in one another's cabins and passing time in conversation, argument, and reminiscence. Brownlee tells his old stories often and easily: the coal barge, the
Percival
, everything before. He is not ashamed of what he has been or done: a man makes his mistakes, he tells them, a man suffers as he must suffer, but the readiness is all.

“So are you ready?” Campbell asks him lightly. They are sitting alone in Brownlee's cabin. The plates and dishes have been cleared away, and the others have already returned to their ships. Campbell is a shrewd and knowing fellow, friendly to a degree but also secretive and superior at times. There is a hint of mockery in his question, Brownlee thinks, a definite suggestion that his part in Baxter's machinations is the finer one.

“I hear that if all goes well, you will be next,” Brownlee says. “Baxter told me that himself.”

“Baxter thinks the whaling trade is finished,” Campbell says. “He wants to settle up now, buy himself a modest manufactory.”

“Aye, but he's wrong about that. These seas are still crammed full of fishes.”

Campbell shrugs. He has an upturned nose, broad cheeks, and long side-whiskers; his narrow lips are poised in a semipermanent pout, giving Brownlee the uncomfortable impression that, even when he appears silent and absorbed in his own thoughts, he is always just about to talk.

“If I was a gambling man, Baxter is one horse I'd like to put a little of my money on. He doesn't fall at many fences; he jumps 'em pretty clean, I'd say.”

“He's a shrewd fucker, I'll give you that.”

“So
are
you ready?”

“We've got time enough to kill a few more whales. No need to rush on, is there?”

“The whales is small change in this game,” Campbell reminds him. “And you may not get too many good chances to sink her nicely and make it look just as it should. It's the way it looks that matters most, remember. We can't make it any too obvious or the underwriters will start up with their querying, and that's what none of us wants. You least of all.”

“There's a deal of ice about this year. It won't be so hard to manage.”

“Sooner is better than after. If we leave it too long, I risk getting trapped myself. Then where the fuck would we be?”

“Give me a week in Pond's Bay,” Brownlee says. “A week more only, and then we can look about for the right spot to get well nipped.”

“A week will do it, and then I say we head back northwards,” Campbell says, “up to Lancaster Sound or thereabouts. No one will follow us up there. You find yourself a snug little lead near some hefty land ice and wait for the wind to blow the floes back in on you. And from what I've seen of your crew, those fuckers won't be doing too much to help.”

“I'm minded to leave that carpenter where he is.”

“Accidents do happen,” Campbell agrees. “And a man like him ain't so likely to be missed.”

“It's a fucking outrage,” Brownlee remembers. “Did you ever even hear of such a thing? A little girl is one thing. A little girl I halfway understand. But not a fucking cabin boy, Good God, no. It's evil times we live in, I tell you, Campbell, evil and unnatural.”

Campbell nods.

“I'd venture the Good Lord don't spend much time up here in the North Water,” he says with a smile. “It's most probable he don't like the chill.”

When the ice opens up, they enter the bay, but the whaling is poor. There are scarcely any sightings, and on the few occasions the boats are lowered, the whales quickly disappear below the ice and there are no strikes. Brownlee begins to wonder whether Baxter might be right after all—perhaps they
have
killed too many whales. He finds it hard to believe that the vast and teeming oceans could be emptied out so quick, that such enormous beasts could prove so fucking fragile, but if the whales are still about, they are certainly learning to hide themselves well. After a week of these dispiriting failures, he accepts the inevitable, signals as agreed to Campbell, and announces to the men that they are leaving Pond's Bay and turning north to seek for better luck elsewhere.

*   *   *

Even with the aid of laudanum, Sumner cannot sleep for more than an hour or two consecutively. Joseph Hannah's death has aggravated and incited him in ways he doesn't understand. He would like to forget it now. He would like to rest, as the others appear to rest, in the certainty of McKendrick's guilt, and eventual and inevitable punishment, but he finds himself signally unable to do so. He is troubled by memories of the boy's dead body laid out on the varnished tabletop, where every night they eat their dinner still, and of McKendrick standing naked—ashamed, passive, gazed upon—in the captain's cabin. The two bodies should match, he thinks, should fit together like twin pieces of a puzzle, but whichever way he twists and turns them in his mind, he can't make a whole.

Late one night about a fortnight after the carpenter's arrest, as the ship moves north past looneries and icebergs, Sumner descends into the forehold. McKendrick in his slop suit is lying in the small space that has been cleared for him amidst the various boxes and bundles and casks. His legs have been chained together, one either side of the mast, but his hands are both free. There are some fragments of biscuit on a tin plate, and a cup of water and a lighted candle by his side. Sumner can smell the high tang of the slop bucket. The surgeon hesitates for a moment, then leans down and shakes him by the shoulder. McKendrick unfurls himself slowly, sits up with his back against a packing case, and gazes indifferently at his latest guest.

“How's your health?” Sumner asks him. “Do you require anything from me?”

McKendrick shakes his head.

“I'm hale and hearty enough, considering,” he says. “I 'spect I will live until they choose to hang me.”

“If it comes to a trial, you know you will have a better chance to make your case. Nothing is decided yet.”

“A man like myself finds few friends in an English court of law, Mr. Sumner. I'm an honest fellow, but my life will not stand for too much peering into.”

“You're not the only one who feels that way, I'd say.”

“We're all sinners, right enough, but some sins are punished harder than others. I int a murderer and never was one, but I'm many other things, and it's the other things they would wish to hang me for.”

“If you're not the murderer, then someone else on this ship is. If Drax is lying, as you claim he is, it's possible he either killed the boy himself or knows the man who did and is seeking to protect him. Have you thought of that?”

McKendrick shrugs. After two weeks in the hold, his skin has taken on a grayish tinge, and his blue eyes have turned murky and recessed. He scratches at his ear, and a piece of skin flakes off and flutters to the floor.

“I thought of it all right, but what good will it do me to accuse another man if I have no proof and no witnesses of my own?”

Sumner takes a pewter flask from his pocket, passes it over to McKendrick, then takes it back and has a sip himself.

“I am running short on baccy,” McKendrick says after a moment. “If you could spare a pinch, I'd be much obliged to you.”

Sumner passes him his tobacco pouch. McKendrick takes the pouch with his right hand after jamming the pipe between the middle two fingers of the left. With the pipe secured in this peculiar fashion, he fills the bowl and tamps it down with his right thumb.

“What's the trouble with your hand?” Sumner asks him.

“It's only the thumb,” he says. “Got crushed by a cock-eyed fellow with a lump hammer a year or two back and haven't been able to move it even a quarter inch one way or the other since then. Makes some difficulties for a man in my trade, but I've learned to make the adjustment.”