It was then that a shepherd's piercing whistle broke through the noise of their marching. Gird looked around, already knowing what it had to be. There, to the east, a mounted patrol out of Lord Kerrisan's holding; already they'd been spotted. He saw the flash of sunlight on a raised blade. His mind froze, refusing to work for a moment. Someone else saw them, and moaned. He turned to see his proud half-cohort collapsing, some already turning to run, others with weapons loose in their hands. The sun seemed brighter; he could see every detail, from the sweat on their faces to the dust on their eyelashes.
"We have to get away," said Per in a shaky voice. He heard the murmur of agreement, a grumble of dissent.
"We'll never make it," breathed someone else, and a heavy voice demanded "Who
told
them we were out here?"
"It's a random patrol," Gird answered, without really thinking about it. "A tensquad, no spears—if they'd known we were here they'd have sent more, and more weapons. Archers, lancers." He glanced at the horsemen, now forming a line abreast. One of them had a horn, and blew a signal. Two of the horsemen peeled off, rode at an easy canter to either side. "They're circling, to pen us—"
"But what can we do?" asked someone at the back of the clump that had once been a fighting formation.
I ask for a sign, and I get this,
Gird sent silently to the blazing sun.
Lord of justice, where are you now?
A gust of wind sent a swirl of dust up his nose, and he sneezed. "I'll tell you what we can do," he said, turning on his ragged troops the ferocity that had no other outlet. "We can quit standing here like firewood waiting the axe, and
line up! Now!"
A few had never shifted; a few moved back, others forward. Two at the back bolted.
"No."
To his surprise, his voice halted them; they looked back. "Run and you're dead. We're all dead. By the gods, this is what we've been training
for
. Now get in your places, and pick up your weapons, and
listen
to me."
The others moved, after nervous glances at the slowly moving horsemen, back into their places. Gird grinned at them. "And get those weapons
ready
!" Far too slowly, the scythes and sickles and crooks and sticks came forward. At once Gird could see what was wrong, besides not having anything but a knife and short cudgel of his own. They could face only one way, and he knew, knew without even trying it, that they'd never reverse in formation, with weapons ready. There had to be a way—what could work? In his mind, he saw his mother's pincushion, pins sticking out all ways—but then how could they move? There was no time; the horsemen were closing, still at a walk, but he knew they would break to a trot or canter any moment. They must be a little puzzled by a mass of peasants who weren't trying to run, weren't screaming in fear.
"We have to kill them all," Gird said, as calmly as if he knew they could do it. "When they're close enough to fight, they can recognize you. The only way you can be safe back on your farms, is if you kill them all. That's what all this drill is for, and now you're going to use it." All those eyes stared right at his, blue and gray and brown. He felt as if someone were draining all the strength from his body; they were pulling it out of him, demanding it. "You can do it," he said, not pleading but firmly, reminding them. Never mind that this wasn't the best place for a small group of half-trained peasants to fight a mounted troop. Make do, make it work anyway. Miss this chance and you'll not have another.
I'll be safely dead,
he thought wryly.
Almost automatically, the formation had chosen the side facing the horsemen as the front. Gird walked quickly along it, nodding, and then, talking as he worked, shifted those on the flank and rear to face out. "If they come from two directions, we have to be ready. You turn like this—yes—facing out, and you behind him—yes, you—you put your crook here. You, with the stick—poke at their eyes."
"But do we hit the horse or the man?" asked someone behind him. This group had never drilled against even imaginary horses.
"The horse," said Gird. "If you hurt the horse, either it'll run or the man will fall off. Now think—you want to open a big hole—"
He heard the hoofbeats louder now, and faster. Sure enough, they were trotting towards him, eight horsemen with their swords out and shining in the sun. The horses looked huge, and their hooves pounded the dry ground. The two sent around the peasant formation had stopped: clearly they were intended to prevent runaways. The horsemen yelled, a shrill wavering cry, and Gird yelled back, instinctively. His motley troop yelled, too, a sound half-bellow and half-scream of fear. Two of the horses shied, to be yanked back into line by their riders. The peasants yelled again, louder; the riders spurred to a full charge. Belatedly, the other two riders charged the back side of the formation.
He was still thinking
I
hope this works
when the riders crashed into the block of peasants. The horses' weight and speed drove them into the formation, but five of them died before they cleared the other side. Gird himself slammed his cudgel into one horse's head, leaping aside to let it stagger past into the sickle of the woman behind him. The rider missed his swing at Gird, but got the woman's arm; someone buried a scythe in his back before he could swing again. Two riders were dragged from their mounts and stabbed; another took a scythe in the belly before sliding sideways off his horse, screaming. Gird saw one of the women with a simple pole poke one rider off-balance; someone else caught his sword-arm and stabbed him as he fell.
It was over in minutes. Ten horsemen lay dead or dying on the ground; seven horses were dead, two crippled, and one, spooked, galloped away to the west. Gird looked around, amazed. The woman who had lost an arm sat propped against a dead horse, holding the stump and trying not to cry. Eight were dead; two others badly hurt. But—but peasants on foot, with no weapons but the tools of their work, had defeated armed men on horseback. Not an equal fight, but a real one.
He knew he should say something to them, but he couldn't think of anything fitting. He looked around the horizon, and saw only the sentinel shepherd, waving that no danger neared. Per came up to him, bleeding from a gash on his scalp, bruised, amazed to be alive. They all were. Per nodded at the woman who'd lost an arm, and said "Gird—I see now."
"Do you?" He felt a thousand years older as his fury drained away. It had to be better to die this way, fighting in the open, than rotting in dungeons or worked to hunger and sickness, but those silent bodies had been people a few minutes before. That woman had had two hands. He nodded at Per, and walked over to crouch beside her. Someone else had already torn a strip of cloth from her skirt to tie around the stump. "You—?"
She had gone pale, now, the gray-green pallor before fainting or death, but she managed a shaky smile, and moved her other hand, still gripping the sickle. "I—killed the horse."
"You did."
"I—fought—they—died—"
"Yes."
"All?"
"All."
"Good." With that she crumpled, and before they had finished sorting out the dead and wounded, she had died.
"Noooo!" That scream came from one of the other women, who fell sobbing on the dead one's body. Then she whirled to face Gird, her face distorted. "You let her die! You—you killed her—and this is what happens—" She waved her arms to encompass the whole bloody scene. "You said fight to live, but she's dead, and Jori and Tam and Pilan—" Her voice broke into wild sobbing. Gird could think of nothing to say: she was right, after all. The woman had died, and seven others, and the two worst wounded would probably die, even if their lord didn't notice their wounds and kill them for that. The ten horsemen had probably had lovers or wives, maybe children—the weight of that guilt lay on his shoulders. But another voice, thick with pain, spoke out.
"Nay, Mirag! Rahi's dead, but she died happy, knowing she'd fought well. Not in a cage in the castle, like young Siela, when she tried to refuse that visiting duke, and not hanging from a hook on the wall, screaming for hours, like Varin. Gird promised us a chance, not safety."
"You say that, with that hole in you, with your heart's blood hot on your side? What will Eris say, tonight, when she has no one beside her: what will your children say?"
The man coughed, and wiped blood from his mouth. "Eris knows I'm here, and she knows why. If she weren't heavy for bearing, she'd be here herself, and the little ones too. This is best, Mirag. Rahi's satisfied, and I'm satisfied, and if you keep whining along like that, I'll say out what I think should happen to you!"
The woman paled, and her mouth shut with a snap. The man looked at Gird.
"She's not bad, Marig—Rahi's her sister."
"I'm sorry," It was all he could say. Marig shrugged, an abrupt jerk of her shoulder; the man beckoned with a finger and Gird went to him.
"D'you know much of healer's arts?" Gird shook his head "Might should learn, then. If I'd been able, I'd've put a tighter band on Rahi's arm. You'll need that craft, Gird."
"You'll get well, and be our healer," said Gird, but the man shook his head.
"Nay—this is a killing wound, but slower than some. Blood'll choke me, inside. But you'd best get all away, before more trouble comes."
A flick of memory, of his old sergeant's words long ago, came to Gird. "We won't leave wounded here, to be taken and questioned."
The man grinned tightly. "I hoped you'd think so. Make it quick, then."
"Is there anyone you'd—?"
"You'll do. You made it work." Gird grimaced; he had to have someone else agree, or it would feel like simple murder. He called Per over, and Aris, the yeoman marshal of Hightop. The wounded man was still conscious enough to give his assent again, and Aris, slightly more experienced than Per, saw at once why it must be done.
But neither would do it. So Gird took his well-worn dagger, and knelt by the man's side, and wondered how he'd feel if he were lying there, bleeding inside and choking, and how he could be quickest. Worst would be weakness, another pain that did not kill. So he put the whole strength of his arm into it, slicing almost through the man's neck.
The other badly injured man was unconscious, having been hit in the head, and then trampled under a horse. He quit breathing, with a last gasping snort, just as Gird reached him. Then it was only the hard, bloody work of dragging the corpses together onto a pile of brushwood and thistles, stacking what weapons they could use to one side. The group from Per's barton left first, to enter their village as best they might without attracting attention. They dared not carry any of the spare weapons, and Gird cautioned them not to take personal belongings from their friends' bodies.
"They'll know someone was here," he said, "to start the fire. But if you're carrying a tool or trinket someone recognizes, they'll know you, too, were part of it. This way it can seem that everyone from this village died, and it might spare you trouble." Not really, he knew: there was going to be trouble for everyone—but there had always been.
They seemed calm enough, even Marig. She had quit sobbing, at least, and she laid the locket she'd taken from her sister's neck back on her without being told twice. "Can't we even take Tam's scythe?" one man asked. "We don't have that many." His own crook had shattered. Gird shook his head again.
"With so few scythes, everyone will know that Tam's is with you. It'll be taken, but not to your village." He nodded to Per, who started them off, in trickles of two or three, moving indirectly.
Aris had the other two bartons ready to move out; each one carried his or her own weapon, and some them carried a second, taken from the fallen. Gird dithered over the swords. For one of them to be found carrying a soldier's sword meant instant death—but to lose all those blades—In the end he let them decide, and ten volunteers belted swords they could not use around their peasant jerkins.
"Are you sure you need to burn the bodies?" Aris asked. Gird said nothing; he'd never imagined doing anything else. It was in all the tales. "We'll need a good start of them," Aris went on, when Gird didn't answer. "They'll have horses near enough—we don't know but what the smoke could be seen a long way, and the horses might come anyhow, and find us on the way. I don't know—I don't know if I could lead another fight today."
"You could if you had to," said Gird, plunged once more into how different it was in stories and reality. But Aris made sense, and he looked at the stacked bodies. The smoke would draw attention; someone would come, and that someone would likely be mounted, and ready for trouble. No smoke, and another patrol would go looking for the first—might not find them right away—but to let the dead lie out unprotected? He squinted up, and saw the first dark wings sailing far up. That alone would draw attention.
"All right," he said, finally. "No fire."
Lady, bless these dead—these brave and helpless
—Aris nodded, clearly relieved, and set off with his bartons. Gird angled away from them, his own new sword heavy at his side.
Did I do the right thing?
he asked himself.
Am I doing the right thing now?
He looked back from a farther ridge, some hours later, and saw a column of dark wings. The woman's face came to him, that face so composed, even as she died, and the thought of dark beaks tearing her face, gouging out her eyes—he stopped abruptly, and threw up on the short grass, retching again and again, and scrubbing the dried blood on his hands. Nor could that be the end of it: he had started something, back there, that no crow could pick clean, and no fox bury the bones of—he had started something, like a boy rolling a rock down a hillside, and the end would be terrible.
Word of the Norwalk battle spread as fast among the lords as among the bartons. Gird, sifting reports from his runners and spies, spared a moment for amazement at the varying interpretations. By the end of the first day, that column of carrion crows had attracted another patrol. By the end of the second, the little village of Berryhedge had been put to the torch, and the villagers—those who had not fled the first night—were dead or penned in the nearest fort's yard, to be dealt with at the next court. The other two bartons had made it home safely, and so far their stolen blades had not been discovered. Bruises and cuts alone were not suspicious; too many of the farmfolk suffered injuries in their work year-round for that to be a sign of collaboration. But all the lords' guards were alert, watching for smoke from illicit fires, searching for weapons, stopping travelers on the roads. It was, some said, a huge army—an invasion from the neighboring kingdom of Tsaia—the private war of one lord on another—the peasant uprising that had been feared so long. On the strength of one escaped horse, and its tracks, someone even decided that it had been an attack by cavalry, using peasants as infantry. No, argued another: it was an alliance of horse nomads and peasants.