The Ministry of Special Cases (43 page)

“You’ve kidnapped my father?” she said.

“For ransom,” Kaddish told her, already the third time.

“And you’re sure you’ve got the right person?”

“It’s not a joke,” Kaddish said. He was on a pay phone near the Benevolent Self shul. He tried to keep his voice deep and threatening—this despite feeling frenzied by the unruffled tone of the general’s wife.

“Because I thought it might be a joke,” the general’s wife said. “My
father is dead, you know? Dead and buried, for—what year—it has been some time.”

“Bones,” Kaddish said. “I’ve kidnapped them.”

“You stole my father’s corpse?”

“The skeleton,” Kaddish said. “I’ve got all the pieces right here.”

“You mean you took them from the grave?” Here the first crack in her voice, the first sign of panic.

“For ransom,” Kaddish said. He wasn’t sure if he should start discussing the exchange before she’d fully understood. “If you ever want them back—”

“You’ll have to excuse me,” the general’s wife said, interrupting. “It’s shocking news. And frankly, I’m finding it hard to fathom.”

“Oh, believe you me,” Kaddish said.

“You’ll have to excuse me if I don’t,” she said, “if I choose not to believe you. You being the type of person to do such a thing—or claim to. But,” she said, “it’s easy enough to check.”

“To check?” Kaddish said.

“The grave,” she said. “You be careful with what you have there, if you have it, and I’ll send someone round to Recoleta—”

“Trust me,” Kaddish said.

“I don’t,” she said. “Since you already have the number, it’s fairly simple. Why don’t you give us a little time and then call back.”

“Call you back?” And here Kaddish couldn’t help it, his own voice had risen. He figured it wasn’t much of a slip on his part, because the general’s wife had already hung up.

LET HER SEND SOMEONE
. Let her butler or driver go, let one of her staff run off to check. A businessman himself, Kaddish understood. Who wouldn’t want verification when so much money was about to change hands?

Kaddish used this limbo period to descend into a full-on panic. He became certain that he’d taken the wrong set of bones. He pictured himself misreading the brass plaque and then doing it again with that beautiful alabaster panel bolted to the back wall. Kaddish would hear the sound of it shattering against the floor and see all those scattered pieces, the gypsum letters and half letters spread about. They’d reassemble themselves in Kaddish’s memory, forming in the flashlight’s beam, as if on stage, wrong name after wrong name.

When the right name held steady, Kaddish convinced himself that the bones themselves were lost. He’d return to the Benevolent Self shul and find that they were gone. Kaddish broke into a sweat at the thought. He walked and then ran back to the building. He ran to the front of the sanctuary past the bench under which he slept and yanked open the ark. This was accompanied by the dull jingle of the curtain rings left hanging after Kaddish tore the
parochet
down. Reaching into the ark, Kaddish opened the bag and found the bones just as he’d left them. He
cinched the sack’s neck tight, closed up the ark, and—feeling momentarily relieved—backed slowly away.

Take pity on him. It wouldn’t bother Kaddish in the least. He’d gone to his kiosk to beg a pack of cigarettes on credit and the kiosk man shook his head and
tsk-tsked
. He handed Kaddish a carton and made no move to mark it down. A gift and a good-bye, Kaddish figured. He walked off, his chin tucked into his chest, mumbling
Bien, bien
, though the kiosk man hadn’t asked him how he was.

Thankful for this bounty, Kaddish headed to the water by the Fisherman’s Club. He wended his way through the park and went through his pockets for the hundredth time, making sure his last phone token was still there. It was the same panic he’d suffered over the bones—the sense that what he needed most would simply disappear. It was, even to Kaddish, a woefully obvious fear.

A pair of soldiers approached as he fed the token into the phone. Kaddish wondered how they’d known. The soldiers slowed when they got near and, giving him the once-over, kept on their way. A burst of laughter trailed back. Kaddish knew it was at his expense.

Never had the silence between rings lasted so long. Kaddish looked out over the water and waited until a maid finally answered the phone. Kaddish asked if he could speak to the general’s wife.

“Who may I say is calling?” the maid said. Kaddish hadn’t run into this last time. The general’s wife had picked up the phone herself. “Hello?” the maid said, and Kaddish responded with the only thing that came into his head.

“It’s the criminal,” Kaddish said. “Please tell the lady I’ve called back.”

The general’s wife got on the line and said, “You’ve put me in a pickle.

You’ve done something unconscionable and here I reward it by paying you mind. There’s nothing worse than grave-robbing. What has this country come to when a person would sink so low?”

“There are lower things happening,” Kaddish said.

“It doesn’t justify such intolerable behavior. It’s a disgrace.”

“One that can be undone. Pay me and all gets put back as it was. A grave unrobbed and a father at rest.”

“I don’t know,” she said. “I need to think.”

“You’ve had time to think.”

“I’d like to discuss it with my husband, is what I meant. He’s away until evening. It’s a very big decision to make on my own.”

“This won’t wait until evening,” Kaddish said, with appreciable fury. “I’m a desperate man taking desperate measures. I swear, it will be over by then—one way or the other.” He’d again attempted his most threatening tone. Kaddish assumed the silence that followed was one of acquiescence, the general’s wife cowed and ready to comply.

After an interval—and Kaddish was no judge of how long—the general’s wife said, “Well,” and went silent again. Kaddish worried about the line going dead, his token swallowed with a chug.

Then she said, “It’s not like you can make him dead twice.”

“What?” Kaddish said. It was barely a croak.

“Time is not the issue, really. Not on my end.”

“It is,” Kaddish said. “This is your last chance.”

“You’ve got my father—and I’m sure you’ve thought this out,” she said, “but it’s not really a your-money-or-your-life situation. We’re talking about an exchange; a retrieval of, for want of a better term, my property.”

“Today,” Kaddish said, “or it doesn’t happen. Desperate measures,” he said, and feeling he’d already said that, stopped dead.

“I believe that’s why this type of thing is usually done with the living. If you’d taken my son, for instance, instead of my father, you’d be in a better position to make demands. I’ve spoken to people missing sons, and apparently it causes great distress.”

“You’ve spoken—” Kaddish said.

“In my own home,” she said. “I feel like I
know
them and understand their plight. Bones, on the other hand—”

“Your father’s,” Kaddish said. “I’ll toss them into the river. You’ll never see them again.”

“I’ll tell you,” she said, “and it’s rather personal—private business. Aside from my father’s blue-blue eyes and vast-vast fortune, I’ve been made to understand that I’ve also inherited his ice-cold heart. As a family, we are not sentimentalists by nature. I feel as I have from him all that I need.”

“You don’t want them back?” Kaddish said. As he said it, he regretted it. He didn’t mean to raise the question.

“Oh, no,” she said, “I do. I’d love to have my father back. What I don’t want is to pay a fortune for what is mine. And it’s silly to pay so much for one, when I’m in the market for two.”

Kaddish couldn’t help it; Kaddish asked again.

“Two?” he said.

“A second set of bones,” she said. “Feel. Spring is around the corner. There’s a touch of warmth in the air already.” Kaddish listened and felt and thought, yes, maybe there was a hint of spring. “It’s nearly time for planting, and I thought it might be nice to have my father back in his crypt and your bones for my garden. A little keepsake, unsentimental as I claim to be. Either way, it will be good for my roses, and at the very least it will keep the dogs entertained.”

“I won’t be bullied,” Kaddish said.

“Then it’s mutual. Now let me give you fair warning: It’s much easier in this country to get disappeared than to stay hidden. They are two very different things.”

“You’re not going to pay?” Kaddish said, turning hysterical. He couldn’t believe it and screamed into the phone. “You really won’t,” he said, now quiet, totally dejected. “You’re going to let me keep him.”

“Absolutely,” she said. “You’ve finally got it. Well done. A greater mastermind there surely never was.”

KADDISH WAS IN THE BENEVOLENT SELF
shul as darkness set in. He sat in the front pew, where he slept, and stared into the open ark at the sack of bones. He kept his eyes on that spot even after night came, staring steadily ahead.

What is left for a man to think when he was raised for ruin and it comes. Kaddish had fought against it, striven always for greatness, and not let any of his endless unbroken string of failures drag him permanently down. Knowing what he knew now, he would have lived better. He’d never once have let himself worry about ending up as he had. A lifetime of fearing it, and yet to find himself ruined still came to Kaddish as a surprise. If there was any wonder left in him, he spent it on this.

Whether it was minutes or hours he sat there in darkness, Kaddish couldn’t tell. He was busy mulling over all the things that had gone wrong in his life that he might have seen as right. None of those failures flipped fully in Kaddish’s mind, but nearly every incident shifted for him toward some central point, neither ruined nor right. In a lifetime spent striving, Kaddish had never before considered that, somewhere below greatness and high above where he now found himself, all could have turned out, simply, no better or worse than fine.

One thing was sure, however he’d come to see it: Life hadn’t been
fair. If there was a God for those who visited the Benevolent Self shul, that God had not favored him.

This would be his opportunity. Kaddish decided right then. Of all the chances gone sour and schemes gone awry, it was this one that Kaddish would make right.

It was bones for a reason, Kaddish decided. It was ransom for a reason and the same with everything gone wrong. From here, from now, he would turn it into favor. Even if he had to force his own God into heaven and hold His face steady, Kaddish would make Him smile down.

Trying to figure what he could settle, what he might fix, it was about Pato that Kaddish felt worst. He never should have tried to bring Lillian that money. He never should have let her try and buy back a living boy that he was convinced in his heart was dead.

As dead as the man before him.

Pato as dead as those bones.

Lillian held her foot behind the door and Kaddish tried to edge his way in.

“Do you know what time it is?” It was the middle of the night.

“No,” Kaddish said, with utmost sincerity. He really was having difficulty keeping track.

“What couldn’t have waited until morning? For a visitor, that would be the appropriate hour.”

He looked down at the doorsill and pressed a toe against it.

“I’ve come back to put things right.”

“Right is with Pato. Right is him safe. Tell me that you’ve managed it, that you’ve proven yourself the hero you always swear to be.”

Kaddish stood silent. He couldn’t produce for her the fortune that she’d asked. And he knew by her tone that she didn’t expect it.

“How do you show up here empty-handed? That’s what I don’t understand.”

“I’m not,” Kaddish told her. He wasn’t. “I’ve brought you something else.”

Now it was Lillian’s turn to stand silent, waiting for Kaddish to show her something when all she wanted was the money to rescue her son.

“I’ve made a decision,” he said. “For both of us.”

Lillian blinked. Limitless was her husband’s ability to misconstrue.

“You weren’t supposed to do that, Kaddish. A decision was already made. You were supposed to be off helping me with mine.”

“I tried that,” Kaddish said. “And I nearly succeeded. I think you’d be proud. Only, you can’t make a murdered son live. That can’t be done no matter how hard even the best man tries.” Kaddish lifted his foot and gave a little kick to the sill. It was white when they moved in and the stone was now black, the threshold stained with a million comings and goings, the crossings from the three separate lives lived within.

There was nothing to do but to say it, and so Kaddish did. “If not for your sake or for mine, then for Pato’s alone we owe him a grave. It’s time to bury him, Lillian. A dead son is all I have left to give you. That’s why I’m here. That’s what I’ve got. I brought you back his bones.”

Lillian had seen him through everything and stood by him through everything and couldn’t know him any better. Looking at him right then, there was nothing left for her of the Kaddish that was. There was no sense to be made of him now.

Lillian was in the midst of recoiling, and Kaddish, who’d been pressing on the door, found himself stumbling forward and, regaining his balance, standing inside. How nice it felt to be home, even in the midst.

The door—heavy as it was—struck the wall with its momentum and knocked from it Lillian’s scalloped shelf. Lillian looked down at the shelf as Kaddish had at the doorsill. She was thankful for something concrete to process so that she might gather her thoughts, find the tongue in her mouth, and try to comprehend the stranger before her.

“Bones?” she said, her face open with the asking.

“Yes,” Kaddish said. He motioned feebly behind him toward the hall.

“You can’t mean it. You can’t have done this. It would, Kaddish, top all.”

“I swear,” he said. “I’ll show you.” He glanced at the clock. “We should hurry, though. This is the best time for the Benevolent Self, the best time to climb over the wall.”

Lillian did not beat at his chest; she did not raise her voice; what she did was stand in the doorway and look over her husband’s shoulder into the darkness of the hall.